Piers Anthony
Bio of a Space Tyrant, Volume 2:
Mercenary
 



The author wishes to thank First Lieutenant Jim Parker for valuable advice on 
certain military aspects of this novel, notably the nature and use of the pugil 
sticks and the organization of a unit; and Zane Stein and Jacob Schwartz for 
assistance concerning the planetoid Chiron.



CONTENTS
Editorial Preface
 
 1.  WORRIED MAN BLUES
 2.  BASIC TRAINING
 3.  FIVE STEEL BALLS
 4.  CHIRON
 5.  MIGRANT
 6.  PUGIL
 7.  QYV
 8.  FIRST BLOOD
 9.  SURRENDER
10. RAPE
11. PRISONER
12. FINAL BATTLE
 
Editorial Epilog
 



 
Editorial Preface
Hope Hubris, as the prior manuscript Refugee showed, was not originally aware of 
his destiny to become the all-powerful Tyrant of Jupiter. At first he was a 
desperate Hispanic refugee, fleeing his home-moon of Callisto when wrongfully 
charged with a crime. He saw his group brutalized and his parents murdered by 
pirates and the indifference of the established powers. He lost the first great 
romantic love of his life, the refugee girl Helse, to the savagery of the 
marauders of the Jupiter Ecliptic. He was lucky to survive at all, and lucky to 
be admitted at last as an immigrant to the peripheral off-Jupiter society. 
Certainly he was unprepossessing as a person in those early days, despite his 
education and intelligence.
However, his special talent with people found ready application as he entered 
the Jupiter Navy, and in due course he became the redoubtable military figure 
the texts describe today. That reputation was, of course, the springboard for 
his subsequent civilian success in the political arena. But the conventional 
descriptions omit certain vital insights, such as the influence of the sinister 
QYV, his relations with certain migrant laborers and pirates, and the frank use 
of social and sexual inducements to put together one of the strangest, yet most 
brilliant, staffs of Naval history.
The adult Hubris was always a man for the ladies, but rumors of his infidelities 
turn out to be largely apocryphal. He indulged in sex freely but fairly, and not 
a single woman who knew him well ever spoke evil of him, not even the fiery 
pirate wench he raped. Neither did the males of his association; he commanded an 
almost fanatical respect within his unit.
Hubris, despite his superficial indifference in appearance and manner, was a 
truly potent motivator of people. Yet little of this shows in this private 
narrative. Perhaps it pleased him to portray himself as the somewhat nave 
observer, as if others made most of his decisions for him; or perhaps he was 
genuinely innocent in his private reflections. But he was expert at delegating 
authority, and very little slipped by him. Many opponents misjudged him, until 
it was too late, because he understood them far more precisely than they 
understood him. His special genius did not show up in the standardized tests 
upon which most personnel judgments were made. Those tests never properly 
defined him. That, oddly, was one of his greatest assets.
This narrative, translated from the original Spanish, should be perused with 
that in mind: There was more to Hope Hubris than shows in the official records, 
and more than he himself chose to present. His highly unorthodox procedures were 
often the mark not of insanity but of genius. It was not, after all, mere chance 
that brought him eventually to the Tyrancy.
But some few did appreciate Hope Hubris's potential early, as we shall see, and 
there was one who perhaps contributed more to his success than Hope himself did, 
yet who received virtually no recognition for it.
No dates are listed in this manuscript, but external evidence suggests that it 
commences on or about June 1, 2615, perhaps a month after the termination of 
Refugee.
 
Chapter 1  WORRIED MAN BLUES
I never saw it coming. I thought the man was just shoving past me from behind, 
for the concourse was not wide, and then there was a hard blow to the side of my 
head. I saw a flash of pain, lost my balance, fell against the wall, and slid to 
the floor. The man shoved me about; I thought he was helping me to get up, but 
then he was gone and I just sagged there, dazed.
I don't know how many people passed me by; I was aware of them only 
peripherally, as moving shapes. I put my hand to my hurting head and found 
moisture. I looked at my fingers and saw the stain of red on them: blood. I 
thought about that awhile, not moving, while the foreign shapes continued to 
pass.
Then a shape stopped. "Kid, I think you been mugged," he said in English.
I looked up at him. He was a poorly shaven man with short, curly light hair and 
blue eyes: a fair Caucasian, rather than the dusky Latin of my own type. More 
succinctly: He was Saxon; I, Hispanic. He wore faded, worn coveralls and a 
sweat-stained shirt and cheap old composition shoes: a laboring man. But he 
represented help, and he looked great to me, a Good Samaritan. "I think so," I 
agreed.
"Check for your money," he advised, helping me to my feet with strong hands.
I checked. My new wallet was gone, and with it my moneyand my identification. I 
groaned. I hadn't meant to make that sound; it just came out.
"They need more patrolmen in these public places," the man said. "Someone gets 
mugged just about every day. Where you going, kid? I'll help you there."
Confused, I pondered. "Looking for work," I said. "Ijust checked the Navy 
office, but..." I was having trouble organizing my memory.
"Too young?" he asked sympathetically.
"Yes. He asked my age, and I said fifteen, and he said to come back in two 
years. Then"
"Then you got mugged on your way to the employment office," he finished. "It 
happens. Here, let's introduce ourselves. I'm Joe Hill, migrant laborer, en 
route to a new hitch as a picker."
"Hope Hubris," I said, grateful for his easy manner. Other people were shoving 
by us, paying no attention. "From Callisto, refugee. I've just been granted 
status as a resident alien."
Joe smiled. "I'd guessed as much. You're from that batch they just processed at 
the immigration center, right? This your first day out on Leda?"
"First hour," I agreed, nodding. That made my head hurt again, and I touched the 
bad spot.
Joe brought out a large old handkerchief. "Let me mop that. It's not as bad as 
it feels. It's mostly a bruise with a little cut skin, and the blood's matting 
the hair a little. You'll get off with a headache." He patted the spot, and his 
reassurance made me feel better. "Look, HopeI don't like to make you feel 
worse, but the fact is, this whole system isn't much better than the mugging you 
just got. At your age you just can't find decent work. All the employment 
offices will tell you the same. You've got to get a ticket to the Jupiter 
atmosphere"
"They're not admitting aliens now," I said. "I have to find work out here in the 
Ecliptic until I qualify for citizenship." The Jupiter Ecliptic is the plane of 
the orbits of the satellites of Jupiter; actually, the outer moons do not match 
the plane of the inner ones, but it's all called the Jupiter Ecliptic anyway, or 
Juclip for short.
"Then you're screwed," he said, employing Saxon vernacular that was new to me. 
"Your age and nationality box you in. And now that you've lost your cash stake 
and your ID"
"I must get them to issue me a new card," I said.
"Which will take weeks or months. I know this bureaucracy, Hope. What are you 
going to eat while you're waiting?"
I spread my hands, baffled. I hadn't counted on getting mugged.
"Come on," he said. "I'm running short on time, but I can get you to the alien 
office to put in for your card. Then"
"Then?" I repeated, sounding stupid even to myself. I remained disorganized, and 
my head was hurting.
He sighed. "Then I guess I'd better take you with me on the picking gig. It's no 
life for the likes of you, but I can't see you stranded here. You'd wind up 
having to mug for a living."
"Oh, I would never" I protested, shocked at the notion.
"Kid, when you're hungry and broke, and there's no work, and you know if you 
complain they'll deport you to your moon of origin, what do you do?"
I was silent. The realities of my situation were making themselves felt. Without 
my card I couldn't get a good job, and without the hundred-dollar tide-over 
stake they had issued me, I couldn't eat. They would indeed deport me on the 
slightest pretext. My kind was tolerated, not welcomed, here. They had made that 
clear enough at the outset. Mighty Jupiter, home of the free, had little use for 
dusky-skinned foreigners who couldn't manage their money and didn't work 
productively. Mighty Jupiter was not interested in listening to excuses, such as 
being mugged or being underage for employment. It was indeed a rigged system, 
but I was bound by its laws.
"Yes, I thought you were honest," Joe said. "I got a feel for people. That's why 
I stopped to help you." He paused. "No, that's not entirely so. I would've 
stopped, anyway. I can't pass up a working man in distress."
"No, you can't," I agreed.
His lips quirked. "You can tell?"
"Yes. It's my talent, too. Understanding people. I will go with you."
He laughed. " 'Sokay, Hope! But remember I warned you: Picking's tough work. 
This is just to tide you through till your card comes and you can go for a 
decent job."
"Yes, thanks."
We checked in at the alien registration office where the bored clerk made a 
note. I would have to check in at weekly intervals, no oftener, until my 
replacement card was issued. Meanwhile I was on my own.
We walked the concourse again. I call it walking, though actually it was more 
like floating. Leda is the smallest outer moon of Jupiter, only about five 
kilometers in diameter, so it's strictly trace-gravity on the surface. Leda is 
really no larger than a major city-bubble, but of course it's solid instead of 
hollow, so must have a hundred times the mass. It serves mainly as an anchor for 
a series of rotating domes, each dome generating Earth-normal gravity by its 
spin, at the edge. Traveling between domes tends to be stomach-wrenching until 
you get used to it. Maybe that was part of my problem. Certainly I did not feel 
well, and so I suffered myself to be moved along by this well-meaning stranger.
This was, I think, the true beginning of my military career, which is why I 
commence my narrative at this point. But the progression was not clear at the 
time. That often seems to be the way with fate: We perceive its devious channels 
only in retrospect.
At any rate, Joe brought me to the bus. This was an old space shuttle with its 
guts gutted. It had been fitted with tiered bunks in the center of its 
cylindrical shell. Thus a ship designed for perhaps thirty passengers could 
house a hundred and twenty. There were a number of men hunched about the bunks, 
and one somewhat more solid, self-assured man near the entrance.
"This is Gallows," Joe told me, bringing me to the solid man. "He's hard but 
he's fair." He turned to the man. "This is Hope. He's not a regular picker; he 
got rolled, so he needs some time."
"How's he going to pay his fare?" Gallows asked.
"I'll cover it," Joe said. "I've got a little to spare."
"It costs money?" I asked, startled. "I don't haveI can't"
"There ain't no free lunch, kid," Gallows pronounced.
"I said I'd cover," Joe said, producing some bills.
Gallows accepted them. "Better teach him the ropes, too, Joe, if you don't want 
to be stuck." He checked his list. "Bunk forty-nine."
"I'll repay" I said, embarrassed. "I didn't realize"
"Here's the bunk," Joe said, indicating the one marked 49. "We'll have to 
split-shift it. You sleep four hours, I'll sleep four. I couldn't afford two 
bunks. It'll work out."
"Yes, certainly," I agreed. "I'm sorry you had to pay anything for me. I'll try 
to make it good as soon as"
"I know you will, Hope," he said easily. "I told you, I have a feel for people. 
I know what it's like to be in trouble."
"Trouble!" a man exclaimed a few bunks down the line. "Kid, if you like trouble, 
Joe's your man!"
"That's Old Man Rivers," Joe said. "Him and me, we see eye to eye on"
"Nothing!" Rivers agreed jovially. "Kid, you better know right now you hooked up 
with the biggest rabble-rouser in the Juclip! Watch he doesn't incite a riot 
with your head in the middle!"
"You two are friends?" I asked, perplexed, for I perceived that there was an 
edge to this banter. I also had a moment's hesitation about the word Juclip; I 
have defined it here, but this was my introduction to it.
Joe laughed. "Friends? Never! But what Rivers says is true. I'm a union 
organizer. That's why they gave me my song."
"Your song?" Was this more slang?
"You asked for it." Joe sat on the bunk, hooking his heels under it so as not to 
drift away in the trace gravity, and sang. His voice was decent but hardly 
trained:
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night, alive as you and I.
"But Joe," says I, "You're ten years dead!" Says Joe, "I didn't die!"
 
And now the others in the ship joined in: "Says Joe, 'I didn't die!' "
It was a rousing song with a catchy tune, and the men sang it with gusto. But I 
didn't understand it. "A dead union organizer?" I asked.
"Several centuries ago," Joe said. "But it's a good name."
"Do the others have songs, too?" This was another aspect of the culture I had 
not known about. I had always been one of the most fluent students in my English 
class, and I could speak the language almost faultlessly; now I realized that 
there is a great deal more to understanding than fluency.
"All of them. That's what safeguards a man's place. His song."
"He just chooses any song he likes?"
Joe laughed again. He was really at ease here. "Never! It has to be given to him 
by the group. Since this is your first trip, Hope, we'll figure out yours on the 
way."
"But I hardly know any English songs!"
"You'll learn this one. We'll work it out, never fear."
"But suppose I don't like it?"
"Tough stuff," he said with a smile. "Your song is you." There was a murmur of 
assent by the others.
I shrugged. It wasn't a vital matter. My head hurt, and I just wanted to rest. I 
lay on the bunk, secured by its restraining strap, as the ship gradually filled 
up. Most of the workers seemed to know each other at least casually; they had 
been out on similar jobs before. The atmosphere was one of familiarity rather 
than festivity.
"Hey, I hain't seen you before!" a man said to me.
"I'm new," I admitted.
"Then you have to be initiated!" he exclaimed, grinning in a not entirely 
friendly manner. "You know what we do to"
I saw his gaze go to Joe Hill, who had come up beside me. Joe had drawn a 
monstrous dagger and was using it to carve his dirty fingernails back.
"He's with you?" the man asked Joe.
"Uh-huh. He got mugged and needed help, so I thought we'd help him. It's the 
neighborly thing."
The man's eyes flicked to the dagger, and away. "Uh, yeah, sure. We'll help him. 
But he's got to"
"Have his song," Joe finished, making a small, significant gesture with the 
blade.
"Just what I was going to say!" the man agreed. "We've got to tag him with a 
song."
"Once we get moving," Joe said, putting away his knife.
"Right." And the man moved on to his assigned bunk.
I realized that Joe was an excellent friend to have while I was among strangers. 
He might have a soft heart for a person in trouble, but that was only one facet 
of his character. He had not been fooling with that dagger! I owed him another 
favor.
I must have slept, because suddenly the ship was moving, accelerating from its 
dock. My head still hurt; the vertigo of initial motion didn't help. I lay on my 
back and listened.
They sang songs. Each man really did have his song, and he sang it with 
assurance, though few people had good voices. That didn't seem to matter; 
enthusiasm was what counted, and the assertion of possession. No one interrupted 
when a man started his song; then, after a few bars, they joined in, following 
his lead. The songs were unfamiliar to me, but I knew I would pick them up 
readily enough. I was, perforce, now a member of this culture; I would adapt.
Then, abruptly, it was my turn. "This is Hope's maiden voyage," Joe said. "We 
must select his song." He turned to me. "First we have to know about you. How 
did you come to leave Callisto?"
"That's a long story," I said. "You probably wouldn't be interested in"
"We love long stories," Joe said. "They fill our tired evenings when the songs 
give out. But right now we're only doing your song, not your story. Can you 
summarize your life in one hundred words?"
"I can try," I said, realizing that this was not a joke. Now that I was active, 
my headache was fading. "My family had trouble with a scion, and we had to flee 
the planet in a bootleg bubble powered mostly by a gravity shield. Pirates came 
and" Suddenly the horrible memories overwhelmed me, I choked up and could not 
continue. Only four months ago my family had been united and reasonably happy. 
Now...
"I think I understand," Joe said. "They killed your family?"
I nodded.
"And you alone survive?"
"Mymy sisters" I said.
"Survive? Raped and taken as concubines for private ships?"
"One. The other, younger, she's called Spirit, and she's twelve. Got a... a 
position on a ship, concealed as a boy"
"And you don't know where she is now," Joe finished. He looked around at the 
bunks. "I think we have enough of the picture. You Hispanic refugees come 
through a hardball game."
There was a general murmur of agreement. "A kid sister hiding among pirates," 
Rivers said. "He's got reason to worry."
"But his name is Hope," Gallows said. He was the foreman, but he was evidently 
also part of this group.
"Hope is a worried man," Rivers said, looking around.
Slowly the others nodded.
I looked up, perplexed. "What?"
"Oh, that's right," Joe said, as if surprised. "You don't know our songs. We'll 
have to teach you. Anybody want to do this one?"
"I'll do it," Rivers said. He turned to me. "With your permission, Hope, I will 
sing your song."
"Sure," I said doubtfully.
"This time only, I lead Hope's song," Rivers said formally. "The Worried Man 
Blues." And then he sang, in his fine deep voice:
It takes a worried man to sing a worried song
It takes a worried man to sing a worried song
It takes a worried man to sing a worried song
I'm worried now, but I won't be worried long.
 
I had to smile. The words did speak to my mood and my situation, and it was a 
pretty melody. Because the lines repeated, it was easy to remember.
"Now you try it," Rivers said.
Singing was not my forte, but I knew my voice was as good as those of a number 
of the other folk I had heard here, and I realized this performance was 
necessary if I was to be accepted into this group. I took a breath and sang, 
somewhat tremulously. "It takes a worried man to sing a worried song"
At the second line, the others joined in, and it became much easier. They were 
careful not to drown me out; it was necessary that I be heard, that I set the 
cadence. By the time we got to the fourth line, it was rousing, and I felt it 
uplifting me. I really did feel better, physically and emotionally. I was part 
of the group, participating in a performing art. Surely this rendition would 
never be recorded as great music, but it was great, nevertheless.
Then Rivers sang the second verseor maybe it was the first, for what we had 
sung before turned out to be the refrain, repeated after every regular verse.
I went across the river and I lay down to sleep....
When I awoke, there were shackles on my feet.
 
I had gone across the Jupiter Eclipticand lost my joy of life along with most 
of my family and freedom. I was shackled, yes.
Twenty-nine links of chain around my leg...
On every link, an initial of my name.
 
Twenty-nine initials. I pondered that and realized that my name was legion. My 
initials were H. H., but there were many others like me, and their initials were 
on the chain, too. I liked the symbolism, painful as it was. Perhaps my father's 
initials were there, M. H., and my mother's, C. H., and my two sisters, F. H. 
and S. H., and my lost love, H. H., Helse Hubris, for I had married her, almost. 
I liked that idea.
I asked the judge what might be my fine....
Twenty-one years on the migrant-labor line!
 
That was, I learned later, adapted to the present situation; historically, back 
on Planet Earth, where all these songs had originated, it had been the Rocky 
Mountain Line. That was a mountain range in Earth's North America, said to be 
fairly formidable; presumably the linewhich would then have been a locomotive 
or railroad line in which cumbersome steam-driven vehicles were propelled along 
metal rails laid on the groundrequired hand labor for its initial 
establishment. I daresay it would have required a great deal of work to lay 
those rails properly in a mountain district, as the locomotives needed to 
operate on fairly level terrain. The technology of ancient times has always 
intrigued me. So the migrant laborers must have had back-straining workas I 
would surely find out.
Anyway, I now had my song and my culture-nickname; I would have to answer to 
either Hope or Worry. They were much the same, really; opposite faces of the 
coin, depending on whether anticipation was positive or negative. I did like the 
song, and especially I liked the belongingness it made me experience. Singing 
togetherthere is something special about it. I believe every experience in 
life, of any nature, has some value to a person; this one had a great deal of 
value to me. Deprived of my family and my culture, I desperately needed new 
ones, and now it seemed I had them. Not as good as the old ones, but much, much 
better than drifting alone.
The songs continued as each man had his turn presenting his own, staking out his 
position in the group. But I was tired and hurting, as the exhilaration of my 
own song faded, and I lay on the bunk and listened and then slept. I suspected I 
was taking Joe's turn on the bunk, but he didn't say anything.
I woke with a start as the gravity abruptly cut off; acceleration was over. But 
Joe's hand was on me, holding me to the bunk, so I didn't float away. I had 
forgotten to strap myself down this time, since the acceleration had provided 
weight. Now he was putting the strap across. "Finish your nap," he advised me.
"But it's your bunk, too," I protested groggily.
"Not to worry, Worry," he said with a smile. "I can sleep floating while we're 
coasting."
"But when deceleration starts"
"Kid, it's a fifteen-hour trip. I won't sleep that long. You're the one with the 
hurting head; relax."
I followed his advice. I had been in free-fall before and could handle it. In 
fact, I think the free-fall helped, for it relieved my body of the ordinary 
strain of gravity, allowing it to concentrate on healing. Free-fall does not 
help all people, but it helped me. When I woke again, several hours later, my 
head was virtually clear.
Joe was sleeping in air, one hand gripping a bunk rail. He looked perfectly 
comfortable.
Now the waking workers were swapping yarns and playing poker for pennies. I was 
satisfied just to listen, familiarizing myself with their qualities. These were 
generally uneducated folk, illiterate or partially literate, but canny enough in 
their limited fashion. Literacy does not equate to intelligence or humanity, 
after all. I was not familiar with their game of poker, but figured I could 
learn it in due course.
Meanwhile, as a mental exercise, I calculated, in the unfamiliar Jupiter units 
of miles, the location of the agricultural bubble we were traveling to. I had 
been raised on the superior metric system, but I knew I would have to become 
conversant with the system of the Colossus if I wanted to convert my alien 
residency to proper citizenship. Also, my lost love Helse had used the Jupiter 
system of measurements, so I felt closer to her with them, foolish as this may 
seem.
Acceleration measured in this fashion came to 32 feet per second squared, for 
one gee. 3,600 seconds in an hour meantthis was pretty good mental exercise, 
because of the irregular intervals between unitsabout 115,000 feet per second 
in an hour of gee, which seemed to be what we had experienced. There wereI 
strained to remember5,280 feet in a mile. That meant we were traveling about 22 
miles per second now, or close to 80,000 miles per hour. Fifteen hours at that 
velocity would be about 1,200,000 miles. But we would not be traveling straight 
in toward Jupiter; we would angle back to intercept the bubble as it overhauled 
Leda in its smaller, faster orbit. The bubble was probably about ten million 
kilometers out from Jupiter, compared to Leda's eleven millionoops, I had 
slipped back into the metric system!
At any rate, I was satisfied that the bubble was about 90 percent of Leda's 
distance out, in this miniature Solar System that was the Juclip, and that we 
would not be carried far from Leda in the ten days Joe said we would be picking. 
That reassured me; I didn't want to get lost and not be on hand to recover my 
identification.
We did indeed arrive on schedule, decelerating at gee for an hour and docking on 
the bubble. Our ship simply hooked onto a rack awaiting it and hung nose-out, 
suddenly upside down as the gee resumed. The bunks were made to take it; they 
could be used from either side. The bubble was rotating one complete turn every 
minute and a half, so that centrifugal force brought our weight at its surface 
to almost gee, Earth-normal gravity.
We climbed the ladder-tube up into the bubble. Inside, we stepped out of the 
lock onto the great, curving inner surface. I stood, dazzled by it.
The bubble was a virtually hollow sphere about a thousand feet in diameter. From 
a mirror in its center shone the sun; or rather, the twenty-sevenfold magnified 
image of the sun, projecting the hellish intensity of Earth-normal solar 
radiation to the broad, curved expanse of green plants. I knew I would not be 
able to tolerate that very long; the radiation would soon blister my skin.
The bubble was, of course, oriented so that its pole pointed to the sun. 
Otherwise the light would have been flashing on and off in sub-two-minute 
cycles, not good for the plants. This way, the bubble's rotation was irrelevant; 
the mirror moved independently, beaming the light to cover one-third of the 
inner surface, rotating in the course of twenty-four hours to complete the 
circuit. Earth plants preferred the Earth cycle, and produced most abundantly 
with it, and so they got it. That, in addition to the absence of all Earth 
diseases and predators and inconstancies of nature, meant that these plants were 
many times as productive as they could have been on Earth itself.
"Get over to the harvest station," Gallows told us. That turned out to be a 
pavilion a short distance away, on a terrace up the slope. Gee was only full and 
vertical at the bubble's equator, of course; the terraces became increasingly 
steep as the poles were approached. Otherwise, the plants and soil would simply 
have tumbled in a jumble to the equator. We hastened to comply, scrambling up 
the path.
Organization did not take long. We were issued broad-brimmed hats, gloves, and 
heavy shirts to protect us from the concentrated sunlight, and each of us was 
given a large plastic bucket on a belt. This was a pepper dome; we were to fill 
our buckets with the red peppers. About one hundred peppers filled a bucket. 
When we brought a filled bucket to the foreman, he would issue a ticket worth a 
dime. The more buckets we filled, the more dimes we earned. It was a remarkably 
simple system.
Theoretically the average worker would fill one bucket in five minutes, twelve 
per hour, and squeeze it up to about a hundred buckets in the full eight-hour 
working day. The overall mathematics of it generated a schedule for our 
thirty-man crew to complete the full harvest of three million peppers in ten 
days. That seemed simple enough.
But the polite math did not take much account of the human element. I discovered 
that harvesting is indeed not light work. I was assigned a terraced segment of 
the acreage to harvest that seemed huge but was probably small. The entire 
acreage of the bubble might have been seventy-two, though the terracing and loss 
of usable area toward the poles may have caused me to misjudge it. Only a third 
of it was lighted, and we were working on only part of that this day. In fact, I 
now realize that the average man had to harvest less than a quarter acre per 
daybut that was ten thousand peppers, and it was an enormous task. The plants 
were spaced in wide rows, so there was plenty of room to walk between them 
without brushing, and that was important, because I saw that these were 
long-term producers. We had to pick only the ripe peppers, not damaging the 
greater number of developing ones; other crews would harvest those in other 
months.
I went to work on my segment, and Joe Hill had one adjacent. I watched him 
picking, to get a clear notion of how it was done, then proceeded. Each plant 
had one ripe pepper, readily distinguishable by its bright red color; I took 
hold of it and broke it free of its stem with a quick twist and set it in the 
pail. That was important, too, we had been cautioned; we were not to bruise the 
peppers by tossing them in. There were farmhands patrolling the rows, watching 
to see that no plants or fruits were abused. They did no harvesting, they just 
watched.
I thought I was making good time, but I was last to bring my first bucket in to 
Gallows for my ticket. I resolved to do better, and I hurried back to my 
section. I did speed up, but now I was getting hot in the heavy shirt, and the 
clothing was chafing. It was necessary to hunch over to reach the plants, and my 
back began to feel it. I sweated profusely and had to take gulps of water from 
the fountain every time I delivered a bucket, to alleviate dehydration. Within 
an hour the work became unpleasant; in two hours it was torture. But I had to 
keep picking, for everyone else was, and I was falling behind.
There was no break for lunch; we had to keep picking feverishly to make the 
quota. I hardly felt hunger, anyway; the fatigue of my limbs and discomfort of 
my body drowned it out. The curving landscape blurred; only the nearest bushes 
remained in focus. I was no longer concerned about future days, or even future 
hours; my life was measured only by the bucketful. My two hands moved of their 
own volition, grasping, twisting, carrying, depositing. Now each pepper was a 
challenge!
"This is no life for you, Hope," a voice said. Dazedly, I looked up. A young 
woman stood before me, brown-haired and pretty. Her eyes were immeasurably sad.
I blinked the blur away and recognized her. "Helse!" I cried, and lurched 
forward to embrace her. Helse, my love, my bride
But she faded into nothingness, and I fell face-first to the ground. Now I 
remembered what I had never forgotten: Helse was dead and butchered for the key 
she carried. The key of QYV. "Kife, I'll kill you!" I cried in blind, hopeless 
rage.
"Worry! Come out of it!"
It was Joe, heaving me off the ground. I shook my head, realizing that I had 
suffered some sort of seizure.
Joe made me stop picking for the day, though I had filled only forty-five 
buckets. That put me further in trouble, for the morning and evening meals cost 
two dollars each, and the bunk two dollars per night. Most workers also bought a 
jug of rotgut for a dollar, and some paid another two dollars for fifteen 
minutes in a shed with the bubble prostitute. One more dollar was withheld each 
day for the return bus fare, until that five-dollar charge was met. The foreman 
didn't want any worker stranded without busfare back to Leda! As they put it, 
Gallows didn't want anyone hanging. It was said, not quite jokingly, that a 
fellow could have "A loaf of bread, a jug of wine, and thou" each day and come 
out even. Many of the men did exactly that.
Joe carried me. He was able to pick more than the minimum, and he gave me enough 
chits so I could eat and sleep. I was embarrassed to accept his further 
largesse, but I had no choice. Next day I was more careful and did not faint, 
but only picked sixty-five buckets. So it went, day by day; I was literally in 
debt to Joe, and could never quite catch up to it.
At night, in the ship, it was better. I rested and recovered, and gave Joe his 
turn on the bunk while I worked on my song and learned to play poker. I refused 
to play for money, since I was already in debt, and this dampened things 
somewhat, but I did learn the game, and my special perception of people enabled 
me to grasp their bluffs. Soon I was playing well enough so that they were glad 
it wasn't for money.
There was a good deal of time when everyone was awake in the ship, as we were 
not permitted to wander the bubble freely when off-duty. Naturally enough we 
were crowded and bored, which was why a game like poker was important. Trouble 
was easy to come by. I was, to my shame, responsible for some of it.
I was telling my story in nightly installments, for next to singing and poker 
that was the prime entertainment. Most of the others knew each other's 
histories, but I was new and unfamiliar, so was the present object of attention. 
It was like having a new holo-show for them to watch, instead of an old, 
familiar one. I told how my family had to depart our city of Maraud at night and 
catch a bootleg bubble to Jupiterand the betrayal and tragedy that ensued. On 
the first night only half a dozen people paid much attention, but my audience 
grew on succeeding nights, and when I got to sixteen-year-old Helse, all thirty 
of them, including the foreman, were listening raptly. I did not spare myself, 
for I wanted to forget none of it: my gallant family, my first experiences with 
sex, the rigors of the hell-moon Io, and Helse's horrible death.
"Say," Rivers said. "For a tale like that, Trixie'd give you tail for free!" 
Trixie was the generic name for prostitutes.
I was silent. The thought of sex with any other woman appalled me. Helse, Helse! 
I was not even conscious of the tears streaming down my cheeks.
Joe Hill launched himself at Rivers. His fist scored on the man's gut. Rivers 
buckled, gasping for breath. "You had no call to say that!" Joe cried, standing 
over the fallen man.
I jumped up, frightened at what I had unwittingly instigated. "He meant no 
harm!"
Rivers caught his breath. He was a larger man than Joe, and more powerfully 
constructed, and it was already evident that the two were not friends. But this 
time he backed off. "I had no call," he agreed. "I wasn't thinking."
Joe turned away, satisfied. I was to learn by experience that fights were often 
this way, inchoate, terminated as quickly as they began; an unwritten code among 
the pickers militated against extremes of violence. But at this time I wasn't 
aware of that; I feared there could be a continuation. I went to Rivers. 
"There's no offense! I didn't mean for this to happen!"
"Joe's wrong about most things," Rivers said gruffly. "This one time he's right. 
I owe you one, Worry." And he, too, turned away.
Why had he backed off? It had been a fairly innocent remark, and he surely felt 
no personal awe of Joe Hill. Rivers had accepted a spot humiliation, a certain 
loss of status, and that bothered me because I didn't understand his motive. 
Mysteries of motive are always important to me, because I encounter so few of 
them.
Gallows began his song, effectively changing the subject:
Hangman, hangman, slack your rope
Slack it for a while
I think I see my father coming
Riding many a mile.
 
After the first refrain, the others joined in, and the song session was on.
Papa, did you bring me silver?
Papa, did you bring me gold?
Or did you come to see me hanging
By the gallows pole?
 
According to the song, Papa had no money to free the victim, and neither did the 
mother; but the sweetheart did, and so the victim was saved. I appreciated the 
aptness of the song, for Gallows was the one who counted out the money for the 
hapless workers. Without that money they would perish.
We went on to other songs, mine included, and I felt more strongly than ever the 
camaraderie of this group. I knew this collection of people was essentially 
random, just those who had been looking for work when this job was available, 
but the grueling day labor and the songs by night unified it rapidly. And, of 
course, the subculture of the pickers spread its broader unity over all such 
groups.
There is no need to dwell unduly on this aspect of my life. We completed our 
ten-day stint, and my work improved, but I remained in debt to Joe. So when we 
returned to Leda on the space-bus, I told him I would take another tour with 
him, to repay that debt. But that was only part of the reason. The rest of it 
was this: I had been cast adrift by circumstance, and migrant labor gave me a 
home and a livelihood and companions. It wasn't much, but it was what I needed.
But I knew that eventually I would have to heed Helse's warning in the vision. 
There was no real future for me in this life. As a child grows out of the 
comfort and security of his family, I would have to grow out of this.
I took the next tour, to a bubble growing potatoes, and this was grueling work. 
Some of the crew overlapped that of the pepper bubble, and some were new, but 
the songs continued. Rivers was there, and he and Joe had another altercation, 
for Joe openly condemned the low wages and hard work, while Rivers said that if 
a man didn't like it, he was a fool not to go elsewhere.
I caught up on my debt to Joe, but I wasn't ready to leave. My replacement ID 
card had not yet arrived, and this was the only type of work I could obtain 
without it. Anyway, I still needed that migrant culture.
So it continued for months, and the people changed while the nature of the 
employment did not. The bad blood between Joe Hill and Old Man Rivers 
intensified as pickers got sick with degenerative, malnutritive, and 
stress-syndrome diseases and lost ability to work. The bubble-farm guards were 
not always aloof; sometimes they beat the pickers. Sometimes the bubble-farmers 
cheated the work crews, and there was very little to be done about it. Joe's 
talk of forming an effective migrant labor union became more strident, and 
Rivers's opposition more implacable, and the two fought and fought again. 
Somehow they always shared a job, though; they never split to separate ones. 
That, too, I wondered about.
Gradually the union sentiment spread, for Joe's analysis was compelling: Only 
unified force could bring the tyrannical bubble-farmers into line and make them 
improve conditions and pay for the laborers. "A strike!" Joe urged. "If all the 
workers refused to pick and the crops started rotting in the fieldsthat would 
bring them into line soon enough! All we want is a living wage, a bit more of 
the fruits of our labors!"
"All you want is to take over the power for yourself!" Rivers objected. "A 
corrupt union boss is the worst thing there is!" But the tide was turning 
against him as the unfairness of the system became more apparent to the body of 
the laboring force.
Joe led them in a new (though old) song:
Men of the soil! We have labored unending.
We have fed the planet on the grain that we have grown....
Man ne'er shall eat again, bread gained through blood of men!
Who is there denies our right to reap where we have sown?
 
Of course, it wasn't exact, though updated for space. We were in fact reapers, 
not sowers. But the essence was there: that the laborer should share the fruits 
of his labors. I felt it, as the power of the song took me. In unity there was 
strength, and in strength there could be justice! We had to unify and act!
"You're crazy!" Rivers warned. "Do you have any idea what would happen if you 
pulled a strike? They'd bring in the goon squads and beat your heads in!" Rivers 
was no advocate of the present exploitation; he merely believed that what Joe 
was doing would make things worse, not better, for the pickers.
"Not if we outnumbered the goonsand stood together," Joe retorted.
There was no decision yet, for though the union sentiment was gaining, it was 
far from unanimous. Slowly the pressure increased while the work continued. Each 
shift of jobs brought contact with new faces, and these people were increasingly 
interested.
One memorable, if not critical, episode occurred after about six months. I was 
in a potato-bubble, part of a large crew with a number of unfamiliar faces and 
several new songs. I had been sleeping early, for grubbing potatoes is a dirty, 
wearing business. I woke early when I heard someone singing Worried Man Blues. 
Electrified, I bounced off my bunk and charged into the group. "That's my song!" 
I cried indignantly. The theft of a song was a serious business, sure 
provocation for a fight. I had to defend my song, or I would be in poor repute.
The man stopped. He was old and grizzled, with deep lines around and through his 
face. "It's my song," he said mildly. "Had it for thirty years."
I backed off, embarrassed. Of course, songs could duplicate; I had seen it 
happen to others. There were hundreds of songs, and thousands of workers. It 
just hadn't occurred to me that mine could have another owner. I now look back 
at this adolescent navet with a certain wonder; but the loss of innocence does 
seem to be a lifelong chore.
The man smiled. "It's good to meet a brother," he said, and extended his lined 
hand. "Haven't run into one in three years."
I took his hand, grateful for his attitude. "Mine's only six months."
"It's still authentic. Who named you, Worry?"
"Well, really, it was Joe Hill and Old Man Rivers. They're on another shift 
right now."
"Them brothers!" he exclaimed. "If them two agreed on anything, it must be 
right!"
Brothers? Not in the sense of matching songs. Song-brothers were those who 
shared a song, and they did not.
"Well, come on, Worry," he said. "It don't matter how long anyone's had it, it's 
ours. We'll sing it together."
And sing it we did. His voice wasn't any better than mine, but we complemented 
each other and made a richer song than either could have aloneand perhaps that 
is a suitable analogy for any type of cooperation in life. His version differed 
slightly from mine, but that only added to the appeal.
After that we talked, exchanging information and attitudes. We really were not 
much alike, but the rules of this society bound us together, and this man was 
rather like an uncle to me, and I like a nephew to him. He had been a migrant 
laborer all his life and knew nothing else. He was largely illiterate, so could 
find no other work. Much of the time, he confessed, he was on the bottle; it 
eased his mind, but his liver was starting to go, and that worried himof 
course!but what else was there?
And I learned that there was a duty as well as a friendship that went with the 
sharing of a song. If one of us died, and the other heard about it, he was 
supposed to come and investigate and set things to right if they needed it. 
Usually a few questions sufficed, and sometimes personal effects had to be taken 
to a blood relative, but once in a while there was foul play, and vengeance had 
to be sought. "But don't worry, Worry, about that," he reassured me. "My 
liver'll take me out within five years if not sooner, and I don't have no living 
relatives and nothing worth saving. I'll never be a caution to you. See that you 
ain't to me."
I promised not to be a caution to him, and that was it. We parted ways on the 
next tour, and I never saw him again. But the experience buoyed me. There was 
someone who would look out for me, not from proximity or friendship, but because 
the migrant society required it. It was the code of the song. That gave me an 
odd, deep comfort.
It was almost a year after my entry into the migrant labor circuit when things 
got ugly. My replacement identification had never come through; all I had was a 
temporary card that listed only my name and planet of origin: Callisto. The 
bureaucracy ground exceeding slow! The bubble-farmers and labor foremen didn't 
care, but this prevented me from seeking better employment elsewhere. So I was 
locked in, but as long as I was with Joe Hill, I didn't really mind.
The people changed, but Rivers was always with us. Fascinated for more than 
incidental reason now, I studied the relations between Joe and Rivers. Though 
their politics were opposite, and the two often came to blows, I noticed that 
the quarrels were never serious. Neither man ever drew his knife or tried for a 
mutilating blow. Other men in other controversies sometimes went the whole 
route, and once I saw one killed. The migrant code was strong, but not absolute; 
passions of the moment could erupt disastrously. No one seemed overly concerned 
about the dead man. The bubble-guards picked up the one who did it and turned 
him over to the police, and he did not return; maybe he was brought to trial, 
maybe just bounced to another orbit. It was the nuisance of violence the police 
objected to, not the loss of a worker or two. But Joe and Rivers never went that 
far. Could they, in fact, be brothers, bound by a more subtle tie than they 
advertised? I concluded that they did hold each other in a certain veiled 
respect.
Rivers was well named. He sang his song, and it was him:
...Tired of livin', and feared of dyin'!
But Old Man River, he just keeps rollin' along.
 
There was something about the way he sounded the word "dyin'" that sent a shiver 
through me. It signaled an enormous and terrible comprehension of the concept. I 
had seen my father treacherously and brutally slain; I had seen my fiance's 
body cut open, her guts drawn out. I knew what death was!
But Rivers was no death-dealer, but the apostle of peaceful change. He argued 
that the condition of the pickers, which he deplored as much as Joe Hill did, 
would not change until underlying economics and social factors changed. Until 
the climate was right, he said, overt action could only be counterproductive. 
Joe, by inciting open resistance to oppression, was more apt to bring the storm 
down upon his own head, and increase the suffering of the rest of us.
I sided with Joe, of course, though in retrospect I feel I was mistaken. As the 
Jupiter-System economy wallowed in the ebb tide of an economic recession, and 
things tightened up all over the Juclip, and the slop the bubble-farmers fed us 
got worse, and the work harder for no increase in pay, my anger boiled up along 
with that of the others. Now Joe's reception was serious, not polite; the 
pickers were at last ready to organize, and the ones with this militant attitude 
were becoming a clear majority. The union songs became more strident, and the 
first open signs of rebellion manifested.
Then Joe got sick. His harvesting suffered, and he missed his quota. Now I 
carried him, paying for his meals and bunk. I was glad to expiate my social debt 
this way, owed for the manner in which he had rescued me from the concourse at 
Leda and given me support and a kind of family. I was a good picker now, well 
able to stay ahead, and on good terms with most of the other workers. I was, for 
one thing, thoroughly literate; when others had paperwork to decipher, I helped, 
sometimes saving them grief. Had either Joe or I asked for help, it would have 
been provided, but I preferred to help him myself.
I brought Joe his supper, which the foreman had served out especially for him, a 
generous portion. But he consumed only a mouthful and relapsed into his 
lethargy. There was no doctor; I could only sit by him and hope he got better.
I waited, finishing some of his meal for him, rather than let it go to waste. 
But my own appetite was gone, and so most of the stew was lost, anyway.
Others came by to express concern, but no one knew what to do. There were no 
contagious diseases in the Juclip; the bad days of personal contamination had 
been eliminated when man went out into the Solar System, with its natural 
quarantine. Only on septic Earth itself did the ancient maladies still flourish, 
and in occasional pockets in the major System cities. But there were 
degenerative maladies, such as the other Worry's declining liver. This one of 
Joe's was not familiar to any of us. We carried him back to his bunk in the ship 
where he lay unconscious.
In the night I got sick myself, vomiting out the stew I had taken. I felt awful, 
hurting and weak all over. I told myself it was nerves, or a sympathetic 
reaction, and forced myself to relax, and I got through the night, improving.
But I dreamed. I dreamed of a faceless man whom I realized was QYV, my private 
nemesis. He held out to me a goblet, urging me to drink, but I didn't want to 
because I knew he only wanted me dead. I spilled the goblet, and from it stew 
heaved out like my own vomit.
Stew?
I wrenched myself awake. "Poison!" I screamed.
Rivers appeared beside my bunk. "What?"
"Poisoned stew!" I said. "I ate some of Joe's stew, and it made me sick. It was 
served special for him"
"For several days," Rivers said grimly. "Damn! I warned him not to stir up the 
animals!" He put his hand to Joe's forehead and froze.
"Is he better?" I asked.
"He's dead," Rivers said.
Numbly, I put my hand on Joe's face. It was cold. In a moment I was sure. He 
really was dead.
The other workers gathered around, their faces blank with uncertainty and 
horror. Joe Hill had been their tacit leader, and now, just like that, he was 
gone. My face was as blank as theirs, anesthetized by the first stun of grief. 
In the past year I had grown unaccustomed to death; now I had lost my friend and 
could not quite encompass the horrendous significance.
"Poison," Rivers repeated. "I thought he was wrong, but I guess he wasn't. Not 
if they had to take him out like this."
"But who?" I asked, my lips fumbling numbly over the words, my tongue feeling 
thick, my face a chilled mask.
"The farmers," he said, "who must've paid off the foreman. They murdered my 
brother." He was silent a moment, staring at the dead man. There was no tear in 
Rivers's eye, no tremor to his chin; he simply stared. Feared of dyin'...
Then he reached down and took Joe's long knife. He held the wicked blade before 
him like a holy relic, and he sang:
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night
Alive as you and I...
 
The rest of us joined in, singing Joe's song, mourning him. Rivers held the 
knife before him, pointing up, and marched to the ladder-tube. He climbed, 
one-handed. We followed.
Says Joe, "What they forgot to kill
Went on to organize..."
 
As I climbed, my lethargy of horror converted to cold rage. I knew there was 
going to be mayhem. Vengeance...
The bubble-guards were stirring themselves, hearing our song. They were armed 
with billy clubs, and evidently supposed a gesture of force would cow us. We 
tore into them, crazed, knocking them out. Then we wrecked the tally pavilion. 
We set fire to the dry potato plants, and smoke smudged through the bubble.
The plantation owner's mansion was on the equator, between fields. We marched on 
it, singing. We outnumbered the defensive farm-guards five to one. In a moment 
the house was ablaze.
The police arrived. They must have accelerated at ten gees to reach the bubble 
so soonor they had been warned ahead. They burst upon the scene with gas bombs, 
and in moments it was over. I inhaled and fell on the ground, unconscious.
There followed an interminable sequence of confinement in prison cells 
interspersed with official hearings. They kept me drugged most of the time, so I 
have no clear memory for detail. But I do remember being brought before a 
magistrate. The essence of what he said was this: There was no proof that I had 
either instigated the riot or done any of the damage, but I had certainly been 
involved. I was henceforth barred from the privilege of performing migrant 
labor.
Privilege? "But my ID replacement never came through!" I protested. "I can't get 
other work!"
"We are aware of that. Therefore, your options are limited. You are a resident 
alien of uncertain status. You must choose between deportation to your planet of 
origin or induction into the Jupiter Navy as a recruit."
"But I'm underage," I said, though I wanted no part of deportation to Callisto, 
where at best I would face indefinite prison. If the Halfcal bureaucracy was as 
inefficient as that of Jupiter, they probably would not be able to identify me, 
and that could save my life; but still there was no future for me there. Yet I 
had tried to join the Navy before and learned that seventeen was their minimum 
enlistment age. I lacked six months.
"We have two affidavits attesting to your age as seventeen," he said tiredly, as 
if accustomed to the prevarications of migrant scum. "You are eligible for 
induction."
"Two?" I was amazed by this detail. "Who?"
He checked the papers on his desk impatiently. "Rivers, half-brother of the 
deceased, who testifies that the deceased informed him you were of age, and that 
the deceased was in a position to know."
Rivers! Now I remembered that he had said he owed me one. It seemed this was his 
way of paying. Joe might have told him I had tried to enlist in the Navy; Joe 
would not have lied about my age. All the migrants knew I faced trouble on 
Callisto, for I had told my story in full detail several times.
"He also testified that you had no part in the incitement to riot, though the 
deceased was a friend of yours. That you had been ill. A blood test confirmed 
mild contamination in your system, evidently from defective food. Rivers will be 
put on trial for riot, but we seem to have no reason to doubt his statements 
concerning you." He leafed through more pages. "The other statement is by your 
uncle Worry, confirming your age."
Worry! So he had been true to the brotherhood of the song!
"Nothing I can say would convince you that I am underage for induction?" I 
asked.
"We have the affidavits," he repeated firmly.
I sighed. Please don't throw me in that briar patch! I had tried to tell the 
truth, and they wouldn't listen. "Then you had better draft me."
And that was the manner of my enlistment as a common soldier in the Jupiter 
Navy, at age sixteen and a half. My career as an alien mercenary had begun.
 
Chapter 2  BASIC TRAINING
It would be tedious to describe in detail the whole of basic training, surely 
already familiar to the twenty-seventh-century citizen. The initial stage was a 
jumble of hurry-up-and-waits, of stripping and being reclothed completely, of 
taking batteries of tests for intelligence and aptitudes and skills, after a 
night with four hours sleep in a recalcitrant hammock. Hammocks are handy in 
space, because they adapt automatically to changes of thrust, but sleeping in 
them is an art that is not mastered instantly. I managed to make up the loss by 
sleeping through parts of several tests, by punching computer terminal buttons 
randomly in rapid order so as to finish early. I was a survivor. I was assigned 
to a barracks ship similar in certain respects to the migrant-labor ships I had 
been in before. That housing made it easy to ferry our company to any part of 
the base or nearby space for the various training exercises; in fact, sometimes 
we were moved while we slept. We never knew what new hazard we would emerge to, 
and perhaps that was best.
I was part of the 666th Training Battalion, nicknamed "Hell's Rejects," for 
reasons relating to occidental mythology or numerology and the supposed savagery 
of the exercises. It had three companies, A, B, and CI was in A for Awfuleach 
of which had three platoons, each of which had three sections. The Jupiter Navy 
was trilaterally organized. One platoon in Awful was female. There were thirty 
trainees and five supervisory personnel in each platoonship, and additional 
cadre in each company, so Awful had a total manpower of one hundred fifty. But I 
was in regular contact only with the people of my own platoon; the other two 
platoons were of largely peripheral awareness, and the other companies might as 
well not have existed. My whole attention, like that of my fellow recruits, was 
occupied just getting through training.
We marched, we did grueling calisthenics, we attended dull lectures, we ate, we 
slept, we polished boots and brass. And of course we did KPKitchen Police, a 
euphemism for scrubbing floors and pots in the mess hall, sometimes with the 
same brushes. Theoretically the past five or six centuries were enough time for 
the military machines of our species to find ways to automate the kitchen 
facilities, but it had never happened. Similarly, permashine leather and brass 
were on the civilian market but were not available to us. We theorized that 
these were simply ways to keep us busy and miserableand in subsequent years I 
have never found a better explanation. Likewise, inspections, a colossal 
expenditure of nervous energy without reward, and the necessity of maintaining 
entire display units of equipment that were used only for inspections. Some 
feculent personality once knotted my display towel over my hammock-cord while I 
slept, in the signal for early waking for special duty; not only was it not my 
turn for duty, it ruined my display. Some joke! I would have put his head out 
into the vacuum of space, had I known who it was.
We got haircuts every week, or else. For the first occasion, my full platoon was 
marched in step to the barbershop to be shorn, like it or not. We had been 
issued partial pay toward our first month's pay of eighty-six dollarstwenty per 
weekso we had the necessary cash. The Navy always made sure we had the cash for 
its requirements, and woe betide the recruit who spent it otherwise. Two dollars 
for a scalping; no hair on my head was left longer than half an inch. Later we 
would be allowed to grow some hair back; here in Basic the bald look was in.
The Navy was equally efficient about sex. Prescribed normal heterosexual 
relations were mandatory, and the Navy was the agency that defined "normal." 
There was, it was aptly said, the right way, the wrong way, and the Navy way. 
"You will indulge once a week," the platoon sergeant brayed, only he happened to 
employ a more explicit Saxon vernacular term in lieu of "indulge." Whereupon, 
for the first occasion, we were marched to the brothel ship for the maiden 
performance. The sanitary facilities were termed the Head; this department was, 
of course, the Tail. Each of us had to pay the two-dollar fee at the entrance, 
just as we had for the haircuts. Or, as the sergeant put it, else.
Talking was not permitted in the ranks, but I heard muttered exclamations of 
amazement, delight, and shock. Awful Company was largely Hispanic, made up of 
refugees like myself, ranging up to twenty-five years of age; many did not yet 
speak English, so had not comprehended the nature of this assignment until they 
saw the red Tail light by the door. I do not think Hispanics are any more 
sensitive about sex than are those of other origins, but we were ill prepared 
for the suddenness and dispatch of this particular requirement. We should have 
known; the haircutting had been as forceful and insensitive, and the physical 
examinations had nearly provoked riot when the medics started checking 
prostates. I do not know how the average recruit of Saxon stock feels about 
this, but to us the prostate check seemed very much like buggery. We also had 
suffered painful inoculations against obscure diseases to which we never 
expected to be exposed. Why hadn't they used the painless mists instead of the 
huge blunt needles? To humiliate and cow us, of course; that was common 
knowledge. So we should have been prepared for something akin to rape as the 
Navy introduction to sex; the Navy prided itself on making any natural 
occupation a horror. Yet, in our navet, we were dismayed.
One man broke ranks and fled. The Saxon sergeant turned and aimed his stunner 
almost casually, but caught the man in the back, a perfect shot, and the 
fugitive fell facedown to the floor. No one went to pick him up; he was left 
there unconscious as an object lesson for us all. We knew he wasn't seriously 
hurtthe stunner only stunsbut still, this had a sobering effect. No one else 
broke ranks. Numbly we waited as the lines moved forward.
In one sense it was an eternity before my turn came; in another it was an 
instant. The act of sex was not foreign to my experience, but I had no interest 
in this manner of indulging it. A uniformed matron, a female sergeant, met me 
just inside the door and guided me to Room Number Eighteen. Eighteenmy older 
sister, Faith, had been eighteen when she was brutally raped. "You have fifteen 
minutes, soldier," she said, and more or less shoved me through the entrance. 
Fifteenmy age when I watched my sister raped. I heard the door click behind me, 
and knew I was locked in. Both physically and symbolically.
A young woman in a pink negligee sat on a bunk. She was attractive enough in 
face and form for a Saxon, but her bored expression and my knowledge of her 
profession put me further off. I really had no sexual desire for her. Some 
people assume that any young man will eagerly indulge in any sex that offers; 
this is fantasy. For most of us, there has to be some emotional commitment, some 
indication that the woman is not merely willing but interested, that some sort 
of continuing relationship is possible. Our drives are strong but with many 
counterindications, so that the net effect is often doubt rather than passion.
"Well, get your clothes off, soldier," she snapped. The way she pronounced 
"soldier" reminded me that a soldier was the lowest form of life in the Jupiter 
Navy, and a recruit somewhat beneath that.
"Ido not feel inclined," I said, aware that I was blushing about as well as my 
swarthy skin permitted.
"Would you like me to undress you?" she inquired, as if this too were dull 
routine. Surely it was, for her.
"Uhplease, no, thank you. I"
"Listen, kid, you only have fifteen minutes, and it takes five to undress and 
redress. I've got a schedule to keep. If you don't strip, I'll do it for you. I 
don't indulge with clothed men." Again, the term used was not "indulge."
"ItI think that would do no good," I said. "I"
"You asked for it," she said impatiently. She bounced off the bed and strode to 
me. Without formality she unbuttoned my fatigue shirt and tugged it free of one 
arm and then the other. Then she went for the trousers.
I am, as it is put in English, ornery in some ways. I did not resist her; I let 
her undress me completely, moving when and in the manner she directed me, to 
complete the operation. In moments I stood naked before her, un-aroused. This 
is, if you choose to call it that, another kind of talent I possess.
She looked at me and made a wry face. Then she shrugged out of her negligee and 
stood as naked as I was. She bounced a little on her feet so that her breasts 
lifted and fell impressively. She had the requisite physical attributes. But to 
me this was like a laboratory exhibit, and I did not react.
"May I touch you?" she asked. In the Navy no person is permitted to touch 
another without that person's permission; it is supposedly a safeguard against 
abuse. An inspecting sergeant asks the recruit's permission before he takes hold 
of the belt buckle to see whether the back side of it has been properly shined. 
Of course the sensible recruit does not refuse such permission, everbut the 
forms are scrupulously honored, and I believe it is right that they are. Only an 
ignorant person would believe that the military service is a profession of 
physical violence; it is, in fact, a profession of social violence, at least in 
the training stage. The recruit's soul, not his body, is abused, generally. So 
this woman requested my permission before she touched me, but I was not wearing 
a belt or buckle for inspection at the moment.
"Yes," I said somewhat harshly, for my throat was tight.
She knelt before me and took hold of my member. She kneaded it delicately. She 
knew what she was doing; obviously she had had much experience. But there was no 
response, for my mental control, buttressed by my genuine aversion to the 
proceedings, remained in effect. I was impotentand therein lay my true potency.
She got up, her lip curling with disgust. "Okay, soldier, I give up," she said. 
She walked to the wall and touched a button. "I'm buzzing the supe; she knows 
how to handle your kind."
"My kind?" I asked.
"The slobs who can't get it up."
This creature was not becoming more endearing with familiarity. "As I explained, 
I am not inclined at the moment."
She stared at my member. "Exactly." The door opened behind me. I half-turned, 
abruptly embarrassed about my nakedness, but there was no refuge.
The one who entered was a woman in her twenties, garbed in a kind of 
off-the-shoulder, half-off-the-breast robe. She was beautiful, with flowing 
orange hair and a voluptuous body. She took in the situation in an instant. 
"Leave him to me, June. Take five."
"Yes, sir," the girl said, and quickly donned her negligee and departed.
Sir? This was an officer! That dismayed me further.
The woman sat on the bed. "Sit beside me, Private," she said, patting the bed. 
"Do not be alarmed."
I sat beside her, still conscious of my nakedness. Somehow it was worse to be 
naked before an officer than before an enlisted girl.
"You are young, I see," she said. "Probably admitted underage on a waiver, or by 
error. Fifteen?"
"Sixteen, sir," I said. Growth rates vary, and I am not a large person; still, 
this too was embarrassing. "They wouldn't"
"It is all right; I inquired merely as a point of information, not as criticism. 
I presume you do not want to be discharged on that ground?"
"No, sir!" I said quickly. "I want to be in the Navy."
"Excellent," she murmured, and I saw how skillfully she was managing me. She had 
gotten me to agree with her on a matter of substance, and she had couched what 
could have been a threat in a positive manner. I had good reason to cooperate 
now. She understood motivation. "Have you copulated before?"
She had a higher-class vocabulary than did the girl, June! "Yes, sir." I said.
"With a woman?"
I felt the flush starting again. "Yes, sir."
"You object to doing it with a stranger?"
"Inot exactly, sir. I realize the Navy has its requirements. But"
"Please speak freely, Private. I'm here to help you."
"Sir, it is better if there is love, or at least respect."
She smiled, and she was very likeable when she did that. She was the sort of 
poised woman who could make a man feel at ease, even in a situation like this. 
"Of course. But that will come in its proper time. For recruits there is only 
sex."
"I would prefer to wait for the proper time, sir."
"You are not homosexual?"
"No, sir!"
"Or routinely impotent?"
"No, sir."
"You are, then, normally disposed? It is merely the crudity of this introduction 
that has put you off?"
"Yes, pretty much, sir." I was beginning to feel guilty for my obstructionism.
"Do you understand why we do it this way?"
"No, not really, sir. It seems to me that"
"Several excellent reasons, private. Jupiter does not permit homosexuals of 
either sex to serve in the armed forces, for historical and practical reasons 
that I personally may question but must honor. Other cultures have shown that 
homosexuals can make fine officers and personnel, if things are done openly so 
that blackmailing is impossible. But I do not make policy, any more than you do. 
We are all to that extent victims of the system, and must do what is required of 
us. This introduction to the services of the Tail represents a specific test for 
homosexuality; a man who is truly impotent with women cannot pass this point 
without discovery. The certainty is less with a woman, but whatever her 
underlying preference, she will function heterosexually, so the Navy is 
satisfied.
"It is also the opinion of the Jupiter Navy that the best soldier is a satisfied 
one. We do not care to have stifled sexual urges generating mischief in the 
ranks, so we see that sex is not stifled. Sexual expression is normal and 
healthy, and the Navy wants normal and healthy personnel. But this cannot be 
verified by a computerized test, and psychiatric charting is cumbersome and, in 
my opinion, unreliable; a person like yourself could readily distort the 
results. It is necessary to see sexual expression in practice.
"It is also true that some recruits are young, shy, inexperienced, or have some 
foolish notion of saving it for marriage or for a loved one. In reality, it is 
better to bring experience and competence to love or marriage, so that the 
relationship can be most positive where it counts most, without fumbling or 
accident or misunderstanding. So it is necessary to take care of this training 
at the outset. You are not in civilian life now, soldier; you are in the Navy, 
and your body is ours. Once you perform by the book in this house, you will 
comprehend the power the Navy has over you. Your sexual expression is no more 
private than your haircut or your pay. You will conformor be compelled."
"Compelled?" I asked, alarmed at the increasingly firm tone.
She smiled again, putting her hand on mine, softening the impact. "Was I 
lecturing? I apologize. Don't be concerned, Private. It is true that we have 
drugs that will convert a mild-mannered man into a rutting billy goat, but that 
is pointless. It is the normal sexual bias and application we desire, not a 
drug-sponsored orgy. The Navy frowns on drug abuse. You will merely be prevented 
from undergoing further training until you meet our sexual requirement. You will 
remain on this ship until we are satisfied and issue you a certificate of 
completion. Most men meet it in a few days and have no further difficulty; some 
women take longer."
"Women really do have to?"
"Indeed they do, soldier! The Jupiter Navy is an Equal Opportunity Employer; no 
discrimination is tolerated. Males and females have identical requirements, 
allowing for anatomical distinctions. Obviously a woman cannot be overtly 
impotent, but she can be frigid, and rape is not the Navy way, either, despite 
scuttlebutt to the contrary. The woman must understand and acquiesce, 
voluntarily, and show some reasonable response. She must, in other words, be 
normal, and demonstrate that normalcy exactly as the men do. We believe this is 
fair; don't you agree?"
"Yes, sir," I agreed, bemused.
"Now, you said you believe there should be love or respect. Love is not 
permitted recruits, but respect is encouraged. I gather you had a relationship 
with a woman you loved?"
"Yes, sir."
"And you lost her when you enlisted?"
"No, sir. She's dead."
"I understand. You feel you would sully her memory."
"Yes, sir."
She had scored directly, surprising me. "I do understand, Private. But what you 
wish is not an authorized luxury. Your heart may be your own, but as we say in 
the service, your ass is ours. You may feel what you feel for your loved one, 
but you must perform for the Navy. I believe your loved one would understand."
"Yes, sir, she would." That was a gross understatement. Helse would have urged 
me to go along. She had understood sex as well as any woman living.
"Are you ready to perform now, Private?"
"Not with you, sir!"
She laughed. "Of course not, though it is permissible in this special instance. 
Sometimes recruit girls feel easier about being initiated by male officers 
rather than enlisted men; it is a matter of breedingno pun!and perception. But 
for you, I mean, with June, whose office this is. You understand, she is 
required to make out a report; they all are. Attitude, technique, ejaculation"
A report! Was nothing sacred? That turned me off again. "I" I hesitated. "She 
remains a"
"A prostitute?"
"Yes, sir. She cares nothing for me. She just wants to get it over with, like an 
item on an assembly line. There is neither love nor respect in that. That is not 
the type of woman I"
"I understand, and I respect you for that attitude, Private. I really do! The 
Jupiter Navy does not require that you degrade yourself with a woman who is 
socially beneath you."
"Oh, I didn't mean that, sir! I" But as I spoke, I realized I did mean it, at 
least in part. I had no status in the Jupiter society, but June was little more 
than a mannequin.
"You are intelligent and well educated," she said. "I'm sure your tests show 
high facility in more than one language, broad information, extraordinary social 
perception, and an intelligence quotient in the upper percentiles. You are 
elite."
"No, I'm not, sir! I'm just a refugee."
"Well, refugee, we intend to do right by you, for you have a future in the 
Jupiter Navy. Would it help you to know that not all our women are sexually 
professional? Many are recruits, like yourself, who are assigned to this duty by 
roster."
"But if it's not voluntary"
"That depends on how you interpret it, private. They do volunteer for the roster 
and are excused from KP or guard duty."
"Oh," I said. "Sir." I saw how it was. I knew that many of the male recruits I 
knew would be glad to exchange their places on the KP roster for one like this. 
Evidently it was true for some women, too. But that sort of woman did not excite 
me, either.
"I can see you are sincere, and I do want to help you," she said earnestly. I 
found I believed her. "I can offer you one other option, though a more difficult 
one."
"Sir?"
"As I mentioned, more female recruits have initial problems than do the males. 
They have been raised more restrictively, especially in your culture, and never 
expected to become refugees or to be obliged to join the Navy. Many understand 
intellectually but are unable to accept it emotionally. We have the drugs and 
experienced male operators, but" She shrugged.
I caught on. "Meand one of those?"
She looked me in my eye. Her iris was purple, and I realized she wore tinted 
contact lenses. "Hope, she is intelligent and bilingual, like you, no woman of 
the streets. You would be doing her a favor, believe me."
Her use of my name startled me; I had not realized that she knew it. But, of 
course, she had done her homework before coming here, at least to that extent. 
She was a competent officer. "Uh" I began doubtfully.
"A refugee does not really have the option of dismissal from the service, as you 
know. I hesitate to conjecture what would become of her, if..."
How well I understood! Perhaps some women considered sex to be a fate worse than 
death, but most refugees who returned to their home planets would find literal 
death, and the females would find sex, too, in the form of rape. They had to 
make good in the Navy. This officer had really maneuvered me; I could not refuse 
what she asked, as well she knew.
"I'll try, sir," I said.
She smiled warmly. "You will have an hour. I regret that we cannot grant you 
more time, but our facilities are already overworked. You will be under 
observation, you understand; we must be assured of performance. But that will 
not be intrusive. We do have some slight discretion. Here, I will convey you to 
Juana's chamber." She rose gracefully.
"Uh, sir, my clothes"
"Yes, take them with you, by all means." She waited a moment, gracious even in 
this detail, while I gathered up fatigues and boots in an armful that I carried 
as low as possible before me. Then I followed her out the door and down the 
hall. We passed into another section of the ship and entered a new chamber.
"Good luck," the officer said, and closed the door behind me as she left.
I stood there, my bundle of clothes held protectively before me. There on the 
bunk was a naked girl. She was hunched over, her black hair covering her face 
and part of her bosom. At least they didn't shave the women's heads; that would 
have been a horror! As the officer had said, certain allowances were made.
"Juana?" I asked. I could see she was Hispanic; it was not just her skin, as 
dark as mine, but the shape of her head and the way she held herself, even in 
this cruel situation.
She did not answer. I did not know her personally, but I knew her culture and 
her horror. I also knew that she knew what had to be. To her, it was much the 
same as rape.
And I was to be the rapist.
I turned to go, unable to continue with this. At least the regular prostitutes 
could not be hurt.
But then I remembered the alternativefor both of usand turned again. I set 
down my clothing and sat beside her on the bed.
I saw her stiffen and hunch away from me, but she did not actually move on the 
bed. I began to use my power, to fathom her individual nature. I can judge a 
person quickly and accurately when I try. I would not call my talent telepathyI 
have very little belief in the supernaturalbut rather a semiconscious 
perception of human reaction, of body language, of tension in the voice; I 
suppose I am a living lie detector, though it is more than that. I relate to 
people more perceptively than others do. Now I related to Juana. She was 
frightened but not completely; it was not the blind terror of the unknown but 
rather an unwillingness to yield gracefully to degradation, and a horror of the 
inevitable. It is said that the familiar loses its horror; that is not 
necessarily the case.
"My name is Hope," I said. "Hope Hubris, from Awful. This is my first time here. 
II was impotent, so they put me with you."
She lifted her head, losing her horror of me. She brushed back her hair. Her 
face was prettyor would have been, had she not been crying, making her eyes 
puffy and her chin mushy. Her irises were dark brown and glazed with moisture. 
"You're notone of them?"
"Not a prostitute, or gigolo, or whatever it is called," I said. "Isex with a 
stranger, just like that, like polishing boots or brassI can't do that. So they 
put the difficult cases together, figuring maybe we'll understand each other and 
work it out."
"I'm sixteen," she said.
Helse had been sixteen! It struck me suddenly unexpectedly. I forgot where I was 
and what I was supposed to be doing. Helse, sixteen, and I, fifteen. She had 
shown me sex and love, in that order, and changed my life, and I never wanted 
any woman but her, ever, and she was dead. Because of me.
"What's the matter with you?" Juana asked.
I wiped my face, suddenly wet with tears. "I'm sorry," I said. "I can't do 
this."
"You know you have to," she said.
"Maybe with a"
"All I said was that I was sixteen. I didn't mean it was statutory rape! I just 
meant I'm young, and it's hard for me. So you would understand."
"I'm sixteen, too," I said in Spanish, under my breath. Juana's eyes widened. 
"You lied to get in?" she asked in the same language.
"No. I don't believe in lying. But someone didand the magistrate didn't believe 
me. But that's not why... why what you said bothered me. She was sixteen."
"You have loved?"
"Forever."
"But she is gone?"
"Dead. And I want no other, ever."
"You made the trip to Jupiter?"
"Yes."
"Me, too." She was more comfortable in Spanish, speaking with greater 
confidence.
"Your folks?" I asked.
She nodded heavily. "Yours?"
"Yes. All dead, except my sisters."
"Raped?"
"Yes. One."
"Me, too."
"The Navydoesn't understand about rape," I said.
"They practice it!" she said savagely. Then she smiled, and her beauty began to 
manifest. "Figuratively."
"True."
"I'm glad it's you, Hope. I'm Juana Moreno, from the Second Platoon. We had 
better get it over with."
"But if you were raped"
"I think it will not hurt so much, with you."
I realized that she had accepted it, but I had not. "It should not hurt at all! 
And IHelse"
"Helse? That is not a Hispanic name."
"Neither is mine. But she was Hispanic, like me. Like you. But more experienced. 
She showed me"
"Show me how she showed you. For it not to hurt."
"No. That memory is sacred."
"Look, Hope. I was raped by Saxon pirates. I'm afraid. I know it will hurt 
terribly, and I'll scream, but if I can't make it in the Navy, I have no life 
left. So I'll bite my tongue. You understand. I want it to be you."
I sighed. She was correctfor both of us. We had to do it, and I could be potent 
with her. "She... I was afraid. I had seen my sister rapedI didn't move. Helse 
did it all, the first time."
Juana shook her head. "I couldn't do that. You must do it."
"I don't want to hurt anybody that way!"
"It will hurt less with you. And it's so important. They are watching, and time 
is passing."
"They are watching," I agreed.
"Yes."
I glanced down. "You can see I'm not ready."
"Yes. You really don't want to. That makes it easier for me."
I shrugged. "I'll try." I raised my right hand. "May I touch you?"
She shrank back. "No!" Then she laughed falteringly. "Sorry, Hope. Ask me 
again."
I got up and paced the floor, no longer bothered by my nakedness. "Thislike a 
surgical operationI can't do it."
"Yes."
My eye caught something on the wall. "A light switch!" I exclaimed.
Juana looked up, smiling with gratification.
I touched the switch, and there was blessed darkness. First, the language gave 
us some illusion of privacy of speech, and now the cessation of light gave us 
privacy of appearance. I felt much better, and knew that Juana did, too.
I returned carefully to the bed, finding it with my foot, and sat down. I heard 
her breathing beside me.
"Juana, take my hand," I said.
There was a brushing of arms, and then her hand found mine and squeezed it 
nervously. She was shivering and not with cold. It was warm here, and she was 
well fleshed. I knew she would cooperate, but would not initiate anything; it 
wasn't her way, and she had not been jesting about being afraid.
"May I kiss you?" I asked.
"Yes," she whispered, almost imperceptibly faint.
I drew her in toward me by the hand and quested for her face with my own. I 
found it and met her lips, and kissed her briefly.
Then she tore her hand away from mine but not to retreat. It was not passion, 
either, but the desperate need for comfort. She flung her arms about my 
shoulders and pulled me in close, so that we both almost fell over. "Hold me! 
Hold me!"
I held her. She was excruciatingly female against me, and now I reacted. Her 
hair caressed my shoulder, and her body was warm though her hands were cold. I 
felt guilty on two counts: for having to take advantage of a frightened woman; 
and for being aroused by someone other than Helse.
"May I pretend you are someone else?" I asked.
"No!"
Surprised, I chuckled ruefully. "That was unkind of me. I did not mean to insult 
you."
"You did not insult me, Hope. I know you loved her. But I wish you would try to 
love me, just for this hour. I have no one, and I need someone."
Helse was dead I reminded myself yet again. I was not really being unfaithful to 
her. She would have urged me to do this. She would never have permitted the dead 
to hurt the living. "I'll try."
We lay on the bed and kissed again. I was on my right side, she on her left, and 
it was somewhat awkward. I proceeded very slowly and paused when she stiffened, 
trying not to hurt her, but somehow it had to be forced. In retrospect I realize 
that the position was wrong, but then I thought it was my inadequacy.
"It does hurt," she whispered. "But I don't mind. You are a nice man, Hope."
"You're a nice woman, Juana." And when I said that, she sighed and relaxed a 
little, and it was easier.
"I think we're going to make it," she whispered.
We were already making it. "I think so," I agreed.
"I could love you, Hope."
"It's not authorized."
She laughed, then caught her breath, for that had hurt. But it helped me 
complete the position. We finished it, not with any sharp climax, and separated 
with a certain relief. There had been some discomfort for me, too, physical and 
emotional, for she had not been ready, and perhaps would never be ready. Sex is 
not always wildly exhilarating, contrary to myth, for either man or woman. 
Sometimes, with the best intentions, it is a chore. But we had accomplished it, 
and that pleased us both. Had it not been for the fertility suppressant in the 
base water supply that halted the female cycle, she could have become pregnant. 
It could have been much worse.
"Can we be friends?" she asked wistfully.
"Yes." My limited passion had abated, but my emotion was stronger than ever.
"Would you kiss me again?"
I rolled over and kissed her. This time, free of the onus for performance, it 
was a deep and wonderful experience. We held it for some time, not wanting to 
let it go. The sexual act had been a somewhat artificial thing, done by Navy 
command, but this was genuine.
Then I had an idea. "Juana, you know we have to come here to the Tail once a 
week, and it will be with different partners each time. We have no choice; we're 
recruits."
"Yes. But I think I can tolerate it now. I will pretend it's you."
I smiled in the dark. "And I will pretend it's you. But after Basic, when we're 
E2's, a person doesn't have to come here, if he has a hetero-roommate."
"I know."
"When that time comes, if we're still here in this company or this base, will 
you be my roommate?"
She made a little shudder of gladness. "Yes, Hope." We lay there in the 
darkness, holding hands, and there was a certain affinity to love. We had worked 
it out.
 
Training continued unabated. I learned to fire a laser rifle with accuracy and 
to do hand-to-hand combat and to make a "jump" in a space suit, with a miniature 
rocket jet to propel me. And I marched. The Navy in its infinite wisdom believed 
that marching with full gear built good soldiers. There was an all-purpose dome 
with a sand path around it, and we traversed that path interminably, until I 
thought I had memorized every obnoxious grain of sand.
But it wasn't all bad. The Navy also believed in culture, in the form of art, 
music, and dance. The art was in the form of repainting the buildings. They 
didn't need it, in this controlled climate; that was not the point. We needed 
the experience. The music was in the form of a marching band. Those of us who 
could play musical instruments of the brass or percussion variety played them 
while we marched to the booming beat of the big drum. It was, I admit, fun to 
march to the drum; the beat made our feet respond, and the pace was always slow. 
The dance was in the form of trick marching: intricate maneuvers in unison. 
These were exacting but all right. Anything was better than the dreary marching 
in sand with gear.
We did get fleeting moments of free time. The Navy encouraged us to use it in 
constructive entertainments. Our ship had an excellent day room, complete with 
pool table, table tennis, decks of cards, chess, checkers, backgammon 
(Acey-Deucy), dice, dominoes, and marbles. Naturally the troops generally 
ignored these and concentrated on the unauthorized entertainment: the feelies.
The feelies were special programs played through headsets. Electrical currents 
were fed through the head in the form of trace magnetic fluxes, stimulating 
programmed visions. Some were benign, such as a tour of an Earthly zoo or a swim 
through ice water in a fissure on Europa. Most were sexual, ranging from normal 
Tail-type through sadomasochistic, which last extreme the Navy frowned on. This 
sort of thing did not appeal to me, either, but I was surprised by how many 
others professed to enjoy it. There were several brands that circulated, and it 
seemed some were better than others. Periodically there were crackdowns on the 
feelie-chips, but there were always more of them, and it was evident that the 
Navy did not take the matter seriously.
"Hey, Hope, you should try this one!" a platoon-mate called to me. "It's got 
your name on it!"
"Hubris?" I asked, suspecting this was a joke. "No, Hope," he said. "Here, try 
it! You'll see!" Still wary, I borrowed his headset and set it over my own head. 
The front of it came down to cover my eyes, and the sides covered my ears. Sight 
and sound came, three-dimensional and binaural, seeming to put me in a different 
world. The touch and smell sensations took longer to manifest, as the currents 
did not immediately align with those of the brain; the participant had to 
cooperate, to get himself into the mood, and I was not doing so. I was just 
looking.
I seemed to stand on the hull of a bubble in space, with the pale illumination 
of the sun highlighting the curve of it. Before me was a bag or package. From it 
poked a human arm, and the hand reached toward me. "Here is what you need," a 
voice said in my ears. But the hand was empty.
Then my vision panned around, and I saw the name printed on the surface of the 
bubble: HOPE.
I removed the helmet, controlling my reaction. "So it is," I said as I returned 
the headset to the other recruit. "What's it all about?"
"You okay?" he asked. "I thought you were going to fall over for a moment 
there!"
"I thought you were joking," I said quickly. "It was a shock to see my name on 
that spacecraft."
"I guess it was. I'm only a little way into this one. It's a reverse-role 
experiencepretty hot stuff, I'd say."
"Reverse-role?" I asked blankly. "You mean where the man's passive and the woman 
dominant?"
He laughed. "Naw, that's tame! Hell, you can get that in the Tail, if you ask 
for it. This is where it's keyed to a man, but he's in a girl's body. I played 
through one the other day. It's really something, getting felt up when you're a 
girl. Feeling things happen to anatomy a man doesn't even have. Drove me crazy, 
till I caught on. Penetration" He shook his head and rolled his eyes. "Some 
freaks really go for this stuff, though." He set the helmet firmly on his head 
and settled back in the chair.
A man's awareness in a woman's body. While that woman underwent the experience 
of sexual stimulation and culmination. That was surely not on the authorized 
list!
I read the label on the chip container projecting from the top of the helmet. 
Each chip was protectively encased, but the cases plugged into the helmet 
socket. It was easy to use. This one said EMPTY HANDHOPE.
I went to my hammock and closed my eyes, feigning sleep. We had already passed 
morning inspection, and it was a weekend, so my gear no longer needed to be 
reserved for display and could be used for its theoretical purposes. I wanted a 
chance to think without being disturbed.
When my family had fled Callisto and traveled toward Jupiter in a bootleg 
bubble, using gravity shields somewhat the way the ancients had used sails on 
ships of the seas, our toilet tanks had filled up and had had to be evacuated. 
My fiance, Helse, and my sister, Spirit, had gone out with me onto the hull 
without the benefit of magnetic bootsbubble equipment had been minimaland 
guyed ourselves with ropes and done the job. But I had passed close to one of 
the bodies frozen and bagged and tied to the hullthe bodies of our menfolk, 
slain by the piratesand suffered a vision of a dialogue with my father, Major 
Hubris, who had told me there was food and shown me his empty hand. That vision 
had horrified me, but the revelation had been valid, and we had found food.
All the people of the bubble had known of my vision, but all were dead now. All 
except meand my little sister, Spirit. She alone knew the significance of the 
empty hand. This particular thing I had not spoken of when I told my tale to the 
migrant crew; it was a very private matter.
The feelie-chip was labeled EMPTY HAND, and the particular show was titled HOPE. 
Could that be coincidence? Perhaps, but the view it presented of the bubble hull 
and the packaged corpse could not. No one could have guessed about that, and I 
had told no one. Well, I had written it in my biography of my experience as a 
refugee, but that was safely out of the way; I knew no one here had seen it.
And the reverse-role themethat also related. Spirit and I had escaped the 
pirates by masquerading as the opposite sex. She had become a little boy, and I 
a teenaged girl. We had learned that device from Helse, who had protected 
herself from molestation by passing as a boy. That strategy was not effective in 
all cases, of course, but it had worked for her. I had left Spirit on a pirate 
ship, in a compromise with necessity, to be the cabin boy for a reverse-role 
captain named Brinker.
No, this was no coincidence! That pirate ship must now be involved in the 
illicit distribution of this line of feelies, and Spirit, who would now be about 
fourteen, had sent me a message only I could comprehend.
My spirited little sister survived, and was reaching out with considerable 
ingenuity to find me! I had hardly dared think of her in the interim, fearing 
confirmation of her demise; now a portal in my heart flung open.
Until this time my life had been somewhat desultory. I had spent a year in the 
dead-end occupation of migrant labor and gotten into the Navy more or less 
coincidentally. I had lived from day to day and hour to hour. Now my life 
assumed meaning, for I had a mission: to rescue my sister, Spirit.
For Spirit was my life. She alone, of all people living, had shared my ordeal of 
refuge and survived. She alone truly understood me. She was my kin. I had loved 
Helse as a woman, but I loved Spirit as family and friend. Helse was dead, and I 
mourned her forever; Spirit lived, and I needed her.
From that moment, I had purpose. The knowledge of Spirit guided me like the 
light of a distant beacon. Two-thirds of the emptiness of my situation could be 
filled by the restoration of my sister.
I checked the other feelie-chips. They were scattered about the post, traded 
from unit to unit, and, of course, there was no computer-library index to them. 
The Navy might tolerate illicit chips, but the Navy did not encourage them or 
admit their existence. Everyone knew of them, but no one spoke openly of them, 
apart from such in-barracks exchangee as had introduced me to the first. It was 
an unwritten code: Do not rock the boat.
I became a collector of experience, viewing every EMPTY HAND chip I could 
borrow. The shows were not important to me; I familiarized myself with them only 
to be able to discuss them intimately with others, justifying my interest in 
more of the same. It was better to be judged a reverse-role freak than to have 
my real purpose known. In this manner I became acquainted with the programs 
FAITH, CHARITY, MAJOR, HELSE, and, of course, HOPE. The names of my older 
sister, mother, father, fiance, and myself. But there was none for my younger 
sister, Spirit. And that made sense, for her own name would be suspect among the 
pirates. Her absence amounted to confirmation: Spirit was reaching for me and 
now had touched me.
But where was she? She was aboard the pirate ship, but that could be anywhere in 
the Jupiter Ecliptic. The pirates would not identify themselves to the Jupiter 
Navy!
But they did do business with the Navy, however covertly. The EMPTY HAND chips 
had to get from ship to base. What was their route? It should be possible to 
trace it backward. There should be pickup points, distribution centers, 
authorized agents to accept paymentsthat sort of thing. The chips might be 
illegitimate, but there had to be a framework. Pirates did not distribute chips 
free; they were in it for the money. The chips were free to enlisted personnel, 
common property; that meant that the Navy was in fact paying for them, and what 
the Navy paid for, it had on record, somewhere, somehow.
Part of my training was in computer research. That is, learning to use the Base 
Computer to ascertain such things as how many pairs of combat boots were 
available in storage, for each size of foot. It was not that I had an aptitude 
for data retrieval; I did, but they didn't know it, because I had literally 
slept through that segment of my placement testing program. In fact, I wondered 
how I had scored so well overall, considering that, but the Navy seemed to have 
more use for supply clerks than for combat specialists. The training computers 
were centuries out of date, contributing to what I now perceived as the 
monumental inefficiency of the Jupiter Military System. But I realized that I 
might be able to use them to gain the information I needed. If the monthly 
purchases and disbursements of boots were listed, the feelie-chips had to be 
entered somehow, probably under an alias. I had to look. So I picked the lock 
during off-hours and sneaked into the terminal room.
Alas, I did not yet know quite enough about even those primitive machines. They 
were keyed for trainee exercises; when I punched the coding for an unauthorized 
listing, an alarm was sounded in the Military Police Station. Suddenly I found 
myself under arrest. To add to my ignominy, I learned that the Base Computer 
System had no information of the acquisition or disbursal of entertainment 
chips. The records for gray market purchases were kept separately, by hand, so 
as to keep the official record clean. I had blundered badly.
My unit was notified, and my platoon sergeant came to fetch me. I knew I was in 
for the Navy version of hell.
Sergeant Smith was an E5, the lowest level of sergeant, though, of course, that 
was far beyond my El recruit status. He was no young soldier; he seemed to be in 
his forties, and the seven longevity slashes on his left sleeve showed he had 
twenty-one years' service. He had four slanted slashes on the right sleeve, too, 
indicating two years of combat duty. He should have had a higher rank by this 
time. He was a rough-tough soldier and a harsh barracks master; he breathed fire 
when we fouled up, which was often, since we were normal recruits. He was Saxon 
and did not speak Spanish, and there was a general suspicion that he did not 
like Hispanics. I had felt the heat of his wrath before, and I was afraid of 
him.
But Smith surprised me. He brought me to his barracks room, which was in strict 
military order, its hammock folded away and its furnishings sparse. There were 
two chairs and a table, and he bade me sit down. "Hubris, I've been watching 
you," he said. "You're inexperienced but hardened to work, and you're three 
times as smart as your tests show. Why'n hell'd you pull a stunt like this?"
"I can't tell you, Sergeant," I said, hating this.
"You broke 'n entered, and that's a black mark on your platoon and on me," he 
said. "It's my business to see that this sort of thing doesn't happen. You 
aren't a criminal-type, Hubris. You had to have reason. You were after 
something, and I mean to know what it was."
I sat silent. I couldn't tell him about my quest for Spirit; this was not a 
thing the Navy would understand. It would be better to take my punishment 
straight. I deserved it for my foolishness.
"Tell me why, and give me your word there will be no repetition, and I will give 
you minimum standard punishment," he said.
I shook my head no, fearing what was coming.
He said no more on that subject. "The barracks needs cleaning," he said. "You 
will scrub it down, beginning at floor level, during your free time, commencing 
today. Here is your scrub brush." He handed me an archaic toothbrush.
That afternoon, and the afternoon following, I labored to clean the immense 
inner hull with that tiny brush. My platoon-mates saw me but did not comment; it 
was forbidden to talk with a person undergoing punishment. The labor was 
mind-deadening, but I had spent a year on the migrant circuit, so I was 
toughened to this sort of thing. I simply tuned my mind to other things, freeing 
it from the mundane blank, and proceeded, as it were, on automatic.
On the third day Sergeant Smith approached while I worked. "This isn't 
necessary, Hubris," he said. "You have completed minimum punishment and have 
served as an example. What have you to say?"
"This is supposed to be a training battalion," I said gruffly. "I did wrong and 
I am being punished; that's fair. But you are making me do something useless 
when you should be making me do something that forwards my competence as a 
Jupiter fighting man, even though I'm really a mercenary."
"Just what are you trying to say, Hubris? You may speak freely." That meant I 
would not suffer additional punishment for anything I might utter; this code, 
too, is honored. I could call him a fecal-consuming pederast whose hash marks 
were forged, and get away with it.
I elected for a less personal critique. "This is chicken shit," I said, using 
the age-sanctified vernacular for pointless harassment.
"You want a rationale to justify it?" he asked disdainfully.
He had the temerity to argue the case. "Yes, if I have to indulge in it." I 
should have known better than to challenge a military professional. The officer 
at the Tail had tackled my doubt head-on, and so did Sergeant Smith.
"The foundation of the military service, any military service," he said 
carefully, "is discipline. Men and women must be trained to do exactly what is 
required of them, in precisely the way required, and at the moment it is 
required. The military organization is ideally a finely crafted machine, and the 
individual parts of that machine can not be permitted free will, or the machine 
will malfunction. We want the soldiers of the Navy to be able to fight; but 
first they must obey, lest we become no more than a random horde of scrappers. 
Civilians come to the service with a number of ungainly and counterproductive 
attitudes; we must cure them of these, just as we must build up their bodies and 
their skills. Naturally, civilians resist these changes, just as they resist the 
first haircut and the first session in the Tail. They have other ideasand 
because we must rid them of these ideas, we put them through a program some call 
chicken shit. It may be unpleasant, but it is necessary if they are ever to 
become true military personnel, able to function selflessly as part of an 
effective fighting force. It is, ultimately, not hardware or firepower or 
numbers that determines the true mettle of any military organization; it is 
discipline. What you are undergoing now is not useful work by your definition; 
it is the essence of discipline."
I paused in my scrubbing, impressed. Sergeant Smith had given me a genuine 
answer, instead of the bawling out I had expected. I realized that I had not 
properly appreciated the qualities of the manand that was embarrassing, because 
I, of all people, had no excuse for such misjudgment. I had turned off my mind 
too soon!
Yet I resisted the logic. "In what way does scrubbing a clean hull with a 
toothbrush contribute to discipline that rigorous useful training would not?"
"Rigorous training is proud work," he said. "You have too much pride, Hubris. 
Your very name smacks of it; I daresay it runs in your family. In civilian life 
it can be an honorable quality, but here it amounts to arrogance. You assume 
that your personal standards are superior, even when you are in plain violation 
of reasonable regulations. We must expunge that arrogance, or you will never be 
a true soldier. And that would be unfortunate, because you have the makings of a 
fine one. So I have given you a task that deprives you of pride, because it has 
no meaning. Chicken shit is very good for abolishing hubris, the arrogance of 
pride."
He was making some sense. I realized, now that I understood him better, that I 
could trust Sergeant Smith. He was not the blind disciplinarian I had taken him 
for. He was a sighted disciplinarian. It was a significant distinction.
"Will you keep a secret?" I asked.
"No. I serve the Jupiter Navy, nothing else."
Did my quest for Spirit really have to be secret? It seemed to me now that Smith 
would understand, and perhaps it was best that I tell him. I could have told him 
before, and spared myself all this, had it not been for that very hubris he 
charged me with. Surely my surname was no coincidence; some distant ancestor had 
been so proud of his arrogance he had adopted its name for his own. This was, it 
seemed, a lesson I had needed. "Will you give me a fair hearing, even if it 
takes some time?"
"Yes." No fudging here.
"Then I will tell you what you want to know, and I will promise not to break any 
more military regulations."
"Come with me." He turned and walked away.
I set down my toothbrush and followed him to his room. There I told him about 
the manner I had separated from my sister, Spirit, and how I had received news 
of her survival.
"Then it was not pride so much, but need," Sergeant Smith said. "You have to try 
to save your sister from the pirates."
"Yes."
"You should have gone through channels. The Navy is not indifferent to the 
welfare of the families of soldiers. You should have come to me at the outset."
"I guess I should have. I didn't realize"
"Lot you have to learn about the Navy, Hubris. That's why you're a recruit. It's 
my job to teach you, but you have to give me half a chance."
He was right. "I'm sorry," I said. "I"
"Apology accepted." He looked at his watch. "Chow time." He touched his 
intercom. "Corporal, bring me dinner for two from the mess."
"Check, Sergeant," the intercom replied.
Startled, I looked at him, the question in my face.
"I have obtained some of your private history, Hubris," he said. "Now I'll give 
you some of mine. We'll eat here; what we have to discuss is nobody's business 
but ours."
I nodded, still uncertain what he had in mind.
And while we ate, Sergeant Smith told me his military background. It was 
amazing. He had been a master sergeant in a regiment, in charge of the 
specialized training the troops needed for a hazardous mission. The plan had 
been to make a covert raid to a planetoid in the Asteroid Belt where certain 
Jupiter officials were being held hostage. Smith had urged against the attempt, 
believing that the risk of precipitating the murder of the hostages was too 
great. He believed that negotiation was called for. The captain in charge had 
overruled him unceremoniously and ordered the preparations to be made. Smith had 
then gotten the job of training the men in the necessary maneuvers. He had 
tackled it honestly but pointed out that he needed at least two months to get 
the men in proper shape so that there would be no foul-ups. The captain, eager 
to get the job done, cut the time to one month. Again Smith warned against using 
this inadequately prepared force; again he was overruled.
The mission was launchedand it failed. The hostages were killed, a number of 
the raiding personnel were lost, and Jupiter's interplanetary relations 
suffered, exactly as Smith had warned.
There was an investigation. Smith was found guilty of gross negligence, reduced 
four grades in rank, from master sergeant E7 to private first class E3, and 
reassigned to the lowest form of supervisory labor: the training of recruits. 
That had been four years ago; he now had won back two of his lost stripes and 
might eventually recover the rest if he kept his nose clean.
"But it was the captain who should have paid!" I exclaimed.
"Officers don't pay," Smith said. "Appearances must be preserved. They needed a 
scapegoat, and I was the one."
"But you were right and he was wrong!"
"Right way, wrong way, Navy way," he reminded me.
I shook my head, confused. "You accepted wrongful punishment to support the 
military way?"
"You accepted it to protect your sister."
"Yes, I suppose. But"
"When you are ready to do the same for the Jupiter Navy, you will be a true 
military man."
"I'll never be that sort of man!" I declared.
He smiled, somewhat grimly. "Hubris, when you finish Basic, I want you to put in 
for retesting, and then for Officer's Training School. I believe you would make 
a better officer than the captain I served."
"You are going to all this trouble, just to get me to try to be an officer?" I 
asked incredulously. "Why?"
"I owe it to the Navy to do my job the best way I know how and to produce the 
best fighting men I can. You have real potential. I want to straighten you out 
and set you on the right course. Hubris, you have a real future in the Navyonce 
you make up your mind to pursue it."
"A future in the Navy? I'm a mercenary, and I'm not even of age!"
"I know that. But irregularities in the induction are excused if the rest is in 
order. As a resident alien you are eligible for any position in the Navy, which 
is more than can be said for your civilian opportunities. You have a clean 
record, Hubris; keep it that way."
"A clean record? But I"
"There was no court-martial. You accepted unit punishment. No officer was 
involved. It is off the record. Remember that: In the Navy, souls can be bought 
and sold for a clean record."
Probably true. "You expect me to be the sort of careerist you are? A scapegoat?"
"I think you can do better, Hubris. Get your house in order, become an officer, 
and I will be proud to call you 'sir.' "
"I can't do it," I protested. "My first priority is to rescue my sister."
"I will help you do that."
Again I was amazed. "How? You can't break the regulations either."
"I don't have to break regs. I just have to enforce them."
I raised an eyebrow.
"The transsex feelies are unauthorized," he explained. "It is Navy policy to 
tolerate them as long as they don't cause mischief. It is the prerogative of the 
Platoon or Company Commander to determine what constitutes mischief; in practice 
it's left to the noncoms. If I raise an objection, I'll get to the source 
quickly enough. They'll figure I'm bucking for a bribe; they'll be glad to 
settle for information."
I smiled. "Sergeant, if you do that for me, I'll be the best soldier I can be. 
And the day I get my sister back, I'll put in for Officer's School."
"Deal," he said. "But it'll take awhile to trace the supply route, because these 
people are cagey, understandably. They've been stepped on before. And I don't 
dare check with the officer who pays for the chips out of general funds; he's 
twice as cagey as the pirates are."
"I understand." We shook hands, and that was that. It was a great relief to me, 
in several senses.
Nothing more was said in the following days. But the next week, when the 
assignments for trainee squad leaders were posted, I was the one for my squad. I 
had no real authority; all it meant was that I got an armband, marched at the 
head of my column of ten men, and had to relay minor directives and items of 
information. I also had to select the men for police call (routine cleanup of 
refuse) and such other stray chores as were assigned. But it was my first taste 
of leadership in the Navy, and a signal that I was expected to set an example of 
good soldiering. I intended to do so.
A few days later, Sergeant Smith called me in for a squad leader conference, 
told me one of my men had reported for sick call twice when due for special duty 
formation, and to get him in line pronto. Then: "EMPTY HAND chips are 
distributed by the pirate fence, Chip Off the Old Block, who handles the more 
extreme entertainments. They're into drugs, too, and they've got a security 
system the Navy can hardly match. That's a dead end; we'd have to shut them down 
before they'd talk, and by the time that scene was done, they'd have destroyed 
all their records and skipped the base. Only if they get into murder, or if they 
seduce a general's daughter, will the Navy move firmly against them."
"All I want is information," I said.
"I know. That's why I call this a dead end. We've got to go another route, and 
it will take time. You don't want the pirates to get any whiff of what you're 
really after; your sis would pay the penalty. The Navy runs surveillance on the 
pirate ships in the Juclip; I'm sure there's a record of every one that connects 
to the Old Block fence. But no enlisted man has access to that list. You need an 
officer. The right officer."
"What officer?"
"Hubris, I can't tell you. I know him, but I can't violate his trust. I'll have 
to ask him to contact you. If he refuses"
"I understand," I said. "You can't tell an officer what to do."
"This one's special. Give it a couple of weeks; I think he'll agree. When you 
meet him, you'll understand."
"Thanks, Sergeant," I said sincerely.
"Just you be a credit to my platoon."
My squad was already doing well; in due course it would be recognized as the 
sharpest in the company.
As it happened, the officer did not contact me during Basic Training, but Smith 
assured me that the man intended to when he deemed the moment propitious, and I 
believed him. I had to wait, but I knew this was my best chance, and meanwhile 
there was plenty to keep me occupied. I was discovering that despite the hard 
work and dehumanization of training, I liked the military life. It was another 
kind of family, and once its ways were understood, it was a good family. The 
decent food and thorough exercise filled me out physically, so that I became an 
unimpressive but extremely fit individual, fast and strong and confident. I was, 
indeed, becoming a good soldier, and I was learning a lot.
The weeks passed, and the months. The concluding exercise of Basic came in our 
tenth week. This was the Challenge Course. If we were true soldiers, we would 
make it successfully through; if not, we would be recycled for further training.
There were other inducements. Our full cyclethe entire training battalion, 
three hundred recruitswould run the course together. There were many more 
people in the battalion, of course, but the rest were cadre, training personnel, 
officers, and staff. The recruits were the ones that counted. The nine platoons 
of the three companies would vie with each other for points, and the leading 
platoon would be granted an immediate three-day pass. That meant free time, and 
free time was the Navy's most precious commodity. The leading individuals would 
be granted a jump promotion from El to E3, for performance in the Challenge 
Course was considered to be the measure of competence and potential. There would 
be nine such promotionstheoretically, one per platoon, but if all the top 
scorers were in one platoon, they'd get it. Sergeant Smith wanted our platoon to 
get the victory, for it would mean a commendation for him and facilitate his own 
promotion. Promotion was another great Navy lure.
The course was through the special Challenge Dome, which was made up like an 
Earth wilderness. There was supposed to be jungle, desert, mountains, lakes, and 
snow. Also wild creatures of a number of types, ranging from gnats to 
crocodiles. And a tribe of headhunters, who would be out to get us. They 
wouldn't really take our heads, of course, but anyone captured and ritually 
decapitatedstripes of red paint would serve to show the cutswould be 
considered dead and out of the challenge. The headhunters, too, had passes and 
promotions to earn, so they would be alert, but they had to follow the rules and 
could not capture any recruit unless he made some sort of error. There would be 
about a hundred referees in there, personnel in distinctive black garb, who 
would mark individual injuries and deaths along the way and feed the information 
into the Casualty Computer. They would neither help nor hinder us; they merely 
observed, until the occasion came to mark the dead and pull them from the 
course. We were supposed to ignore them; to ask one for help or information was 
to forfeit the course immediately.
Supplies would be issued when we entered the Challenge Dome: bug repellent, croc 
repellent, machetes, maps, and so on. The wild animals were real, but we were 
not supposed to hurt them; avoidance was the key. "Getting chomped by a croc is 
line-of-duty-no," Sergeant Smith explained with a smile. Line-of-duty-yes was 
okay; sometimes legitimate accidents occurred, for which a recruit was not 
penalized. Line-of-duty-no mishaps were subject to reprimand. The course was 
supposed to take about three hours, but anyone who got through "alive" within 
six hours passed. Those who made it in two-and-a-half hours got a higher rating, 
and chances were that anyone who made it in under two hours would be among the 
winners of promotions. Last cycle's winner had done it in one hour and fifty 
minutes, with his buddy right behind.
For we were to use the "buddy" system. We would travel in pairs, with each one 
looking out for the other. Loss of partner was line-of-duty-no unless there was 
good reason, such as the death of the buddy under honorable conditions. If two 
people lost their buddies, they were supposed to buddy up with each other.
I intended to score well in the challenge, for three reasons. First, I was 
really getting into the training and wanted to prove myself in the field. 
Second, I wanted to help Sergeant Smith's platoon make the best showing. And 
third, I had discovered that though E2's were not marched in formation to the 
Tail, they weren't permitted heterosexual roommates; that was a privilege 
reserved for E3 and up. E2's could use the Tail, or make private liaisons and 
clear them with their units. It was catch as catch can, not an ideal situation; 
most of them wound up at the Tail, anyway. I had had enough of that; I wanted to 
room with Juana. I was not emotionally involved with her in the sense of being 
in love, but I did like her, and the rooming arrangement would be more 
comfortable for both of us for any number of reasons. So I wanted us both to 
make E3 so we could do it.
I knew that it was important, in any competitive situation, to plan ahead. So I 
researched the Challenge Dome, learning what prior layouts had been. It changed 
each time, but there was a certain broad pattern, since lakes and mountains 
weren't easy to move. What they tended to do was use different segments of the 
dome, so as to include patterns with minimal effort. I found out what the 
pattern of patterns was, and so had a pretty good notion what to anticipate for 
ours.
I consulted with Juana. We had not met in the Tail again, for the Navy policy 
was to change combinations each time, to prevent exactly such emotional 
attachments as we were forming, but we met in our free time. After the first 
month we were permitted to wear civvies during off time, so I saw Juana in a 
dress and a feminine hairdo. She was lovely! She, like I, had filled out in a 
beneficial manner, and she had been well endowed to begin with. No one could 
ever match my lost fiance, Helse, in my heart, but I realized that as a sexual 
partner of convenience, Juana was all that I could ask. She could easily have 
paired with another man, but she had fixed on me because of the difficult 
contact we had shared that first time. We understood each other in a special 
way.
She was smart, too. She had had a good education, as I had; her family had been 
reasonably well-to-do. That was one reason she had had such a problem in the 
Tail; she had expected to be a virgin at her marriage. The brutality of her rape 
and loss of her family had shocked her fundamentally but had not made it easier 
for her to indulge in casual sex; the opposite was the case. I understood this 
all too well, so in this sense I was right for her. I was almost sorry I could 
not love her, for she was worthy of love, but neither Navy policy nor my private 
emotional makeup permitted that. From the outset we had our understanding: we 
would be friends and sexual partners, but not lovers. That may seem like a 
strange distinction, but it was valid. Sex can be separated from love, and love 
from friendship, and only by recognizing this separation could I believe I was 
not being false to Helse.
Juana shared my eagerness to score well in the Challenge. We agreed to be 
buddies there, trading off our assigned partners so we could be together. That 
way we would succeed or fail together, and that was as it should be. Buddies 
were to be chosen ahead of time, since the Navy knew that strangers did not make 
the best buddies, but for convenience they had to be in-platoon at the start. So 
I paired with a handsome Saxon youth, and Juana took a voluptuous Saxon girl; 
then we introduced them to each other and asked if they would like to make the 
exchange in the Challenge. They were more than happy to oblige; they had not 
thought of this particular device.
Then we got down to serious planning. I showed Juana the maps of prior layouts, 
and she made suggestions on how to proceed. She came up with one notion that 
appalled me, but she showed me her research and finally convinced me she was 
correct. The more I considered her proposal, the more I liked it. It was risky; 
we could be genuinely hurt if we miscalculated. But it offered a chance to 
complete the probable course in well under two hoursperhaps even record time. 
As far as we could tell, no one else had ever tried this ploy, and it required 
courage for us to decide on it. But we did; it was basically double or nothing.
It took some preparation. We were allowed to bring no props to the Challenge 
Dome, but we could develop whatever skills we wished and had time for. So we 
researched and found out how to make a paddleboard from natural materials. We 
went swimming at one of the Base poolsJuana looked great in a suit!where 
paddleboards were allowed, and learned how to use them. It took some effort, and 
we weren't expert, but we could make do. We also practiced our straight 
swimming, especially the breast-stroke-frog-kick combination.
All too soon, the day came. We were marched into the Challenge Dome. We stripped 
and stepped naked into the supply section. We had to choose our equipment from 
what was available and use it to run the course. Anyone who chose foolishly 
would pay the consequences soon enough. The Dome personnel quickly provided what 
was ordered but made no suggestions or remarks. Some trainees evidently hadn't 
thought about it ahead and wasted precious time making up their minds. I had 
memorized my list and was one of the first on my way.
I wore standard combat boots, jungle fatigues, heavy gloves, and a cap with 
mosquito netting that tied around my neck, so that no part of me was open to the 
bugs. Other men simply used insect repellent and traveled lighter and cooler, 
but I had my reasons to do it my way. I took a standard machete and a small 
hunting knife and a quadruple ration of reptile repellent. "Going swimming?" the 
clerk inquired wryly, in violation of the no-comment regulation, but I didn't 
answer. He thought I was a fool, since land was faster than water for 
footsoldiers. And, of course, I took one of their little maps.
I smiled as I viewed it. They had set the course just about where I had 
anticipated. I knew this layout in more detail than the map showed, for it was 
supposed to be only a general guideline, with a few minor errors to simulate 
real-life conditions. This was verisimilitude; maps could be out of date or 
simply wrong, so part of the challenge was to make do despite errors of 
information.
I focused on a particular area. Sure enough: There was a mismarked quicksand 
bog. Anyone who trusted this map and tried to swim in clear water could blunder 
into quicksand instead. Since clear water was infested with crocodiles, few were 
likely to try, however. Mainly, they would lose time, having to skirt an 
unexpected bog. Never trust a map too far!
I proceeded to the rendezvous point with my buddy. There were the two girls, as 
agreed. Juana was shapeless in fatigues and netting, as I was, but her friend 
was in a fake wool sweater and skirt and looked stunning. The other couple 
evidently planned to hike through the mountain region where the air was cool, 
even snowy, so they were warmly dressed. They wore spiked boots and carried 
coils of fine rope, so they could navigate the high pass. I had studied that 
route; it was a slow but sure one. They would finish in the middle of the 
packperhaps a little behind, if they dallied during a rest stop for a little 
romance. It wasn't that either was starved for sex; that was impossible in the 
Navy! It was that the Challenge Dome was a very special place and this was a 
special occasion; they were all worked up for it, and love in the wilderness had 
unique spice.
Now Juana and I were together, and we had no present interest in sex. We forged 
directly for the quicksand, moving swiftly over the firm ground, then carefully 
through thickening jungle lowlands. The headhunters were here; we saw one of 
their snares. But we passed through their territory unmolested, because of our 
silence and the fact that we wore no strong-smelling bug repellent. Juana had 
figured that out: The headhunters sniffed the odors and zeroed in on them for 
the kill.
We came to the edge of the open water by the map, and now the error of the map 
was plain, for this was perhaps six inches of water topping a quicksand bog. 
There was no question about the quicksand, because a float carried a sign: 
QUICKSAND. A real wilderness wouldn't have such a marker, but this was a mock 
wilderness and the quicksand was simulated; we had to accept it by definition. A 
Dome observer sat in a shallow-draft boat, ready to pull out any fools who 
stumbled into it and to ferry them to the morgue.
There was a stand of papyruslike reeds at the edge, as I had known there would 
be. I began cutting these down with my machete as Juana scouted for suitable 
vines. Soon we were fashioning two paddleboards: flat bundles of the buoyant 
reeds. When they were ready, I faced the observer and made my statement: 
"Quicksand is more dense than water. A person can float in it if he doesn't 
panic, especially if he is buoyed. There will be no need to consider us mired; 
we know what we're doing."
There was no response from the observer. But when we stripped, bundling our 
fatigues into our boots and hooking the boots to our bodies by their linked 
laces, and smearing croc repellent over our naked bodies, and flopping on our 
boards in the water, the observer made no protest. In fact, his rapt attention 
was on Juana's splendid body; observers seldom got the chance to observe this 
sort of thing in the Dome! We had a viable program.
We paddled carefully across the quicksand, keeping our arm and leg strokes 
shallow. This was the second reason we used no bug repellent; it was water 
soluble and would have been lost here. The reptile repellent was more durable in 
water, and we had plenty. Even so, I felt a thrill of nervousness, not so much 
for the actual dangers as for the possible reaction of the observer. The crocs 
were fangless, but if they came too close, we would be disqualified; our 
repellent had better work!
We swam slowly across. No crocs came. We climbed out on the far bank and shook 
ourselves off and got dressed again before the bugs could cluster. Then, with a 
cheery wave to the observer, we resumed our trek. I had not thought of Juana's 
body as an asset, but surely if the observer had been in doubt about whether to 
call a fault, this had helped keep him positive.
We had, by use of this shortcut, reduced our travel distance by almost fifty 
percent. It had taken time to prepare the paddleboards, but we were still a good 
half hour ahead of any ordinary schedule, and not as tired as we would have been 
had we spent that time plodding on foot.
We had to cut through a section of palmetto, and at one point heard a rattle; 
whether it was a real rattlesnake or a planted sound we could not know, but we 
gave it a wide berth and renewed our dosage of reptile repellent. The 
headhunters could smell this, too, but according to the map there were none of 
them in this region, and this coincided with my judgment.
Then we came to higher ground, and moved faster. But it was hot in our netting, 
and Juana was tiring; it is a fact that the type of flesh that makes a woman a 
delight to view is not as useful as plain muscle, in such a trek. We had to 
slow. I carried all our extra equipment, her pack and mine, but still we lost 
time. Yet she had done very well so far, and was striving hard now; I would not 
have traded her for a man.
Breathless, we hastened to the finish zone. We were numbers five and six, and 
Juana was the first woman here. So she would have qualified for the bonus even 
if she hadn't made the first nine. We had made it!
One day later, when the official tabulations were posted, Sergeant Smith's 
well-prepared platoon was shown as the leader. A cheer went up, and the troops 
bustled out on their three-day pass. Juana and I sewed on the single stripes of 
Privates First Class and moved into a room together, with the blessing of the 
Navy. Never again would we have to endure the rigors of the Tail.
We received a note from one Commander Dunsted, whose name neither of us 
recognized. It said, "Congratulations." When I checked the Base listing of 
officers, I discovered that this was the gracious woman who had put us together 
in the Tail.
 
Chapter 3  FIVE STEEL BALLS
My life as a PFC in the Jupiter Navy was full, but again it would be tedious to 
detail it. I continued my training, for though I now had some slight rank, about 
six months before I would ordinarily have had it, I still had much to learn. I 
was studying how to raid a ship; that is, how to perform as a member of a 
specialized crew who would board and take over an enemy spaceship. This was 
considered to be one of the most dangerous and challenging specialties, with a 
brief life expectancy. Few soldiers either wanted it or could keep its pace; 
therefore, promotions within it were prompt. I had jumped to E3 while most of my 
cycle-mates remained El; after completing four months of training as a raider 
with top scores, I made E4, corporal.
Juana, not being driven as I was, pursued a more normal course and trained as a 
computer clerk and secretary. This was a good, secure specialty, but beneath her 
potential. It became apparent that she and I were not at all similar in 
personality, but we related well as roommates. Maybe opposites do attract. She 
was not keen on sex, and my preoccupation was elsewhere, but we performed our 
weekly stint because the Navy expected it of us, and it was said the Navy had 
ways of knowing.
Having said that, I must also say it was not an onerous duty, and as I came to 
understand Juana's nature better, I believe she came to appreciate it as I did. 
Indeed, though we both agreed that love was no part of this relationship, there 
were times when a third party might have thought otherwise. Our sex was always 
gentle and often fulfilling, as Helse had taught me, and I'm sure Juana 
gradually lost her fear of it. She did not have any strong drive to participate, 
but she liked to please me, and sometimes we even exceeded the minimum frequency 
quota. Certainly she valued the closeness of it, if not the mechanics.
In due course I was contacted by the anonymous officer Sergeant Smith had 
promised: the one who had the list of pirate ships doing business with Chip Off 
the Old Block. He was Lieutenant Repro, a psychologist attached to the Public 
Relations staff of the training battalion, and he was a drug addict. I quickly 
realized that while Sergeant Smith had been relegated to the lowly training unit 
as an extension of his scapegoat punishment, Lieutenant Repro had been relegated 
here as an act of mercy. A training battalion had little need of publicity; it 
did not deal very much with the outside world. Especially not when most of the 
soldiers were refugee orphans. So this was a sinecure, where Lieutenant Repro 
could drift out his enlistment in obscurity without doing much harm. No wonder 
he had not been eager to reveal himself; his shame was best kept private. No 
wonder, too, that he kept track of pirate vessels: They supplied the drug he had 
to have.
Why, then, had he agreed to contact me? I realized that he could not have much 
interest in my need to locate my sister. There had to be something in it for 
him. I needed to ascertain what this was, to be sure I could trust him.
Repro was a friend of Sergeant Smith's, and I learned later that Smith had 
pointed out that I might be a suitable pawn in a kind of game they were playing. 
It was a game that was to have amazing impact on my life, and this contact was 
perhaps the major break of my military career. But, of course, I did not know 
this then. Let me render this more directly.
I met Lieutenant Repro in his office in the S-5 section. I should clarify that a 
battalion has five special sections, each headed by an officer and designated 
S-l through S-5. They are, respectively, Adjutant, Intelligence, Operations, 
Logistics, and Public Relations, otherwise known as Propaganda. As an enlisted 
man, I was hardly aware these existed; later in my career, that was to change.
Lieutenant Repro was a tall, thin, unhealthy-looking man in his late thirties or 
early fortiesperhaps he looked older than he was because of the ravages of his 
addictionwith thinning brown hair and deepening lines on his face. He was at 
the moment in command of his faculties, but I could see he wasn't enjoying it. 
He must have straightened out temporarily, for this occasion. His Class A 
uniform was slightly rumpled, and his brass slightly tarnished. He was about as 
unimpressive an officer as I had seen.
On his desk was a little stand, from which five steel balls were suspended by 
angled threads, barely touching each other. He showed me how it operated. "For 
every action there is an equal and opposite reaction," he said, lifting an 
end-ball to the side and letting it go. It swung in its arc down to strike the 
stationary four, and the ball on the far side swung out, leaving the other four 
unmoved. The force of the first had been neatly transferred to the last, without 
moving the intervening masses. Then the end-ball swung back, and the first one 
rebounded. The principle was simple enough, but I was fascinated to see it in 
action.
Repro stilled the motion by touching the center balls with his hand. Then he 
lifted two balls from the end. "If I drop this pair, what will happen?" he 
asked.
I started to answer, then hesitated, realizing that I wasn't sure. Would two 
balls beget two ballsor one ball with twice the force?
He let go, and two balls reacted. I had my answer; a ball for a ball, two for 
two.
Then he lifted three. "Now?"
Three balls. That suggested three to react, but only two remained. What would 
happen?
He let the three go, and three balls rebounded. Rather, two did, and the third 
carried through without pause. Fascinating!
"Action-reaction," Lieutenant Repro said. "Inevitable."
I wondered what the point was but remained too intrigued by the balls to 
inquire. Such a simple yet effective way to demonstrate a principle of physics. 
"May I try it sir?"
He nodded acquiescence. I lifted one ball, let it go, and watched the far one 
fling out with similar force. I let the progression continue, noting that the 
size of the swinging arcs gradually diminished, and that the row of steel balls 
began to get moving, until finally all five were gently swinging in unison. 
Friction, I realized. No process was perfect in atmosphere. In a vacuum it would 
work better, though there would still be some power siphoned away by the 
inefficiency of the supporting strings.
I tried two balls, then three, then four, then fiveand smiled, for, of course, 
the five merely swung without collisions. Then I started a ball on each side, 
watching them rebound outward simultaneously. Then I started two balls on one 
side and one on the other, and saw the reaction proceed without hitch. The two 
proceeded back on the one side, the one on the other. This device could handle 
opposite impulses without confusing them.
Then I swung a single ball down with a double force. The opposite ball flung out 
with similar force.
I looked up. "How does it know the difference between two balls with normal 
force, and one with double force?"
"It knows," Repro said gravely.
I played with it some more. "The double-force ball is traveling faster," I 
decided. "That speed is transmitted."
Then I tried two balls at normal force, and then three. Two, then three 
rebounded. "The velocity is constant," I said, bemused. "But somehow it knows 
how many there are."
"It knows," he agreed again. "Action and reaction are constant, anywhere in the 
universe, and in any form in the universe. One has but to read the forces 
correctly."
"Even in human events?" I asked, beginning to catch on.
"If we read correctly."
"Then psychology reduces to elementary physics?"
"If."
I nodded. "It must be so."
He looked at me, his wasted body strangely animated. "Show me your power," he 
said, using a Navy idiom.
"Yes, sir." I took a breath, studying him with more than my eyes and ears. "You 
are intelligentabout one point three on the human scaleand have a civilian 
university education. You are honest but lack physical courage, so you become 
compromised. You see reality too clearly, but it is painful, so you dull your 
sensitivity with a drugand have done so increasingly for the past decade. You 
had and lost a woman; that contributed. When your Navy enlistment expires, and 
they deny you reenlistment, you will retire without protest, step off into 
space, float free toward the sun, and open your suit."
He was unimpressed. "You could have gotten most of that from Personnel records."
"Had I known your identity, sir," I agreed.
He nodded, acknowledging my point. I had been summoned suddenly to an office; I 
could not have known. "And why did Sergeant Scapegoat connect us?"
"I have a private mission. You" I concentrated, seeking to fathom this specific 
aspect of his nature. My talent is normally a general thing, a perception of 
fundamental biases, rather than a detailed itemization of traits. It did take 
time for me to understand a person properly, and this was sudden. Mostly, in the 
Navy, I had not bothered to use my talent on the soldiers around me; it really 
wasn't worth it. I had used it on Juana, and on Sergeant Smith, once he caught 
my attention, but there was no more point in using it on everyone than in 
studying the complete Personnel files on everyone. It requires an effort to form 
an informed opinion, and the Navy does not leave a trainee much surplus energy. 
For routine life and work, it is often best simply to accept people at face 
valueparticularly in a regimented system where deviance from the norm is not 
encouraged. "You need contact with someone who can apply instinctively the 
principles you have studied professionally. Such a contact wouldwould provide 
some meaning for your life, and you value meaning more than life."
"Purpose," he said. "Purpose more than meaning, though the two may overlap."
"Purpose, sir," I agreed.
"I have measured out my life in chicken shit."
"Yes, sir!"
"Shall we deal?"
"Help me recover my sister, sir, and I'll do anything you want, within reason 
and legality."
"What I want is reasonable and legal but too complex for you to fathom at the 
moment."
I concentrated on him again. There is nothing supernatural about my talent; I 
merely read people quite well. I can, to a large extent, discover their moods 
and natures from peripheral signals, but I cannot read minds. Intelligent 
interpretation, not telepathy, is my secret. Now I saw in this man the signals 
of an enormous ambition but not one to be expressed in simple things such as 
promotion or riches or romance. He craved power but not any ordinary or 
competitive type. Rather it was a kind of vindication he soughtvindication in 
his own eyes, by his own complex code. He sought, perhaps, to change the course 
of Man, in a devious fashion that only he himself could properly understand. 
This was a fascinating man! "Yes, sir," I agreed. "But I will cooperate to the 
extent feasible."
"Your destiny may change," he warned me.
I was aware that he believed he was understating the case. I began to believe it 
myself. "I have not determined my destiny," I said. "I only want to recover my 
sister. Then I must become an officer, to fulfill my commitment to Sergeant 
Smith, so I suppose that means a career in the Navy. I'm satisfied with that."
He lifted a ball. "Perhaps you are now," he said. "This is me." He indicated the 
ball he held. "This is you." He indicated the far ball.
"Yes, sir," I said noncommittally.
He released his ball. It swung down and struck the group, and my ball rebounded. 
The implication was clear enough. He intended to apply force to move me, 
according to his complex will, and I would have to react predictably. He was a 
strange yet well-meaning man, and his effort would have power, but as I watched 
the return swing of my ball and the thrust it imparted back to his ball, I knew 
that once he started me going, he would be subject to my force as much as I was 
now subject to his.
"Yes, sir," I repeated.
The balls swung back and forth, acting and reacting and re-reacting and slowly 
declining, until at last the entire group was gently swinging. "And there is the 
Navy," Lieutenant Repro said.
What we did would have a subtle but definite effect on the entire system. That 
was a grandiose ambition of his, yet it seemed a credible one.
"I think of these balls as a physical representation of honor," he said.
"Honor, sir?" I asked, surprised.
"Do you know what honor is, Hubris?"
"Integrity," I said.
He smiled. "I will educate you about honor. It is not integrity or truth. It is 
larger, a less straightforward concept. Honor has aspects of personal esteem, 
respect, dignity, and reputation, but it is more than these. Honor is an 
intangible concept, based more on appearance than reality, but its fundament is 
based on reality, and to a considerable extent it fashions its own reality. 
Civilization is a function of the honor of the human species. You must master 
the nuances of honor, to know personally what input will bring about what 
output." He started the balls rebounding in a complex clicking pattern by 
releasing them sequentially.
"What do I have to do with honor?" I asked. "It's hard enough just getting 
through training."
He shook his head ruefully. "I can see my work is cut out for me." But he was 
not upset by the challenge. "How can I help you recover your sister?"
I explained about the need to check the list of pirate ships doing business with 
Chip Off the Old Block, especially the one that handled EMPTY HAND chips.
"Yes, I have access to that list," he agreed. "It is considered part of 
Publicity, because no other department wants to touch the touchy matter of Navy 
trade with pirate vessels. We do keep track, but we don't advertise it, because 
then the question might arise why we don't stamp out that trade."
"Why don't we?" I asked.
"That is an excellent question, to which I can proffer no adequate answer. Do 
you wish to stamp out piracy?"
"Yes!" I said fervently.
Abruptly he stood up, and I saw just how tall he was. "Private First Class 
Hubris, I have a temporary detail for you. Come with me." This interview 
occurred before I was promoted to corporal; it is difficult to maintain a 
perfectly chronological narration when separate threads come together.
I realized that he did not feel free to talk frankly with me here in the office. 
"Yes, sir."
We walked out into the hall system that linked the various offices, and on to 
the officers' recreation section. "Do you play pool?" Lieutenant Repro asked.
"Yes, sir. Not well." I had learned all the available games; it was necessary 
for proper integration into the system.
"I will show you how to play well."
"Yes, sir. Am I permitted to play in the officer's room?"
"You are if I say so." He brought me to a pool table, and we took cues. "The 
monitors are unable to pick up sounds well in this vicinity," he murmured as he 
racked the balls. "Just keep your voice low and don't gesture expressively or 
react overtly."
"Yes, sir." I wasn't certain whether he was paranoid about being spied on, or 
whether there was justice to it. I can read much of a person's nature, but human 
nature is largely subjective. Probably there was both paranoia and justice.
"You hate all pirates because of what some did to your family?" he asked, not 
looking at me as he made his shot.
"Yes. I swore an oath to extirpate piracy from the system."
"But first you must recover your sister from the pirates."
"Yes."
"Suppose you discover that certain powers in the Jupiter hierarchy don't want 
the pirates extirpated?"
"I will find a way." I realized that he did have some notion why the Navy traded 
with pirates.
"First you must place yourself in a position to take direct action against the 
pirates. Then you must have an organization that is capable of doing the job."
"I will find a way, sir."
"I have amused myself by formulating in my mind the elements and personnel of a 
unit that would be capable of doing any job required of it, despite the 
opposition of the hierarchy. This unit could be turned to the extirpation of 
pirates."
"An imaginary unit, sir?"
"Part of my ambition is to make this unit become real."
"But the Navy would not let you assume such a command, sir," I said, perhaps 
undiplomatically.
"True. I can not assemble it myself. But an officer with the right credentials 
could."
"Who is that, sir?"
"That officer does not exist at present. I confess this is a weakness in my 
scheme."
"Then how?"
"It will be necessary to bring him into existence."
I was silent, not following his logic.
"But first things first," he said abruptly. "The pirate trade with military 
bases is tolerated because there is graft. Therefore, any direct action against 
the pirates must be organized in secret. Once we locate the ship on which your 
sister is hostage, it will be necessary to provoke a conflict with that ship, so 
that it may be captured without affront to the powers that do not wish to 
disturb pirate ships."
"You can plan such a mission, sir?" This was obviously the right man to talk to!
"I? No. For that we require a good S-2 officer, for the necessary intelligence, 
and a strategist for the actual mission."
"Just to capture one ship, sir?"
"To capture it without the loss of your sister's life, and without disturbing 
the Naval status quo. Both are vital."
"I see, sir." This was becoming more complex than I had thought, but of course I 
hadn't thought it through. Sixteen is not the most thoughtful age.
"I will get on it, Hubris. You continue your training. Chance may put you in the 
position you need to accomplish your mission."
"Chance, sir?"
"We'll call it that." He smiled. "Patience, Hubris. A program of significance 
may be inaugurating here."
"Yes, sir." I did not quite realize or believe it then, but he had spoken 
absolute truth.
 
Lieutenant Repro was as good as his word. He was an addict, but he was 
competent. It is an error to suppose an addict is necessarily an inferior 
person. This one was a driven person.
In two weeks I had the name and location of the ship that handled EMPTY HAND: 
the Hidden Flower, now drifting in the inner Juclip. It was one of the more 
disciplined pirate vessels, having originally fled one of the Uranus navies and 
retaining a fair percentage of military personnel.
That was definitely the ship I had left Spirit on! My premonition of eventual 
victory grew.
When I completed my raider training and made E4, early in the next year when I 
was just seventeen, I went on for further training in related areas: 
infiltration, use of nonstandard weapons, disguises, small-ship piloting, 
practical emergency medicine, and similar. I was in continuous training, and I 
liked it. I wanted to be skilled at everything I might possibly need. The 
continuing availability of EMPTY HAND chips assured me that my sister remained 
functional.
I made E5, sergeant, at age nineteen, and was put in charge of my own highly 
trained raider squad. I was ready for action, but there was no action to be had 
because the pirates were behaving themselves reasonably well in local space, 
molesting only refugees and incidental stragglers, and it was Naval policy 
(facilitated by graft) not to make waves. I was helpless.
Then I received a cryptic message. It was a spacegram from Jupiter: Do you have 
it? It was signed "Q," with no return address or other identification.
I pondered that. Why should an obscure nineteen-year-old sergeant in the Jupiter 
Navy receive a message from Jupiter? As far as I knew, no one on the Colossus 
planet knew me. Of course, my enlistment record would be available there, but it 
was undistinguished. I had spent virtually all my time training for a mission 
that might never be scheduled. Could the spacegram be an error? That hardly 
seemed likely; it would have required specific information to locate my name and 
assignment. I was not a name to be read by mistake in an address directory.
What of that signature? Why was it merely an initial? This anonymity prevented 
me from responding, even to ask for clarification. Did the sender assume I would 
recognize him from that single mysterious initial? Why?
I pondered, and suddenly it came to me. I did know of someone whose name started 
with a Q, and I did have something that person wanted. The name was QYV, 
pronounced Kife, and the thing was the key that my fiance Helse had carried. I 
now wore it on the chain with my dog tags, bound lengthwise so that it wasn't 
obvious. It was always with me: my sole physical memento of my lost love.
This had to be QYV, who had finally tracked down his lost key to me. That could 
not have been any easy job, for most of the people his courier Helse had 
encountered were dead. Certainly the pirates who had been responsible for her 
demise were dead; I had seen to that. Technically I had killed herbut only 
technically. She had died in our defensive action against attacking pirates. The 
memory still hurt; it would always hurt. But four years is a long time to a 
teenage youth, and I was now able to face the truth without more than an 
internal flinch.
I had no knowledge what lock that key might fit; I valued it solely because it 
had been Helse's. I was not about to give it up. If QYV wanted it, he would have 
to come and get it.
My feelings about QYV were balanced. I was sure he was a pirate, an illegal 
operator, probably a smuggler. I knew that his name was respected and feared 
throughout the pirate realm; no one dared cross QYV. I had sworn to extirpate 
all piracy, but I wasn't sure that oath included QYV because QYV had made it 
possible for Helse to travel to Jupiter as his courier for the key. That key had 
enabled me to meet and love her. It was true that I had also lost her, but QYV 
had not been responsible for that, and certainly had not approved it. QYV 
protected his couriers. He might be a criminal, but he had done no direct harm 
to me.
Now he was searching for his lost key and probably also for revenge against 
those who had balked his courier. I had the key, but I also craved revenge. To 
that extent, our purposes aligned. However, I knew the enemy of my enemy was not 
necessarily my friend, and I wanted no contact with QYV. Certainly I would not 
give up the key.
So my answer to this cryptic message was no problem: I ignored it. But I knew 
that it had to be merely a preliminary signal; I would be hearing more from QYV.
I did. I received an anonymous vid-call. The screen showed only the letter Q. 
"Do you?" a nondescript voice asked.
"Show me your power," I replied, and hung up.
A week later new orders came through for me. I was to report for space duty to 
the destroyer Hammerhead. Its mission was to capture an errant pirate ship, and 
it turned out that the ship was the Hidden Flower. The very ship I wanted.
In my mail, the last one before I transferred to the ship, I received a sealed 
note. Inside was a square of paper bearing the single letter Q.
QYV had shown me his power, indeed! How had he known of the thing I most wanted: 
the chance to rescue my sister Spirit? But still there was no deal, no demand 
for the key. This was only a demonstration, not the negotiation. But it was 
doubly impressive, for it also showed the potency of QYV's graft. I no longer 
considered Lieutenant Repro to be paranoid about pirate influence in the Navy; 
that influence was real.
I bid farewell to Juana; our two-year tenure as roommates was over. "There is 
another sergeant I can room with," she said bravely through her tears, so I 
wouldn't worry.
"Make him happy, Juana," I said. "We shall meet again."
"Yes, we shall," she agreed determinedly. There was theoretically no love 
between us, but I was aware that she had not entirely kept faith, and I myself 
was moved more than casually by the sudden separation. Juana was a good woman, 
and her supportive presence had done much to alleviate my own heartbreak over 
Helse. We had always known separation would come; enlisted personnel could not 
marry. Well, they could come close; E4's could be reassigned as units, and E5's 
could even have a child, using a counteragent to block the universal 
contraceptive. But that child would be a ward of the Navy and could be taken 
away at the convenience of the Navy. True marriage and family status, 
Navy-style, was reserved for officers. Juana could not join me on this hazardous 
mission, nor would I have wanted her to. Her skills were wrong, and so was her 
temperament; she was no adventurer. So it was circumstance rather than desire or 
regulations that separated us. Perhaps this was just as well; it would have been 
too easy to stay with her for life. Certainly she could attract another 
roommate; she could attract a hundred! She had been beautiful at age sixteen; at 
nineteen she was ravishing.
"And if you want to, when you use the ship's Tail," she murmured, "you may 
pretend it's me." Then she kissed me one final time, and I realized it was no 
joke. It would be uncomfortable sex on the ship after two years of Juana. Not 
because she was anything really special in this particular way, but because I 
did indeed care for her.
This mission had been arranged by QYV, I knew. But there had to be an official 
pretext. There had been several deaths from contaminated drugs, and the Hidden 
Flower had been implicated. It was probably a put-up job, but pirate ships had 
little recourse to legalities. It was to be a surgical strike, without fanfare; 
we were to capture this vessel undamaged and turn its personnel over to the 
proper Navy authorities. Except for one civilian hostage aboard it...
I met the captain of the Hammerhead and his crew; they would pilot my crew to 
the rendezvous with the target vessel. I do not name these people here because 
they are peripheral to my narration.
We boarded and accelerated toward the Hidden Flower.
 
Of course, this was not a straight line; there are few straight lines when 
traveling in space, contrary to popular illusion. It was a closing spiral as we 
moved from our position in the skew-ecliptic of the outer moons of Jupiter to 
the true ecliptic of the inner moons. Acceleration provided our pseudo-gravity, 
and it was not confined to single gee. We moved rapidly in toward the colossus 
planet, though, of course, we would never arrive there. As we neared the 
detection range of our prey, we set our snare.
It would of course have been virtually impossible to close on the pirate ship 
unobserved. All pirates were alert for Navy vessels and quickly took evasive 
action. We had more drive power and could have run the Hidden Flower down and 
holed her with a single shot, but destruction was not our purpose. We also could 
have haled her and demanded surrender, but she would have fled or fought or 
destroyed all her records and contraband before yielding to us. Those records 
were vital, theoretically. So we used a subterfuge.
We became a virtual derelict. We turned off our drive and drifted in orbit in 
the approximate path of the pirate. The Hidden Flower, like most pirates, was a 
scavenger; she took anything she could use from any ship she could disable. The 
EMPTY HAND trade was only part of her activity, not enough by itself to sustain 
her. She would not pass up a choice morsel like this.
We were a very special derelict. We had a double hull. The outer one was of the 
standard thickness and strength; the inner one was much stronger and was largely 
self-sealing.
We drifted for several days, Earth time. Little of significance has occurred on 
Earth in five centuries, but its time retains its hold on us, as do its several 
languages and cultures. Man never truly left Earth; he merely expanded Earth 
into the Solar System. At any rate, this delay was necessary to abate any 
suspicion on the part of the target ship.
In that time, we occupied ourselves in whatever manner we selected. Some played 
dominoes, either the spot-matching type or the physical collapsing-structures 
type. Some took on the lone girl representing the EM Tail in shifts, trying 
vainly to wear her out; she must have been nympho. Some viewed feelies. There 
was, ironically, one chip of the EMPTY HAND brand, the best of the lot; one of 
my men mentioned his regret at having to take out this particular ship. Some 
practiced their various combat proficiencies: barehand, sword, club, garrote, 
and so on. We were all proficient in several martial arts, but true expertise 
took many years to develop, so competitive practice was always welcome. Because 
of my talent and intensive training, I was one of the better practitioners, but 
my ability suffered when matched against the proficiency of strangers whose 
natures I did not yet know. So mostly I rested and exercised and reviewed 
raiding strategy in my mind. And got to know my men.
We knew the layout of the Hidden Flower; it was on record, and we had studied it 
to the point of memorization. We could now move competently within it 
blindfolded. Indeed, we would do something very like that, for all power in the 
ship would be stifled. This was necessary to incapacitate the self-destruct 
system. The pirates thought they were safe from boarding, because of that 
system, but our technology was ahead of theirs. So it meant a hand-to-hand 
struggle. We could not use a pacifier for the same reason they would not be able 
to blow up their own ship: All electric or electronic equipment would become 
inoperative while the suppressor field was in place.
"Alert," the captain murmured on the intercom. "Prepare for mission."
It was time. The Hidden Flower had sighted us and was closing. I got into my 
space suit and rendezvoused with my squad. Ten good men, all suited and ready. 
We did not use names on this mission; I was One, my corporal was Two, and the 
rest were Three through Eleven. "Remember," I said unnecessarily. "We want them 
aliveand you alive, too." We knew how to knock out a man bare-handed but also 
knew that some of those pirates had had similar training, and they would be 
desperate. So it was no sure thing.
The Hammerhead's crew were also suited. They were Navy men, somewhat disdainful 
of the soldiers of the enlisted ranks, but they knew what this mission entailed. 
If this mission malfunctioned, and the pirate ship self-destructed, the Navy 
personnel would be lost, too. They were dependent on our raider squad to do the 
job properly. They would have to sit and wait, for this part of it.
"Stand by for holing," the captain's voice came. We had the double hull, but 
still it was not comfortable waiting to be fired on and holed. If the pirates 
had a lucky shot, that penetrated the inner hull, too, we would have a rougher 
time of it than we liked. That was why everyone aboard the Hammerhead was now 
suited.
The missile came. The ship rocked as a shell detonated against the hull and 
rocked again as another struck. The third one holed it, and the air blew out; 
then the bombardment ceased. This was the manner of operation of this pirate: 
Hole the ship to make quite sure it was dead, then board and clean it out. It 
was an efficient operation, virtually risk-free, but it forfeited the normal 
pirate delights of rape, slave-taking, and bloody hand slaughter. Most pirates 
seemed to crave literal blood, using swords to hack at helpless victims. How 
well I remembered seeing my father die that way!
I controlled my black rage. These pirates were just as murderous, and I had no 
sympathy for them, but my mission was to recover my sister alive, and I needed 
to be coldly objective, to be sure that nothing went wrong. Navy justice would 
take care of the others.
Now there was silence among us, for we were theoretically dead. The inner hull 
remained tight, but I led my squad quietly out the lock and to the outer hull. 
In the darkness we could not see the hole but did not need to; we waited by the 
main airlock. It was now useless as a pressure lock, but the pirate ship would 
use it for attachment, to keep the ships conveniently together for the 
plundering. Once they used the lock, we would strike.
I heard the clang of contact and felt the shudder of the ship. We were in 
vacuum, but sound is transmitted through substance, so as long as we remained in 
contact with the hull, our ears could guide us. They guided the Navy captain, 
too; when that airlock opened, he would turn on the suppressor. Then it would be 
up to us. We estimated that there were about thirty pirates aboard the Hidden 
Flower, three times the number of our raiders, but we would have the advantage 
of surprise and planning.
The lock opened. And the gentle vibration of the pirate ship's operating systems 
ceased. Our suppressor had blanked out both ships, freezing them electronically. 
This included the life-support systems; the air would soon be going stale. The 
mechanical systems of the suits were unaffected.
Now was our time. The first party through the lock, in suits, didn't know what 
had happened. We closed on the three of them in the dark and took them 
physically prisoner, three to one. We simply disarmed them and carried them to 
our inner airlock and put them in, after making sure they had no knives or other 
purely physical weapons tucked out of sight. The Navy personnel would know what 
to do with them. The pirates could not communicate with their ship, since their 
suit radios were now nonfunctional. Not that their fellows would have paid much 
attention; they had problems of their own, now.
But I knew that Captain Brinker, of the Hidden Flower, was not stupid. Brinker 
was a woman masquerading as a man, and she kept her secret and her position by 
ruthless cunning. She would know the moment the power failed that the Hidden 
Flower was under siege, and she would react immediately. My hope was that she 
would not know by whom she was being attacked, so would not use Spirit as a 
hostage. I intended to give her no leisure to think of this; speed was 
essential.
We operated the airlockall airlocks had manual controls, since emergency use 
could occur when power was offand sent in a party of three. These were our 
scouts, specially versed in stealth; they would tap a signal if all was well, 
and another if there was trouble, and we would be guided accordingly.
The all-clear signal came, and three more of us went through. The corporal had 
been in the first party; I was in the second. I operated the lock controls in 
the darkness without hesitation; I had practiced carefully for this.
Number Two, the corporal, gripped my arm. I touched my helmet to his. "Three 
more here," he said. "Unconscious."
"Take them out," I said, "I'll secure the center passage."
He loaded the bodies into the lock, having no difficulty because this was the 
weightless region, then accompanied them back through. That made six pirates out 
of the way; perhaps twenty-four to go. The more of them we could take out 
piecemeal, the better off we would be. At this point they could still overwhelm 
us, if they made a concerted effort.
I moved toward the center of the ship with four men, leaving one to guard the 
lock. Why weren't there more pirates here? They had been set up to plunder a 
dead ship; they should have had a dozen on duty, not six. Answer: The captain 
had caught on when the power failed and had immediately reassigned all but three 
already outside and the three waiting to follow. But where had they been 
reassigned? This could be trouble.
It was. This ship was too quiet. There was none of the noise of confusion there 
should have been. Captain Brinker had probably set a trap, an ambush, and now 
was waiting for us to blunder into it.
I thought of the five swinging steel balls on Lieutenant Repro's desk. For every 
action, an equal and opposite reaction. Force translated exactly. We were now in 
the role of swinging balls. The Hidden Flower had bombarded and boarded us; we 
had reacted by neutralizing her electronics, capturing her boarders, and 
boarding her back; and she reacted by laying an internal ambush for us. The 
speed of the pirates' reaction bothered me. It was almost as if Captain Brinker 
had anticipated this raid.
Anticipated it? How could she have, unless someone had tipped her off?
Kife! I muttered subvocally. QYV had set up this mission; he could also have set 
up a countermission. What did I know about him? Only that he operated 
ruthlessly, and that he wanted my key. Why not lure me to the pirate ship, my 
sister as the bait, then capture me and the key and the Navy ship, too? It would 
be written off as a mission that failed; the Navy would cover up its 
embarrassment in the usual fashion, and I would disappear.
Very well: Accept the notion of a pirate countertrap. How could the pirates hope 
to deal with the Hammerhead when the suppressor controlled both ships? It would 
not be enough to kill or capture me and my squad; the Navy ship would remain 
supreme. There was no way the Hidden Flower could prevail as long as the 
suppressor operated.
In my mind, one steel ball swung into another, and a new one rebounded. Now I 
understood!
I touched the man next to me. Our helmets met. "Back," I said. "Evacuate. Fast. 
Spread the word."
He was a trained man. He did not question the order. He acted like a cog in a 
fine machine. He touched the man behind.
In moments we were hastily retreating. We met the corporal with the other 
arriving men. "Out. Quickly," I said to his helmet. "To the inner hull."
We crowded out through the lock, and on to the inner hull, after tapping out the 
recognition signal. No one balked or hesitated. How glad I was for the type of 
discipline Sergeant Smith had instilled in his recruits! Now our lives depended 
on it.
When we were back in the inner hull, in air, I lifted my helmet so I could 
communicate more freely. "I must talk to the captain immediately."
He came to me in the dark. "You aborted the mission, soldier?" he inquired with 
a hint of contempt.
"We have been betrayed," I said. "The pirates knew we were coming. They have set 
a countertrap. We have to nullify it or we're in trouble."
"What trap, soldier?" he asked skeptically.
"I believe there is a traitor among your personnel," I said. "He is going to 
turn off the suppressor so the pirates can use power weapons to overwhelm the 
raiding crew. They are hiding now, waiting for that."
"Among my men?" he demanded, outraged. "Among yours, perhaps, if any traitor 
exists. Not mine!"
"Sir, the ship is yours, but the mission is mine," I reminded him. "I must act 
to accomplish the mission and to save your ship and the lives of my men. You 
must facilitate this."
"Sergeant, facilitation of the mission is one thing; an accusation of treason 
against my crew is another."
"Yes, sir. We must hurry. I must interview each of your crew members in the next 
few minutes."
"You have some nerve! This is highly irregular."
"It is necessary to the mission, sir."
"That statement gives you authority of a sort," the captain conceded grudgingly. 
Anger fairly radiated from him. "I shall cooperate. But there will be an 
investigation of this matter when we return." That was definitely a threat.
"Yes, sir. Please move it along."
Someone had lighted a candle; now we could see. The captain's aristocratic lips 
quirked. "Start with me, Sergeant."
"You're clean, sir."
"Just like that, you can judge me?"
"Yes, sir. For this purpose. Please expedite this; we don't know how long the 
pirates will hold off."
"Your arrogance is phenomenal!" But he gave the order, and one by one his 
officers came to be interviewed by the sergeant.
Because speed was essential, I had to proceed bluntly. My talent served in this 
instance as a lie detector. Of each I demanded, "Are you a loyal member of this 
mission?" Each, of course, asserted that he was. Most considered the question an 
indignity and would have refused to respond had not Navy discipline required it.
When I came to the ensign in charge of special equipment, I got a false reading. 
He was lying about his loyalty.
"Place this man under arrest, Captain," I said. "He is our traitor."
The captain was too outraged for a moment to speak. I filled in the gap by 
addressing the ensign. "I know it is you, sir. You have a choice: Tough it out 
and take your chances with the court-martial when we return to base, or turn 
state's evidence and help us now. I am the one pressing the charge; I will give 
you opportunity to resign without being charged if you cooperate."
"Preposterous!" the captain huffed.
"It is your choice, Ensign," I said evenly. "You have thirty seconds. I will be 
generous, if."
The ensign looked at me, then at the captain. The ensign was an officer, while I 
was an enlisted man, but it was evident that I was sure of my ground. His gaze 
dropped. "I'll cooperate," he said.
The captain's mouth dropped open.
"What is the pirate trap?" I asked.
"I was to turn off the suppressor when all of your squad was inside the pirate 
ship," he said. "Then I would pie the electronic fire-control system. The 
pirates would have their destruct system reactivated, putting this ship in 
check, and we would be unable to retaliate in kind. Then their raiding party 
would board us"
"Thank you," I said. I turned to the captain. "Sir, I suggest you confine this 
man to quarters for the duration of this mission. No charge will be filed 
against him, and there will be no note in his record."
"The man has committed treason!" the captain exclaimed.
"No, sir. He has informed us in timely fashion of a plot against this mission. 
He never acted; he merely kept silent until the moment was propitious."
"But his intent"
"Who can speak for intent? It is the action that counts. I gave him my word, 
sir. He is to be allowed to resign for personal reasons without dishonor." 
Sergeant Smith had told me in Basic that souls could be bought and sold for a 
clean record; I had learned the lesson well.
"Sergeant, you can't presume to tell me"
"For the good of the mission, sir, I must insist."
The captain clenched his fist. Then he backed down as I had known he would. He 
realized that I had already saved his ship and probably his life, not to mention 
his reputation, by the deal I had made. "He shall not be charged," he agreed. 
"But you and I will settle in due course, Sergeant."
The ensign was conducted away. He shot back one glance of gratitude to me. He 
had gambled on me and won.
"Now, sir, we must regroup to complete our mission. Have one of your men turn 
off the suppressor"
"What?"
"Long enough to satisfy the pirates that their plan is working. They will 
proceed to the counterraid. Half my squad will be inside the Hidden Flower, 
ready to take their ship; the other half will deal with the pirate raid."
"Half your squadfive mencan handle the whole pirate ship?" he demanded.
"Yes, sir, in this circumstance. The pirates will radio you to demand your 
surrender; you must avoid committing yourself. They will then issue an 
ultimatum: If any of your men resist their raiders, they will blow up both 
ships. You must accuse them of bluffing, but you must sound uncertain."
"I comprehend the ploy. Any other orders, Sergeant?" he inquired ironically.
"Just keep alert, sir. This is no sure thing, because those pirates are primed 
for action. Turn the suppressor on again when my corporal tells you to. 
Mistiming could be fatal, for they will surely use their destruct system when 
they realize they are being outmaneuvered." I turned to my second-in-command, 
who had been waiting silently behind me. "When you observe their raiding party 
clear their ship, take them down without warning, with your stunner beams. Then 
turn on the suppressorbefore they can activate their destruct systemand come 
in after me, in the Hidden Flower. Fast. The rest as before."
My corporal nodded. He knew what to do and how to do it. I had confidence in 
him, and now he had confidence in me.
I took five men and returned to the lock. It was chancy doing this, for the 
pirates might wonder why we were going back and forth. But they were waiting for 
the suppressor to stop, so probably thought we were just ferrying our captives 
out. They had sacrificed six men to lull us; the rest would wait for us to 
bumble inefficiently into their trap. We entered, then crowded into 
equipment-storage alcoves and waited. After a minute, the suppressor went off; 
the captain was following orders.
Almost immediately there was activity in the pirate ship. The lights did not 
come on; they were too canny for that. But we heard the faint noises of the 
supplementary airlock being used; their raiding party was sneaking out, and 
their communications officer was surely getting in touch with ours to deliver 
the ultimatum. Other men were coming toward us, armed with power weapons that we 
supposedly believed were inoperative. A man using a knife against a laser pistol 
would live or die according to the state of that pistol! But we were similarly 
armed and warned, and they did not know this. This was our counter-countertrap.
I heard a man come into the access passage, followed by others. They did not 
speak, but I knew they were perplexed. Where were we? We waited, unmoving.
When discovery was incipient, I fired my stunner at the nearest. He went limp 
without a sound, for I had taken him in the throat. We had to keep them silent, 
to avoid giving alarm before my corporal's party took out the external raiders. 
My men followed suit. In a moment we had stunned five pirates.
That took care of eleven, here. I judged that a dozen more would be out with the 
raiding party. That should leave only about seven in the ship, one of which was 
Spirit. The odds were now just about even.
We waited, and the suppressor came back on. The corporal had scored! We put away 
our inoperative power weapons and moved on toward the pirate control room. The 
remaining pirates should be disorganized now, caught by the restoration of the 
suppressor; we could put them away relatively efficiently.
It wasn't quite that simple. The pirates, aware that something was wrong, were 
now playing the same game we were. My men spread out, delving like deadly snakes 
for their hiding prey. I dropped silently down the center tunnel to the control 
area. The ships were spinning end-over-end, Navy-fashion, so the centrifugal gee 
was greatest at the extremes. I touched the ladder lightly with alternate hands, 
controlling my fall and pushing myself away from the wall, since such a fall 
seems curved. I reached the floor and paused, listening.
There was someone near. My suit was designed for completely silent life support; 
his was not; therefore, it was not one of my men. I pictured him in my mind, 
getting his position clear; then I moved in and ran my metal needle into his 
main oxygen tube.
Now he was in trouble, for I had holed his tube between the tank and the 
regulatory valve. Oxygen hissed into his suit under unrestrained pressure, 
bypassing the valve. The outer puncture sealed itself, but not the tube; he was 
inflating uncomfortably. He had no recourse but to remove his helmet to relieve 
that pressure, and then I caught his head and jammed my armored finger at a 
buried nerve 'complex under the ear, and he was unconscious. I left him on the 
floor and moved on.
I entered the control room. It was empty. Since the suppressor made all the 
electrical controls inoperative, including the self-destruct system, it was 
pointless for them to man it. I moved on to the captain's office and paused 
again. There was only one entrance to the office, and it would be dangerous to 
use that.
Again the image of a steel ball striking another came to my mind: Open that door 
and trigger a devastating reaction. Captain Brinker was no shrinking violet, 
though she was the true hidden flower. I needed another way.
Quickly I removed my suit. There was air here; the suits were in case the ship 
got holed, or its stalled life-support system was insufficient. There was air at 
the moment, and I would use it.
I set up the empty suit before the office door. Then I stood to the side and 
extended a hand to draw the entry panel aside.
Something thunked into the suit. It fell over. I waited. I knew Captain Brinker 
could not afford to leave the suit there long; it would serve as a signal of her 
presence.
I heard her come out. She wore no suit, either, knowing it interfered with 
nocturnal combat.
I could have knifed her, but I wanted her alive. I went after her bare-handed, 
launching myself in a tackle.
She heard me and moved. I sideswiped her, managing to catch hold of one bare 
arm. I yanked on it, getting her off-balance, and swept at her ankles with my 
foot, using a judo takedown. I had not seen her body in the blackness, but my 
glancing touch had provided me with a suggestion of amazing femininity.
She jumped and swung at me with her free hand. By the way she moved, I knew 
there was a knife in it.
I caught that hand, clasping it with my fingers, squeezing it, seeking leverage 
on the knife. We fell together to the floor, torso to torso, and I confirmed 
that she was not only naked but voluptuous. How had she concealed her sex so 
effectively?
Then I felt the fingers of her hand and realized that her little finger was 
missing. "Spirit!" I whispered.
She froze. "Hope," she responded after a moment.
"I got your message. EMPTY HAND. Where's Brinker?"
The cold metal of the blade of a knife touched my neck. Suddenly I knew where 
Captain Brinker was.
I was trained in combat, but so was Brinker. She had reflexes no other person 
could match, and iron nerve. She had the drop on me with the knife; I knew I 
could not escape it. I had her ship by this time, but she had me. She had sprung 
yet another trap, using my sister to put me off-guard. What a callous ploy that 
was: Spirit, believing I was a pirate raider from a rival ship, could have 
killed me, or I her. Captain Brinker, the bloodless female pirate, didn't care; 
either way, she had her chance.
I held Spirit, savoring her presence after four years, though I had not rescued 
her yet. "What is your offer, Captain?"
"Life for life," she said. "Yours for mine."
"Agreed." And the knife withdrew. I kissed Spirit, then disengaged and got to my 
feet. "You can take your lifeboat out, as I did before."
"Yes. I know you are a man of honor, Hubris."
Honor. Lieutenant Repro had lectured me on it, and increasingly I accepted his 
definition. Truth can be a liar, when incomplete; honor is more than integrity. 
Honor obliged me to follow through on the spirit of the agreement as well as the 
letter. There would be no treachery, no loophole.
"Spirit," I said. "Go get dressed, then stay clear while we deal."
Spirit moved away in the dark, and Captain Brinker did not protest. Brinker knew 
that Spirit had been forfeited as a hostage the moment she was used to decoy me.
"What other deal?" Brinker asked.
"A secret for a secret. Yours for Kife's."
"Agreed." She paused momentarily, knowing that I protected the secret of her sex 
by not even naming it. "Kife offered a Naval vessel for a key you wear. He set 
up the trap; I was to deliver the key. I do not know what the key is for."
"He honored his bargain with you," I said. "He betrayed me, but I caught on. How 
can I reach him?"
"Communications were anonymous. I was to mail the key to Box Q, New Wash, USJ, 
20013."
"Company," Spirit murmured, returning.
"We're done here," I said. I raised my voice. "Navy in charge here. Is the ship 
secure?"
"Secure, Sergeant," one of my men agreed from the control room. He was the one 
Spirit had heard.
"Losses?"
"One, inside. No report from outside."
"Go check. Tell the captain I am releasing the pirate lifeboat; let it go 
without molestation. Turn off the suppressor when satisfied that all is secure."
"Right." He moved off.
"I'll lead; you follow, Spirit," I said. I set out for the Hidden Flower's 
lifeboat, Captain Brinker behind me, Spirit following her.
One of my men guarded the lifeboat access. "Hubris here," I told him in the 
dark. "I have made a deal. I am releasing this pirate to the lifeboat."
My man moved aside, not questioning this. Captain Brinker entered the lifeboat. 
"Perhaps we shall deal again, Hubris," she said.
"Perhaps," I agreed noncommittally.
She closed the hatch. She would not be able to take off until the suppressor 
field stopped, but she was aware of that. The key element of our deal was that 
the lifeboat would not be fired on as it departed.
Then I found Spirit's hand in the dark and drew her in to me. We embraced and 
kissed again like long-lost lovers. She was my closest kin and best friend; now 
my life had shape.
As I held her, noting her newly strange adult body so like that of my older 
sister, Faith, and yet reminiscent of the twelve-year-old child I had left, I 
knew there would be complications to negotiate. I would have to persuade the 
Navy captain to make no protest over my handling of either the traitor or the 
pirate captain. But a successful mission would make his record, too, look 
better. He could spare himself embarrassment by going along, and I rather 
thought he would. Spirit was a more complicated problem. I wanted her with me, 
now and always, but she was a civilian.
A civilian? She had had four years experience aboard a pirate ship! She surely 
knew more about handling a spacecraft than any ordinary person did.
"You are going to join the Navy," I informed her.
"Of course," she agreed, as if there had never been any question. Perhaps this 
was true; she had always had a clear notion where she was going, though she 
generally had not shared her insights with others.
Then the power returned. The lights came on, and we had to separate slightly. 
The lifeboat took off. Things were busy after that.
 
Chapter 4  CHIRON
True to my deal with Sergeant Smith, who was now back up to E6, I put in for 
Officer's Training School and was accepted. I had thought Basic Training was 
bad; this was worse. But I struggled through for several months while my sister 
Spirit breezed through Basic. I emerged an ensign, Ol, the lowest form of 
officer, and she became a private. I continued my training, and so did she, and 
when I was twenty and she seventeen, she, too, went in for officer's training. 
In due course I was a lieutenant j.g., O2, and she was an ensign. One tends to 
think of the distaff as weaker, or at least gentler, but Spirit seemed to get 
through the rigors of training and qualifications, Tail and all, with less 
difficulty than I had.
Now Lieutenant Repro presented me with the next stage of his ambition. "You must 
achieve your own command," he told me. "You must gather within it the most 
capable officers available, so as to make it the best unit in the Navy. But you 
must not let the upper echelons realize how good it is, or they will destroy 
it."
I smiled. "I'm only a junior-grade lieutenant," I reminded him. "It will be 
decades, if ever, before I command anythingand at such time as I do, I'll be 
more interested in wiping out pirates than in forming the perfect concealed 
showcase unit."
"Not so, Hubris," he said. "You are a man of destiny. Your talent is the 
understanding of people. You will be a leader. You will indeed go after the 
piratesonce you have your position."
That interested me. "I have sworn to extirpate piracy from the System," I said. 
"If your ambition aligns with that, I'm with you."
"To abolish the illicit drug trade, it is necessary first to abolish piracy," he 
said. "That is part of my ambition."
I gazed at him. He was an addict, of what particular drug I felt it was not my 
business to know, but it continued to devastate him. He had grown more gaunt in 
the past three years. I had to believe him; he wanted the drug trade stopped. 
But if it stopped, his own supply would be cut off. His motive remained too 
complex for me to fathom.
"Your first target is Lieutenant Commander Phist," he said. "Draw him into your 
orbit. He is the best logistics officer in the Navy."
"How can an O2 lieutenant draw in an O4 commander?"
"You won't stay O2 forever," Repro said. "But he will remain O4 forever, just as 
I will remain O3 forever. You must find a way to snag him before he resigns from 
the Navy."
I was now in charge of a maintenance platoon, doing routine inspections of Navy 
equipment. It was a standby operation, and I had time on my hands. I got to work 
researching Lieutenant Commander Phist.
Gerald Phist was thirty-five years old. He had been a rising logistics officer, 
highly competent, with an impressive number of citations for excellence. It had 
been his job to oversee the Navy's acquisition of supplies and equipment, and he 
had done that well.
Then he had blown the whistle on a billion-dollar cost overrun that was bilking 
the Navy of hard-pressed resources and reducing combat efficiency. But in so 
doing he had stepped on the toes of certain profiteering commercial interests. 
Strings had been pulled, and instead of being rewarded for service to the Navy 
and, indeed, to Jupiter herself, Phist had been passed over for promotion, 
removed from his position, and assigned to irrelevant duties. His Navy career 
was essentially over, because he had done his job too well. He was described as 
a pleasant, handsome, conscientious, and extraordinarily capable man of 
conservative philosophy and absolutely honest; but these qualities, it seemed, 
counted for nothing in this situation.
Lieutenant Repro was right. There was the smell of something rotten in the Navy, 
and Commander Phist was the kind of officer I wanted at my side when the going 
got tough. But how could I, a lowly Hispanic lieutenant, keep Phist in the Navy, 
let alone bring him to me? What miracle did Repro require of me?
I discussed it with Spirit. As a surviving sibling of a devastated family, she 
was permitted to serve in my unit; the Navy did have some slight conscience 
about such things. At seventeen she was a lovely young woman, with luxuriant 
dark hair and a classic figure. Her face was not as striking as Faith's had 
been, partly because of the faint scar tissue from a mishap we had had as 
refugees with a rocket motor, and her left little finger was a stub; but Spirit 
remained a woman of considerable esthetic appeal. Her mind, too, was laser 
swift; she was more intelligent than I, and more incisive. She also had more 
nerve, though It seldom showed overtly.
"I will fetch him for you," she said.
Again I looked at her. My talent has this limitation: It loses effect when my 
own emotions are involved. I could not read my sister. But I knew she was 
capable of things I would hesitate to speculate about. "How?" I asked.
She merely smiled. "Just give me a little time, Hope."
Spirit had always been able to bluff me out, the only person who could do so. 
She was, in a subtle sense, my strength. She would reveal her design to me in 
her own fashion and time. "I don't know whether there's any real meaning in 
Lieutenant Repro's ambition," I said. "He has worked out a slate of ideal 
officers as an intellectual exercise, not necessarily during his lucid periods. 
It may be no more than a pipe dream."
"It's a good dream," she said.
Weeks passed in the normal routine, and the dream faded into the background. In 
the Navy one must live with delays; they are part of the bureaucratic fabric, 
without which it would doubtless fall apart. Every so often I dropped in on 
Sergeant Smith, who was still training recruits; he always grinned as he saluted 
me. I represented a victory for him; he had decided I was officer material, and 
he had been vindicated. He was doing the same with other selected recruits, 
steering them right. I was gratified to have come through for him. Yet so far my 
life as an officer was no more progressive than it had been as an enlisted man. 
Military life, if the truth must be told, is not nearly as dramatic as the 
recruiting posters pretend. Of course, it might be different during a war.
Then I got another vid call from Q. "What price?" the blank screen asked.
"I asked you to show me your power," I said angrily. "You showed me your 
treachery!" I had not followed up on the Box Q lead I had from Brinker, wary of 
another trap; better that QYV did not know what information I had. When he was 
satisfied that I could not locate him, then I would follow up. I had time, and 
my position on QYV was no longer neutral.
"Never trust a pirate," the Q voice said. "Sell it."
"I don't do business with your ilk!"
"Do not force my hand, Hubris. There is more than you know."
"It is an empty hand!" I snapped, and disconnected.
A week later new orders came down: I was to command a platoon in a company of a 
battalion that had been placed on alert status. This meant space duty, possibly 
extended. It would separate me from Spirit.
I had little doubt that QYV had shown me his power again. I was angry, but I had 
no choice; I had to go where assigned.
My platoon was infantry, somewhat surly about being commanded by a Navy officer 
instead of an Army sergeant. It was a conflict that had smoldered for centuries, 
ever since the various military services of Earthly nations had merged with the 
exodus to space. Because ships were essential in space, the Navy dominated; the 
Army had been reduced to enlisted status. The several other military 
branchesAir Force, Marines, National Guard, and suchhad simply faded out. One 
might have supposed that time would have eased the internecine rivalries, but 
that had not been the case.
This would be no pleasant tour. All three platoons were holding GI partiesthat 
is, pointless and savage scouring of their barracksas I arrived, preparatory 
for an inspection. I had never liked inspections; most of them were merely 
makework, unpleasant exercises that irritated the men. My assumption of command 
at this moment was unfortunate; my men would forever associate me with it. I had 
to do something in a hurry to modify that association, or turn it to my 
advantage.
The sergeant in charge snapped to attention as I entered the barracks area. The 
men did not; they were on work detail. "Sir, Sergeant Fuller reporting."
"At ease," I said. "I am Lieutenant Hubris, your new commander." I looked about, 
noting that a good half of the men were dusky in the Hispanic manner. 
Deliberately, I removed my hat and jacket and handed them to the sergeant, 
symbolically stripping myself of my rank. "What chicken shit is this?" I 
inquired loudly in Spanish.
My judgment was correct; half the laboring men paused and looked up, startled. 
The sergeant evidently did not speak Spanish, but he knew something was up. "You 
wish to talk to the men, sir?" he inquired respectfully.
"I do not see any men," I continued in Spanish. "I see a bunch of scrubwomen. 
Did they enlist for this?" I was rolling up my sleeves.
Baffled, the sergeant did not reply. Some of the men were stifling grins. This 
was a good show!
"Well, might as well do my part in this foolishness," I said. I picked up a 
brush, found a spot, and got down on my knees to scrub.
"Sir!" the sergeant protested.
"Hi, soldier, what's your name?" I asked the man next to me.
"Rodriguez, sir," he said, bemused.
"Hope, here. From Halfcal, the hard way. You?"
"Dominant Republic," he said, smiling. "Same planet."
"We're neighbors!" I exclaimed. "We share sunshine."
"Yes, sir. But youan officer?"
"First refugee, then migrant, then enlisted, then officer. Each in its turn. I 
don't know which is worst." I looked down at my brush. "This isn't so bad. Last 
time I was on this detail, I used a toothbrush. The sergeant seemed to think 
that was more effective." There was a general chuckle; they knew about 
toothbrushes, and about sergeants.
"Sir," the sergeant said worriedly. "Commander Hastings"
"Ooops! Have to put on the monkey suit," I said. "Forgive me, neighbor; it's 
guard-duty time." I scrambled up and dived into my jacket and hat.
"Loco!" someone muttered admiringly.
When the martinet arrived, I was pretty much in order. The sergeant looked as if 
he had swallowed a scrub brush, and the men were scrubbing savagely. I had soap 
spots on my knees.
Lieutenant Commander Hastings glanced at the scene. "You seem to have a knack 
for discipline, Hubris," he remarked.
"They're good men, sir," I said, straight-faced, in English.
Someone coughed.
This platoon was mine.
 
Next day the Cannon Dust weighed anchor and cast off from her mooring at the 
pier. Since the pier was a rotating cylinder, this sent the ship moving away 
from Leda at approximately thirty-two feet per second. When she had suitable 
separation, she oriented and cut in her main drive. Naval vessels seldom 
bothered with gravity shields; those were too slow.
Perhaps I should mention one technical aspect: The Navy uses the most effective 
mode of propulsion, which is the CT drive. CT, of course, stands for 
contra-terrene matter, which might be described as the mirror image of normal 
matter. CT atoms have negatively charged nuclei surrounded by positrons, so 
their charges are opposite to those of normal matter. When CT encounters normal 
matter, the result is total conversion to energy, the most potent explosion 
known. I am not a physicist so can't go into detail, but in general the drive 
consists of a magnetic chamber in which a rod of CT encounters a rod of normal 
matter, at a controlled rate, with the resulting energy directed to the rear of 
the ship. In short, one savagely powerful propulsive jet. The CT is fashioned in 
isolated space laboratories in which gravity shielding is employed to generate 
controlled black-hole conditions that allow manipulation of fundamental matter 
in a manner not possible otherwise. Blocks of CT substance are handled and 
stored magnetically, so that they never touch normal matter until the proper 
time. Only small amounts of CT fuel are kept on any given ship, to militate 
against unfortunate accidents, but a small amount of CT goes far. The power of 
the acceleration of a given ship is determined not by limitation of the fuel but 
by the capacity of the ship to withstand the rigors of high gee. I trust this 
makes this aspect clear; the average man prefers not to think too much about CT.
This was the comfortable part of the voyage. We accelerated at gee for almost a 
full day, to almost two million miles per hour. Of course, this was a largely 
misleading figure in space. What it meant was that in just under two days at 
this velocity we could travel one Astronomical Unit; that is, the distance from 
the sun to the planet Earth. Our Earthly heritage remains with us in a number of 
incidental and archaic ways, but actually the AU is a fairly useful measurement 
for Solar System distances. Jupiter is just over five AU from the sun, and 
Saturn nine and a half, and Uranus nineteen. That did not mean that we could 
travel to Saturn in nine days, assuming we wanted to; Saturn was not aligned 
with Jupiter at the moment, so we would have to cross a fair secant to reach it. 
But it provides a notion of the scale.
As it turned out, it was no planet we traveled to. When Commander Hastings 
briefed the officers on our mission, it turned out to be the planetoid Chiron. 
Chiron is a tiny body about 150 miles in diameter, orbiting elliptically between 
Saturn and Uranus; in due course it intersects the orbits of each. It was 
colonized by both major planets and has had a savage history, as the 
representatives of each planet tried to assume full control. Violence was 
flaring again, and we were going there as part of a temporary United Planets 
peacekeeping force. This was supposed to be a routine operation, no actual 
combat, but in that volatile region, we had to be prepared for anything.
We traveled for a week in free-fall before spinning the ship for the remaining 
part of the month. Cmdr. Hastings believed that it was good discipline to endure 
the rigors of null gee. Cmdr. Hastings was a polished nugget of chicken manure; 
all agreed on that. We had frequent free-fall drills. We were, as I put it in 
Spanish (never in English!), the Chicken Express. By the time we went into 
deceleration, my men were ready for the kill, and Commander Hastings was the 
leading candidate for the chicken ax. I kept them in line largely because of my 
talent and my Hispanic identity; I spotted the potential troublemakers early and 
persuaded them to keep the lid on. It was effective; I was, I discovered, an 
excellent leader of men. I was an officer and they were enlisted men, but we 
came to understand each other well enough and we had mutual respect. I made 
things as easy for them as I could; I could not do much, but I knew they 
appreciated the effort.
We also had indoctrination on our destination. It was my duty to absorb the 
often tedious detail of the holo tapes and digest it so that I could make it 
palatable, or at least intelligible to my men. Chiron was named after a famous 
centaur, the wisest of the herd. Indeed, the planetoid was shaped vaguely like 
that mythical creature, with a torso 60 miles in diameter and 140 miles long to 
the tip of the extended tail. This is what the "about 150-mile diameter" 
translated to. Its present population was about 600,000 people, four-fifths of 
them Uranian and one-fifth of them Saturnian. It had been under Saturnian 
domination for three centuries despite its Uranian majority; then when it swung 
close to Uranus it had been taken over by the empire of Titania, the Uranian 
moon, and held for another century. There had been a number of petitions for 
"enosis" or political amalgamation with the Uranian system. When this was 
denied, there were riots. Ninety-five percent of the Uranian-derived population 
wanted that unification with the mother planet. At last Chiron had been granted 
independence, but still the problems erupted, with the Saturnian minority 
insisting on partition, since they believed they were suffering discrimination. 
A terrorist campaign had started, and at one point there had almost been war 
between the parent cultures on Uranus and Saturn. Now the interplanetary peace 
force was supposed to cool things off.
I rephrased all this for my men, delivering summaries in English and Spanish. 
"Those people probably feel about the way we do," I concluded, "after a month in 
space tasting chicken. All we want to do is get back to base and unify with our 
regular women: enosis." That brought on an approving laugh, for the men were 
sick of the all-male condition of this mission, and of the long lines for the 
inadequate Company Tail. They knew that the officers were little better off in 
this respect; there was only one O-girl. She was less busy than the E-girls but 
also offered less variety. Things were rough all over.
The nominal entertainment facilities received heavy use, too. There were no 
feelies here, because Commander Chicken (surely Satan reserved a red-hot 
pitchfork for his posterior!) believed them to be effete, or worse: fun. But 
there were boxing gloves, pugil sticks, and an in-ship obstacle-course 
racetrack. I shed my jacket when I could and played table tennis, chess, and 
pool with my men. I was not expert in any of these, but I made it a point to be 
an excellent loser. While I played, I talked with them, getting to know them 
better, and I encouraged positive interaction among them. This did not mean I 
tolerated indiscipline; I knew better than that. When I donned my silver bars, I 
meant business, and this was quickly apparent. No one, I knew, respected an easy 
officer. I had discovered this the hard way as an enlisted man, from Sergeant 
Smith. Tough but fairwhen it counted.
And so we arrived, ready for trouble. Chiron looked like a narrow punching bag, 
with its extended tail. It was a planet, for it orbited the sun, no bigger than 
a moonlet, as perhaps it had once been or would in future be. It was well domed, 
the domes spinning in the manner of Hidalgo's or Leda's, generating the 
necessary internal gee. This was the only way for these tiny bodies; they lacked 
the mass to have enough natural gravity for gravity-shielding to concentrate 
effectively. Actually there is nothing wrong with spin-gee, for ship or for 
planetoid. It's just less even.
We docked near the ships from other regions. I recognized the emblems of several 
Uranian nations; they must have been summoned before us, since they had a longer 
voyage here. At present, as I understood it, Chiron was about the same distance 
from Saturn and Uranus, which was one reason for the current strife; neither 
side had a clear legal or geographical advantage.
We did not go on peacekeeping duty immediately; first we were treated to the 
standard background briefing, which repeated much of what we had already 
learned. Greek and Turkish were the official languages here; fortunately the 
long involvement of Titania had made English a language most Chironiotes 
comprehended. We would be able to get along.
For me and most of my men, the cultures of this planetoid were equally opaque; 
neither was remotely Hispanic. I instructed my men to avoid trouble whenever 
possible and to stay away from the local women until some were inspected and 
cleared for free-lance Tail subcontracting. I reminded them that though venereal 
disease did not exist in the Jupiter region, other planets had different 
standards, and infection was possible. "Herpes," I said firmly, "is 
line-of-duty-NO."
We were assigned a segment in one of the Greek-Chironiote domes. My three 
sections were to take three eight-hour shifts, covering our beat around the 
clock. I would be keeping an eye on all three shifts, of course.
This seemed routine, but I was wary; something about it didn't feel right. For 
one thing, QYV had evidently pulled another string to put me into this mission, 
replacing the lieutenant originally supposed to go. Maybe QYV was just trying to 
unsettle me, but maybe he had more in mind. I had foiled him when I recovered my 
sister; he might scheme more carefully this time. I worried peripherally about 
Juana and about Spirit, though I knew they could take care of themselves. It was 
the key I carried that QYV was after, not any of my associates.
Our first day on duty went without trouble. The Chironiotes were tolerant of our 
presence, and even friendly; they knew we were here on invitation, not as 
invaders, and they did not seem to want further bloodshed. In fact, they offered 
my men little gifts, which was a problem because we were not supposed to accept 
gratuities, but we realized that to decline might be to give offense. We solved 
that by giving back little gifts of our own, so that it became an exchange. We 
had little packets of Spanish candy, Toron, sealed in aluminum so there could be 
no question of contamination, and they liked these. It was the principle that 
was important: We were not taking without giving, and we were not being aloof.
Trouble came so suddenly and personally that it almost caught me off guard. I 
was walking through a shopping district, on the way from one station to another, 
admiring the olives, melons, grapes, and citrus fruits the local farm-domes 
produced, when I turned and saw a striking woman smiling up at me. "Will you 
come with me, officer?" she asked in accented English, giving a little shake to 
her low-slung dcolletage.
"Thank you, no," I said politely. "I am a member of the United Planets peace 
force. We are not permitted to mingle." That was, of course, a euphemism. We 
were encouraged to mingle socially, but not sexually, and she was evidently of 
the latter type. Her garb and manner were like commercial advertisements.
"But, officer, I insist," she said, taking my left arm firmly.
This was a more forward approach than I had anticipated. I pulled away from her. 
"I regretno."
She leaned into me. "Note the men on either side; they are armed," she murmured. 
"Do not embarrass us with a scene. We only wish to talk."
I glanced to right and left. Two men boxed me in, and each turned back a lapel 
to reveal the glint of steel. Firearms and other powered weapons were forbidden 
here, because of the social unrest and vulnerability of the domes to damage, but 
knives existed.
I had been trained to deal with knife attacks. I was sure I could handle these 
two men and get away. But I paused, for I did not want to make the scene the 
woman urged me to avoid; it would reflect adversely on my unit. An officer 
brawling? Some example! Also, I was curious what they wanted; this did not seem 
to be ordinary mischief. So I touched my alert button, signaling my platoon 
sergeant.
The woman saw my motion and snatched away my communicator and dropped it to the 
floor and stepped on it. That would prevent my sergeant from tuning in on me. 
Then the armed men took my arms and hustled me into a nearby building. I did not 
resist.
The woman preceded me up an ancient-fashioned flight of stairs and through a 
solid fiber doorway. I felt the gee easing with the elevation; that's a 
consequence of spin-gee. The door was simulated wood; there was no genuine wood 
here, as Chiron was too far out from the sun to farm trees effectively, though a 
few eucalyptus trees were grown for symbolic purpose. But woodlike fibers were 
manufactured and used freely, and so this was very like a wooden room.
I stepped into it, then reached back almost casually as if about to scratch 
myself and caught hold of the knife the man to my right had shown me. I whirled, 
assuming a knife fighter's stance, facing the second man. He had had to fall 
back, to follow his companion through the doorway, and was at a momentary 
disadvantage. "Stand aside," I told him.
Foolishly, he went for his own knife. I knew better than to bluff; I slashed at 
his moving arm, laying it open. Then, as the blood welled out, I caught the door 
with one foot and slammed it in his face.
This had taken but a moment. Now I faced the disarmed man, my knife poised. 
"Balk, and I attack," I said. He now knew how fast and sure I was with a blade. 
"What did you want with me?"
"You forgot to protect your rear, officer," the woman said.
I whirled again and found myself facing a rapier. I had indeed been foolish! My 
knife was no match for such a weapon, if competently wielded, and I saw quickly 
that this one was. The woman was more than a decoy; she was the main agent of my 
abduction. She stood before a green divan, poised.
My back was now to the disarmed man. He took this seeming opportunity to grab 
for me. That was his mistake. I had not neglected my rear a second time. I 
reached over my own right shoulder to catch his right lapel with my left hand, 
and hauled him around me in a judo wraparound throw. I never let go of the knife 
in my right hand. Few people untrained in martial art comprehend the devastating 
nature of a properly executed wraparound throw. He landed hard before me, 
half-stunned and under my control. Now I had a human shield. "What did you want 
with me?" I repeated, touching the point of my knife to his neck just behind the 
right ear.
"The key," the woman said, evidently not unduly alarmed by the threat to her 
henchman. I was using my talent now, studying her; I knew she was irritated but 
not afraid. I should have focused on her before; I had been careless in that 
respect, too. We learn the costs of our carelessness the hard way!
Suddenly it fell into place. "Kife," I said.
She nodded. "Turn over the key and go unharmed. The key is all we want."
"How do you know I have it with me?"
"Your belongings have been rayed," she said. "It is not there. It has to be on 
you."
I stalled. "Why do you want it?"
"It is Kife's property. Yield it and be free."
I sensed that she was bluffing, in part. I counterbluffed. "Tell me what is so 
important about that key, and I will spare his life." I nudged my blade against 
the henchman's neck so that he flinched.
"I could run you through," she said, her rapier point aiming at my face.
"Then you had better do it quickly." I dug in with the knife, drawing blood.
"Wait!" she cried.
I paused, knowing I had figured her correctly. She could kill me while I killed 
her henchman, but that was not an exchange she wanted to make. It was not that 
she cared for the henchman; she did not want to kill me.
"The key opens a particular lock," she said. "No other key fits."
She was lying. "I'll make a copy for you," I said. "The original key has a 
sentimental value for me." It did indeed; it was my only physical relic of the 
woman I had loved.
"We must have the original," she said. "It is not the physical key; that's only 
for appearance. There is a unique magnetic pattern that is the actual key."
Now she was telling the truth. "So it's a magnetic key," I said. "What does it 
unlock?"
"This is Chiron, the Key," she said. "The symbol for Chiron is a key."
"Very nice alignment," I agreed. "Kife seeks to fetch a key at the key. But you 
haven't answered my question."
She hesitated. "I don't have full information."
"But you have more than you have told me," I countered.
She smiled, deciding on another course. "Let the man go, and you and I will talk 
without weapons."
That was an improvement. I stepped back from the henchman, knowing he was no 
good as a hostage, anyway.
"Leave," the woman told him. The man scrambled to his feet and went out the 
door, closing it behind him.
The woman put her rapier on the floor and stepped away from it. I set my knife 
down similarly. I knew she did not intend violence. I didn't trust her; I 
trusted my reading of her motive.
She walked to the divan. "Sit, and we shall talk."
I had something she wanted, but she also had something I wanted. Obviously she 
wished to obtain the key without killing or hurting me, so that there would be 
no wider attention called to this matter, while I wanted to know the full nature 
of the key and of QYV. I was willing to play the game of seduction, to learn 
what she knew. Up to a point. I joined her. "What does the key unlock?" I 
repeated.
She adjusted her dcolletage to show more cleavage. I almost smiled at so 
obvious a ploy. But when she leaned forward, I had to concede that she had a lot 
to show. "Do you understand cryptography?"
I was aware that this was relevant. I looked where I was supposed to look but 
did not let the view distract me in the manner intended. I always appreciate the 
female form, but at the moment I was far more interested in the key. "Very 
little."
"For centuries man has labored to develop an unbreakable code for private 
messages," she said. "The closest we have come is computer-assisted. The 
elements of the message are converted to numbers, and the numbers are scrambled 
according to a special pattern. We call it encryption. Only a person with that 
special scrambling pattern can decode the message."
It began to make sense. "And this key's magnetic pattern is the key for a 
particular message."
"A vitally important message," she agreed. "I don't know what that message is, 
but Kife must have it."
"But that message is years old now!" I protested.
"It remains vital." And I knew that she was telling the truth, as she knew it. 
She held out her hand. "Now the key."
"We agreed to talk, not to exchange the key," I said.
"True," she agreed. "But the key is of no use to you. Will you sell it to me?"
"What price?" I had no intention of selling it but was curious about the 
monetary value QYV placed on it.
She made a negligent gesture. "Money is of no account. Name a figure."
Something rang phony. Again I had a vision of a steel ball striking a line of 
balls with no ball rebounding. Why should money be of no account? Because they 
had unlimited funds, or because I would not be permitted to live to enjoy the 
money? As a military man I had no use for any large illicit windfall, anyway; it 
could only prejudice my career. "You can offer better than that."
She smiled. "You are cunning, officer. I, too, am available, if that is your 
desire." She touched the rounded hollow between her breasts. She had been doing 
her best to make it my desire, and certainly her anatomy put that of the ship's 
Tail to shame. QYV could afford the best in bodies.
"We do not mix with the local women," I said. "However much we might like to. I 
think you have something of greater value to me."
"Your life," she said.
"I don't think you mean to kill me. You had the chance before, and to take the 
key from my body."
"It is better to bargain than to kill."
She was to one side of the truth again. "Let me conjecture: Kife is not sure the 
key I carry is the original. I have had opportunity to hide the original or to 
give it to someone else, and I have had prior warning of Kife's methods. If you 
kill me, then discover the key I carry is a duplicate, you have lost your 
mission or at least walked into another extended search for the original. That 
key is worth more to you than my life or my death, and my death would bring 
suspicion on you. The Jupiter Navy is implacable in the investigation of the 
murder of one of its officers, and Chiron is a sensitive assignment; such an 
investigation would surely expose your activity here. So you want the keyand my 
silenceand my life is safe until you have verified the key's authenticity, 
which is not something you can do soon."
She smiled again, more warmly. "I grow to like you, officer. Your conjecture is 
correct. I must deliver the key to my superior and wait for confirmation. If I 
myself were to discover the nature of its message, my life would be forfeit. We 
thought to take the key from you and let you go, since you do not know its 
message either. Thereafter we have no further interest in you."
"So you never planned to kill me. In what sense, then, are you offering me my 
life in exchange for the key?"
"There is danger to you not of our making. We can get you removed from this 
situation before that threat materializes."
QYV had put me on this mission; he could probably take me from it. He could move 
me about like a pawn on a chessboard, but he could not conveniently get my key. 
I did not like the smell of this. "No deal. I'll take my chances."
She sighed. "Then we must take the key by force."
"Then I must escape by force," I said.
"We have overpowering force available."
She was bluffing. "So do I, when my sergeant zeroes in on the region of my 
disappearance. Shall we set some guidelines for our encounter, so as not to 
generate an interplanetary incident?"
She smiled again, genuinely appreciative. "You amaze me, officer. I wish you 
were on my team. What do you have in mind?"
"First, no bloodshed. Bare-handed, action ceasing when opponent yields or loses 
consciousness, and the defeated party retires from the fray. By bare-handed I 
mean no power weapons, pacifiers, blades, or chemicals. Second, no telling. If 
you win, you will take the key and return me to my unit with no word of what 
really happened; if I win, I will not turn you in or make any report. This is a 
private contest. Third, no future action on Chiron either way; now decides the 
issue."
She considered. "Let me consult." She rose and went to the door. There was a 
murmured exchange. Then she returned and settled herself again. "It is agreed. A 
mock conflict. Bare-handed, bloodless, silent, and no further issue. Escape this 
building with the key and you are free; otherwise, it is ours. If we prevail and 
the key is false, you will guide us to the real one."
"Say when," I said.
She gave me a direct look. "When."
I launched myself at her from a sitting position, but she was already moving. 
Her legs came up to fend me off. I caught her left ankle and shoved it aside, 
but her right leg slid past on my other side, and suddenly she had me in a 
scissor hold about the waist. I had thought she would try to flee the couch, to 
alert her associates; instead, she was trying to pin me there, and she had 
strong legs. Women may be weaker than men above the waist, but not below. I had 
miscalculated because I could not use my talent to interpret her training; her 
reflexes were largely automatic, not subject to conscious planning. She had 
countered my motion reflexively, and so had caught me. I tried to lean forward, 
to get a choke hold on her, but she squeezed me tightly and held me back so I 
had no leverage. I grasped a handful of her upper dress, to haul her in to me, 
but it ripped away. No purchase there!
Well, there were other ways. I could have dumped us both on the floor, but the 
thud would have alerted her henchmen that the engagement was on, and they would 
have rushed in to overpower me while she pinned me with the scissors. Our 
silence was literal; she did not scream for help. I realized that she was 
enjoying the challenge of this combat; she was a very physical woman and wanted 
to do this job herself. If our struggle should lead to seduction, she would not 
object.
I took another handful of dress and ripped it away, exposing her low-cut halter 
beneath. Then I ripped that away, leaving her bare above the waist. She had 
reason to be proud of her body! Still, she did not scream, but continued to 
squeeze me unmercifully in her scissor hold. That hurt physically, despite my 
conditioning. I had to break her grip, and I did not want to strike her. Even in 
this combat I retained a certain diffidence about violence toward a beautiful 
woman, as perhaps she knew.
I put my hands to the nether portion of her dress and ripped that away. Soon I 
had her entirely naked, but still she did not relinquish her grip on my waist. I 
considered ramming my hand into an intimate place, but knew that would not make 
her let go; she was too close to victory to give in because of pain or 
indignity.
I reached suddenly for her face, and when she batted my arm aside with her 
forearm I caught that and hauled it in to me. She fought me savagely, but my 
strength was superior, and I got hold of her long black hair and used it to draw 
her head close. Now I was able to move to a so-called "naked strangle," perhaps 
appropriate for this occasion. One forearm was behind her, my fist anchored in 
her hair, my other forearm levering into the side of her neck, squeezing the 
buried carotid artery. This would not render her unconscious quickly, as the 
artery on the other side of her neck still conveyed blood to her brain, but I 
could make the hold extremely uncomfortable.
She relaxed her scissors grip and spun out of my strangle. But I caught her in 
another, this time from behind, and this one was secure, and it put pressure on 
both carotids. She had played into my hands.
I did not try to put her out. "You are my shield," I murmured in her ear. "We 
shall march outside together."
"My men will grab you, anyway," she gasped. "I'll tell them to!"
"We'll see." I marched her to the door. "Stand back!" I called. "I have your 
leader hostage, and she'll be the first to suffer." Then, to her: "Stop trying 
to pull at my arms, and open that door. We're about to test your men."
Confident that I was now playing into her hands, she did so. The door opened, 
and there was a henchman ready to spring.
His eyes widened as he saw the naked, buxom form of his leader. Obviously she 
was no common man's sexual plaything, and he had never been presented with this 
particular view before. He stepped back.
"You see, no bluff," I said, following him. "I have her in pain; she will not 
tell you to free her."
The woman tried to do just that, but now I was attuned to her physical 
reactions, and I tightened up my strangle into a choke just as she started to 
speak, so that only a gasp emerged. It must have seemed to be a sufficient 
confirmation of my threat, for the man retreated farther. A choke hold can be 
impressive; the victim's veins swell in the head, and eyes protrude, because of 
the blockage of flow from the jugular vein, though this is neither as painful 
nor as incapacitating as the less-obvious pressure on the carotids. And, of 
course, the victim's breath is restricted; that's no fun at all.
"Lead the way downstairs," I told him. "With your companion."
The man hesitated, and his companion did not appear. I figured the missing man 
was lurking in ambush, waiting for me to pass. I also figured there were only 
two of them; the woman had been bluffing when she mentioned "overwhelming 
force." Had she really had it, she would not have bargained with me; she would 
have used that force immediately.
"Now!" I snapped with authority, and I eased up on my choke while kneeing the 
woman in the rear. She had a plush posterior; I half-regretted having to treat 
it this way. She made an involuntary screech, caught by surprise. That was 
exactly what I wanted.
The second man appeared from an alcove down the hall. "That's all of you?" I 
asked, making sure.
They exchanged a glance. "No," the nearer one confessed. He was lying.
I propelled the woman forward. She didn't even struggle. If there was one thing 
I had learned well in the course of my Basic and officer's training, it was how 
to apply a submission hold. I had mastered a number, ranging from 
finger-breakers to potentially lethal nerve grips, assuming such proficiency 
would be usefulan assumption now confirmed. My present neck hold was a 
compromise, maintaining the subject in a suitable state of consciousness without 
permitting her freedom of speech or resistance; I could put her out in seconds 
if I had to. Control is all important, not mere power. There is something very 
persuasive about pressure on the windpipe; the victim knows that struggle will 
only make it worse.
The two moved down the stairs, helpless before my certainty. Each time they 
paused, I nudged the woman's bare bottom with my knee, she obligingly squeaked, 
and the men moved with alacrity.
It was, after all, that simple. We made it down and out the door and into the 
crowded street. "Get back inside," I told the men, and they did.
Then I released the woman slowly, so I could tighten up if she tried to attack 
me, and so she could recover her wind and poise. There was a mark on her neck 
where my forearm had pressed so cruelly. "I believe I have won the round," I 
said.
She took a moment to rub her neck and get her bearings. "Conceded, officer," she 
agreed hoarsely. She touched her behind where I had kneed it. "I trust you 
enjoyed our contact."
"Indeed," I agreed. "I regret it could not have been more intimate."
"It could have been; why do you think I didn't scream?" She leaned close and 
kissed me on the mouth. Then she turned and reentered the house.
There was applause from the crowd that had instantly gathered. I made a little 
bow, adjusted my clothing, and went on my way.
I completed my inspection of my unit, then retired to my office in the ship to 
ponder. I believed the agent of QYV would keep her word; I did not know her name 
but had gotten to know her well enough to know she was dealing honestly in her 
fashion. My key was safe from molestation while I remained on Chiron. But there 
were two other matters.
First, this showed that QYV was going to keep trying to acquire the key. I would 
have to take better measures to protect itand myself. In fact, I might have to 
deal directly with QYV. I had his Jupiter address; perhaps it had been a mistake 
not to follow that up.
Second, there had been that reference to trouble on Chiron, not of QYV's making. 
It sounded serious. This was a place where violence could break out at any time. 
Something must be in the offingsomething bloody. I had better do something 
about it.
I followed the book. I went to my supervisor, the Company Commander, Lieutenant 
Commander Hastings, the martinet. He was not pleased to have me intrude on his 
time. I wasn't sure what he did all day, as little evidence of it filtered down 
to the units. But he had to see me when I put in the request, by military 
protocol. "What is it, Hubris?" he snapped.
I was aware that, among things, he didn't like Hispanics, and therefore held me 
in automatic contempt. Prejudice does exist in the Jupiter Navy, as elsewhere, 
but I had long since learned to live with it and often to turn it to my 
advantage. I was much closer to the men of my platoon than I would have been if 
I had been Saxon. I was also helped by the fact that I had come up through the 
enlisted ranks. Hastings had not; he was an Academy graduate and exemplified the 
liabilities of that. The best and the worst were Academy, because of that lack 
of leavening.
"Sir, I suspect that serious trouble is brewing," I said carefully. "Perhaps a 
deliberate program of mischief by terrorist revolutionaries. We should take 
special measures to"
"You suspect, Lieutenant?" he demanded nastily. "On what evidence?"
I could not give my source; that was part of my deal with the QYV agent-woman, 
she of the delicious bottom. "It is just something I heard, sir. A passing 
reference to"
"Are you an expert in Intelligence, Hubris?"
"No, sir. But it is wise to pay attention to"
"It is wise to confine yourself to your area of expertise, Hubris. Perhaps you 
should return to scrubbing floors with the grunts."
I made one more attempt. "Sir, I feel a report should be made, and a warning 
issued"
"Forget it, Hubris! Leave policy to those whose concern it is."
So much for that. I had received the anticipated response. "Yes, sir." I saluted 
and turned away. He didn't bother to return the salute.
I had played it by the book. There would be a recording of my suggestion, 
putting me on record to that extent. Now I had to put my own program into 
effect, for I had no intention of being a scapegoat. I also had no intention of 
getting myself killed, or of allowing disaster to strike my unit through any 
neglect of mine.
My options were limited since my superior had rejected my petition. I could not 
take any official action. But I did act unofficially. I informed my platoon 
sergeant that I had gone to Commander Hastings with my concern about a possible 
outbreak of violence and had been put in my place. "I do not necessarily regard 
this as a private matter," I concluded.
"Yes, sir," he said. I had just provided him with some hot gossip, and signaled 
that he could spread it freely. In fact, I had hinted that he should do so. He 
was one Saxon who had quickly learned how to get along with a Hispanic officer.
"Inform the men that I will be available for personal dialogue in the rec room," 
I said. That meant that my enlisted men could come and talk to me informally.
News travels at close to C (lightspeed) in a unit. I had hardly sat down at a 
table and set up the dominoes before several of my Hispanic troops appeared. 
"Sir," one said in Spanish. "What are you up to this time?"
"I am up to nothing," I replied innocently in the same language. "I have been 
instructed to leave significant matters to those equipped to comprehend them, 
and to concentrate on my floor-scrubbing. I would not presume to do otherwise."
They grinned knowingly. "Everyone knows how stupid Hispanics are," one said. 
"Scrubbing is all they understand."
"Only a very stupid man would believe that a program of riot and possibly 
assassination could be in the offing," I agreed. "Or that interplanetary 
peace-force troops and officers could be the target. Far better to scrub 
floors!"
The grins faded. "What do we do, siroff the record?"
"I believe we should try to ingratiate ourselves further with the natives," I 
said. "To treat them well and try to get to know them as friends. Entertain 
their children. Study their cultures. Listen to their concerns with real 
interest and help to what extent we can, as fast as we can."
"But we are not supposed to get social with them!"
"No sex with their women," I said. "But other favors, other forms of social 
interaction are permitted. Off-duty personnel should be friendly, like brothers. 
We want them to like us." I paused. "And if any of them mention things in 
confidence, such as the secret movement of weapons, we must protect their 
secret. We must never betray them in any way. But I want to know, off the 
record, immediately."
Now they understood. "Spy work," one said.
"Social work," I clarified. "Commander Chicken has forbidden spy work to 
floor-scrubbers. But we want the local Chironiotes to be concerned if anything 
should threaten us."
"You really think something might, sir?"
I nodded grimly. "My evidence is thin, but I am very much afraid it might. We 
need to be careful."
"We shall spread the word, sir."
"I realize this is not very dramatic," I said. "But it's all I can think of. I'm 
not expert in intrigue. Let's hope my concern is groundless."
"Yes, sir." They departed, ready to spread the word.
Naturally, for a week thereafter, things were perfectly quiet on Chiron. But my 
men, showing more faith in me than I felt in myself, labored diligently to be 
Good Guys. They found a number of ways. They arranged little parties for the 
children, giving out token prizes and singing songs. They helped old ladies do 
their shopping. They even filled in for ill men, doing work in their off-duty 
hours. They chipped in to help a poor family make an overdue payment on a 
mortgage. They spread cheer.
News of this foolishness spread through the other units. Jokes abounded. We were 
the loco platoon. But my men merely shrugged and continued. They had never tried 
being Nice Guys this way before, and they found they liked it. And the natives, 
originally diffident or even covertly hostile, became friendly very quickly. 
They began inviting favored soldiers to meals and parties. All it took was our 
genuine effort to relate.
Ten days after my alert, one of my men brought me a slip of paper. "A little 
Greek boy," he said almost apologetically. "I helped him carve a sailboat. He 
gave me this. Sir, I don't know if it means anything"
I unfolded the paper. One word was crudely printed on it in Spanish: hoy.
"Did the child speak Spanish?" I asked.
"No, sir."
The word was today. Innocent, by itself; it could mean anything. "We'll find 
out," I said. "We must continue as usual, so as not to betray our informant. But 
watch it, and be ready."
"Yes, sir," he said doubtfully, perhaps thinking I was being kind to take the 
note seriously. Perhaps I was.
We proceeded as usual, though the word spread throughout my unit and no one 
slept. Nothing happened.
But during the night shift, most of hell tore loose.
Firearms were forbidden in the domes because of the danger they posed to the 
environment. One small hole in the seal meant a pressure leak, and a large hole 
could mean explosive decompression. A city of a hundred thousand people could be 
suffocated in seconds. But now there was the sound of guns firing.
I knew when I heard the first shot that this was serious. "Full alert, all 
shifts!" I barked into the unit intercom. "Double the present duty shift. The 
rest form a section with meHispanic." Because neither the Greeks nor the Turks 
understood Spanish well; it was a code language.
My sergeant saw to the disposition of men. I took my Hispanic squadten men and 
a corporaldirectly toward the sound of shooting.
Men were in the streets, tough-looking Greeks, but they were not rioting. 
"Lieutenant," one called as I approached. "Do not go abroad."
"It is my duty to keep order," I said, pausing.
"There is no disturbance," he said. "See, our streets are quiet."
"Yes? But there is gunfire in the next section."
"Lieutenant, you have been good to us. We forbade the terrorists to come here. 
But in the other sections you are not safe."
So my policy had paid off! These were our friends. But I couldn't stand idly by 
while a riot or insurrection proceeded. "I have a job to do."
"Pleaseyou do not understand. Foreign officers are being executed!"
"Then I must get there immediately!" I broke into a run, my squad double-timing 
behind me.
The Greeks kept pace. "Lieutenant, you force our hand! We do not wish harm to 
come to you!"
"I'm sorry," I said. "I am here to keep the peace. I must do it. Please return 
to your homes."
"No. We must come with you. There is great danger!"
I sensed the mood of these people. They knew more than they were telling, but 
they were uncertain. They had assumed that I would stay at my post and not 
interfere with what occurred elsewhere. Ordinarily, I would have. "Come if you 
wish, but do not interfere with my men."
We jogged to the next section. I saw I was already too late; two uniformed men 
lay in blood. A wild-looking Greek stood over them, waving a pistol, haranguing 
the crowd in Greek. Here was a terrorist leader!
"Halt!" I cried. "You are under arrest!"
The terrorist whirled, bringing his gun to bear. I carried only my billy club, 
and my men were no better off. We had been keeping the peace without power 
weapons, not even stunners. I realized that I had indeed been foolish to charge 
here, knowing we would face firearms. My life might well be forfeit. Yet this 
policy had been necessary to assure the folk of our region that we were 
basically men of peace.
The terrorist aimed at me. I threw myself to the side. "Take cover!" I yelled.
Then something flew through the air and struck the terrorist in the chest. He 
cried out and staggered and fell. The handle of a knife protruded from his body. 
I knew one of the Greeks from my sector had thrown it, for my men did not carry 
knives on duty either, here.
I reached the bodies. One was a corporal, part of the office staff of our 
company. He was dead; he had been shot through the head. The other was 
Lieutenant Commander Hastings. He was dead, too.
I faced the Greeks. "The other officers?"
"I fear all are dead," the Greek leader said. "The terrorists, the leaders"
"Well, I'm not dead!" I snapped. "Until I verify who survives, I'm assuming 
charge of this sector. I hereby declare martial law. All citizens will confine 
themselves to their homes until further notice. Only international troops will 
remain on the streets. Any Greek found abroad fifteen minutes from now will be 
subject to immediate arrest."
The Greeks exchanged glances. "Yes, sir." They dispersed.
It would have been awkward if they had balked! But they trusted me, and my 
decisiveness. I turned to my corporal. "Take five men," I said in Spanish. 
"Check the whereabouts and condition of all company officers and NCO's, and 
report to me at my office in the ship. Be on guard against gunfire."
"Yes, sir!" Quickly he chose five, and hurried away.
I picked up the fallen pistol, checked it, and tucked it into my belt. "Now we 
return to the ship," I said to the five remaining men. "Form a cordon around me; 
I believe I am now the prime terrorist target."
They did, and we proceeded to the ship without further event. We heard distant 
shots but none in this region.
At the ship I used the intercom to clarify that one officer survived: Commander 
Waterman. He had barricaded himself in his office instead of going out on the 
street. He was, in fact, a coward. He had done nothing to stop the violence.
I went to his office, and he let me in. "Commander, I believe all the other 
officers of the battalion have been assassinated," I said briskly. "I suggest 
you appoint me Battalion Executive Officer and let me carry on from there."
He stared at me, trying to fathom my motive, so I spelled it out for him. 
"Commander, when I was fifteen I saw my father and friends slaughtered by 
pirates, and my sister raped. I swore vengeance and have been taking it. I had 
more blood on my hands before I entered the Navy than most careerists ever see. 
These terrorists are in the same class as pirates. I can handle this; it's not 
new to me, it doesn't touch me the way it does others." Actually, I never liked 
killing, but I had learned to function amidst it. "But I need authority to act. 
I'm not trying to usurp your authority; I'm trying to salvage the situation. 
Support me, and I will support you."
Waterman considered. He remained severely shaken, but now he realized how his 
inaction would be interpreted. "Scuttlebutt has it you forced an officer to 
retirewhen you were a sergeant."
"There was no blemish on his record, sir."
"I retire in ten months."
"Retire with honor, sir."
He nodded. We had an understanding. Even in an institution as wedded to 
spelled-out formality as the Jupiter Navy, much of the real business is done by 
unwritten understanding. He activated the intercom, and it was answered by the 
private filling in for a slain sergeant. "Cut the orders for Lieutenant Hubris 
to be Battalion Executive," he said. "Temporary field promotion to O3 and 
complete authority to act for me for the duration of the crisis."
"Yes, sir," the private said.
"Thank you, sir," I said, saluting.
I deputized my trusted men to fill the vacant offices, and we cleaned up the 
mess, extended our area of control, and got things restored to a facsimile of 
normal until reinforcements arrived. As it turned out, the violence had largely 
passed. Evidently the terrorists had intended to precipitate a riot and 
revolution by assassinating the officers of the peace force and haranguing the 
populace, but when the segment controlled by our battalion remained orderly, the 
effort lacked sufficient momentum to continue. I was able to track down and 
arrest the inciters, thanks to the cooperation of our Greek friends, and that 
looked very good on my record. Things settled down.
Commander Waterman was permitted to retire in due course, without prejudice, and 
my promotion was confirmed. I received a commendation, a ribbon, and a medal for 
heroism. It was more than I deserved, but I did not protest. For one thing, I 
had issued a number of emergency promotions, putting privates into NCO spots and 
granting a field promotion to an ensign to fill my own vacated position as 
Platoon Commander. I kept my mouth shut, sparing the Navy embarrassment, and 
every one of those promotions was confirmed. The Navy had tacitly paid me off.
When notice came that our battalion was relieved of peace duty, we flung a party 
like none the Greeks had seen before. The Greeks who had helped us were given 
special attention, and our stores were raided for presents for them all. This 
wasn't strictly Standard Operating Procedure, but no protest was heard.
 
Chapter 5  MIGRANT
Again, I must plead dullness as the pretext to skim over much of the ensuing 
eight years. Military life is not generally filled with excitement; tedium is 
its ordinary nature, except for fleeting periods of devastation, as happened on 
Chiron. I organized the company I commanded as well as I could, given the 
restrictions of the Book; it became a haven for ambitious Hispanics. Perhaps 
this amounts to segregation; well, there is more of that than the Navy admits. 
Other units were generally glad not to have to deal with aggressive 
Spanish-speaking men and officers; as long as neither they nor we protested, the 
Navy went along. There is a lot of live-and-let-live in the military.
My sister Spirit abruptly transferred to another base, one orbiting closer to 
Jupiter, and entered into a term marriage with Lieutenant Commander Phist, the 
whistle-blower. How she managed that on either practical or social levels I 
hesitate to conjecture; she was always more clever than I at manipulating her 
circumstances. I still tended to think of her as the twelve-year-old child I had 
left among pirates; at eighteen she was a long way from that, but even at twelve 
she had been nervy and tough in a crisis, always ready and able to do what had 
to be done. Her restored presence was enormously gratifying to me, and her 
renewed absence was hard for me, though I knew she would return. She and I could 
never truly be separated again.
I attended their housewarming, and Commander Phist, a handsome man in his 
mid-thirties, informed me politely that he would be happy to oblige his wife in 
any legitimate way within his power.
I explained about Lieutenant Repro's model staff, and Phist said he considered 
himself honored to be included in that roster. That was all; since my command 
did not warrant any such staff, it remained only theoretical. Spirit had 
delivered; the most competent logistics officer in the Navy had elected not to 
resign and was now in our orbit. I pondered the ethics of this, and concluded 
that since no deception was involved, and Commander Phist understood why Spirit 
had come to him and was satisfied, that was satisfactory. The truth was, Spirit 
had an extraordinary amount to offer any man; I was in a position to know.
Now Lieutenant Repro presented me with the next name on his list: that of the 
most brilliant unrecognized military strategist to be seen in this century. "The 
test scores are virtually unbelievable," he confided. "I thought there was a 
typo or computer glitch, so I double-checked it and found it was true. This 
person by rights should be put immediately in charge of the entire Jupiter 
strategic initiative. But that will never happen."
"Why not?" I inquired innocently.
"Three reasons. First, no connections. You have to come from the right family 
and the right political spectrum to have any reasonable prospect of achieving 
anything approaching policy-making status."
All too true. I, as a young Hispanic officer, understood that well. "And?"
"Second, you have to be of the proper race. This one has a visible percentage of 
black ancestry."
That, too, I knew. The Navy was an equal-opportunity employer, but there were 
few black officers and very few ranking ones. Two strikes.
"Third, you had better be male."
I was startled. "A black woman of the wrong political persuasion?" Three strikes 
indeed!
"Lieutenant j.g. Emerald Sheller," he concluded. "Age twenty-two. Go get her, 
Hubris; your sister has shown how."
"But she's young!" I protested. Young: my exact age now.
"That, too, is a liability," he agreed. "But genius knows no age. Be warned, 
Hubris: She's brilliant, aggressive, and bitter. It will be a significant 
exercise of your talent."
"I've got to have her?" I asked dispiritedly.
"You've got to have her. One day you'll tackle the pirates on the field of 
battle, and you will have a reasonable chance of success if Sheller is on your 
team, and little chance otherwise. She's a wild one, but believe me, Emerald is 
a jewel."
He was serious, despite the pun, and this was his life's hobby. The ravages of 
his addiction were more prominent now, but I trusted his competence in this. I 
had to have wild Emerald Sheller. I nerved myself to get on it.
Locating her was no problem. They had her supervising the filing department of 
the Base Records Division. Their tests showed her to be the most promising 
strategic genius available, yet this was the use they put it to! She had a right 
to be bitter.
I sent her a message: Lt. Hope Hubris Requests Date with Lt. Emerald Sheller. 
That's an Approved Navy approach. She responded promptly: 1800, this date. A 
pun, perhaps, on the social and calendar aspects of the word, but nevertheless 
an acceptance.
I presented myself in my dress uniform at her residence at the appointed hour. I 
had thought she might dress civilian, as was customary for women in this 
circumstance, but she met me in her own formal uniform. She was a small, angular 
woman with short jet-black hair and brown skin, no beauty by the standards of 
her race or mine, but fit and brisk. Every inch the efficient, virtually sexless 
clerk. I anticipated a dull evening, but a challenging one intellectually. I was 
half right.
We shook hands, as it was our first meeting. "I thought we might go to a 
restaurant and talk," I said.
"I have made arrangements," she announced briskly.
So she had. She conducted me to one of the licensed private shops on the post 
where we bought two bean sandwiches in bags. Then we went to the capsule tower, 
which was a mild form of entertainment. Opaque small bubbles were released to be 
drawn in by Leda's trace gravity. The descent was not far, but the bubbles moved 
slowly and could take an hour to land, or longer if jostled out of the direct 
line of fall. They were known as love capsules, for they were commonly used for 
brief dates. I had never used one before, being already familiar with free-fall 
and preferring more comfortable settings for my romantic engagements and was 
surprised Emerald had chosen this. But I said nothing, letting her play it her 
way. I had, after all, been warned about her aggressive nature and sought no 
quarrel.
Thus we found ourselves floating down, isolated. We ate our sandwiches, catching 
stray beans out of the air. And the woman tore into me verbally as if I were a 
pirate.
"So the lordly Hispanic Lieutenant Senior Grade, hero of Chiron, craves some 
black nookie. What possessed you to seek out this particular stranger? Surely 
not my voluptuous ass!" She patted her petite military flank.
My talent works best when there is interaction. I can gather a sense of a 
person's character in minutes that others might not discover in years. But this 
woman was complex, and as yet I had no grasp of her. "I am informed that I need 
you with me," I said.
"You are informed, Lieutenant?" she demanded, in a parody of the martinet. 
"Don't you have a mind of your own?"
I smiled, refusing to be baited. "Sometimes that is in doubt. You see, I have 
one ambition, but other people are formulating its realization, and they know 
more than I do. Thus I am supposed to enlist you in my cause."
"Why do I get the feeling this is not a simple sex-liaison?" she inquired, 
frowning as if in doubt. She was good at her mannerisms, and I found myself 
liking her.
"Because it isn't," I said. "I have no particular interest in your body, no 
offense intended. I need your service as a strategist. You may be the best of 
this century."
"Let's leave it at the sex. You aren't turned on by my body?"
She remained hostile and difficult to read. There were so may complex currents 
in her that I still could get no firm sense of the whole. "I asked you for a 
date because I wanted to talk with you," I said. "It is your mind, your ability 
I am interested in. I prefer not to advertise my real purpose. No one need know 
what passes between us here."
"They'll figure sex. And that's what it's going to be."
"I need your strategic genius, not your body," I insisted doggedly. "This isn't 
any ploy for sex! I won't lay a hand on you. I'm simply asking you to join my 
mission, because it should represent an excellent challenge for you, and its 
success may hinge on your ability."
"Well, I still figure sex," she said. "So get your clothes off, spic."
I had not heard that term in some time. It was a hostile reference to a person 
of Latin descent, specifically Hispanic; its precise application and 
interpretation had changed in the course of centuries, but it was generally 
considered grounds for combat when addressed to a person of my background by a 
Saxon. This woman was only half Saxon but was prickly indeed! Combat was what I 
did not want. "I only want to talk to you," I insisted. "I have no designs upon 
your"
"Yeah, sure," she said. "Get 'em off, Lieutenant Loco, or I'll take 'em off for 
you."
I was irritated by her perversity but was aware that this was her intent and 
refused to be baited into open anger. So I removed my clothing and folded and 
bound it carefully in the null-gee, and floated naked before her. I experienced 
dj vu, the feeling of having been here before; it was my memory of my first 
encounter in the Tail. I would handle this woman as I had the Tail-girl, June, 
if I had to.
She looked me over. "You're in pretty good health. Well, so am I, We'll 
wrestle."
"I don't wish to"
But quickly she divested herself of her own uniform and floated nude before me. 
It is a peculiarity of the English language that a man unclothed is naked, while 
a woman unclothed is nude. I have never fully understood the distinction and 
tend to ignore it, but in this case I appreciated it. Nakedness is embarrassing; 
nudity is intriguing. Emerald was slender rather than lush, but she was indeed 
in good health, and her form was well assembled. Sometimes clothing diminishes 
blemishes or malformity; in this instance it had rendered severe a form that was 
in fact esthetic. My lost love, Helse, had masqueraded as a boy by strapping 
down her breasts and wearing boy's clothing; Emerald had in effect done much the 
same. I had not seen a brown girl completely exposed before and was interested. 
Her midsection was very small, and her breasts and buttocks quite well rounded.
But I had no intention of indulging in sex with her, because that had never been 
my intent and because I needed to prove to her that it was her strategic ability 
I valued. I must confess it had become a certain challenge for me to demonstrate 
my lack of sexual interest in her, though her body was in no way repulsive to 
me. Quite the opposite; the overly soft, fleshy women of the Tail were not 
strongly conducive, while the taut, vibrant, artistically molded flesh of this 
one
"Try for a fall," she said, taking hold of me.
A fallin free-fall? It was impossible! I simply fended her off. But she went 
for a pain hold, and that sort of thing can be effective in free-fall, so I had 
to counter. I was stronger than she, and I had had excellent training in several 
species of martial arts, but most importantly I was increasingly able to fathom 
her physical strategies. Her mind remained largely unfathomable, but not her 
body. One might argue that bodily action is a product of the mind behind it, but 
in practice this is severely limited by the physical chemistry of that body, and 
its signals are much more evident. So I understood her body, using my talent, 
and she could not make headway against me.
"One fall for you," she said when this was apparent. "But I can make you perform 
sexually."
"I've been trying to tell you"
She grasped my private anatomy and kneaded it. I was surprised, but I remembered 
the Tail and let her proceed without reacting. This was a considerable 
challenge, for she had a flair for this sort of stimulation. Then she put her 
face down and used her tongue in a manner that caught me quite unprepared, and 
caused me to react despite my intent. In moments I converted, as the saying 
goes, from rubber to iron. Then she grasped me about the hips and drew me in 
close to her as we both floated in the sphere, and spread her legs to take me 
in. She had a kind of internal muscular control that amazed me, and in that 
manner she had her will of me. I gave up the struggle and clasped her body 
tightly and thrust urgently within her. "One fall for you!" I gasped as I 
shuddered to conclusion. She acknowledged by coming further alive against me. 
Juana, though more luxuriantly endowed, had never reacted like this. Emerald had 
shown me a new level of sexual experience.
But she wasn't through with me. "You figure you're a leader," she said as she 
separated from me. "That business with the Hidden Floweryou were just lucky 
they blundered worse than you did. If you had planned and executed it properly, 
you could have saved your sister without risking your Navy ship. And the episode 
in Chironblind luck was sixty percent of that, and again your own life was on 
the line. Those were Pyrrhic victories; too many of them and you'll be 
finished."
"That's why I need you, to plan and execute my strategy," I said humbly.
She considered momentarily. "Very well, Hubris. I'll marry you."
I had not, of course, proposed marriage to her. But in the Navy, term marriages 
were the norm for officers, just as heterosexual rooming was for enlisted folk. 
Emerald Sheller had concluded that she could achieve her own ambition more 
readily by being with me than on her own, and marriage was the most expedient 
way to get her reassigned to my unit.
We signed the forms that evening, for a one-year term, renewable, and next day 
she was transferred to my unit. For the second time in the Service, I had a 
liaison with a woman in which convenience was the motivating force, rather than 
emotion. But Emerald took her wifely perquisites seriously, and I must confess 
that I liked it. She was motivated to succeed at anything she tried, and her 
definition of success was demanding. She saw marriage as a legitimization of 
both sex and common interest, and she was quite good as both sexual partner and 
intellectual partner. I think I could have loved Emerald, had she wanted to be 
loved, and had I wanted to love. Certainly I respected her. She was indeed a 
kind of genius. When our year was up, we renewed without question, and again the 
following year. Each time I told her: "I married you for your mind, but you 
conquered me with your body." And each time she said: "I know it." But the word 
love remained forbidden.
Emerald assumed the management of my career, and as my success as a leader led 
to promotion, her career profited, too. She was doing what she lived for, 
strategic planning. In three years I was a lieutenant commander, O4, and she was 
a lieutenant, O3, and my company was achieving a reputation as a fortunate unit.
Emerald, however, did not get along perfectly with the others. She had a certain 
acerbic way of expressing herself that came across more in tone and look than in 
content, and in this way she distanced herself from male and female alike. That 
seemed to be the way she wanted it. My sister Spirit, when she returned to the 
unit, resented this especially, yet she was the first to recognize what Emerald 
was doing for my career and the reputation of our unit, and she was also aware 
that Emerald and I were using each other, quite consciously and amicably. Spirit 
remained my closest friend and associate; she was the one I loved.
I should clarify an aspect of the military system and how it related to us. Some 
navies were organized on strictly impersonal lines, with officers rotated every 
six months and enlisted personnel having absolutely no certainty of assignment. 
The Jupiter Navy, however, favored the so-called Regimental system popularized 
by the Uranian moon of Titania, in which both officers and enlisted personnel 
tended to remain for prolonged periods in the same units, changing assignments 
only if dissatisfied with present ones. Promotions were generally within the 
unit, so that the commander had years-long association with the unit he took 
over. This led to much greater esprit de corps and satisfaction. Fewer people 
retired early, and performance tended to be better. I endorsed this system 
wholeheartedly, as it enabled me to gather in those people I knew to be good, 
and to retain them. For example, I got my old roommate Juana to be my secretary. 
She was now a sergeant, E5, and I promoted her at the earliest opportunity. She 
was a bright woman, good at her task, but our association was more than that. 
She knew my ways and would never betray my interests. Emerald was not entirely 
pleased, knowing our prior connection, but in this case I put my foot down. I 
wanted a secretary I really understood and trusted. There was, of course, no 
further sexual contact; Juana was enlisted, and officers did not mix that way 
with enlisted. But Juana and I remembered our first encounter in the Tail with a 
certain fondness; we had been good for each other and remained so, and that was 
what Emerald distrusted. I could talk candidly to Juana; she would understand, 
and she was never abrasive. I think it is possible for a man to be closer to a 
woman after the flame of sexual appetite has burned out; at this time true 
friendship becomes feasible, and that is as rewarding in its fashion as sex.
I also gathered in a considerable number of the Hispanics I had commanded during 
the Chiron missionand some of the Saxons, too. They had never forgotten how we 
worked together to befriend the Greeks and how many lives had been saved when 
the violence erupted. They also remembered how I had scrubbed the barracks 
floor. Some called me, privately, el cepillo, the brush. But only those who had 
been there at the time; they were a select group. And I also picked up a few 
Chironiotes, young folk who had emigrated and been inducted as resident aliens. 
They had petitioned to be assigned to my unit, and I was flattered.
Of course, I got Sergeant Smith. Mine was not a training battalion, so my 
company had no recruits, but we did have need of instruction and discipline, and 
there was a better future for Sergeant Smith with us. We were an action unit, 
similar to the one on the Chiron mission; we could be sent out to fight at any 
time. I wanted my men ready, and Sergeant Smith was the one to get them ready. 
When he transferred in, there was some muted protest by my regulars because he 
was a Saxon outsider, but I put out the word: He was also the one who had put me 
on the track to officer's training. Without Sergeant Smith, I would not have 
become an officer, and this unit would not exist. Sergeant Smith was amazed at 
the welcome he received then, and the cooperation he received from a class of 
personnel who had always given him trouble before.
But mainly I was assembling my elite administrative officer corps. As commander 
of a company I did not warrant a special staff, so this remained largely in the 
imagination of Lieutenant Repro, but we had designated the positions and 
placements that would occur at such time as I commanded the battalion. In that 
fantasy, I was the commander, and Emerald was my executive officer. She was 
planning my promotion and acquisition strategies, devising ploys to gain key 
personnel, and doing comprehensive research on battle tactics, anticipating the 
time when we would put them into practice against the pirates.
Spirit was to be my S-l, or adjutant, the chief administrative officer. She 
would be responsible for all paperwork, finance, mail, personnel records, 
promotions, legal problems, and my official correspondence. Juana was really her 
secretary as much as mine, and the two got along well together, perhaps because 
Juana never opposed her will to Spirit's. Spirit was, in fact, running my 
company now, and all others knew that when she issued a directive, I backed it 
even if it hadn't originated with me. Because she was also Hispanic and spoke 
fluent Spanish, my Hispanic enlistees accepted her on her own merits.
Gerald Phist was to be my S-4, Logistics. He was not presently connected to my 
unit, but thanks to Spirit he was ready to join when this became feasible. He 
would be responsible for keeping the unit supplied with whatever it needed to 
accomplish whatever mission it had: ammunition, food, fuel, repair, spaceships, 
and so on.
Lieutenant Repro was to be our S-5: Public Relations, or propaganda. He remained 
ravaged by his addiction, his Achilles' heel; we had to help him mask it, but 
his mind remained sharp. I was increasingly curious about the nature of the drug 
he took but still hesitated to inquire, knowing I could do nothing about it.
Still our roster was not complete, even theoretically. I needed more rank, and 
promotions did not come readily to brash Hispanics. Emerald brooded on it, 
seeking a suitable avenue for rapid progress, and in this we were all with her.
Things broke one morning, abruptly. Spirit came striding into my bedroom, 
trailed diffidently by Juana. "Rise and shine, Hope!" she cried, waving a news 
printout. "Our mission is on the horizon."
I blinked sleepily. It was 0500. "What?"
"Get up, brother!" she said, catching my top sheet and whipping it off the bed. 
I slept naked, as she knew, so this was a rather forceful inducement to wake and 
dress.
Of course, Emerald also slept nude, and she was not entirely pleased to be 
exposed before my sister and Juana, both of whom were somewhat more generously 
endowed than she was, physically. "Get out of here, you canine!" she snapped, 
sitting up.
"This concerns you, too, Exec." Spirit said, unfazed. "The news just broke" She 
paused, staring at Emerald's torso. "Of course, if you're too tired after 
mauling my brother all night, perhaps it should wait."
Juana stood near the door, repressing half a smile. I winked at her, keeping my 
own mouth shut. Spirit and Emerald were the two most forceful personalities in 
our group, and sparks often flew when they collided.
"Speak your piece and clear out, Adjutant!" Emerald snapped. She managed to 
pronounce the word speak with a short vowel sound, hinting at that cultural slur 
again.
"Or if you prefer to take thirty seconds to work your black magic again, before 
he gets away" Spirit continued.
Thirty seconds! Slur and counterslur! They might as well have been fighting with 
knives.
Lieutenant Repro arrived at that point, forestalling Emerald's response. "Got 
here as soon as I could" He broke off, taking in the situation. "Just what kind 
of a mission is this?"
"You summoned him, too?" Emerald demanded of Spirit.
Commander Phist arrived. "Have I missed anything?"
Emerald, sitting on the bed, threw back her shoulders and spread wide her legs. 
"You tell me, sir," she said. "See anything here your busy wife hasn't shown you 
recently?"
Phist actually blushed. He turned away and almost collided with Sergeant Smith, 
who was just arriving.
"Sit down, all," Spirit said. "I called this staff meeting because time may be 
of the essence. We all know our futures are tied to Hope, and he needs a 
promotion. I think we have a chance at that now, if we act quickly."
They sat down around the bed, except for Sergeant Smith and Juana, who felt that 
enlisted personnel should not presume. If Sergeant Smith was perplexed at the 
manner of Emerald's dress and mine, he was too diplomatic to show it.
"Well, spit it out, woman," Emerald said, realizing that Spirit had pretty much 
skunked her on this encounter.
"Hope, you have had experience in the agricultural sector," Spirit said to me.
"Yes," I agreed. "Eight years ago, before I joined the Navy."
"So you should have an understanding of the issues; that gives you an 
advantage."
Phist lifted an eyebrow. "Perhaps I am slow, Spirit. I don't perceive the 
relevance."
Spirit waved her newsclip. "The Aggies are rioting. The Navy has been asked to 
intervene."
"Let me see that!" Emerald said, snatching the news-clip. "Why didn't I know 
about this before? It's a golden opportunity!"
"Well, if you'd been on your job instead of"
"Because we lack an S-2," Lieutenant Repro said quickly, though even he ran an 
appreciative eye over Emerald's torso. It seemed he did have other interests 
beside the drug and his dream. "A top Intelligence man would have alerted us to 
this long before the public news broke."
"And what S-2 man do you have in mind?" I inquired.
"That's awkward," Repro said. "Which is why I haven't brought this up before. 
Your ideal hidden S-2 is acquirable only by one means, and your sister isn't his 
type."
"I should hope not," Phist said. His eyes were wide open about Spirit's reason 
for marrying him, but he loved her. He was thirty-nine, she twenty-one, but they 
made a splendid couple. "Who is his type?"
Repro coughed apologetically. "Emerald."
Emerald straightened again, frowning, then quickly shifted gears. "Is he young 
and handsome?"
"Middle-aged and sickly, like me," Repro said. "With a potbelly and severe 
emotional disturbance. But he's the Intelligence man we need."
"Well, we can live without him," Emerald said. "I'm not going out whoring for 
discredited personnel."
Phist flinched, and Spirit's eyes flashed. Emerald had scored that time!
I changed the subject. "First, there is the matter of this prospective mission. 
I don't want to strong-arm migrant laborers. I still identify with them."
"Precisely," Spirit said.
"Damn, we need to organize for this," Emerald said. "We need our S-3, too, 
Operations. I can't plan strategy without knowing what we've got and how it's 
organized."
"Sergeant Smith knows," Spirit said. "He can handle S-3."
"With all due respect," Lieutenant Repro said, "I believe the psychological 
thrust is most important here. We can certainly volunteer for the mission and 
get it, because no commander in his right mind wants to tangle with rioting 
migrants who have little to lose and are very likely to destroy vital crops and 
make a messy scene regardless of what the Navy does. They aren't pirates or 
Saturnians; they're underprivileged Jupiter nationals and resident aliens, and 
there's a formidable bleeding-heart contingent on Jupiter that will raise one 
hell of a stink if any migrants are abused."
"They are abused!" I said angrily. "Sometimes a riot is the only way to make 
their case!" I had never looked in on the migrant scene after joining the Navy, 
knowing my friends there were dead or imprisoned; now I felt guilt for my 
neglect.
The members of my staff exchanged significant glances. "Let's go for it," 
Emerald said. "A bloodless settlement, by a minority-culture Navy officer who 
knows the migrants. Excellent press! That'll bump Hope up to O5 right there, 
with luck."
"My thought exactly," Spirit said. "But we do need that Intelligence officer, or 
we risk flubbing it."
Emerald bit her lip. "Yes, we do. I've got to target every migrant leader, his 
background and nature. Precise dirt. Must have that S-2."
The others slowly nodded. "But he needs a competent and understanding woman, of 
a certain physical type. You realize what that means," Repro said.
Emerald slammed her fist into the pillow. "Whoring for personnel. Damn it!" she 
swore, angry tears in her eyes. "I liked it better with a man who understood me! 
I'll get you back for this, Spirit!"
"She didn't suggest this," Repro said. "I did. Sometimes we just have to make 
sacrifices." But I knew he was being gallant; Spirit had known.
"You damned junkie!" Emerald snapped at him. "Get out of my life!"
Repro hastily exited, and the others got off the bed. Emerald turned to me. "But 
I'm not through with you yet, Commander. If I've got to go whoring, I'll whore 
for you one more time." And she took hold of me, commencing a furious act of 
passion even before the others were clear of the room. Even as I enjoyed the 
experience, as I always did with her, I wondered what kind of man could only be 
won by such an aggressive display. Emerald really wasn't much on understanding, 
but she was supremely competent. I hoped that S-2 would be worth the sacrifice 
that I, too, was making, in giving up this Class A sexual experience.
And so it was that my marriage to Emerald was dissolved by mutual consent before 
our third year together was finished, and I volunteered my company for 
participation in the Navy action relating to the migrant riots, and Emerald, as 
she insisted on putting it, went whoring for personnel. Spirit had indeed 
torpedoed her rival for my attention, and I had to go along with it, though I 
had been well satisfied with Emerald as wife. The organization of my unit, 
orthodox on paper, was not nearly as regular and disciplined in practice; it was 
a hodgepodge of luck and sex and connivance and obscure understandings, guided 
by the mad dream of a drug addict. But we had purpose, and an extraordinarily 
fine cadreand now we would put it to the proof.
Emerald acted swiftly and decisively, as was her wont. That evening she brought 
Lieutenant Mondy in to see me. He was as represented: about forty-five, pudgy, 
balding, and with nervous mannerisms. There were bags under his eyes, suggesting 
he was chronically short of sleep. He was O3, and had been there for twenty 
years, a derelict who evidently had not resigned when passed over for promotion 
repeatedly because he had nowhere else to go. He certainly was not physically 
imposing. But I knew better than to judge him by appearance; Lieutenant Repro 
called him the best available, and my talent was rapidly confirming the internal 
complexity of this man.
Nevertheless, I tested him. "Show me your power."
"You lost your family to pirates and swore to extirpate piracy from the System," 
he said without hesitation. "But your resolve has been blunted by circumstance. 
Your sister Spirit has become the backbone of your effort to organize a truly 
competent and low-profile antipirate force. She hesitates at nothing to promote 
your interests, and that attitude has spread to your other associates, even to 
your wife, who is now willing to sacrifice her personal comfort on your behalf."
He was on target so far. I felt no uncertainty in him as he spoke; his 
nervousness stemmed from personal concerns, not professional ability. "And?"
"You wish to capitalize on the current agricultural sector disruption," he 
continued. "You hope to succeed so well in this inclement assignment of migrant 
laborer pacification that you will earn a promotion to full Commander. 
Unfortunately you are not a schemer, so may fail to exploit your opportunity 
properly."
Emerald turned her head, surprised at this. "Clarify," I said, intrigued.
"Considering the risk you are taking of being punished as a scapegoat if you 
fail, you should make this double or nothing. Your entire unit must be given 
pressing incentive to succeed. You must name a price commensurate to the 
challenge: a blanket promotion."
"A what?"
"One grade for every member of your command. Private to PFC. Sergeant to SFC." 
He glanced at Emerald. "Lieutenant s.g. to Lieutenant Commander." Emerald gave a 
start. None of us had thought of this!
"That can be done?" I asked.
"The Navy is prepared to pay for its most challenging and risky missions, if the 
price is made clear at the outset. This is not by the Book, but the Book is 
commonly honored more in the neglect than in the letter. Consider the challenge: 
About fifty farm bubbles are involved, with a thousand others watching to see 
the outcome, and a sizable element of the Jupiter population ready to react 
politically no matter which side wins. The Navy doesn't want this assignment, 
considering it to be a sure disaster, but cannot refuse it. The migrant workers 
demand better conditions, more pay per basket picked, and a recognized union to 
represent their interests in the future. The owners claim they can't afford more 
pay without raising prices to the point where consumers will balk, and they 
absolutely refuse to recognize any union. So the workers have gone on strike, 
and hunger has caused them to riot at three bubbles. They swear to die before 
they return to work under the old conditions, and not all of them are bluffing. 
The crops are spoiling. Prices have begun an anticipatory rise on Jupiter, 
making the political climate volatile. This will be remembered at the next 
general election. It has become an extremely sensitive matter. The Navy will be 
instructed to end the strike within seventy-two hours, and it looks as though 
there will have to be martial law and summary executions of resistant migrants. 
About a third of the workers are of Hispanic descent, and this use of force 
could further complicate Jupiter politics. In sum: If this job is bungled, the 
current government could fall." He smiled grimly. "I think a blanket promotion 
is not too much to ask for a quick, peaceful, amicable, and lasting settlement."
He certainly had the essentials! I had not comprehended the ramifications. "But 
can our unit succeed?" I asked.
"Very likelywith the proper information, strategy incentive, and nerve. You can 
arrange everything except the information. I can supply that."
"Will you join us?" I asked, certain now that this was the officer we needed. A 
scheming genius!
"I am of course available for a price. But the ethics are uncertain."
And I saw that he was concerned with ethics. That was an excellent sign. "This 
morning Emerald and I were in the third year of our term marriage," I said. "We 
dissolved it by mutual consent so that she would be available for you. We were 
satisfied with each other, and faithful to each other, but we were not in love. 
It was a marriage of convenience. We deeply regret having to separate, but the 
need of the unit overrides our personal preferences, and we have done it. 
Promotions and the chance to establish our unit formally, with its full slate of 
officers, would make up for whatever private personal misgivings we have." I saw 
Emerald nodding. She wanted, more than anything else, to be a true military 
strategist, and the blanket promotion would be a giant step in that direction. 
"If Emerald marries you, she will be true to you for the duration of that 
marriage, and I will find another woman. Our unit is more important than our 
marriage. I trust she has already shown you what she can do for you." Again I 
saw her nod. Her demonstrations were impressive.
"You don't understand," Mondy said. "I am aware of the inhuman discipline you 
both possess, and the hard-nosed tactic by your sister who resents your sexual 
captivity by another woman." Emerald gave another start; evidently she had not 
told him of that. "You are making me an offer I am unable to decline, and I must 
compliment Lieutenant Repro on his Machiavellian perception in using my own 
system against me. But my awareness that Emerald would return instantly to you 
if she could, and that I can never have her love"
"I never had her love," I said.
"Nor your secretary's," he agreed. "It becomes a matter of definition. You have 
more than you suppose."
He had researched all of us intimately! "It is true that Emerald has an unkind 
manner of phrasing it, but"
"Whoring for personnel," he said. "And I have no pride in this respect; I will 
accept her on that basis. Her demonstration was persuasive in more than the 
physical sense. A unit with such dedication to its welfare" He shrugged. "I 
would certainly like to be part of that unit. But I am not merely an 
unattractive man eager for young flesh. I suffer from post-traumatic syndrome. I 
am not easy to live with."
"I believe that should be between the two of you," I said. "If she believes she 
can handle it"
"I can handle anything I have to," Emerald said, though she seemed shaken by 
Mondy's knowledge of the situation. How had he discovered our dialogue of the 
morning? Emerald had shown him her power; now he was showing us his.
"I will not bore you with my South Saturn experience," Lieutenant Mondy said. "I 
will just say that it continues to haunt me, after twenty years, and has ruined 
me as a conventional officer. I wake screaming in the night; I go on drugs 
sometimes by day, not from addiction but from inability to function otherwise. I 
am literally afraid of the dark. I am terrified of being alone, but even in 
company I cannot necessarily relax. I need someone to talk to, about things that 
are not pleasant to discuss. I need a nurse. No woman has been able to put up 
with me for more than a few days. I am no sweet, cuddly teddy bear; I need a 
woman with guts and stamina and comprehension as well as a body."
"I can handle it," Emerald repeated grimly.
"We offer you more than a woman," I said. "We offer you a family. Give us what 
we need, and we will give you what you need. It seems a fair exchange."
"I'll take it," he said.
And so we got our S-2 officer. I won't say Lieutenant Mondy was easy to get 
along with. He did, indeed, wake screaming in the night, and on occasion I had 
to come and help Emerald restrain him from hurting himself or her. It was not 
that he was vicious, but that he suffered hallucinatory episodes of horror that 
caused him to flail uncontrollably. It was not feasible to put him in 
restraints; his reaction to that could have killed him. But he did like young 
flesh, and it did have a pacifying effect on him, and at age twenty-four Emerald 
was young enough. As he came to know and trust her, this became more effective, 
even during his worst spells. She had to be with him constantly, at first, day 
and night, literally holding his hand, speaking softly to him, sometimes 
literally seducing him into relaxation. She was tough, and she was showing more 
compassion now than I had realized she possessed, but this was a strain on her; 
she lost weight and sleep. But gradually she got on top of it and recovered much 
of her former animation. "I never knew when I was well off," she muttered once 
to me, and I was deeply flattered. She was making a real sacrifice for the unit, 
and I wished there was more I could do for her, but our code forbade it now.
Mondy did produce for us, and we all came to respect his mind. He had an 
intimate understanding of the vulnerabilities of the military system, and he 
knew, often literally, where the bodies were buried. He came up with information 
about the migrant leaders that amazed me. We used that information to formulate 
a daring strategy.
We got the mission, of course; it was ours for the asking. And Lieutenant Mondy 
had no trouble transferring in immediately; the Navy didn't value trauma-ridden 
officers any more than it did ambitious Hispanics or blacks or addicts or 
whistle blowers. And, after a week's bureaucratic delay, we got our deadline 
exactly as Mondy had predicted: seventy-two hours from our scheduled arrival at 
the Agricultural Ring. That wasn't much time!
I briefed my company. Most of the top men had a pretty good notion already what 
was up, and they were for it. I stressed that we intended to get the migrants 
back to work without violence, and that we would do our best to relate to them, 
speaking in Spanish or whatever language made them most receptive. "But these 
are tough and desperate people," I concluded. "For two weeks they have held out 
against the owners and the government itself. So first we shall show them our 
power."
Then I turned it over to my staff for implementation. We were preparing for a 
battle, but not for bloodshed; we intended to convert the migrants to our side 
by means of a finely orchestrated campaign.
According to Lieutenant Mondy's information, rioting had gutted three bubbles, 
and these had already been evacuated. They were scheduled for demolition and 
replacement; it was easier to bring in new bubbles from Jupiter, paid for by 
calamity insurance, than to repair the old ones in space. We requested and 
received permission to use them for target practice during our mission; Mondy 
had known what channel to use to get immediate affirmation. But the missiles 
Lieutenant Commander Phist arranged for us to stock were not standard ones; they 
were heavy-duty planetoid busters, seldom used in the Juclip. But Emerald had 
specified that kind, and I concurred. We were ready to show our power.
We selected our first bubble carefully. The leader of the workers here was 
Hispanic and had a checkered history that we could exploit psychologically. 
Lieutenant Mondy had briefed me thoroughly on this; that information, plus my 
talent, should put the migrant in the palm of my hand. We hoped.
We closed on the bubble, landed, and hooked on well away from the migrant bus; 
no sense inviting early trouble. A picked squad charged in, armed with stunners 
and ready for action. The way was clear, and I followed with a picked squad of 
my own. We carried no visible arms, but my sergeant had a pacifier: an 
electronic device that could deprive people in the area of their free will, 
unless they were protected by small personal interrupters as my own troops were. 
I didn't want to use the pacifier, as it would not solve the long-term problem; 
it was merely a backup in case things went wrong.
This was a pepper bubble. The sight of its rows of green plants stirred me to 
nostalgia, for I had first worked as a migrant picker in a pepper bubble. This 
was one reason we had selected this one to start. Still, I felt the impact. Nine 
yearshow brief it seemed, suddenly! The subjective impression sometimes 
bypasses objective reality.
The workers were spread out around their ship exit, looking bedraggled and 
hungry. This strike was hard on them, because the bubble-owner normally provided 
most of the food, selling it to the local foreman. Naturally the food was the 
first thing cut off when the workers balked. They did have some supplies of 
their own but not enough for comfort. They had to have been subsisting largely 
on peppers for several days, which was no joy. We had brought extra food, but we 
said nothing of this now.
"We represent the Jupiter Navy Order-Restoring Force," my sergeant announced in 
English as we approached. "We want to talk to your leader."
A large, swarthy man in his thirties stepped out. "I'm Joshua. I'm the foreman, 
and I'll speak for the workers here."
Now I spoke. "I am Lieutenant Commander Hope Hubris, in charge of this 
expedition. I speak for the Jupiter Navy. I have no politics; I am only here to 
see that you return to work before any more of the crop spoils."
"You going to arrest us all, officer? That won't pick these peppers."
"I don't want to arrest anyone. I just want to see this thing amicably settled."
"Easy enough," he said. "Just give us decent conditions and better pay and our 
union, and we'll be glad to work."
"I can't promise any of that, especially not the union," I said. "But I can help 
negotiate something, if you will return to work first."
Joshua spat on the ground and turned his back. It was his typical reaction to 
affront, as Mondy had informed me.
I was ready. "Don't turn your back on me, gringo!" I snapped in Spanish.
The man whirled, his face abruptly charged with fury, a knife appearing in his 
hand. But I was already moving, and a knife was in my hand, too.
He paused, surprise tempering his anger. "You're bluffing, Navy man. You don't 
know how to use that thing."
"Take my word, picker: I know how."
"Watch it, Josh," one of the migrants said. "Either way, you're dead. They've 
got power weapons."
"There is another way," I said. "Sergeant."
The sergeant stepped forward smartly. "Sir."
"The rubber knives."
"Yes, sir." He lifted a case and opened it. Inside were two handsome knives. He 
removed first one and then the other, flexing them to show their nature clearly. 
They looked real, but they were toys.
Joshua stared. "A joke?"
I smiled. "You have doubted me twice," I said in Spanish. "I don't want to stop 
your doubt by killing you. Try it with these, and doubt no more."
He shook his head. "What the hell." He put away his real knife and took one of 
the rubber ones. I did the same.
He came at me suddenly, but I was already moving aside. Few amateurs can match 
the proficiency of one who has trained seriously with such weapons. In a moment 
I had his knife arm in a standing armlock, and my own knife poised at his 
throat. I had him.
Joshua froze, then relaxed, as Lieutenant Mondy had predicted he would. He was a 
man of bluff and give, as my own talent had confirmed, seldom pursuing an 
unprofitable course too far. He laughed, converting his defeat to a joke. "Okay, 
Navy man; you can use a rubber knife. You say you can negotiate a better deal 
for us?"
I let him go, and we returned the rubber knives to the case, and the sergeant 
put the case away exactly as if a genuine duel had been fought. "I can 
negotiateif I have your help. Not for the union; the farmers will blow up their 
own bubbles before they give on that. But the rest, yes. I need to get the top 
leaders of the striking migrants together with the most intransigent farmers' 
representatives and have them bargain together in good faith. The only way I can 
get them together is if one of their own endorses my effort. The farmers say 
they'll meet if I can get the migrant leaders to come. So I am asking you to 
come with me and help persuade the other leaders to board my ship. I promise to 
treat them with respect and return them all safely to their locations, 
regardless how the negotiation works out."
He squinted at me. "Do I doubt you a third time?" He gestured with his hands. "I 
guess I've got to believe you. You could have mowed us all down with lasers 
instead of talking. You could have taken me on with a real knife and killed me 
if you'd wanted to. In fact, you could have killed me with the fake knife! Sure, 
I'll do it. What I want is a fair settlement, not a lot of fighting." He glanced 
at his workers. "But maybe"
"To show my good faith to your people while you are gone, I will leave some of 
my personnel with you, unarmed." I turned to the sergeant. "Send out Corporal 
Allen with some food."
"Food?" one of the migrants asked involuntarily. Yes, they were hungry!
The sergeant spoke into his mike. In a few minutes Corporal Allen arrived with 
three privates, hauling a chest on wheels. "Corporal Allen reporting as 
directed, sir," she said, saluting smartly. She spoke in Spanish.
The migrant workers stared. Corporal Allen was not only of mixed Hispanic 
descent, she was stunningly prettyand so were the three female soldiers with 
her. Their uniforms had been tailored to enhance rather than diminish their 
qualities.
"Remain here and serve these good men a good meal," I told her. "We'll pick you 
up when we return with Don Joshua." At that, Joshua gave a start; I had referred 
to him with respect, Spanish-style. Such little signals can carry powerful 
freighting.
As we departed with Joshua, the girls were opening up the chest to reveal a 
relatively sumptuous array of hot meats and vegetables and cold fruits and wine, 
with spices on the side. They smiled winningly at the hungry workers, who were 
covertly wiping the dirt off their faces and combing their hair. There would be 
no quarreling with the Navy in this dome!
Joshua paused to look back, half-longingly. "By the time I get back, my men'll 
vote to take anything you offer," he muttered.
"That's better than bloodshed, isn't it?" I inquired innocently.
Food and attention were awaiting Joshua on the ship. He was treated with 
deference by our personnel, as if he were an honored dignitary. He well 
understood the psychological ploy, but he enjoyed it. The fact that we were 
making the effort was as impressive as the effort itself. The bubble-farmers had 
spurned him and his cause; we were doing him the signal honor of taking him 
seriously. Dignity and respectthese can be magic.
We detached and jetted to the next bubble on our list, as carefully targeted as 
the first had been. Lieutenant Mondy and Lieutenant Sheller had choreographed 
this precisely; I was merely the officer implementing their strategy.
The second leader was a straight Saxon original-stock illiterate leader type, 
stupid but strong. He was not about to fight the Navy but also not about to be 
moved. His name was Laredo, and I remembered the song that was from. I left 
Joshua Jericho in Juana's care, feasting on Spanish-style food, and took my 
squad out into the bubble. The preliminaries were similar to those of the prior 
session, but this time I spoke no Spanish and made no challenge with the knife. 
Instead I glanced at the acreage filled with tomato plants. "That certainly 
doesn't look like such hard work to me," I remarked.
Now Laredo was an excellent tomato picker. He didn't know that I had developed a 
good technique myself, in my year as a picker. I could move tomatoes about as 
fast as anyone, without bruising them. He assumed I had always been a Navy 
officer.
"Shipman, you couldn't do no work like this," he asserted. "It takes speed, 
stamina, and a sure touch. This ain't soldiering; this is real work."
I shook my head, disbelieving him. "It seems to me anybody could do this sort of 
work."
"Oh, yeah? Well, soldier boy, why don't you just try it yourself? Then maybe 
you'll see what we're striking about."
I pondered. "I'll tell you what. If I show you I can pick as well as you can, 
will you come on my ship and negotiate with the farmers to end the strike?"
He laughed, and so did the other workers, who well knew the pitfalls of the 
simple-seeming job of tomato picking. Too fast or hard, and they bruised and 
were rejected. There were many migrants who couldn't pick tomatoes, because 
their touch was too heavy. This was a chance to put a snobbish Navy officer in 
his place without getting into further trouble! "You're on, mister!"
We set it up. The deal was to pick ten buckets of tomatoes and deliver them to 
two migrant inspectors for checking. The winner would be the one who completed 
the job first with fewer than ten tomatoes rejected for bruising. Each of us had 
a row. My men became my cheering section, while the migrants favored Laredo. We 
took our buckets, and started picking at the "go" signal.
It had been eight years since I had picked, but a skill once mastered is never 
forgotten, and I had had considerable training in the interim. I had muscle and 
stamina, and I could handle explosives rapidly without a slip. Also, I had 
rehearsed during the trip to the Agricultural Ring, with tomatoes on the ship, 
recalling and sharpening my technique. I was ready for this.
Laredo, on the other hand, was a foreman. He had not actually done much picking 
in the past two years, so was rusty.
My hands moved rapidly, plucking the fruits, twisting them expertly from their 
attachments without damaging the plants, and setting them gently in the bucket. 
The migrants gaped, then frowned, realizing that they had been suckered. I 
delivered the first bucket before Laredo did, and started on the second.
Laredo now realized that he was in a serious contest. He was a good picker. He 
buckled down with increasing speed and skill, getting back into the familiar 
routine. I had a slight lead but could not improve on it. No doubt he thought I 
would fade, but I was too fit for that; I continued without slacking. He began 
sweating, for he was heavyset; his eyes flicked often to my bucket.
I brought in my tenth just ahead of his. My troops cheered.
But there was a hitch. "Too many rejects," the man who checked my total 
announced. Sure enough, there were a number of badly bruised fruits.
I knew I had not bruised them. The migrant checker had done it himself, to 
disqualify me. That was one thing we hadn't counted on: cheating.
Laredo went over to inspect my tomatoes, frowning. "Them's all recent bruises," 
he said. This was the premium variety, very delicate, that discolored almost 
immediately.
I shrugged, knowing complaint would only seem like an excuse. "I guess I wasn't 
as good as I thought I was,"
"Man, I saw you setting 'em in! You never" Then he paused. He was an honest 
man, but he didn't want to accuse his own worker of cheating. "It don't matter. 
You proved you could pick. I'll go on your ship."
So I had won what counted. We brought out the food, as before, this time served 
by petite Saxon privates, and Laredo boarded the ship. "You was a picker," he 
said to me challengingly. "You never learned to pick like that in the Navy!"
"Before I joined the Navy," I admitted. "We rioted, too." Then I proffered my 
hand, and he took it. I had another man with me in more than body, which was the 
point of the exercise.
The third bubble was the toughest. The strike leader was an old-timer, as tough 
as they came, named John Henry. Neither physical force nor picking expertise 
would move him, we knew; he would settle for nothing less than victory. His 
workers were expecting us, too; they had a barricade set up, and they were armed 
with knives and clubs. Any attempt to roust them out would result in bloodshed, 
and that could set off the remaining crews. The migrants had set up their own 
minor radio network, so they were current on our activities.
This was an apple bubble. Small apple trees covered its inner surface, hardly 
more than bushes, loaded with ripe fruit. I saw that dry brush had been piled in 
one section, glistening with oil; the flick of a lighter would set it blazing, 
and the fire would be hard to stop because the brush extended to the trees; 
flame-dousing chemicals would damage the trees.
But if I could get John Henry to negotiate, I could get the rest. This was a 
crucial encounter.
This time I brought Joshua and Laredo with me. Both of them stood before the 
barricade and pleaded my case: I was Hispanic, I had been a picker, and I just 
wanted to help them get a fair settlement without violence.
"Yeah?" John Henry demanded. "We heard how those Navy dolls've been turning your 
heads, but I'm too old for that. If he was a picker, where's his song? You 
schnooks ever think of that?"
Joshua and Laredo fell back, dismayed. Of course, a Navy man could arrange to 
fight or pick; that didn't make him one of them. Had they been taken in?
Now I stepped out alone. I took off my hat and jacket and rolled back my sleeves 
as if preparing for a heroic effort. Then I sang:
It takes a worried man to sing a worried song...
 
"God Amighty!" someone cried. "Wasn't you with Joe Hill?"
That was the single break I needed. This was a large group with many old-timers, 
but Mondy had not been able to ascertain whether any had shared crews with me. 
The odds had been about two to one in my favor, but it had remained a gamble. It 
seemed one had been thereor at least had known of me.
"Yeah, I was with him," I agreed aggressively. "You got anything to say against 
Joe Hill?"
"He's dead!"
"Joe Hill never died!"
The man stared at me a moment, then nodded somberly. He knew what I meant. The 
spirit of Joe Hill lived in the striking laborers, as it had for centuries.
I finished my song, and some of them joined in. Then I started Joe Hill's song, 
and soon they were all singing. And John Henry was mine; of course, he had known 
of Joe Hill and what he stood for. I had shared Joe's life; I had rioted at his 
death. No better credits existed.
It was downhill after that. We picked up several more leaders without 
difficulty; the radio network was helping us now. It was the long shadow of Joe 
Hill that did it. I was still in his debt.
But I had to explain that the farmers remembered Joe, too, and that they still 
feared him; no way would they let a union get started. Not this year or next. 
That was their real balking point. The migrants could go for the Galaxy in other 
matters, if they yielded on this one.
The leaders greeted this with stony silence, as had the owners when I had 
mentioned how generous it would seem if they were to upgrade the working 
conditions in the domes. We had two unfortunately intractable sides here.
We rendezvoused with the yacht carrying the lawyers who represented the farmers. 
We were ready for our negotiation session.
"But first, if you don't mind, there is a little errand I have to do," I said. 
"Bear with me, please; it won't take long."
The migrant leaders and the farmer's lawyers were sullen; they were not at ease 
with each other. They had come to the meeting, but it was obvious that neither 
side cared to compromise. I had made an impression on the migrants, but that was 
personal; it would not persuade them to desert their fundamental interests. Good 
food and pretty girls can only accomplish so much. That was why we had scheduled 
this "errand."
We accelerated to one of the derelict bubbles. I did not explain what the errand 
was, and our guests did not inquire.
Our ship oriented on the bubble. "Has there been any change?" I inquired of my 
Exec gravely, in the presence of my guests, as the viewscreens were activated to 
show the bubble.
"None, sir," Emerald replied as gravely. She was in full uniform, very severe.
"No response to our final communication?"
"No, sir." She looked grim indeed.
I frowned. "Unfortunate." I made a small sigh of resignation. "Well, it has to 
be done. Proceed with the alternative measure."
The image of the bubble magnified on the screen, becoming quite clear to our 
guests. They watched. They had nothing else to do at the moment. They did not 
know this was a derelict.
"Fire one missile," Emerald said clearly into her mike.
Our ship rocked as the missile was launched.
A lawyer looked about, startled. "Missile?"
"Do not be concerned," I reassured him. "This is an incidental action."
The planet buster struck the bubble. It detonated. There was a brilliant flash, 
prevented from being blinding only by the automatic dampers on the viewscreen. 
From the flash emerged a cloud of debris, fragments flying outward in an 
expanding kaleidoscopic pattern. It was one devastatingly beautiful explosion.
"Theyou" the lawyer exclaimed, for once failing in eloquence.
"Let's hope such discipline does not again become necessary," I said somberly. 
"I dislike certain measures, but I learned long ago not to indulge in 
half-measures." I turned to our guests. "My apologies for this delay. Now let's 
get on with the negotiations. I'm sure something can be worked out."
"But that bubble!" Joshua exclaimed. "You blew it apart!"
I shrugged. "Sometimes my hand is forced." Then I paused, as if realizing 
something. "This is not one of your bubbles, of course. You are cooperating. We 
were not able to obtain representation from either side from this one. Naturally 
I would not discipline a bubble involved in honest negotiation."
The migrants looked at each other, then at the lawyers. The two parties seemed 
to draw closer together. "In your resum," a lawyer said cautiously to me, 
"there is a reference to the slaying of a number of pirates, when you were a 
refugee"
"They were criminals. That's ancient history."
"You ain't changed much," Laredo muttered.
The lawyer glanced again at the dissipating cloud, unwilling to accept the 
implication, but shaken. He licked his lips nervously. "Perhaps we should get on 
with it."
"By all means," I agreed heartily. "Now let me summarize the points at issue. As 
I understand it there are three. Working conditions"
"Can be upgraded," a lawyer said quickly, glancing at the others for 
confirmation. "The farmers are not unmindful of the practical comforts of the 
workers. They are willing to provide better food, and to space the working hours 
for greater worker convenience. Internal discipline can be ameliorated or placed 
directly in the hands of the migrant foremen. There really is no problem there, 
so long as the work is properly done."
"Excellent," I said. "I was sure your employers were reasonable men. Now the 
workers say they want a union"
"Uh, if we get what else we want, maybe the union can wait," John Henry said, 
his eyes also on the dissipating cloud, and the others nodded agreement. "One 
thing at a time, I always say." It was amazing how readily peripheral elements 
could be dispensed with when the hint of violent destruction was made. Civilians 
were not inured to such measures. I had obliquely shown them my power.
"Excellent," I repeated. "It is generous of you to postpone such a heartfelt 
issue. We all remember Joe Hill." I took a measured breath. "Now the central 
issue: the rate of pay for work performed. Now this does appear low compared to 
the prevailing Jupiter scales"
"This is not Jupiter," a lawyer said. "Minimum-wage scale does not apply"
"Yet," John Henry said meaningfully.
"Our clients have formidable problems of supply and transportation that make the 
standard scales inapplicable."
"Yeah, they prefer slave labor," Laredo said.
"The migrants work voluntarily!" the lawyer snapped.
"We ain't working now," John Henry said.
"We volunteer to work instead of starve," Joshua said. "That is not much choice, 
my friend."
"Pardon me for interrupting," I said. "But would it be fair to say that the 
migrants would be satisfied with a higher rate of pay per bucket, nothing else? 
No unemployment insurance, medical coverage, retirement benefits"
"Retirement benefits!" the lawyer exclaimed, appalled, while the eyes of the 
migrant leaders widened with appreciation. They had not thought to try for 
anything like this!
"I understand your problems of supply and shipment," I said to the lawyers. "We 
have them in the Navy, too. Let's concentrate on the central thing: the pay per 
bucket picked. If you pay the workers more, you will have to raise your prices 
in Jupiter, putting you at a competitive disadvantage."
"Exactly! We compete with pseudo-produce, and there are cut-rate imports from 
Uranus and Saturn"
"But you see, the workers' rate has not changed in years, while the cost of 
living has," I pointed out. "The workers are being severely squeezed. That is 
why they are restive. If you gave them more to work for, you could save some of 
the cost by reducing your supervisory personnel, that we all know are really 
guards. Satisfied workers reduce your overhead."
"Well, if we could afford"
"Suppose you key the workers' pay to the retail price of the produce?" I 
suggested. "That would alleviate the criticism some make that the farmers ignore 
the increasing cost of living of the workers while increasing their prices."
The farmers, and therefore their lawyers, were quite sensitive to such 
criticism. "Well, we have no objection in principle"
"Perhaps five percent," I said.
"Five percent!" a lawyer exclaimed indignantly. "Preposterous!"
"Normally, as I understand it," I said, "the fee for a significant service 
rendered, one necessary to business, is ten percent or more. Five percent seems 
modest enough, considering the importance of the service."
"But it has never been done before!"
"We are all progressive people, willing to try new things when the old ones 
prove inadequate," I said blithely. "This is, after all, the twenty-seventh 
century. Suppose the arrangement is publicly posted: Of each dollar retail 
price, five cents is allocated for the picker."
"But the men will not work, if it is not tied to the bucket!"
"Tie it to the bucket, then. If a bucket contains one hundred peppers whose 
retail value is five cents per pepper, or five dollars to the bucket, the picker 
gets twenty-five cents."
"Twenty-five cents!" the lawyer cried as if in pain. "That's two and a half 
times the present rate!"
I shrugged. "I suppose we could publicize the fact that the farmers are 
unwilling to allocate more than two percent for harvesting, while paying more 
than that to keep discipline among the distressed workers, and see how the 
Jupiter public reacts. Perhaps the public will agree this is fair."
The lawyers blanched, knowing the outrage such statistics would incite on 
civilized Jupiter. "Perhaps three percent, which would represent a fifty percent 
improvement in" one began.
I glanced at him. "What is the basis for your own fee for services rendered?"
The man backed off hastily. "Perhaps if the percentage was publicly posted, so 
the consumer would know the reason for the increase in price"
"I think it might appear unpatriotic for the buying public to refuse to pay a 
few extra cents to allow the pickers a living wage," I said. "I doubt you would 
lose much in salesif that were the extent of the increase."
The lawyers pondered. They knew the farmers would not object to a settlement 
that successfully passed along the added cost to the public. But I suspected 
that when the time came to publicize the prices, the public would demand that 
the five percent be taken out of the original price, and the farmers would 
discover that they could, after all, afford it. Regardless, the principle of a 
fixed percentage for the pickers was the key to a long-term settlement. My staff 
had hashed this out beforehand and rehearsed me on it; I was not nearly as quick 
or informed as I appeared. That was the beauty of a good staff; it made the 
commander look good, when it was important that he do so.
That, essentially, was it. We made a temporary agreement, and the foremen 
promised to put their workers back in the fields, and the lawyers promised to 
allocate five percent. If the remaining migrants or the farmers did not ratify 
the agreement, the five percent would still hold for the work done during the 
temporary period. After that, the strike would resume. But we all knew it 
wouldn't come to that. We had worked it out.
We returned the migrant leaders to their bubbles, and picked up our girls. 
Joshua was right: The migrants were ready to sell what remained of their souls, 
after enjoying the hospitality of our lovely personnel. They would ratify.
Before we parted, Joshua spoke to me privately. "That bubble you blastedrubber 
knives?"
"You're smarter than you look," I said.
"Thought so. You're not really a killer."
"Not of migrants," I agreed.
The agreement stood. There was no further violence. We got our blanket 
promotion: I advanced to full Commander, O5: Repro, Spirit, Emerald, and Mondy 
to Lieutenant Commanders, O4; and right on down to our lowest E2's becoming 
PFC's. We had gambled big, and won. And my name flashed across the Jupiter news 
of the day. Commander Hubris was momentarily famous.
And perhaps I had repaid Joe Hill for his kindness.
 
Chapter 6  PUGIL
There are set routines for promotion and assumption of commands, but Lieutenant 
Commander Mondy knew how to circumvent them. Our next step was perhaps unique 
for the time: my company expanded into a battalion; my three platoons became 
companies; and my squads grew into platoons. New personnel came into this 
framework mostly from below. We simply fissioned away from our former battalion 
and became our own.
Now my battalion staff became official. Lieutenant Commander Phist transferred 
in to be my S-4 Logistics officer; he had not been part of our unit before, so 
had not shared in the blanket promotion. I now ranked him and could include him 
in my command.
Now our training commenced in earnest. Some of it made little sense to the 
troops, but they worked at it, anyway, because the penalty for unsupport was to 
be transferred out again. You see, it wasn't just physical training, it was 
social.
I required each man to learn a song, and that he always be ready to sing it in 
public. I had been reminded of the power of song by my experience with the 
migrants. The migrant laborers had a special kind of camaraderie, and I wanted 
it for my battalion. This was my first major step. The men grumbled, but they 
picked out their songs in the migrant manner and rehearsed them. We had regular 
singing sessions where enthusiasm counted more than skill. There were a good 
many duplications of songs, and those who shared songs were supposed to look out 
for each other's interests, even if they had no other bond.
I had Sergeant Smith, now E7, instruct a program of special training in judo, 
fencing, and pugil sticks. Why? Because I wanted my men to be expert in 
hull-fighting. You see, there are several ways to take out an enemy ship in 
space. You can blast it to pieces, which I deem to be wasteful; or you can 
disable it and force surrender, which is risky when dealing with dishonorable 
folk such as pirates; or you can board it and take it over from inside by using 
a pacifier or gas grenade. To board it you have to land suited men on the hull, 
who then operate the airlocks and get inside to do their work. A stun-bomb flung 
through as the inner lock opens is very effective. But a smart ship's captain 
will post guards on his hull to prevent exactly such intrusion, and those guards 
have to be dealt with quickly and silently.
Picture the problem: There you are, just arrived on the hull, your magnetic 
boots clinging to the metal surface, the centrifugal force of the ship's 
rotation pulling you outward. (Technically, there is no such force, but it is 
more convenient to deal with that imagined force than with the more complex 
input of the vectors of deviation from rest.) You are, in essence, hanging 
upside down, with little leeway for error; the moment your feet lose contact 
with the hull, you fall out into space. The boot magnetism is not great, because 
you need to be able to move individual feet readily; falling is all too easy. 
And here is this enemy soldier coming at you
Perhaps the best way to illustrate this is to describe an episode of the 
training in which I was personally involved. We did not have many discipline 
problems, because of the spirit of unity we cultivated, but any organization has 
some. This one involved Corporal Heller, a huge, tough, canny brute of a Saxon 
who went in for all the violent activities. He wasn't popular, because he had a 
sarcastic mouth and was apt to hurt people by too-vigorous physical competition, 
and he had a bad attitude. But he insisted on remaining in our unit, and he was 
competent and worked hard, so we tolerated him.
When an opening came for a squad leader, there were two prime candidates: 
Corporal Heller and Corporal Valencia, a qualified Hispanic. I interviewed both 
men, for even small decisions of personnel were important to me and the lower 
officers had not wanted to touch this particular case. I made my decision in 
favor of Valencia. He was designated squad leader and was promoted to sergeant.
Heller was furious. He claimed I had discriminated against him as a Saxon. 
Actually, I had seen that however well qualified Heller was otherwise, he was 
unsuitable as a leader of men, because he had little sensitivity to the needs of 
others. This was a largely Hispanic squad that would be more responsive to one 
of its own, and Valencia spoke Spanish. He could not compete with Heller 
physically, but leadership is more than physical. He would do a better job, and 
his squad would have higher morale and fewer gripes and superior performance.
However, a sizable segment of my unit did not see it that way, including many 
Hispanics. Sergeant Smith explained it to me succinctly: "We're training to go 
out and fight pirates, right, sir? Pirates are tough, so we need tough leaders 
to match them, not just good organizers or nice guys. Heller is tough."
"Would you have given him the job?"
Smith laughed. "No way, sir! You can't train men by breaking heads! But that's 
the way some of the men see it. There'll be discord, sir."
I called in Lieutenant Commander Repro. He had a spaced-out attitude, but he was 
functional. That addiction bothered me increasingly, and I knew I could not 
forever postpone taking action. "Are you familiar with the Heller/Valencia 
case?"
"Certainly, sir." Personalities were in his bailiwick.
"What's your advice?"
"You'll never satisfy Heller without giving him promotion and responsibility, 
and he's not fit for it. You need to find a slot for him that has rank and 
responsibility without direct command of men. Is there such a spot?"
I looked at Sergeant Smith. "Is there?"
"Yes, sir."
"But you must also satisfy his pride," Repro continued. "He's so angry, and so 
are a number of others in the unit. They think you have been unfair, and they're 
taking flak from their peers in other units about reverse discrimination. You've 
got to give them some satisfaction."
Leadership has its limitations. "How?"
"A challenge match, sir." Repro's brow furrowed. "Odd, though, that Heller even 
made an issue, when he could simply have transferred out. Something's not 
rebounding."
A steel ball not favoring the pattern; I knew what he meant. But his advice 
seemed good. That was why I arranged a challenge match with Corporal Heller.
We took off our marks of rank and set it up as a public training exercise, with 
the rest of the unit watching. We started at the center of the ship, back to 
back in the fashion of a duel. We each carried a foil, a pugil stick, and a bomb 
in addition to our standard gear, attached by snap-free fasteners. They looked 
clumsy but added only about fifteen pounds to the thirty-five-pound suit 
assemblies. We could handle the weight, especially in free-fall and with 
suit-jets to propel us.
This match was well refereed; just about every enlisted man wanted to see the 
old man defend his turf, so to speak. (Age has nothing to do with the 
designation; it is the slang for any unit commander.) It was not necessary for 
me to win to retain their respect; it was necessary for me to show the same 
qualities I required of them: skill, courage, stamina, and fighting spirit. But 
if I lost, I would have to appoint Heller squad leader, and that would be a 
minor disaster. There was also the matter of pride.
Sergeant Smith gave the command: "Move out!"
We bounced away from each other and floated toward opposite airlocks. I was the 
Raider, and Heller was the Defender; these roles had been chosen by lot. It was 
my job to disable the enemy ship, and his to protect it.
I spun the wheels and worked the handles of the inner panel of the lock. 
Everything was manual, of course; airlocks are too important to trust to powered 
machines. There was an art to navigating an airlock swiftly, and it was 
important now; the first man out had a definite advantage.
The portal opened; I jumped down in, for there was gee here at the rim of the 
ship. Gee, of course, is more than an abbreviation for gravity; it means weight 
in space, in whatever manner it occurs. I closed and secured the inner panel, 
then struck the pressure-release valve. The air of the lock bled out rapidly 
into space. This might be considered wasteful, but it was fast, and a powered 
air pump would be suspect during battle conditions, as well as slower. What use 
to save a little air and lose a ship? Simplicity and speed were of the essence.
My suit became rigid as the pressure dropped, but the hinges in the limbs kept 
it flexible where it needed to be. Civilian suits are flexible all over, and the 
really good ones fit like a second skin; in fact, a healthy young woman can be 
spectacular in space, the more so because she's untouchable. But the military 
suits were old-fashioned, bulbous-limbed, and heavy and rigid between the 
hinges. But they were cheap and reliable, and they provided a convenient cushion 
of air around the body that enabled a person to remain in space as long as his 
oxygen held out, and sometimes that was critically important.
I dropped out as the outer panel opened, caught one of the external handholds, 
and flipped over to plant my magnetic boots against the hull. These boots 
certainly would have been useful when I was working on the hull of the refugee 
bubble, so long ago! Then I had had to depend on a tether to keep me from 
drifting free in space, and it had been nervous business.
The panel slid back into place automatically, spring-loaded. I stepped on the 
fiber panel, where the force of magnetism was muted, and squatted. I waited for 
the buoy to come into sight; the spin of the ship brought me around to it in a 
few seconds. Then I leaped as hard as I could toward that buoy. I seemed to 
depart the ship at an angle, but this was mostly illusion, because the ship was 
spinning under me. Over me; I was falling away from it. I had compensated for 
the tangent of my centrifugal departure when I jumped; I was right on course for 
the buoy, which was two miles away. I was traveling at close to forty miles an 
hour, so would reach it in about three minutes. The buoy represented the halfway 
point in the course; in an actual mission I would make a jump correction here 
and home in on the enemy ship. This time it was trickier; I had to loop around 
the buoy and return to the Copperhead, now redesignated as the Enemy Craft. That 
meant using my suit-jets to kill my inertia and get me moving back. That could 
be awkward, but my officer training had prepared me well for this. I could make 
the loop with fuel to spare.
Now I spotted Heller. He was way behind me and proceeding slowly, no more than 
twenty-five miles per hour. Good enough.
I approached the buoy, oriented, and used my jet to decelerate. I may have 
mentioned that technically there is no such thing as deceleration, only 
acceleration, but the old concepts remain useful even when erroneous. Why say 
negative acceleration when deceleration makes it so much clearer? At any rate, I 
was braking, reducing my velocity relative to the buoy.
I came to a "halt" in space just beyond the buoy where three enlisted men, 
referees, perched in their suits. They saluted cheerfully, and I returned it, 
though no salutes were required in this circumstance. I nudged to the side, then 
accelerated again, having looped it. The enlistees waved. Heller was only now 
coming close.
Then I remembered: He was the Defender. He didn't have to loop the buoy; he just 
had to defend the ship he started from. He had come out slowly not to race me 
but to stop me, and he had saved all his fuel. Now he was meeting me, and my 
challenge had just begun. All he had to do was grab me and haul me out to space; 
if I used my jet to oppose his, my fuel would run out before his, and I would 
not be able to reach the target craft.
My best bet was to outmaneuver him: to get past and accelerate so that he could 
not catch up. But now he used his jet, angling to intercept me. I could not stay 
on a straight-line course.
I tilted my body and jetted to the side. Heller tilted and jetted, again on an 
interception course. Maneuvering in space in a suit takes skill; I had it, but 
so did he. In fact, he was better at it than most enlisted men were; he must 
have had more aptitude for this than our supervisory personnel had judged. Why 
hadn't he transferred to a unit specializing in this sort of thing? Inexorably 
he closed on me.
He had equivalent skill and more fuel remaining than I did; I could not avoid 
him. I would have to fight.
I reached over my shoulder and drew my foil. This was a long, thin, round-bladed 
sword with a button on the end. On a real mission a rapier would be used, the 
sharp point being used to puncture the enemy's suit. This was the manner that 
swords came to space, anachronistic as it might seem: There was hardly a more 
efficient method to dispatch a person in space than simply poking a hole in his 
suit. Small hand-lasers could be devastating on bare flesh, but the material of 
military space suits resisted this, spreading the heat rapidly and dissipating 
it harmlessly. A ship-mounted laser could readily take out a suited man, of 
course, but a hand-laser was a mere toy in comparison. It was not true that a 
mirrored surface could stop a laser, as many folk believed; the ray ignored the 
polish and melted the backing, as it was not strictly a visual phenomenon. A 
mirror might help deflect a glancing shot, and some suits were polished with 
this in mind. But only hand-lasers made glancing shots; a ship-laser could send 
a beam several feet in diameter, bathing the whole suit, and there was no 
defense. The heat had nowhere to dissipate to. Of course, it was uneconomic to 
take out a single man with a ship-laser; such power is by no means cheap. So the 
net effect was to eliminate lasers from this action. Small projectile weapons 
were notoriously unreliable in a vacuum, even those supposedly designed for it. 
They tended to misfire or explode in the hand, and the recoil could set a man 
spinning wildly. Thrown knives or bombs depended on the accuracy of the throwers 
and could be dodged if any distance was involved. So it came down to the 
recoverable sword point, which had no permanent recoil and could be used as 
often as needed. Not the slashing type of sword; that was too easy to parry or 
blunt, and was too unbalancing to swing unless the user had good anchorage. But 
the direct thrust of a rapier was difficult to avoid or counter.
So we did indeed have old-fashioned swordplay in modern space, and swordsmanship 
was a viable Navy skill.
The foil, of course, had a blunted point. The button of the tip would, when 
depressed with sufficient force, complete an electrical circuit that registered 
as a score. A score anywhere on a space suit suggested a puncture, and that, in 
a real combat situation with sharp points, would be lethal. It did not have to 
be a vital area of the body, and no blood had to flow; a sleeve puncture was 
just about as fatal as a heart puncture. A pinhole leak could be patched before 
significant deflation occurred, but a sword puncture would blow out the suit too 
rapidly for remedy, and if it didn't, surely the victim would be too busy trying 
to stop the leak to continue the fight and would be easy prey for the next 
strike.
But this discussion becomes tedious. Heller had his sword out. He wasted no 
time; he jetted right at me, the sword point leading. I reacted automatically, 
countering his thrust and using the contact as leverage to move myself out of 
the way. I could have struck forward at his torso, but that would only have 
resulted in mutual scoring. Who won if both died? The suicide ploy was only for 
those who were dying, anyway. He shot past me harmlessly.
Harmlessly? I realized that I had seen something alarming. Probably a 
misperception, but I wanted to be sure.
He spun in space, using the catlike gyration needed to reorient when there was 
nothing to push against. It is an acquired skill, but military men are so often 
exposed to free-fall that most pick it up readily. The body had to be oriented 
so that the fixed suit-jet would aim in the desired direction; orientation plus 
thrust equaled motion.
This time I jetted toward him, my point extended. The niceties of fencing don't 
work well in free-fall, because the body is not braced. Heller did not seek to 
parry me; he extended his own weapon. We were ready to suffer mutual "death."
This time I saw the point, uncapped. He had a rapier, not a foil!
This man was out to kill me, literally.
Abruptly I parried, shoving him out of the way. I spun in place and jetted at 
him again immediately. The ship was now directly behind me, and my fuel was low; 
this was the last such maneuver I could make. I would lose this aspect of the 
match if I got stranded in space, but that was not my present concern. I had my 
life to protect!
Heller spun to meet me, his sword coming at me. I parried it againand grabbed 
it with my other hand. I let go my own weapon, putting both hands on his rapier, 
wrenching it from his grasp. He hadn't expected this! I put my two boots up 
against his chest and shoved him violently away from me. He spun out toward the 
buoy, and the recoil sent me spinning toward the ship as I had planned.
I reoriented and used the last of my fuel to accelerate toward the ship. I now 
had a head start, but Heller had plenty of fuel. Would he come after me without 
his rapier?
He did. He gained on me and would have intercepted me before I reached the ship, 
but now I had his rapier, and I menaced him with it, keeping him at bay. Rather 
than risk my thrust, he avoided me and preceded me to the ship. I could not 
prevent that; he would have the advantage of being set on the hull as I arrived. 
I had no choice except to continue my course; I was out of fuel. If I missed the 
ship, I would be helpless.
But I had faced death before and had seen my family and friends die. I had no 
liking for violent death, but this immediate threat only galvanized me to better 
performance.
As I moved toward the ship, I pondered. Why was Heller trying to kill me? He had 
a grudge, true; but he could settle that by defeating me in this match and 
getting his promotion. He was throwing that away, for he had to know he faced 
court-martial and summary execution the moment he tried seriously to kill his 
commander. His life was on the line now, and he hadn't had to put it there. 
There was a missing element.
There were more witnesses floating beside the ship. I could signal them at any 
time, but they did not know how this contest had changed and might only get hurt 
themselves, so I let them be. This was my own fight!
Someone must have put Heller up to this. His insistence on staying with my unit, 
and trying for a position for which he was unsuited, now fell into place as part 
of a more insidious plot. But who or what could have caused him to go to the 
extreme? Well, if there were some understanding within the Navy, so that he 
would face a lenient court, and if he claimed he hadn't known his weapon was 
pointedan error by Supplyand I were not alive to refute him, he just might get 
off with a nominal punishment. A year in detention, reduction in grade, a 
general discharge from the service. Then he could collect his private reward: 
perhaps enough money to make the risk worthwhile.
Heller was surely a tool. Who was behind this? Who had sufficient money and 
influence to arrange thisthe murder and the nominal punishment? Who had motive 
to eliminate me?
There was an answer: QYV.
QYV had left me alone for years, ever since Chiron. It seemed his activity had 
resumed. He still wanted that key and knew I would not yield it while I lived. 
So he was trying to kill me and somehow recover the key from my body, gambling 
that it was the original. It made a certain sense.
I experienced two reactions, of roughly equal and opposite nature. The first was 
curiosity. Who was QYV, and how did he wield so much power? What secret did the 
magnetic coding of the key unlock, that was at once so quiescent as to be able 
to wait for years for recovery, yet so important that people could be killed for 
it?
My other reaction was anger. Twice QYV had set traps for me, and twice I had 
survived them. Now he was doing it a third time. I fancy myself an intelligent 
rather than a vindictive man, but there are limits. It was time to deal with 
QYV.
These thoughts took only a moment. Now I was sailing in toward the ship, and 
Heller, the agent of this annoyance, was waiting for me with his pugil stick.
The pugil stick is a training device dating back six or seven centuries. Surely 
the name derives from the English word pugilism, itself derived from the Latin 
pugil, a boxer. In other words, it was a boxing stick. It was originally 
designed to resemble, in mass and length, the primitive projectile weapon of 
historical Earth called the rifle. You see, the liability of all projectile 
weapons is that they constantly require new projectiles, the old ones being lost 
by use. When the ammunition is exhaustedas might happen when a unit is 
surrounded or has its supplies interrupted, or when the press of battle prevents 
timely reloadingthe empty rifles, laser pistols, blasters, or whatever become 
clubs or swords. A knife could be affixed to the end of the ancient rifle, so it 
came to resemble a crude spear, and in that condition was called a bayonet. 
Unfortunately bayonets were not ideal for training, being too clumsy and deadly. 
So the pugil stick became a mock-up of the bayonet, padded and rounded so that 
it was difficult to actually harm an opponent. The center was narrow, for a 
handy grip, while the ends were cylindrical masses; the whole vaguely resembled 
an ancient barbell. Protective helmets were worn for such practice, and heavy 
gloves, and crotch armor. Still, it was possible to inflict quite savage 
punishment with such a device; a blow solid enough to knock down an opponent was 
not lightly dismissed. On occasion, in the early days, men were beaten to death 
with the pugil sticks, and on occasion, such pugilism had been banned. But I had 
instructed Sergeant Smith to train my men with it, and the present case was an 
example why.
In the Jupiter Navy we used the sticks in new ways. They were, of course, useful 
for inculcating an aggressive attitude in trainees; it might fairly be said that 
there are no pacifists with pugil sticks. The man who hesitates to strike is 
doomed to be struck; he soon learns to fight back. The exercises are competitive 
with squad, platoon, and company champions. I had become a platoon champion in 
my day, using my talent to comprehend the nature of an opponent. All this had 
been standard in military training since the pugil stick was developed, but in 
space and/or free-fall, there is a new dimension, literally. The stick is no 
longer a substitute for a more effective weapon; it is a weapon itself.
I could tell by the way Heller held his stick, and by his stance on the hull, 
that he was expert in this form of combat. He was large and strong; there he had 
a natural advantage over me, for I am of average dimension. But already I was 
coming to grasp his natureas I should have done before this match ever 
started!and this would enable me to compensate. There is more to pugilism than 
mass and strength. This would be a fairer match than he supposed.
Several more referees were on the hull. They watched without interfering. As 
yet, none of the observers realized the actual nature of this encounter.
It was Heller's evident intent to bash me as I landed. If he could knock me 
loose from the hull before my magnetic boots found firm attachment, I would 
drift helplessly through space, my mission incomplete, and the victory in the 
match would be his. On the other hand, if I could land and knock him loose, I 
would then have the advantage. He did have fuel remaining, so he could return; 
but I could intercept him as he did so.
I rotated so that I came at him boots first. Then I hurled the rapier at him. He 
had to dodge aside lest his suit be punctured. The throw also provided me some 
braking action, slowing my approach. As he dodged, the weapon smashed into the 
hull and rebounded back into space, and I landed safely before he could attack.
Heller strode into me, thrusting at my head with one of the padded ends, but I 
was ready. I blocked his pugil stick and quickly countered with a butt stroke to 
his groin. A point is scored when a contestant lands a solid blow to a 
vulnerable region: the head, throat, chest, stomach, or groin. Of course, our 
suits protected all these regions of the body, but the referees would tally the 
score for any such blows made. In addition, there was the knockoff strategy: to 
knock the opponent loose from the hull and into space. This would be the object 
on an enemy hull: literally, to hurl the defenders away.
Heller readily blocked my stroke, and struck swiftly at my shoulder. I ducked 
and dodged aside, letting the padded end graze my shoulder while I countered to 
his briefly vulnerable midsection. I scored on his stomach solidly enough to 
rock him back, and I knew the referees were making notes.
But something was wrong, and in a moment I realized what it was. There was a 
scratch on my shoulder where his strike had scraped across it.
Scratch? From the soft, padded end of the pugil stick?
I fenced with him, watching his stick. The ship was spinning, so that we were in 
effect hanging by our shoes with light and darkness alternating frequently; as 
we swung back into "day," I saw the bumps in his stick. Originally the pugil 
sticks were wooden rods wrapped in polyfoam, enclosed by canvas bags at each 
end; today they were wholly synthetic but similarly padded and enclosed, and the 
materials were still called "foam" and "canvas" and "wood" though they were not. 
There should have been no bumps in the canvas. Heller's stick had to be spiked 
with hard or sharp objects fixed between foam and canvas. They showed only 
slightly, but any solid blow would bring their sharp surfaces into direct 
contact with the opposing surface: my suit.
I slashed viciously at his head, forcing him to counter. Thus his canvas struck 
mineand mine tore. Now I had confirmation. His supposedly harmless pugil stick 
had been rendered into a deadly weapon, here in space. He was still out to kill 
me, and the referees still didn't know it.
I could retreat, grab a referee, and have Heller arrested. But wise as that 
course might be in the practical sense, it would not be good in the social 
sense. No officer should flee an enlisted man in a situation like this, or pull 
rank to get out of a difficult situation. I would be entirely within my rights 
in this instance, but I could suffer a critical loss of respect in my unit. I 
needed that respect, not for personal pleasure but to enable me to forge an 
absolutely dedicated corps. I wanted troops who put the welfare of the unit 
ahead of their own, and I had to set the example. This remained my fight, win or 
lose, regardless of the handicap. After all, in real battle situations the 
unexpected had to be dealt with, too.
I continued to analyze Heller's style. He was strong and skilled, but I was 
flexible; already I grasped his patterns. This was my talent, and it was of 
inestimable value to me in a crisis. It was as if he were calling his shots in 
advance, while mine were surprises. Now that I knew his weapon, I guarded 
against it. The tide of battle was turning in my favor.
Heller became aware of this. He strove desperately to take me out, smashing 
brutally at my body with alternate ends of his stick, but no shot touched my 
suit. My own pugil stick was in shreds, however. When his intemperate effort put 
him out of position, I countered devastatingly; I chopped at his feet, sweeping 
both his boots free of the hull. He fell away from the ship, and in the moment 
he did so, I lofted him on his way with a stick-end uppercut that caught in his 
padded crotch and shoved him out. He was on his way!
Of course, he used his jet to brake and return, but that took precious seconds, 
and in that time I charged the airlock he was supposed to be defending and spun 
the exterior wheel. Heller returned before I got the lock open, but I was 
mindful of his progress and paused to bash him back into space. On his next 
return he was more careful, landing at a small distance so he could anchor his 
boots before encountering me, but by that time I was inside the lock.
He jammed his pugil stick into the closing aperture, preventing me from shutting 
him out. I grabbed the stick, opened the panel, and hurled the stick away into 
space; but that gave Heller time to scramble into the lock with me.
Now it was the third phase of the contest: hand-to-hand. This was where the judo 
came in. Judo is one of the old Earth martial arts, and though in its full scope 
it includes all of the blows and holds known by man, its essence is the 
technique of throwing. On Earth this meant throwing the opponent to the ground 
on his back hard enough to knock the fight from him, and perhaps holding him 
down; the idea was to overcome him without having to hurt him. The term judo 
meant, in the original Japanese, "gentle way," in contrast to the necessary 
violence of striking with fist or foot. In that respect judo was superior to 
most other martial arts; it provided an avenue of limited or measured force, 
regardless of the effort of the opponent. Such an avenue was invaluable when it 
was necessary to subdue an intoxicated friend, or an enemy one preferred to 
reason with. Here on the hull of a spaceship, the thrust of the judo throw was 
reversed. Now it meant breaking the opponent's magnetic contact and hurling him 
into the void. The seemingly opposite techniques were not too different in 
practice; the presence or absence of gee made all the difference. But in the 
close confines of an airlock, it was another matter.
Strength counts for a lot in hand-to-hand combat, but skill counts for more. 
Here I had the advantage; I had spent more time in a space suit, and had faced 
worse hazards than had Heller. I maneuvered him into an armlock that was just as 
effective in suits as it was naked; he could not move without dislocating his 
elbow. I maintained the hold with one arm and my body and feet, pinning him to 
the wall by using the leverage in my magnetic boots as well as bracing against 
the opposite wall. With my free hand I sealed the lock, pressured it, and set 
off my bomb.
When the inner panel opened, my "nerve gas" spread rapidly into the ship. It was 
actually colored, perfumed vapor, harmless, but it made the point: I had taken 
the ship and won the match.
Now I signaled Sergeant Smith. "Arrest this man," I said as my helmet came off. 
Respect was no longer an issue.
The referees recovered the rapier and doctored pugil stick; there was no 
question what Corporal Heller had tried to do. But before taking any further 
action, I interviewed him in my office.
"Corporal," I said briskly, "you have your choice of summary unit discipline or 
a formal court-martial. I recommend the former."
"Sir?" he asked, perplexed.
"I am prepared to deal," I said.
He understood. "Unit discipline," he said immediately.
"You may have information I want. Provide it freely, and I will assign nominal 
punishment." I remembered how Sergeant Smith had said this to me, years ago; I 
had learned from him.
"Sir, you know I tried to kill you," he protested.
"You are not the first," I said dryly. "I know you are only a tool. I want the 
mind."
"Sir, my life"
"Is forfeit to the Navy. I will protect you."
He yielded, knowing the nature of my commitment. "I will tell you anything I 
know."
"Who hired you to kill me?"
"Kife," he said, his mouth seeming to be reluctant to form the syllable.
That surprised me. Not the answer; I already knew that. But the fact that he 
answered without evasion. Few who betrayed QYV, I was sure, survived long. In 
fact, he could have been hired indirectly, not knowing his true employer. QYV 
was being less devious here than I had expected.
I got the story from him: Heller's family was poor, with no real prospect for 
improvement. He had been sending most of his service pay back home; the normal 
Navy allotments for dependent parents were not sufficient in this case for the 
medication required. QYV had offered instant, anonymous settlement of the family 
debts, and a handsome reward upon discharge from the Service, so that the family 
would be secure and Heller himself would have much-improved future prospects. 
Heller trusted QYV because QYV always kept his word; in any event, the debt 
settlement had been arranged before Heller made the attempt on my life. If he 
died in the attempt, or was executed, his family remained better off. "It was 
the best I could do for them," he concluded.
"Now that you have failed"
He smiled grimly. "No bonus. I'm on my own."
"If you had succeeded"
"I was to fetch a little key from your body and fling it into space."
I was surprised again. "You had no delivery route?"
"No, sir. Just to fling it away. After that, Kife would send a lawyer to plead 
my case in court-martial and get my sentence reduced."
With such a lawyer, and the strings QYV could pull, I knew Heller would have 
done all right. But he had failed, was now a liability to QYV, and so had 
accepted my terms instead.
That was the extent of his pertinent information. I knew he was telling the 
truth, because of my talent. "You have no personal animosity toward me?"
"No, sir. I respect you. It was a put-up job; I'm no good for command, just for 
fighting. We knew you'd have to turn me down, giving me cause for challenge. 
You're not bad at combat yourself, sir."
I pondered. "I can't give you riches, but I can give you life and a clean 
record." I had not forgotten the potency of that offer, either. I knew he would 
respond; when he made a commitment, he honored it all the way. "Will you serve 
me loyally henceforth, if I give you the chance?"
He spread his hands. "You beat me fair, sir. You've got me, if you want me. I 
wouldn't want me."
"Then you are hereby assigned to my personal staff. Your record will not be 
affected, and your family will not know."
He was amazed. "What about the punishment, sir?"
"You will be my bodyguard. If I am to be killed, you will intercept the attempt 
to the best of your ability. If you die or are wounded, that is your punishment. 
You tried to take my life; until you save it, you have not paid."
"Yes, sir!" he agreed.
Another person could not have afforded the risk, but my talent made it feasible 
for me. Heller would be the best bodyguard I could obtain. He owed me life and 
knew it.
"Uh, sir"
"Yes, Corporal?"
"Something I heard, can't be sure it's true"
"Yes?"
"There's another attempt on you slated. Some other way to get the key from you. 
But I don't know how. Just that there's someone or something on the ship. 
Indirect, maybe."
"Thank you, Heller." I wasn't surprised. QYV had tried three times; why not 
four?
 
I had survived the encounter with no more than some chafes about my body, owing 
to the unexpectedly strenuous nature of it. I didn't bother with sick bay, 
preferring to assume the pose of indestructibility. I rubbed some salve on the 
sore spots, had a light meal, and settled down in my hammock for a nap, alone. 
When I had been married, I had rated a bed; I missed it, but single enlistees or 
officers had hammocks, and I was no exception.
Several hours later I awoke, feeling odd. The room was dimly illuminated, the 
way I preferred it for sleep; there was sufficient light for vision. I looked at 
the ceiling, for I had caught a flicker of something there, something in a dark 
color, oblique to my vision. I could not quite focus on it, seeing it mostly 
peripherally as it flowed gently by. I was not alarmed; the sight was pleasant. 
It occurred to me I was dreaming, for there was no holo-projector here, yet I 
knew I was awake.
Now the image changed, becoming brighter, more defined, undulating iridescently, 
as though an ocean of rainbows were heaving by. Bands of color separated from 
the mass, forming into arcs, semicircles, spirals, and loops. Other bands 
realigned, forming patterns of lines that somehow passed through the individual 
curves without interference. Perhaps it was like the petals of flowers floating 
on a heaving sea, the waves distinct from the objects yet interacting in a 
curious, intangible fashion.
I closed my eyes, and the sight changed but did not disappear. Rather, it became 
muted, an underlying grid of color, as if this were the fundamental form that 
filtered through my eyelids. I opened my eyes again, and the grid was clothed 
with new ornaments, symmetrical motifs, that slowly turned in space 
three-dimensionally, like galaxies or rare ancient urns, each more lovely and 
significant than the others, each a vessel of sheerest wonder. Faster they 
turned, like spinning planets, spraying out colors like gravity waves, more and 
more rapidly until their outlines blurred, and even then they were impossibly 
beautiful.
Abruptly, all was gone. I saw only my room, stark and bare. There are no loose 
items in a Navy ship, for they could become missiles during accelerative action. 
No pictures or paperweights. All is secured and little is esthetic. I lay still, 
hoping for a return of the pretty visions, but they were gone. I felt a loss so 
great it brought tears to my eyes and a burden to my chest. Paradise lost!
I stirred, sitting up, causing my hammock to swing slightlyand suddenly there 
was sound. Fragments of marvelous music flitted about me, as if some profound 
orchestra were tuning up. The room seemed to tilt as I moved, throwing me 
off-balance; everything was askew. I steadied myself, but though my body was 
still, it also seemed to be turning; the room was turning, too, in the opposite 
way, and my legs were rotating in diverse directions; yet somehow all was 
organized so that I neither twisted apart nor lost my position in the room. The 
sound clarified, and I heard a distant, lovely, vaguely familiar melody, one I 
longed to appreciate more closely but could not approach.
But I tried. I got to my feet and found I was not dizzy despite the motions of 
the universe and my body. Beautiful bass notes sounded as my feet struck the 
floor. I walked melodiously to the door in pursuit of the distant theme, passing 
through the complex tapestry of colors that reformed, without disturbing it. 
Geometric patterns played across the door, and the latch-release panel was 
somewhat like a painted goblin's head, but I touched it and the panel slid open.
Beyond was flickering fire. Intense orange flames leaped up and came through to 
touch me, but they had no heat; I was invulnerable to this sort of illusion. I 
stepped into the inferno, following the melodic theme.
The flames remained, reminding me somewhat of the savage surface of Io, but once 
I was fairly in them I discovered new aspects. They had discrete shapes of their 
own, and these were animate, almost alive. There were flame-flowers blooming 
from their twining flame-vines, more beautiful than any I had ever seen. The 
smells of them came to me now, the essences of perfect nature, compatible with 
the music that enfolded them. The geometric shapes flitted in from the other 
chamber, becoming angular and sine-wave bees and butterflies and hummingbirds 
without sacrificing their mathematical identities, and carried sparkling pollen 
from flower to flower, mating them. There were small, satisfied flashes of light 
as the sex organs that were the flowers received their gratifications, their 
completions. Then the flowers faded, for nature has little use for anything 
whose function is past, and were replaced by fruits on the vines, becoming full 
and juicy and delicious.
As I gazed at those fruits and understood the symbolism of their generation, I 
felt the stirring in my own loin, the need to merge my own pollen with the 
ovules of the female, to generate my own fruit and the seeds of my own type of 
life. The flames became half-naked young females of human persuasion wearing 
skirts without panties, shawls without halters, dancing, twisting, shaking, 
writhing, their breasts bouncing and quivering with the fullness of their 
motions, their legs lifting, spreading, closing beckoningly. The nymphs twined 
like serpents inside their decorative ornaments, impossibly alluring. Now I saw 
flame-men, too, with fire phalluses that jetted sparks into the crevices of the 
female flames. I longed to jet my sparks also, but the flame-girls were 
intangible to my flesh. I needed my own kind.
I resolved to search for a human woman of suitable configuration and youth. I 
strode forward, and suddenly my environment shifted again. Horror fell on me 
like nocturnal rain, soaking me through the flesh to the bone, and through the 
bone to the marrow. I shivered, terrified of everything. Things came at me, 
threatening; I was aware of teeth, claws, eyes, and thin sucking-type 
proboscises. I fled their chill menaces, but there was nowhere to flee; the very 
shadows reached their barbed extremities toward me.
I spun to the side, and the scene obligingly shifted, sliding past me laterally, 
vibrating; when I stopped, it continued more rapidly, carrying the monsters 
along. But this was dizzying. I clapped my eyelids down; the clang as they 
slammed closed echoed loudly across my skull and set the jelly of my brain to 
vibrating. That was worse than the monsters, so I reopened my eyes, cautiously 
so the orbs would not burst loose from their sockets in the vacuum, but it was 
all right; they were contained. Now I saw my hand before my face, outlined in 
double contours without and within, so that it was at once skeletal and 
ballooningly fat. The contours tripled, quadrupled, quintupled, sextupled, until 
I blinked, reminded of something by that last description; I had been in quest 
for a woman. Then the multiple lines vanished, replaced by solid colors, red 
contrasting sharply with green, blue with orange, yellow with brown. But 
underneath remained the hand, the empty hand, proffering what was more horrible 
than anything it could have held. I wrenched away again, trying to scream, 
trying to blot it out.
And a man loomed before me, but the sounds he uttered were unintelligible, a 
meaningless roar. I peered into his face, but it was blank, devoid of soul. As I 
looked, I saw a progression of features on him: human, ape, feline, reptilian, 
with staring eyes. I realized he was but a shell, an incubus, a golem of no 
account. I shoved him aside, and he moved with strange lightness, as if he were 
canvas filled with foam, and I went on to the next, and he, too, was nothing. I 
continued past a crowd of them, until I came to the master-entity, a monster in 
vague man-shape, foul smelling. I saw it take hold of a man and crush him in a 
bear hug so hard that flesh pulped under the skin, so that he was rendered into 
a shapeless mass. Then the monster sank a hollow fang into the top of the 
victim's head and sucked out the multicolored juice, and the skin-sac shriveled 
as the substance was depleted. When the bag was empty except for the rattling 
bones, the monster blew foul air through its tooth, inflating the sac until it 
was as turgid as a space suit in a vacuum. The man was restored as a soul-empty 
shape, a balloon, a doppelganger who moved about among the others who did not 
notice the change. Who accepted it as an ordinary person.
Now the monster came for me, for I still had juice in me, and I could not flee 
him. There was blood all around me, pooling on the floor, spattered on the 
walls. Evidently some had leaked from the victims of the monster while they were 
being squeezed. I didn't want to step in it, knowing it would somehow destroy 
me, but the monster was reaching for me. I was too frightened to think straight 
or even fight, knowing I was doomed.
Words came through from the confusion of notes and blood. "Hope... Hope... 
Hope... Hope..."
I paused, seeking the source. "Who calls me?"
"Repro. Repro. Hope, you have been drugged. Drugged! Do you understand?"
"Drugged," I repeated. It did seem to make sense.
"Hallucinogenic, evidently. Are you in a vision?"
"Vision," I agreed. I was not surprised that I could talk to him. At the moment, 
nothing surprised me.
"We don't yet know what drug it is, so can't neutralize it. But I can help guide 
you through the vision till it passes. I have had experience with hallucinogens. 
Just listen to me, and all will be well. Do you understand?"
"Understand." Then I essayed a more relevant thought, as my mind was quite 
clear, regardless what my senses were doing. "There's a monster here, about to 
squeeze me to a pulpy mass, suck me dry, and blow me up again as a doppelganger. 
I can't flee it; there's blood spattered all around."
"That sounds like the boraro," he said after a pause for thought. "An ancient 
spirit of South America associated with the jungle and with visions. I have 
encountered him in the past. He carries a quartz crystal to make him fierce. Do 
you see that?"
I peered at the monster. Sure enough, now I saw the bright crystal held by one 
paw. "I see it."
"If you can take it away from him, he will not attack you."
"Take it away from him!" I exclaimed. "I don't dare get close to him!"
"Then give him milk and honey; that will pacify him, and you can escape while 
he's eating. Both milk and honey have a seminal character, so are potent in 
magic. The boraro loves potency. He is a manifestation of a person's repressed 
instincts, so"
"I have no milk and honey!" I cried as the monster took another step toward me, 
bear arms extended, sucking-tooth ready. He seemed larger and fiercer than ever.
"Then you must find him."
"I can't"
"Now listen to me, Hope," he said. "This is your vision, and you have the power. 
You merely need to know how to use it. You are in your vulnerable human form 
now; you can change it to something the boraro can't hurt. In South America, the 
jaguar was very strong. Change to a jaguar."
"A jaguar? A feline animal? I can't"
"Yes you can. I know how these things work. I have been there before you. 
Justchange. You can do it if you try."
The boraro took another step toward me, his pulp-squeezing arms almost enclosing 
me, and suddenly I was a jaguar. I was on four lithe feet, and my limbs were 
finely muscled, my torso lean, my senses keen. I felt exhilaration and strength.
"But beware," Repro's voice came. "The jaguar embodies death"
I ignored him. I leaped at the boraro, and he fell down, terrified, no further 
threat to me. I charged on through the jungle, exhilarated. This was my alter 
ego, my true self; now I could act out my deepest desires with impunity.
I sniffed, winding female. Ah, yes, I could not touch the flame-forms, but there 
were others. I followed the currents of the breeze, zeroing in on the scent I 
wanted. I found a hill and entered a tunnel in it, going down into the 
subterranean world where the females were lurking, hiding. I burst into a great 
nether ballroom where women were dancing. I took hold of the nearest and spun 
her about, and she was made of flesh and her eyes were alive, but she screamed 
with terror.
I realized what was wrong. "I have not come to consume you," I told her. "See, I 
am really a man!" And I resumed human form, confining as it was, giving up the 
jaguar alternate.
But still she flinched away. "I am not really a woman," she told me. "I am a 
deer in human form."
I stared at her and realized it was true. There was a doe-eyed, furry quality 
about her. She had fled the hunters and concealed herself in this manner. All 
the dancing women were animals. Still, she was female, and flesh, and that was 
what counted. I drew her into me hungrily. She tried to resist, but her efforts 
were ineffective, for she was not a fighting creature. This was, as Repro had 
pointed out, my vision, and I had power.
"I will do it," another female said, interceding. I looked at her, and she was 
full and beautiful. She had taken the form of Juana. I let the deer-woman go and 
turned to her. I had always liked that particular form.
"This way, jaguar," she said, and led me to a separate chamber within the 
mountain, where there was a bed. I wondered what kind of animal she was in 
reality but did not ask, lest her present attractive form be lost. Perhaps she 
was a female jaguar.
Then all was immersed in the colors, sounds, odors, and touchings of 
hallucination, and I lost myself in the raptures of pollenization and closeness 
and warmth, and finally slept.
 
When I woke I was in my own room, and Commander Repro was sitting by my hammock. 
I was back in the mundane world. I felt tired but not ill. Had it been a dream, 
rather than a vision?
Repro saw me stir. "Over, sir?" he inquired.
I nodded. "What happened?"
"You were dosed with a potent hallucinogen," he said. "It sent you on a 
several-hour trip. I don't know when it began, but it was well advanced when I 
was summoned. I tried to talk you through it, for that often helps, but lost 
you"
"I remember," I said. "I changed into a jaguar and went rutting after" I 
paused. "Maybe you had better tell me just what happened next."
"You charged into the enlisted women's barracks"
"Oh, no! I thought it was a subterranean cavern filled with, er, animals."
He smiled. "In human form. I have been there, too. Fear not. Juana was there, 
and she took you in hand."
"Some hand! I"
"I explained about the drug," he said. "The girls understand. They are amused. 
And Juanawas glad to do it. Your secret will not escape this ship."
Probably true. My personnel were loyal to me and to the unit. "I should 
apologize to"
"No need. They rather enjoyed the episode, once they realized what the problem 
was. Your new bodyguard, Heller, was alarmed, however; every time he approached 
you, you yelled about the monster. He figured you hadn't forgiven him for past 
offenses."
"I didn't recognize him," I said.
"What we must do now is discover what the drug was, and when and how you were 
dosed. I think we know who is behind it."
"Kife," I agreed. "Heller warned me that something was in the offing. But how 
could dosing me with a hallucinogenic drug?" I had had to explain about the key 
to my staff, so they could be alert for QYV.
"Some of these drugs are addictive," he reminded me. "Generally, the more potent 
the effect, the greater the addictive potential. Some are primarily 
physiological, some psychological, but once you're hooked, you're hooked. I 
happen to know."
An understatement! Suddenly I understood. "If I were to become addicted to a 
rare drug, and Kife was the only source"
"You would do almost anything to assure your supply. The key would be only the 
beginning. You would become the creature of the supplier. There are nameless 
drugs today that put to shame anything known historically. Believe me, you do 
not want to go my route. That is why it is essential that we run this down 
immediately. We must eliminate the guilty party. A single dose should not 
habituate you, but a very few repetitions could. This appears to be the most 
potent hallucinogen I've seen, considering that it leaves no measurable residue 
in the body. You can bet that Kife uses only the best."
I saw his point. He was the expert here, and now I was selfishly glad he was an 
addict. His guidance had indeed helped me get through the vision. "This wouldn't 
by any chance be similar to what you?"
"No. Mine is not hallucinogenic. It merely enables me to function. I am on it 
now."
Just so. I had never inquired into his addiction, because if I ever officially 
learned of it, I would be required to discipline hima pointless exercise. I 
knew he would die if deprived of his drug. Only in this privacy could the 
subject be mentioned at all, and only now was he trusting me with this 
confirmation. My staff had given him the song "Beautiful Dreamer," but there was 
nothing beautiful about it. Commander Repro was on a spiral sliding slowly to 
Hell, and the best I could do for him was to try to implement his dream of the 
perfect unitand use it to extirpate both piracy and the drug trade from the 
face of the Solar System. Certainly I did not wish to join him on that spiral!
We reviewed my activities immediately prior to the episode in detail, and 
concluded that the drug must have been slipped into my food. These chemicals 
could be tasteless and colorless, so potent that a few milligrams did the job. 
Therefore we launched a rapid private investigation into both the food supplies 
and personnel associated. With excellent computerized records and Commander 
Mondy's insights, we were able to accomplish in hours what once would have 
required weeks.
Food and personnel were clean. We had to assume this had been a one-shot deal, 
leaving no trace. It was frustrating, but we were stuck. QYV was indeed a slick 
operator. But I felt no compulsion to take more of whatever drug it was.
Then I had another vision. This time the geometric and color patterns were 
fleeting, and I proceeded directly to the action. I became the jaguar, hunting 
prey. The colors about me formed a rainbow, and that converted to a huge python, 
and that became a bolt of lightning that returned to thunder and rain. The rain 
fell so heavily that it formed a huge, branching river, and I saw that rivers, 
like snakes, were both male and female. The mouth of the river was its female 
orifice, and to ascend by that mouth was to indulge in symbolic copulation. I 
did this and saw the water nymphs swimming; I resolved to catch one for my own, 
but she eluded me, being more versatile than I in this medium, and so the jaguar 
had no woman.
Repro was there again when I came out of it. "Must have been a smaller dose this 
time," he said. "That's fortunate; your intoxication was not as intense."
I agreed, relieved. Not only had the duration been less, so had the intensity of 
the experience. I had enjoyed it but felt no strong compulsion to return to it. 
I remained unaddicted; but where had the drug come from?
My food had been monitored this time, just to be sure; there had been no drug in 
it. We searched everything, and tested the water I had last drunk: nothing. We 
had the air ducting gone over and the rest of the life-support apparatus. 
Nothing.
"Maybe it was only a flashback," Repro said doubtfully. "That does happen. Many 
of the visual effects are the result of phosphenes, subjective images that 
originate within the optic system itself. It's a common phenomenon, and 
phosphenic patterns appear in many art forms. Drugs stimulate them, but they can 
occur spontaneously. Many hallucinogenic drugs produce phosphenes of geometric 
motifs; these are not true visions, but an intermediate form."
"Maybe," I agreed uncertainly. I was deeply disturbed by this demonstrated 
ability of QYV to penetrate our defense.
Next day I had another vision. This time I entered a quiet jungle glade where 
natives were playing flutes formed from bones and the shells of snails. This was 
a haunted spot, dangerous to visit, because spirits of slain animals were 
present. When I intruded, the spirits of those animals turned on me and riddled 
me with tiny arrows: their vengeance for being hunted. "But I'm not a hunter!" I 
protested. "I'm a refugee!" Then they faded away; I knew that none of this was 
real, and I snapped out of it.
When I told Repro, he was perplexed. "That was a vision, not a phosphene," he 
said. "Yet very mild, almost a daydream. You must have been dosed"
I shrugged, and touched one of my healing scrapes, which were not after all the 
wounds from tiny psychic arrows. The medicinal salve had really helped.
Salve? I had used it three times....
"Test this salve!" I exclaimed.
That was the answer. The salve had been heavily laced with an extremely rare, 
potent, highly addictive hallucinogenic drug whose chemical description was 
meaningless to me but caused Repro to whistle, shaken, as he reviewed the lab 
results. "You have had three doses; you should be addicted now. This stuff is 
like a shot from a laser cannon!"
"I'm not addicted," I protested. "I have no craving for it."
Indeed I was not. There are ways to test for drug susceptibility, and Repro knew 
them, and we used them. I was now immune to this particular drug. My system was 
developing antibodies against it, protecting me. "I never heard of that before," 
Repro said. "Apparently you cannot be habituated; your body treats addictive 
drugs like disease and fights them with increasing effectiveness on repeated 
exposure."
Just as my mind was able to tune in to the natures of other people, rapidly 
enabling me to protect myself against them. And my emotion had developed a block 
against the shock of threats against my life, so that the horror of death had 
not caused me to suffer from post-traumatic stress in the manner of Mondy. I had 
not before realized that there was a physiological component of my talent, but 
it made sense. I was blessed with an unusual, subtle, but quite useful system.
It developed that I remained vulnerable to other types of drugs. My immunity was 
only to this specific one, and to a lesser extent to closely related drugs, and 
it did take time to develop. We found that I had used the salve before, but only 
irregularly and in very small amounts, so that the full effect had not been 
triggered and I had suffered no visions. But my body had gotten a head start on 
defending against it. Otherwise, my second and third major episodes could have 
been far more intense than they were, though I still could not have become 
addicted.
Repro shook his head. "I wish I had your immune system."
"I wish I could share it with you." But, of course, I could not.
We agreed to keep this matter private. We couldn't even discover who had doused 
the salve; it had been part of my private supply for several months. Evidently 
QYV had set this up as a sleeper, knowing that sooner or later I would use it. 
That had been correct, and only my unusual body chemistry had prevented this 
insidious ploy from being effective.
But QYV might now suppose that I was addicted. Quite possibly I could turn that 
supposition to my advantage when the right time came. Mondy was the one who 
perceived how: "Have Commander Phist put in a requisition for some of the 
components of that drug," he suggested. "We cannot duplicate it precisely, but 
this will suggest we are trying to. Kife will get the message and may come 
forward with an offer."
I smiled like a jaguar. "You are an evil genius!"
Mondy nodded, pleased. He was doing very well in our unit.
 
One other matter I should mention here. We were adding considerable personnel 
during this expansion phase, and I left most of the details to my Adjutant, as 
is normal. But officers and key enlisted personnel I interviewed myself, to be 
quite sure they were what we wanted. In the Navy a commander's powers of choice 
are limited; some higher and somewhat erratic power directs the movements of 
personnel. That was one reason we had to use marriage to fetch our most vital 
members; it bypassed the red tape without betraying the nature of the larger 
plan. But the commander can do quite a bit to encourage particular people to 
remain or to move on, and this I did, whichever way was called for. Most were 
all right, for they knew of me and my unit and wanted to join; many were 
Hispanic, but others were ambitious Saxons or minority factions, highly 
motivated. We promised fair treatment and no-fault advancement for those with 
merit and loyalty, regardless of background, and it seemed this was unusual in 
the contemporary Jupiter Navy. So now we were getting skilled personnel without 
going after them, apart from the marriage acquisitions.
Spirit surprised me one day by bringing in a civilian clerk. The Navy did employ 
a number of civilians, because they were cheaper for mundane purposes such as 
kitchen police and janitor service and clerking, and often better suited for 
these jobs. It made little sense for the Navy to draft qualified personnel, run 
them through expensive training and conditioning, grant them generous medical 
and retirement benefits, then put them to work scraping dirty pots. Also, the 
job requirements for specialized noncombat positions are beyond what is normally 
available in the military system, especially when sophisticated computerized 
equipment is involved. For these positions civilian specialists must be hired, 
theoretically temporary until qualified Navy personnel are assigned; actually, 
they tend to be more permanent than most Navy assignments, since they are not 
subject to whimsical rotation. The local commander can hire and fire directly, 
without significant interference from above. Thus he has greater control, and 
often the truly key personnel in a unit are almost invisible civilians, known in 
the trade as technical mercenaries, hired out by civilian companies. This 
process was so advanced at this time that unit commanders sometimes vied 
competitively for desirable civilians. The rates of pay were fixed by Navy 
regulations, but there were off-the-record inducements. Some civilian employees 
lived quite royally, with government meals and the pick of enlisted (and 
sometimes commissioned) roommates of the opposite sex. For centuries it had been 
said that a master sergeant had things as good as anyone in the Service; today 
it was the choice civilian mercenary. As a military mercenary myself, I was 
quick to appreciate the situation. But in fairness I must also say that most 
civilian employees were simply that: hirelings with no job security and not a 
great deal of respect.
This one was a woman in her forties, slender and serious. "Isobel is a resident 
alien," Spirit said. "She migrated from Titania as a child and lost her papers."
"I know how that is," I said. "It took over a year for my lost papers to be 
replaced, and then only because I joined the Navyand even then my age slipped 
by them."
"She's a skilled military-computer operator, and conversant with navigation in 
space. But she does not want any security clearance."
I looked more carefully at the applicant. She had shoulder-length brown-red hair 
and color-matched painted fingernails. Her eyes were deep gray. Her face was 
poker, giving nothing away, and she had no body mannerisms to signal her 
thoughts. I could not read her, yet she was oddly familiar. "We can use her 
qualifications," I said, "but the position we need her for requires a clearance, 
or personal assurance by the commander. Does she have good references?"
"No," Spirit said.
I glanced at her, annoyed. And paused, for Spirit was virtually quivering with 
excitement. Something was afoot.
I looked again at Isobel. "Speak to me," I said.
"As you wish, sir," Isobel said.
Then it struck me. "Captain Brinker of the Hidden Flowerin drag!"
She grimaced. "It is the only way to conceal my identity. A necessary evil." She 
glanced with distaste at her nails.
I had made a deal with Brinker, sparing her life in exchange for mine, and 
preserving the secret of her sex in exchange for information about QYV. The deal 
had been honored by both parties. She had spent her adult life as a male; how 
ironic that she now had to hide by reverting to her true nature.
But hiring her in my unit?I really did not want any further association with 
this pirate. Yet my sister had brought her.
I returned to Spirit. "You know this woman a good deal better than I do. Do you 
speak for her?"
"I don't like her," Spirit said. "But she treated me fairly and kept my secret, 
and she is the most competent fighting woman I know. If she will serve you, you 
can't afford to turn her down. I gave her my word not to betray her to the 
authorities."
"That word shall be honored, of course," I agreed. "But she is a pirate!"
"Was," Spirit said. I saw that despite her personal distance from Brinker, she 
did want the woman to be hired.
I turned to Brinker. "My friends died because of you."
"I lost my ship because of you," she said evenly. "It happens, in war."
So she viewed piracy as a state of war. Well, perhaps it was. It was true that I 
had done her about as much damage as she had me; several of her officers had 
been executed. It was also true that I had recovered my sister, who probably 
would not have survived on another pirate's ship.
"With your qualifications," I said, "you can hire out elsewhere. Why come to me, 
the one who knows your secret?"
"I can't return to space without protection. I am confined to low-grade clerical 
tasks and subject to the whims of men."
The whims of men. Yes, women had little sexual privacy in the Navy, and civilian 
employees could have difficulty retaining their positions if they differed too 
obviously from Naval norms. If she wanted to be inconspicuous, she had to go 
along. "Are you homosexual?" I asked. Even today, some people distinguish 
between homosexuality and lesbianism, but they are the same: sexual preference 
for one's own sex.
"No. I don't like sex at all."
I glanced again at Spirit, who nodded. In this manner I had the answer to a 
question I had not been able to ask before: whether Spirit had been subjected to 
same-sex sex. I knew Spirit could handle anything she had to, but the 
information gratified me. I had feared what I might have left her to, among 
pirates.
But now this woman wanted not only employment, but also protection: from the 
attentions of men, and from revelation of her history. And she wanted to get out 
of the clerking trade. She wanted a lot, and I could not see my way clear to 
giving this pirate any of it. I would much prefer to put her on trial for her 
past.
But Spirit spoke for her. I had to hedge.
"Bring Repro," I said to my sister.
Spirit made a military turn and departed, leaving me alone with Isobel Brinker. 
"The things you want can be arranged, if I choose," I said carefully. "You could 
be assigned a male roommate whose sexual interest matches yours. You can be 
assigned compatible work. Your past can be private, with certain exceptions. 
Lieutenant Commander Repro is our unit psychologist and our S-5. He and my other 
key officers would have to know."
"Your word governs them?"
"Yes."
"Then do as you will."
"You know I have sworn to extirpate piracy from the face of the system."
"I have no loyalty to piracy. It was a necessary expedient."
"You would serve in this cause?"
"Yes."
Spirit returned with Repro; he must have been close at hand. I outlined the 
situation briefly to him. "What is your advice?"
He considered. "She was not on my list, because I did not know of her. She 
belongs on it. Hire her."
"But she is a pirate!" I protested again, dismayed by his ready acceptance.
"Sir, you swore to eliminate piracy. You can do that by conversion as readily as 
killing. You must be ready to accept those who genuinely reform, otherwise you 
are no better than Mondy was."
"Mondy?"
"He has killed as many as you have, in much the same manner, and now cannot 
escape his conscience."
Conversionit did make sense. Why had I never been able to see it before? 
Because I was overly obsessed with vengeance. I did not need to consult with my 
other officers; I knew they would agree with Repro. Captain Brinker, former 
pirate, was not really the issue; my attitude was.
"It seems I have been overruled by my staff," I said. I turned to Spirit. "Hire 
her."
Brinker and I both knew the commitments implied.
Brinker would not attempt to kill or harm me and would serve in whatever 
capacity assigned with complete loyalty and effectiveness. I would protect her 
from certain types of exposure. Objectively I knew it was a good deal for both 
of us; she could return to space action in no other way, and she could do our 
unit a lot of good, for she was highly competent. Still, there was a bad taste.
Repro was right; it did work out. Brinker served me better than I could have 
anticipated. My unit even gave her a song: "Who's Going to Shoe Your Pretty 
Little Foot?", which concludes, "I don't need no man." Brinker sang it with a 
certain pride.
 
Chapter 7  QYV
Time passed. In due course we sought and got another inclement assignment: the 
elimination of the pirates of the Juclip. My sister Spirit, my S-l Adjutant, had 
been keeping her eye out for this opportunity, and Mondy had advised her when it 
was coming; when it arrived, we pounced.
The pirates had been getting bolder. It seemed the flow of illicit refugees from 
the Hispanic planet-moons had ebbed, and the ships that normally preyed on them 
had had to turn to other areas in order to sustain themselves. I state this 
dispassionately, but, of course, that is illusion; Hispanic refugees are very 
much my people. But I had been powerless, hitherto, to strike back at the 
pirates; I had to remain in military channels or lose my position. Now, however, 
the pirates had taken to raiding pleasure craft, including some wealthy yachts; 
a prominent debutante had been kidnapped, raped, and ransomed. That finally got 
the attention of the Jupiter governments. The authorities had chosen to ignore 
the increasing raids on agricultural bubbles, and, of course, refused to 
acknowledge the brutal decimation of refugees. "Hell, they're doing us a favor!" 
one high government official was reported to have remarked about that aspect of 
pirate activity. I smoldered; there were bigots in high places, and I hated them 
in much the way I hated the pirates, for they were almost equally responsible 
for the murder of refugees such as my father. But the rich girl had been 
beautiful and purest Saxon and well connected, her family vested with enormous 
wealth; she made excellent news copy, and her family was a major contributor to 
the party in power in North Jupiter. So the word went out: Do something about 
the local pirates. Teach them a lesson. And we were ready. We had spent three 
years preparing our battalion.
I had four hundred Hispanics in my unit. When I announced our intentions to go 
out after the pirates, they raised a cheer that shook the ship. Most of them had 
had at least peripheral experience with the pirates; many of them had scores to 
settle as savage as mine. It was for this I had forged my fighting force, and 
for this these Hispanics had flocked to my banner. But the non-Hispanics were, 
for different reasons, as eager for action. They wanted the glory and promotion 
attendant on success, and many of them sincerely believed that piracy was evil.
Lieutenant Commander Phist, our S-4 Logistics officer, now had the authority to 
requisition the best equipment, thanks to this pressing mission, and he knew 
exactly what that was. Logistics can be the lifeblood of a mission, and now it 
showed.
As a commander I was entitled to a cruiser, but there was considerable leeway in 
the definition of that designation. The Copperhead was a reconditioned ship, 
originally commissioned in the year 2600by a nice coincidence, the year I was 
bornand renovated in 2625. There was a general prejudice against reconditioned 
ships, as though they were damaged goods, but that was foolish. The fact was 
that an old ship was a proven ship, and renovation in no way damaged its 
reliability or performance. Phist assured me of this, and I soon saw that he was 
speaking from extremely solid information. The Copperhead had been assigned to 
me, a Hispanic officer, because as an old ship she was considered to be 
inferior, but she was in fact an excellent fighting vessel. We had then had to 
go through the inconvenience of the renovation, which had forced our unit to 
occupy other ships on a temporary basis, no fun; that was part of the covert 
harassment the Navy dealt to our ilk.
Under Phist's supervision, she became a better ship. She was rated at 3.2 gee 
acceleration for twenty-four hours, which was plenty of power for a ship of her 
class, but Phist requisitioned seemingly minor modifications that increased her 
actual performance to 3.7 gee. That's more significant than it might seem; it 
meant she could outrun most other cruisers, and in a battle situation that was 
important. She mounted nine eight-inch guns and twelve five-inch laser cannon, 
as was standard, but it turned out there was a difference in guns, too. Phist 
got them replaced by more accurate, higher-muzzle-velocity guns; these required 
better-trained crews, but we were quite ready to provide them. Now we could 
outshoot most cruisers, too. I was quick enough to appreciate the advantage; I 
had not before realized that it was possible to change the specs on things like 
acceleration and big guns. I was learning. Phist might well have saved the ship 
and all our lives from some future destruction, and he had done it through only 
quiet paperwork.
We also acquired three escort ships, each only half our length and one-sixth our 
mass of 17,000 tons, and two destroyers, smaller yet but faster. Spirit finagled 
that, finding authorization in an obscure naval directive about battle theaters. 
We were going out to do battle with pirates, and the Juclip was our theater, so 
we qualified. Phist made certain they were good vesselshe knew more about 
military specifications than I had dreamed there was to be knownand he 
conspired with Emerald to get sophisticated torpedoes for the destroyers. 
Mondy's information was that most of the pirates had devices to foil the 
guidance systems of standard Navy torpedoes; these were proof against that. And, 
of course, we had half a dozen tugs.
I should mention the song the group gave Lieutenant Commander Phist, as it 
certainly fitted him: "Old King Cole." In the song, King Cole calls for all 
manner of personnel, who have all manner of equipment, but generally settle for 
beer. It was funny, but "King Cole" Phist was also able to requisition the 
finest quality beer for the "fighting infantry."
As fleets went, what we had was minor, but it was enough to do the job. If I 
failed, I would be through, perhaps dead, for those pirates were no gentle 
creatures. But if I succeeded, I would rate another promotionand I needed that, 
for this time it would be to Captain, O6, and mean command of a larger force, 
with attendant upgrading of many of my personnel. I wanted that power to pursue 
my personal mission properly: extirpation of all piracy in the Solar System.
We moved out. We had been drilling for this for some time, with our pugil stick 
and space-raider training; we were ready. We knew there was danger and that 
there would be bloodshed; this would be our blooding as a true fighting unit.
Mondy had done his homework, cooperating with Repro; he had the current 
information on the location of every private vessel known to the Jupiter Navy. 
That was only a fraction of the total, of course, but a large fraction. Many of 
the others would be part-time pirates, or pirates of opportunity: legitimate 
vessels preying on what they could get away with, whatever happened to be in 
their paths. My older sister Faith had been taken by such a ship, a merchanter 
whose men were simply on the prowl for sex. Merchant ships don't handle sex the 
way the Navy does, forthrightly, and so they have problems with it. The 
refugee-bubbles were considered fair game for sex by any males in the vicinity.
FaithI had not thought about her much. Spirit was really my closest sibling, 
the one I cared about. Faith, my senior by three years, had always been somewhat 
aloof, too mature and too pretty, and her humiliation too savage. It was as if 
she had died, in my mind; psychologically I could no more bring her back than I 
could my parents. I believed she was alive but did not act on it. I can't 
justify this attitude, for surely I loved my big sister; I merely say that is 
the way it was. I hoped she was well, somewhere out of space; perhaps she had 
managed to marry a merchant captain and settle on Jupiter before her beauty 
faded.
Our strategy was simple: We plotted a route to intercept the nearest pirate 
vessel on our chart, and proceeded at gee. We could accelerate at more than 
triple that, of course, but sustained multiple-gee is uncomfortable and wasteful 
of CT fuel; we saved that for direct pursuit when the time came.
Perhaps I should qualify that. Theoretically it is just as efficient to reach a 
given velocity at two-gee acceleration as at one gee, if the drive is geared for 
it. There is, after all, no significant friction in space. At the velocities 
normally used for travel between moons or planets, loss of efficiency owing to 
relativistic factors is too small to be noted. So we could accelerate for half a 
day at two gee, instead of for one day at one gee, and use the same fuel. But 
what would be the point? We would not arrive soon enough to justify the awful 
burden of sustained double weight, since acceleration is only part of the trip, 
with inertial drifting being the major part. Only if it was urgent to travel 
faster would we use more than one gee. If we sustained high-gee to cut our total 
travel time, that would use more fuel, which we might need later.
Actually, distances within the Juclip are such that a few hours of gee suffice 
for any travel needed, and our plotted route to the nearest pirate ships cut 
that down in some cases to mere minutes. We had no problem there. Accordingly I 
am skipping most reference to periods of acceleration and free-fall. We spun 
ship while coasting, so we had gee at hull diameter most of the time, keeping 
our men in shape. We also continued exercises and drills; it was our intent to 
capture ships whenever feasible, not depending on the pirates' choice of 
surrender or flight. We did not want to depend on the pirates for anything.
We also worked hard to enhance the spirit of unity. Every day, sometimes every 
shift, we sang our songs, and when we were singing there were no ranks, either 
enlisted or officer; we were all worthwhile people in our own rights. Elsewhere 
in the Navy this singing was ridiculed, but now there were more petitions to 
transfer in than we could accommodate, and very few transferred out. I can't say 
the songs were responsible, but I am sure they helped. We had the feeling of 
togetherness, of family.
It had taken some time for the group to complete the selection of songs, but in 
most cases they were apt, and a person could indeed be judged by his song. 
Emerald, the strategist, had "The Rising of the Moon," a ballad of organization 
and battle; Mondy, locked in his prison of the soul, had "Peat Bog Soldiers," 
deriving from inmates of a concentration camp in an ancient war; Sergeant Smith 
had "Stout Hearted Men," since he was deeply involved in the often-difficult 
training exercises. My secretary, Sergeant Moreno, whom I always think of as 
Juana, had "Early One Morning," a song of a maiden mourning the lover who has 
deserted her; I have never been quite certain I comprehend the relevance. 
Perhaps I simply do not wish to. And my sister Spirithers was "I Know Where I'm 
Going," whose key line seems to be "I know who I love, but the dear knows who 
I'll marry." That implies that she did not marry the one she would have liked 
to, but I know that she never had an interest in any man other than Commander 
Phist, her husband. Yet the group agreed that this song fitted her, and she 
agreed. It continues to perplex me.
We zeroed in on our first target: the Caprine Isle. The pirate ships generally 
retained their prepirate designations, since theoretically they were law-abiding 
traders; this led to anomalous nomenclature. This one was notorious for 
gunrunning to guerrilla groups on the Hispanic moons. The pirates had no special 
sympathy for revolution; they merely went for money, and it seemed weapons 
brought excellent money. Caprine Isle was also a prime suspect in the abduction 
case that had triggered this mission. We expected her to be tough, to try to 
fight or flee, and we expected to make an example of her. In fact, we were 
primed for it; I intended to give the destruct order personally. Many people are 
naturally squeamish about killing, and that is a thing I understand and respect, 
but when it came to pirates I was ready to do it. The image of my father, cut 
down treacherously by a pirate sword, was before me; the red of his brutally 
spilled blood threatened to blot out all else, as I viewed the pirate vessel on 
the screen. Vengeance was to be mine, and I reveled in it.
We matched velocities and course with the Caprine Isle, and set our destroyers 
before and after her, torpedoes ready. She could not escape; in fact, she made 
no attempt to flee. Perhaps she assumed this was a routine challenge, a harmless 
posturing to demonstrate that the Jupiter Navy still controlled this place of 
space. We would quickly disabuse her of that!
We radioed her, and I sent a beam to HQ at Leda, putting the complete 
proceedings on irretrievable record. The Navy wanted to show that it was taking 
firm action; I would oblige. Repro, as Public Relations officer, had suggested 
this aspect. Mondy endorsed it for a different reason: He wanted there to be no 
possible recrimination against us when we did what we expected to do, should 
public reaction be adverse. We were not playing with rubber knives this time.
Our operator made contact with hers, establishing the identities of both ships. 
Then I spoke directly to the Caprine's captain, who was indeed a goatlike man, 
bearded and shaggy, named Billy. Billy the Kid. Pirates tended to use 
professional pseudonyms, for obvious reason, and seemed to prefer the names of 
animals. There was a certain crude art to this, showing some humor, but probably 
the roots were deeper. Migrant laborers had identifying songs; probably the 
pirates needed similar marks of distinction in an undistinguished profession.
"Billy, we are cleaning up the Juclip," I announced. "You have one hour to 
consult your crew and surrender your ship and personnel to us for impoundment 
and trial according to Jupiter law."
"Yeah, spic?" he demanded in the screen. "What if I don't?"
"Then we shall give you final warning and blast you out of space." I hit the 
sound broadcast cutoff so that the cheer that rose from my eavesdropping men was 
not transmitted. They got an almost sexual thrill from speaking this way 
directly to a real, live pirate. It was the feel of vengeance. We wanted to 
blast that ship! But we didn't want to appear bloodthirsty.
Billy considered. He knew we had the firepower to do it. No doubt he now 
regretted addressing me by epithet. "What if I do?"
"My men will board you, disarm the ship, confine your personnel, and pilot the 
Caprine Isle to the Navy base at Leda where you will be interned and put on 
trial for piracy."
"But that's death!"
"For those found guilty in court," I agreed. "You will, of course, be adequately 
represented by counsel. For those who demonstrate extenuating circumstance there 
will be variable terms at hard labor."
He laughed. "You're crazy, spic! You ain't taking us in!"
I believe I speak dispassionately: He had sealed his fate with those words. It 
is not that I am intolerant of the colloquialisms; Emerald and I had in the time 
of our marriage exchanged words like spic and nig as ironic endearments. It was 
that this pirate evinced open contempt for us and had announced his intention 
not to cooperate with the law. Now the status of the Jupiter Navy was in 
question. Discrimination might be covertly tolerated in the Service; no 
non-Saxon ever made admiral. But this was public insult to a ranking Naval 
officer, and defiance of a legitimate Naval thrust. Jupiter was watching, 
literally, via my re-broadcast. Billy had talked himself and his ship into deep 
trouble.
"I am obliged to advise you," I said formally, "that if you have not professed 
surrender under the terms defined, by the expiration of this hour's grace 
period, and do not do so upon my re-challenge, I shall order my torpedoes 
launched. I strongly recommend that you reconsider. Surrender, and you will be 
treated fairly, now and at your trial."
"Stuff it up your drive-jet, immigrant!" he snapped. He went on to describe my 
supposed racial and cultural status in unkind detail, concluding with some 
rather imaginative sexual preferences involving mutilated animals. I listened 
impassively, and we rebroadcast it all. At last he shut off transmission, and we 
relaxed. His foul mouth had damned him in Jupiter's eyes. Even the Bleeding 
Heart faction would not rise to this one's defense.
Emerald glanced up at me from her seat before her own vision screen. Her eyes 
virtually glowed with the joy of battle. "I think we have our example, sir." She 
had planned for this: to make a public example of the first pirate, so that the 
remaining pirates would heed. She was probably correct; it was a language 
pirates should understand. But it was more than that. For her it was the 
beginning of her vindication as a strategist. She had the training, aptitude, 
and motivation to be the best, and now she was at last implementing her 
ambition. For me it was the beginning of the execution of a vow. For others
We waited out the hour, pacing the pirate, the two destroyers keeping the 
Caprine Isle targeted. We were in no danger; Mondy had researched the armament 
of all the local pirate ships and assured us they had no cannon capable of 
penetrating our guard. We were a military vessel; they were civilian. This is 
somewhat like the distinction between a fourteen-year-old girl and a hardened 
gladiator in full battle dress. Only through avoidance or trickery could she 
hope to prevail, and it was an anemic hope. In a David and Goliath situation; 
the smart money is generally on Goliath.
Of course it would be trickery. Mondy had even advised me what type it would be. 
Emerald had planned our strategy accordingly.
We heard singing elsewhere in the ship. This was theoretically bad form in a 
battle alert, but song was part of us.
The hour expired. I signaled the Caprine Isle again, on the common channel, and 
resumed our live broadcast to Leda. "The moment of decision is at hand," I said, 
enunciating clearly. "We shall have your surrender within one minute, or we 
shall launch our torpedoes."
Billy came on. He looked nervous. "We surrender," he said. "Hold your fire!"
I glanced at Mondy, then at Emerald. Both nodded, concurring with my own 
diagnosis. The pirate was lying.
"Very well," I said. "We are sending a tug to pick up your officers. When they 
are in custody, we shall provide replacement officers to guide your ship to our 
base. Instruct your crew accordingly, and be ready to board the tug in five 
minutes."
"Yeah, sure," Billy said ungraciously.
The tug accelerated toward the Caprine Isle. Tugs were small, squat ships with 
enormous propulsion, capable of moving far larger vessels. They were useful for 
minor chores like this. This particular tug was special, however; it went 
unmanned, controlled by a pilot aboard the Copperhead. It also contained some 
rather special equipment. My staff had planned for this moment carefully.
The tug docked at the Caprine Isle. I gave them five minutes, then spoke again 
on the radio. "Have your officers boarded?" I inquired.
A pirate technician answered. "Yes, sir. They're all there, and the tug's 
sealed. You can call it in."
"I must advise you of one other thing," I said. "Aboard that tug is a 
general-purpose detonator. Its range is limited to the interior of the tug, but 
it is controlled from this ship. The detonator field is harmless to living 
personnel, but it will set off any explosive aboard. Have you loaded any 
explosives aboard the tug?"
"No, sir, of course not," the technician said. "Just our officers."
"Then you will not object if we activate the detonator."
The technician swallowed but tried to bluff through. "It's okay, sir."
"You are sure?"
"Yes, sir."
I turned to our remote-control technician. "Detonate."
He touched the button.
The pirate ship exploded. It flew apart, its air puffing out through the 
suddenly gaping hole in its side. Pieces of it radiated out into space to 
disappear in the distance. Some passed close to the Copperhead shrapnel, but our 
magnetic shield deflected them.
We all watched silently. Mondy had predicted they would plant a powerful bomb on 
the tug, in an attempt to get it adjacent to our cruiser and blow a hole in our 
hull. He even knew what type of bomb. We had been ready, and had turned the 
pirates' treachery against them. We had dealt honestly with them, and had even 
advised them of the detonator; had they honored their agreement to surrender, 
they would not have been hurt. It was all on holo-tape, transmitted live to Leda 
for all to see. I was sure the major news programs of Jupiter would carry 
suitable excerpts. We had made our demonstration.
But even so, my mouth tasted of something like ashes. There had been, according 
to our information, seventy-two people aboard that ship. Now all of them were 
dead. The responsibility was mine.
"Captain off the bridge." I heard the announcement and realized that I had 
indeed left the bridge. I did not feel well, but it was not a malaise of the 
body. I retreated to my cabin and fell into my hammock and closed my eyes, but 
the bursting ship remained in my mind's eye. Seventy-two living peopleand I had 
killed them. I had thought I was prepared for this, but the reality showed me 
that I had deceived myself. What I had done as a refugee I had done in 
desperation and paid a hideous price; this time I had done it deliberately, with 
no threat to myself. Now I was truly a mass murderer!
I became aware of a presence. A hand was on my shoulder. I knew immediately the 
touch of my sister Spirit. I reached up and caught her four-fingered hand in 
mine, finding special solace in it. I brought it to my face and kissed it and 
found it wetwet from my tears.
She came down to the hammock and embraced me, hugging my head to her bosom in 
the manner of a mother, and I cried into her comfort. I had not realized how 
vulnerable I was, or how strong she was, or how much I needed her, until this 
moment. She understood what I felt, for she shared my heredity, my culture, and 
my experience. She, too, had seen our parents die; she, too, had lost our 
friends to pirates. She had lost her little finger to a pirate and taken her 
vengeance. Spirit was my true strength; without her I had been adrift, and only 
the promise of her return had motivated me, and only her presence at my side 
truly sustained me. I loved her as no brother ever loved a sister, and she loved 
me. That was the love I had to have. To me, women were merely women, some more 
important than others; I could take them or leave them, as I had done with Juana 
and with Emerald. To Spirit, men were merely men, and she did with them what she 
found necessary. Love was not truly a part of that. Our truest love was for each 
other.
After a time we talked, the words sparse, the meaning deep. "I never killed 
before like that," I said.
"It was their bomb, their deceit," she pointed out.
"But I knew of it!"
"You suspected. And you warned them."
True. Now the justification of my act became more convincing. The pirates had 
set up their own demise. Like a person who strikes at another and scores on 
himself instead. I had knownor suspectedbut I had honored the rules of the 
situation. I had given fair warning.
"They intended that bomb for us," she said.
They had indeed! Had we not anticipated their treachery, it would have been our 
blood sprayed into space.
I still felt the blood on my hands. But now I could handle it.
"Are you better now?" Spirit asked gently.
"Vital signs stable," I agreed.
"Now you hold me."
It was indeed my turn. I sat up straight and held her head to my chest and 
enclosed her in my arms while she cried. She felt the same pain I did. But she 
was stronger than I. She always had been, even as a child of twelve.
In due course we went to see the other officers of the staff, for the shock had 
hit all of us. It is no gentle thing, to be blooded, even though the signs may 
be subtle. We did not see Mondy and Emerald for two days.
We left one of our escort ships to conduct salvage operations from the largest 
fragment and proceeded to our next rendezvous. We had a job to do, and it had 
only begun.
The second pirate ship bolted the moment we hailed her. We fired one torpedo and 
rendered her into another derelict. Again we suffered reaction, for again we had 
killed, and this time we had done it directly. But our pain was not as bad as 
before; already we were getting hardened. So were our crews; they had played no 
direct part in the destruction, but they supported it, and they felt its impact. 
Lieutenant Commander Repro, as Morale Officersome of us wore more than one hat, 
as is standard practice in the Navyhad his hands full. Oddly, his addiction 
seemed to fade in this period; he was better able to handle this reality than 
were the rest of us.
I don't want to make our following campaign seem less than it was, but 
repetition fatigues me, and most of it is in the official record, anyway. We 
were in space on the Juclip cleanup mission for almost a year, for though at 
first the ships were easy to catch, the pirates soon learned to take evasive 
measures long before we came near, and it took time to run them down. Some 
vacated the Juclip entirely. I will proceed to the high points.
The third ship we hailed surrendered honestly. We took her over and sent her to 
Leda in good order, and the event made the news; there was no question about 
fair treatment being rendered. Of course, the pirate officers were executed 
after being convicted. The fourth yielded similarly. The fifth tried to bolt; we 
disabled her with a suppressor torpedo and boarded her with our pugil team and 
took her over but did not advertise how we had done it, lest others take 
warning. In this manner we eliminated forty-seven pirate ships, and it was 
becoming so routine it was almost dull.
No pirate had a chance against us; we could blast any of them out of space, from 
well beyond their return-fire range. In space, of course, a missile could 
proceed indefinitely until captured by some planetary body, so there was 
technically no such thing as a limited range, but accuracy was certainly 
limited, and beyond certain parameters, any missile could be balked or avoided. 
A laser cannon generally could not penetrate the hull of a spaceship, but it 
could heat and detonate an explosive missile if the range was great enough to 
provide time to track it with precision and lock on. Our lasers were far more 
potent and accurate than those of any converted civilian ship, for our power 
source and computer specialization was greater. Our eight-inch shells were fired 
at twice the velocity a pirate could muster. Our big shells were also far more 
heavily armored than theirs, so they were in effect largely invulnerable to 
premature laser detonation. Our torpedoes were slower but also more massive and 
better armored, and they were fired from much closer in, so the effect was 
similar. A pirate could fire at one of our destroyers, of course, but the fact 
was, a single destroyer was more than a match for the average pirate vessel. 
Virtually laserproof and swift enough to dodge any shell large enough to damage 
it, a destroyer wasa thing that destroyed.
We were, as the ancient saying went, shooting fish in a barrel. Phist had seen 
to that, by providing us with the best equipment the Navy had to offer. With 
that hardware, we were supreme. I blessed the day my sister had gone out to 
bring him in, for I also liked the man personally. Phist was, as I mentioned 
before, conservative, honest, and competent; the very model of a modern Naval 
officer, who should have been an admiral by now if only the Navy had valued his 
sterling qualities.
The news of our campaign was now making the headlines of the Jupiter news 
services. The civilians, secure in their great atmospheric city-bubbles, loved 
the vicarious adventure of cops and robbers, and kept running score of our 
"kills" as if this were one big game. I became the hero of the hour: the token 
Hispanic officer making good in the free society of Jupiter. Little note was 
taken of the fact that I had never been granted Jupiter citizenship, so remained 
a Callisto national-in-exile, a mercenary fighter. In the Navy this made no 
difference, but the moment I left the Navy I would revert to resident alien 
status. I had to make good in the Navy, and so did most of my Hispanic troops; 
we had nowhere else to go.
So it went, as I said, for forty-seven ships; but the forty-eighth was special. 
It was the Purple Mountain, taken over by mutiny fifteen years back, preying on 
refugee-bubbles and unwary pleasure craft in the normal manner. She had no 
armament to speak of, and it was surprising that she had survived this long 
without being taken over by another pirate. "There's something odd about this 
one," Mondy muttered. "We'd better take it intactand carefully."
No problem about taking it; the Purple Mountain surrendered instantly when 
challenged. There were no tricks or booby traps; the news had long since spread 
that we were alert to such things, and this tended to discourage themas we had 
intended. The complication came in this case when we processed the crew. They 
were the usual motley bunch of cutthroats, the scum of spaceexcept for one, the 
cabin boy.
He had the mark of QYV on him. He was a courier. That, of course, was why he had 
been spared; no pirate dared interfere with a QYV courier. It seemed this ship 
had sacked a refugee-bubble, discovered this lad, and undertaken to deliver him 
to his destination, but he had not known where to go. So they had held him, 
pending communication with QYV, and in the interim no other pirate had bothered 
this ship. QYV's protection had thus been extended to the Purple Mountain.
I interviewed the lad in a private cell with only my bodyguard Heller present. I 
started carefully, getting the feel of his nature. "What is your name?"
"Donald Beams, sir. Are you going to shoot me?"
He was trying to be facetious but was uncertain. He was about fifteen years old, 
which had been my age when I was a refugee. Now it seemed so young! "Have you 
murdered anyone?"
"No, sir!"
"Then you will not be shot. What does the term Kife mean to you?"
"That I can't be touched, sir."
"You are no longer among pirates. This is the Jupiter Navy. We can touch you."
"Yes, sir," he said, unconvinced that his charm of immunity should thus be 
voided.
"Let me explain something to you," I said. "When I was your age, I loved a girl. 
She was a courier, like you. I killed her and took her item."
"Sir!" It was not the boy, but Sergeant Heller.
I glanced at him inquiringly.
"Sorry, sir," he said, embarrassed. "I didn't know."
"If you loved her" the boy said, perplexed.
"Why did I kill her?" I finished his question. "It was not because she wasn't 
true to me; we were getting married. It was because pirates were raiding, and I 
had to kill everyone in the bubble to get them before they got us. She was in 
the bubble. Then I took the item because it was all of her I could keep. That 
was thirteen years ago, and I still have it."
"But Kife"
"Tried to take it back from me three or four times," I said. "He failed."
"I don't believe it!"
I nodded at Heller, giving the cue to speak.
Heller shook his head. "Believe it, kid. This guy ain't afraid of Kife. I was 
one of the three or four, and now I serve Commander Hubris."
"You got the mark of Kife on you?"
Heller shook his head. "No. I wasn't a courier, I was a killer."
Now the boy's certainty was shaken. "Whatcha going to do with me?"
"I am going to use you as a hostage against Kife. If he wants you, he will have 
to meet my terms."
"But Kife don't deal with nobody on nobody else's terms!"
"If he refuses, I will take your item and add it to the one I have. I think Kife 
will prefer to deal."
"Yes, sir." Now Donald was distinctly uneasy.
"Tell me how you were supposed to make contact with Kife."
He didn't know, but with careful questioning I learned that he did have an 
address in a dome on Europa to which he was not supposed to go. I smiled.
We rejoined my staff. "Treat Donald as a hostage," I told Spirit. She took 
charge of him, knowing I had made progress.
"Ready an escort ship," I told Sergeant Smith. "Program it for Europa."
"Sir," Heller protested. "You can't go there! It's obviously a trap!"
"What other person should I subject to such a risk?"
He gulped. "Me, sir."
"You suppose you aren't marked for death by Kife now?"
He was scared and showed it, but he stood his ground. "If I am, then at least I 
have saved your life, sir, and repaid my debt. You've given me three good years. 
If you die, I'm washed up, anyway. And so is the battalion."
Mondy arrived. "He's right, Commander. We can learn a lot, if we play this 
correctly. This may even be a setup: Kife's way of contacting you. Send the 
sergeant, with news of your hostageand an empty jar of salve."
"Salve!" I exclaimed, seeing it. "He will think I'm!"
"Precisely, sir. Kife wants you to contact him this time. He believes you are 
ready to deal. He won't harm the envoy."
QYV thought he had me in his power nowand just might find the tables turned. 
Mondy's sinister intellect had come through again.
Sergeant Heller went, nervous but proud. The ploy worked. Heller brought back 
QYV's envoy: a woman of about fifty with the aspect of a clerk. She requested a 
private interview.
We ran her through decontamination, nominally because we wanted no planetary 
diseases introduced to our fleet, but actually to assure ourselves she carried 
no weapons. She was clean, carrying only a purse with harmless routine items. 
"Unless she's better at hand-to-hand combat than she looks," Mondy said, "She 
poses no physical threat to you."
"Just make sure she never gets close to our hostage," I said. "That's the 
pretext for this meeting, and we both need that pretext."
I met with the woman in a private chamber. She was neatly dressed, heavyset, 
with fashionable iron-gray hair and trifocal contact lenses that gave her eyes 
preternatural brightness. Her name was Reba Ward, and she was nominally a 
Jupiter government research assistant for a minor USJ congressional committee.
I wasted no time with introductions or explanations; she knew, or thought she 
knew, what we were here for. "You are empowered to deal?"
"I am."
"I want information. You want your courier. We'll trade."
She smiled, as I had expected. "Try another exchange."
Uh-huh. "Be more specific."
"I will trade a product for an item."
"Try another exchange."
She squinted at me, not understanding this balk. She thought I was desperate for 
the drug. "We can provide an unlimited quantity"
"Of information?"
She shrugged. "Very well. First we shall discuss courier versus information. 
Then we shall discuss a second trade.
I shrugged, too. "You can meet my price on the courier, at least."
Now she was really perplexed. "What information do you seek?"
"The nature of Kife."
"Seek other information."
That was really sensitive information! Of course, I had known that if Mondy 
couldn't run it down, it had to be exceptionally closely guarded. But it was 
against my nature to leave any potential threat uncomprehended, and QYV had made 
four savage attempts to take my key. Once I knew the nature of this enemy, I 
could consider how to nullify it. "That is the only information for which I will 
deal."
"Then ask for something tangible instead."
So I made an impossible demand, rhetorically. "Promotion to Captain, and a fleet 
to go after the nest of pirates in the Belt." That was the so-called Asteroid 
Belt, where the most flagrant piracy in the System flourished. This Juclip 
mission had been only a warm-up, and it was almost done.
"Done."
I was startled. "You can authorize that?"
"My employer can. Will you deliver the courier to me now, or do you prefer to 
wait for confirmation of your promotion and assignment? It will take two weeks 
to flow through channels."
I had dealt with QYV before. He had honored his prior bargain on Chiron. It had 
been years before he tried again for the key, and I considered that sufficient. 
I did not appreciate his subsequent moves against me, but there had been no 
actual breach of faith, so it remained possible to deal. "You may take the 
courier with you." Reba Ward was hard to read, but I was making progress and 
realized now that the courier was not important and probably carried no item. 
This had been merely a device to enable me to contact QYV. Reba had called my 
bluff on the promotion, and now I had at least to discuss the other matter. In 
this sense I had been outplayed.
"You know what we want," she said. "We have what you want. I presume that the 
matter of the courier can be publicized among your officers while the other is 
completely private."
It was time to end this. "The courier carries nothing, and I am not addicted. I 
will deal only for information, and the key will not leave my possession."
She took stock, realizing that I could not be bluffing about the drug. She had 
been lured here for nothing. "Then I shall provide the information."
Just like that! "You are ready to promote an addict to O6 before answering a 
question about Kife, and now you give the information, anyway?"
"The promotion may be considered amends for past indiscretions. The key you have 
is more valuable than our secrecy. The information is the price of last resort."
"That key was transported by the woman I loved," I said. "I killed forty-five 
pirates and twenty-two children along with my fiance, and the key is all I have 
left to show for it. How can you hope to return any part of my loss to me?"
"We did not properly understand the nature of your attachment before," Reba 
said. "Once we did, we altered our approach."
"By trying to kill or addict me?" I asked tersely.
"I can explain thatif we are engaged in negotiation for the possession of the 
key."
"We are not." Yet she had excited my curiosity considerably, and I was mindful 
of her remark about the promotion being an apology for those thrusts of the 
past. I really did want to know about QYV, for QYV had really been the source of 
my acquaintance with Helse, my love. If QYV was now ready to deal positively 
rather than negativelywell, I would see.
"I am assuming that we are. I must clarify that Kife is not a person; it is an 
organization. Individual technicians are assigned to cases as circumstances 
warrant. We are chronically overextended, so some accounts lapse until it is 
convenient or necessary to expedite them."
An organization! That explained a lot! "You are saying that one person elects to 
negotiate for a lost key and another will try more violent persuasion?"
"Exactly. Your own account has been outstanding for thirteen years and has had 
several technicians. I assumed the account after the last effort malfunctioned."
"After they canned the fool who botched my murder?"
She smiled briefly. "Just so. And when it seemed that the addiction ploy had 
failed or been countered. Later it seemed that it had succeeded, but it was too 
late for that particular technician. I was prepared to follow up, but now it 
appears that the original judgment of failure was justified."
"So you, personally, had no hand in that?"
She nodded agreement, and I could tell it was true. I had already had my 
vengeance on the one who caused me mischief. "It will benefit me to succeed 
where others, have failed. I believe in positive measures and fair exchanges. I 
am pleased to have been able to bring you to dialogue. I believe we can deal."
This woman continued to surprise me. "You are merely a techniciana low-ranking 
officertaking over an old and difficult case, and you have the power to dictate 
my rank and assignment merely as a way to get my attention?"
"True. I believe you have noted our power before."
"I had. But I thought you had reasonable limits."
"We don't."
"Then why don't you simply cut orders for me to be court-martialed on a 
trumped-up charge, condemned without appeal, executed, and the key stripped from 
my body?"
"We could do this," she confessed. "But negative approaches have been 
counterproductive in your case in the past; you have been far more savvy in your 
defense than anticipated. We also dislike being obvious. We prefer to work with 
the current. That way, failure carries less consequence."
"And if you fail now, some other technician will take your placewith some other 
approach?"
"I will not fail."
And she believed that. I now appreciated this woman's motive for success. I knew 
QYV played hard ball; any organization that kept ruthless pirates in check had 
to be tougher than they were. She might have great power, but her own position 
was on the line. Successor extinction.
"Kife is not, then, a pirate outfit," I said.
"It is an agency of Jupiter," she said. "Bear in mind that this is privileged 
information."
"Agreed. But my staff must be advised. My officers know more than I do, and I 
depend on their expertise."
"Your sister," she said. "Commanders Mondy, Repro, Phist, and Sheller."
She had done her homework! "And Sergeant Smith, who is filling in for 
Operations. And Juana."
"Your de facto S-3 and your confidential secretary," she added reluctantly. "I 
suppose if you cannot trust your former supervisors and mistresses, you have 
little certainty in life."
"We checked you for physical armament. We should have checked for mental," I 
remarked.
"Success is facilitated by information, as it seems you are aware. I don't 
suppose you care to advise me how you avoided addiction after using the 
hallucinogen?"
"Ask some other question."
She sighed. "Very well. You may brief these personnel with appropriate cautions. 
But further information is yours alone."
"Spirit."
She sighed again. "We gave you back your sister. I am not certain that was not 
an error."
"You used her as a lure to trap me. I took her back."
"And the pirate we bribed. That was typical of our misjudgment of you. Very 
well; her, too, for this. No others."
"No others," I agreed. "You are very trusting of my word."
"It is possible I know you better than anyone other than your sister does."
"Oh? Show me your power."
"In a moment. Will you deal on the key?" She had me halfway hooked. She was a 
dowdy, middle-aged female, but she was a gladiator. I knew now I had to play her 
very carefully, or I would find myself committed for more than I intended.
"I will consider it. I make no other commitment."
"Here is part of my power: the empty hand is that of your father, whom you 
consumed."
She had scored. Of all people living, only Spirit and I knew of our necessary 
cannibalism for survival. Except"You have seen the manuscript!"
She nodded. "I have it hostage, Hubris. Will you deal?"
"How could you even know of it, let alone acquire it?"
"Commander, I have traced all your contacts. The scientist to whom you sent it 
is dead. His family is not aware of its significance."
The scientist on the terrible hellface of Io: Mason, the one who had befriended 
Helse and me! The news of his demise struck me like a blow of a pugil stick. 
"Hehow?"
"Natural causes," she reassured me. "He was old, and time has passed since you 
knew him. He treasured your manuscript and kept all your secrets till the end of 
his life. I assure you the material is safe with us."
"As safe as your key is with me," I said. I remained shaken; I knew people did 
die of natural causes, but I felt this loss with a special poignancy. Mason had 
known Helse and me together; now another intangible link to her had been broken. 
This agent of QYV had touched me with her masked finger of steel.
"Precisely," she said. "Do you care to exchange?"
"No. If you went to that much trouble to fetch the manuscript, it should remain 
with you. It has served its purpose." For in truth I valued my single tangible 
token of Helse more than my own narration of my experience as a refugee, and I 
would not allow this cynical organization to use my own words, literally, to 
deprive me of that token.
"Suppose we arrange for it to be delivered to your family, after your own 
demise?"
Hard ball indeed! What would relatives of mine think of that history? But only 
my sisters survived with me, and they already understood the realities of 
refugee existence. QYV had no leverage there. "Good enough. I will make a 
similar allocation of the key."
Reba shot me a glance of wry appreciation, as if I had made a telling shot. "We 
need the key now."
"It has waited thirteen years. It can wait another."
"Not readily. We must recover it as soon as possible."
It seemed QYV wanted the key more than I wanted anything from QYV. "I fail to 
see the urgency."
"Our hireling at Chiron informed you of the manner in which we use an 
unbreakable code to convey private messages."
"She did. The key I possess has a magnetic pattern containing the key to an 
important message. But what message could be so important, after so long a 
delay?"
"The problem with the closed encryption technique is that the decoding pattern 
must be physically transmitted to the recipient before the message can be read."
"Yes. So you need my key. But"
"That problem would be solved if a public encryption key could be used. Then no 
one could intercept the decryption key, in the manner you have done, and the 
transmission of secret material would be enormously facilitated. We have been 
able to function hitherto by courier; now we must reduce our dependency on that 
system."
"I can see why," I agreed. "You must lose a lot of messages among the pirates." 
And, of course, I was now cleaning out the piratesand intercepting couriers.
"Yes. They cannot decrypt the messages, but they can deny them to us. We take 
stern action when we discover the culprits, but a better system is needed."
Stern actionan understatement! "But with a public encryption key, anyone could 
read your messages."
"No. Anyone could encrypt messages to us; only we could decrypt them."
"I don't understand how that would work."
"You don't need to. All you need to know is that over the centuries, no system 
of public keys has survived; all have been broken and become useless. But at 
last one isolated genius has developed the truly unbreakable public key. And the 
secret of that key"
"Is contained in the key I carry!" I exclaimed. "This is precious! But you could 
go back to your genius for another copy."
"No. He spent fifteen years developing it, encrypted it, started it on its way 
to usand died. He left no comprehensible notes. For the past decade our experts 
have labored to duplicate his feat, without success. It is truly unbreakable. 
Your key is itthe secret of the century."
"An unbreakable open code," I repeated. "With that, this problem would never 
have happened."
"Exactly. We have suffered too much already and exhausted our other avenues. We 
must have that code. The health of Jupiter requires it."
I shrugged. "Maybe so. But I have no abiding passion for the Colossus. I am a 
mercenary, denied citizenship. Jupiter turned my bubble away, costing the lives 
of my mother and companionsand my fiance, who carried your key. There is an 
irony! I owe Jupiter my service but not my devotion. The key is mine."
"We offer citizenship," she said quickly.
"Too late. I no longer need it. When my family and I passed inside the orbit of 
Amalthea and met a Navy ship and our refugee-bubble was towed back out to 
spacethat was when we needed acceptance. You cannot restore what indifferent 
Jupiter took from me."
"We can perhaps restore part of it," Reba said.
"Some way you have gone about it! Trying to kill me and throw the key out into 
space"
"Where our instruments would have intercepted it promptly. But that was the 
action of my predecessor. If you will only allow me to offer you"
"Bring me back my love, and the key is yours," I said bitterly. Oh, Helse! Oh, 
my love!
"We can provide you another woman you could love."
"I doubt it," I said. "I have had access to some good ones but have not loved 
them."
"I am aware of that. Nevertheless, I will show you another part of my power." 
She opened her purse and brought out a single picture and held it up to me.
I froze. "Helse!"
"Megan."
I remembered. "The girl who so resembled Helse! Mason's niece!"
"Megan resembles Helse in few respects," she said. "At a young age, she looked 
very similar to the way Helse did when you knew her. But Megan is older, and 
Saxon, and her intellect dwarfs Helse's."
I felt pain in my hand and discovered that my fist was clenched so tight that my 
fingers were being crushed. The person who spoke ill of Helse!
I forced myself to relax, so as not to be prey to this tough woman. "Helse 
wasnice."
"Certainly she was. She was a lovely girl, despite her background. It in no way 
diminishes her to say that Megan is a more lovely woman than Helse ever could 
have been. Your love for Helse was a product of your situation. Even while it 
existed, you loved your sister Spirit more. You would love Megan more."
She was persuasive, not so much by her words as by her attitude. Reba Ward was 
totally convinced. She had researched me in depth and knew my nature, and 
evidently she knew this woman Megan's nature, too. AndI had been attracted to 
Megan, when I was with Helse, seeing her picture in the dome on savage Io. A 
single glimpse of heaven, there on the hell-planet! It was more than coincidence 
of appearance; it was that a good man had helped us both in our time of dire 
need, and helped our refugee-bubble, and I bore him a phenomenal debt of 
gratitude that his death prevented me from repaying, and Megan was of his blood, 
his niece. If I could love any woman other than Helse, it would be Megan, though 
I knew next to nothing about her.
"We can give you Megan," Reba said.
For a moment temptation almost overwhelmed me. Loverestored! It might be 
possible! But then I knew that this was not the way I could accept it. Not as 
the cynical handout of a ruthless secret organization. How would they give me 
this woman? By blackmailing her with some closetal skeleton in her family? I 
would not take her that way!
Reba saw my temptation and my rejection. "That offer remains open," she said. 
"Be assured that no dishonor can stain this woman; she cannot be forced. What we 
offer you is, in fact, the means to win her honorably." She brought out a piece 
of paper. "Contact me at this designation, Europa, when you change your mind."
Numbly, I took the paper. I was not at all sure I would not change my mind.
We released the courier boy to Reba Ward and transported them back to Europa. 
Then we chased down two more pirate vessels, bringing our total to fifty. Then 
my new orders came: promotion to Captain and command of the Task Force destined 
to eradicate piracy from the Belt.
The publicity suggested this was a merit assignment, because of my superlative 
record in the Juclip mission, but I knew it was the action of Reba. Once again, 
QYV had shown me its power.
But I still possessed the key.
 
Chapter 8  FIRST BLOOD
The pretext was dramatic: Trouble had erupted in the Belt, that zone of 
planetoids that existed between the orbits of Jupiter and Mars. Theoretically 
the Belt was an independent, disorganized conglomeration of settlements, 
analogous to the widely scattered islands of Earth's giant Pacific Ocean; 
actually they were the meddling ground for the interests of Jupiter, Saturn, 
Uranus, and scattered lesser powers. A good deal of interplanetary spying went 
on there, and several major battles of the Second System War had occurred there. 
These days the planetary spheres of influence overlapped in the Belt with uneasy 
tolerance.
The greatest officially unrecognized complication in the Belt was the rampant 
piracy there. The pirates owed no allegiance to any planet but seemed to have 
obscure but potent ties to several planets. Perhaps bribery was involved; such 
information is difficult to come by, for an obvious reason. At any rate, the 
pirates were a force to be reckoned with in that region of space, and they, too, 
were tacitly tolerated.
But now the pirates had overstepped their bounds, as they had in the Juclip. 
They had moved in force on the Marianas, a protectorate of Jupiter, taking over 
a whole cluster of bubbles and planetoids. The settlers there spoke English, and 
many of them possessed Jupiter citizenship. Angry protests followed, but the 
pirates claimed the territory was historically theirs. Centuries ago it had 
indeed been overrun by pirates; they had preyed on passing Jupiter ships, so in 
due course Jupiter had sent down a warship, rousted them out, and settled the 
section itself. It really wasn't so much; today it was mostly agricultural, 
taking advantage of the more intense sunlight of the inner system, so that 
smaller focusing lenses were more necessary there than at Jupiter. Probably it 
cost Jupiter more to maintain the colony than the colony returned in benefits, 
but once Jupiter had Made an Issue, it had to maintain a presence there. This 
was the way of planetary powers.
Incursions had occurred before, of greater or lesser severity. Saturn's moon, 
Titan, embarking on a program of expansion that included several other moons and 
a segment of Saturn itself, had precipitated Jupiter's entry into the Second 
System War by sending a carrier fleet to bomb Hidalgo; the drones had devastated 
Jupiter's Belt-based fleet. When that war ended, Jupiter had defeated and 
occupied Titan, and the two were now firm allies. But this was only one historic 
example of the effect episodes in the Belt (Hidalgo, as a planetoid, was 
considered part of the Belt, though it ranged widely) had on System politics, 
and helped explain why Jupiter was especially sensitive to incursions against 
its Belt properties.
It was our public assignment to rid the Jupiter-aligned territory in the Belt of 
pirates. Privately, I was advised in no uncertain terms that Jupiter wanted to 
make an example of these criminals, so that no similar episode would occur in 
the foreseeable future. First the Juclip abduction, now this; the Colossus was 
annoyed. This was supposed to seem like a routine cleanup mission, nothing 
special, which was one reason they were assigning a captain instead of an 
admiral. But in actuality it was a demonstration of imperial will and power, 
which was why they were providing me with a full fleet.
I would have been more impressed with the rationale had it not been for two 
things: First, I knew this had been arranged by QYV; second, no self-respecting 
admiral would embark on a mission against mere pirates. This was work suitable 
for the riffraff of officers and units. In short, me and my unit. If I got 
myself killed and my fleet humiliated, they would have a suitable pretext to 
send an admiral of proper Saxon stock, with an overwhelming fleet.
That was all right. I had wanted this mission, and I would accomplish it. My 
objection to pirates was not a matter of appearance or politics; I owed the 
institution of piracy for the destruction of my family and fiance, and now was 
my chance.
So we were supposed to punish the pirates as well as clean them out of Jupiter 
territory. This I intended to do. Unfortunately, the pirates were ready for us. 
Somehow they had known that Jupiter would make only a token effort, initially, 
and they were set to turn it into another splendid embarrassment to the Colossus 
of the System. What they planned to do when Jupiter's anger intensified was 
unclear; presumably then they would decamp, leaving Jupiter with nothing to step 
on. That would add insult to injury. Oh, the flies enjoyed plaguing the tiger!
At the moment the pirates were massing most of their available hardware at the 
Marianas base, which was more than I had in my fleet. Thus they had a triple 
advantage: superiority of force, the convenience of short supply lines, and the 
fact that somehow we had to drive them off without hurting the Jupiter settlers 
they held hostage. No wonder this was no task for an admiral!
I discussed it with my staff. Our decision was simple: We would surprise the 
pirates by attacking at their weakest point, well around the Belt. Once we had 
established a solid base in the Belta so-called beachheadwe could move on the 
Marianas pirates at our convenience. If they remained concentrated at the 
Jupiter base, we would continue to attack elsewhere, expanding our territory. 
Since I intended to eliminate all pirates, not just some of them, this was a 
feasible strategy for me. By the time the original-target pirates were brought 
to bay, they might be at a disadvantage. In fact, with proper deployment, we 
might compel them to desert the Jupiter base, so we would not have to risk 
damaging it. In any event, the pirates would not return to their old ways after 
we departed the Belt, for there would be none left. In this sense my strategy 
was like that of the Mongols of Earth's medieval period, who simply exterminated 
all potential troublemakers. That system had worked very well; there had been 
little internal dissent in the territories of their conquests. Not that I 
endorse bloodshed as the solution to political problems; this is just an 
analogy.
My task force was impressive: one battleship, one carrier, two cruisers, six 
destroyers, fifteen escort ships, and a number of service boats and patrol 
craft. True, the Sawfish was neither the largest nor the most modern of 
battleships; she was hardly larger than a modern cruiser, massing 40,000 tons 
and being 650 feet long and 100 in the beam. She could make 2.8 gee, and carried 
nine sixteen-inch guns and a commensurate number of laser cannon. Her crew was 
two thousand. In her day she had been considered a member of the finest class of 
battleship in the system, but that had been twenty-five years ago, and modern 
capital ships dwarfed her in mass, firepower, and acceleration. But Commander 
Phist assured me that she was a good vessel, soundly constructed, maneuverable, 
and versatile. "There were no lemons in this class," he said. "By the time we 
get her revamped, she'll be fit for service."
Having seen what he could do in this line, I was reassured. The fact was, a 
battleship was normally commanded by a rear admiral, and a task force by a vice 
admiral; my present rank of captain barely qualified me to command this 
expedition. QYV must have pulled very hard on the string to install me here. But 
if I succeeded in my mission, I would soon become the first Hispanic admiral in 
the Jupiter Navy. So I could not complain if my battleship was small and old, 
and my cruisers minimal; it was the best I could expect.
The carrier, the Hempstone Crater, was, of course, no giant of her type. 
Carriers, in the ancient days of Earth ocean ships, tended to be named after 
islands and baysat least they were in the particular navy from which the 
Jupiter Navy claimed theoretical descentso Jupiter's carriers followed in such 
suit as they were able. The Hempstone Crater, I think, is on Charon, Pluto's 
moon, about as distant and inhospitable a body as exists in the Solar System; 
there may be a scientific study mission there but not much else on any regular 
basis. HC, as we called her, was an escort carrier, much smaller than the 
contemporary ones. This, more than anything else, is useful to place our mission 
in perspective: a modern carrier is about 1,000 feet long, displacing some 
80,000 tons (that is, if one were to set it into an ocean on Planet Earth, it 
would squeeze aside that weight in water; actually the calculations are now 
based on more refined data, but the archaic terminology remains), accelerating 
at 3.5 gee, carrying 100 drones, and with a crew of 5,000. The HC, in contrast, 
was 500 feet long, displaced 10,000 tons, accelerated at 1.9 gee, carried 28 
drones, and had a crew of 800; that is, an eighth the mass and a quarter the 
payload and half the gees of the modern one. That was how serious the Navy was 
about cleaning out the pirates of the Belt. QYV had fetched me a minimal 
mission.
"We know what they're doing," Repro said heartily. "They're sending the 
troublesome riffraff off on an impossible mission. They believe we will never 
return."
"Of course," Phist agreed. "We were supposed to flub the prior Juclip mission; 
instead, we became heroes. They think we were lucky, but now they have upped the 
ante."
"They?" Spirit asked.
"The powers-that-be of the Jupiter Navy," Phist clarified. "The ones who are 
uncomfortable with ripples in the grand old order. It embarrasses them to have a 
ragtag outfit officered by a scapegoat, a delayed-stress-syndrome derelict, an 
addict, a whistle blower, a black female file clerk, and a couple of Hispanic 
refugees, to have such a collection make good. It is not the Navy Way."
"They just can't believe there is any real competence in our unit," Repro 
agreed, looking more satisfied than ever before, for his dream unit was coming 
true. "That is the beauty of it. If they suspected our potential, they would 
instantly yank the rug out."
"That they would," Phist agreed somberly.
"Nevertheless," Emerald put in, "we're going to have to scramble on this one. We 
aren't facing inferior forces this time. No one has been able to make a 
permanent dent in the piracy of the Belt before."
"No one's really tried," Mondy said. "The pirates are into a number of endeavors 
that cause politicians to hesitate."
I shrugged. I had this mission and a fine unit; I was not going to hesitate. My 
whole prior career had been in preparation for this. Already I had arranged to 
promote Phist, the longest in grade, to full commander, O5, and would see to the 
others as feasible. We would succeed.
Phist did his usual with the equipment specs, upgrading the battleship to 3.2 
gee and the lesser ships to more. He saw to special weapons. It was amazing that 
the powers-that-be in the Navy did not realize the transformation that was 
occurring in our combat capacity; apparently, the bureaucracy chose not to 
comprehend the kind of logistics competence Phist possessed.
Task forces are not formed and launched on a dime, however. It was eight months 
before we set off for the Belt, and that in itself was a miracle of logistical 
organization. Work was still being done as we launched, but we were glad to be 
on our way at last.
I have said I can match every body in the Solar System to the continents and 
islands of prediaspora Earth. The notable exception is the Belt. The so-called 
asteroids (they really are not small stars, they are fragments of planetary 
matter) can be matched with the old Pacific islands, and the planetoid Hidalgo 
aligns nicely with Hawaii, as does Chiron with Cyprus. But I don't believe the 
old Earth islands ever had as savage a concatenation of evils and corruption as 
did the Belt. There were countless pirate vessels, roughly organized into 
several major bandsthe Bands of the Belt. Each band had a specialty of crime 
and a territory, generally, though not perfectly, honored by the others. The 
most powerful bands were like six nations. I knew that the pirates of the Juclip 
were only limping rabble compared to those of the Belt. Criminals who lacked the 
strength or courage to go for the big time skulked around the various planets, 
preying on helpless craft such as the refugee-bubbles; those with real ambition 
went to the Belt. Such was the power of the Belt pirates that most legitimate 
planetary trading fleets paid toll to guarantee safe passage. It was cheaper 
than going to war. So the pirate kingdoms flourished, and in their lee, the 
rabble-pirates of the other regions survived. I had always known that taking out 
the Juclip pirates was only tokenism; they would regenerate the moment the Navy 
mission ended, unless the real pirate bastion in the Belt was eliminated too.
We took our time traveling, picking our spot. We could have reached the nearest 
section of the Belt in two weeks, but instead we elected to go a quarter of the 
way around to intersect it at the zone of the Carolines.
The Carolines were the least of the major pirate bands. Their biggest ship was 
an ancient cruiser, and that had been refitted as a printing shop and warehouse. 
The Carolines were specialists in pornography and illicit publication, and they 
handled the best. I had seen some of it as an enlisted man, and it was 
eye-popping; Juana had required me to burn it, because she said it degraded 
women. Perhaps she was correct, but I was male enough to enjoy it no matter whom 
it degraded. The illicit sexual feelies were also wholesaled by the Carolines; 
the Hidden Flower had merely retailed the transsex line of those, putting her 
own brand name on them. That was how Spirit had reached me with the EMPTY HAND 
message.
I did not have a consuming passion against the Carolines; in fact, I felt that 
pornography was relatively harmless as a vice, and that its suppression was a 
manifestation of the abridgment of free expression. But pirates were pirates, 
and Mondy had pinpointed this band as the weakest militarily, and Emerald had 
decided to start with it so as to test our mettle in true combat without undue 
risk. I concurred. I was not expert in either Intelligence or Strategy, which 
was why I had followed Repro's script to acquire personnel who were. A commander 
is only as good as his staff and his men, and he has to honor his staff's 
informed judgments. A good commander is to some extent a figurehead, a focal 
point for the expertise of his unit. So I set out to destroy the power of the 
Carolines (by that I mean the pirates thereof), a decision viewed with a certain 
regret on my part, and a certain righteous glee on my secretary's part.
Emerald was neutral about the social implication; she didn't care about 
pornography one way or the other. She viewed this purely as a strategic and 
tactical exercise, and it was her intent to give us the cleanest possible 
victory with minimum loss. She explained the essence to us with pride, for this 
was her moment.
"The operative concept is Kadesh," she said. "This was one of the earliest 
Earthly battles of which we have record. The Egyptians met and defeated the 
Hittites in the vicinity of the town of Kadesh in 1299 B.C."
"Now wait, Rising Moon!" Commander Phist protested, using her song-nickname. 
"Those were marching land armies; this is space! There's hardly a parallel!"
"You worried about your hardware, King Cole?" she inquired with a glance at his 
trousers. "I'm trying to protect it for you." She went on to describe the broad 
outline of her strategy. "Of course, the tactics are critical," she concluded.
"Tactics?" I asked. "I thought you just described them."
"I described strategy," she said. "That's our effort to bring our forces into 
play advantageously. Strategy occurs before the combatants meet. Tactics are 
what happens once the battle begins. A winning strategy can be ruined by losing 
tactics."
"Oh, you mean like setting your opponent up for a knockout punch and then 
missing the punch," I said.
"Close enough, Worry," she agreed wryly.
It turned out that the Carolines, having noted our coming, had gathered 
reinforcements. They still had no capital ships, but they had borrowed another 
cruiser, and this was a good one, a match for one of ours. They also picked up 
several more destroyers; as a result, they now had six, matching ours.
Emerald bit her lip. "I hadn't counted on this," she said. "We don't want to 
commit the Sawfish, and without it, the sides are too close to even."
"Why not use the Sawfish?" I asked innocently. "She could gun down the enemy 
ships before they could get within their torpedo range."
"Same reason you don't use your queen to mop up pawns in a chess game," she 
said. "In close quarters a battleship has less advantage and becomes vulnerable. 
We'll hold the Sawfish out until we have access to another battleship, or at 
least a cruiser. We'd be fools to risk her in a destroyer battle."
Emerald wanted to be able to direct the battle personally, which meant she 
couldn't remain aboard the Sawfish. I designated the destroyer Discovered Check 
to be her command ship and went along myself. I wanted personal involvement, 
too.
"I don't like this, Hope," Spirit said darkly. "That little ship is a lot more 
vulnerable than the Sawfish."
"Also a lot less obvious," I pointed out. "We'll be observing, not fighting. The 
enemy will never suspect."
"If the battle comes near you, I'll bring the Sawfish in to fetch you out," she 
warned.
"And take your bodyguard along, sir," Sergeant Smith said. "Here, I'll assign 
another dozen men"
"I don't need any dozen men!" I protested.
"Take them, Captain," Mondy said. He was pale and drawn; he had no love for 
battle. But he was not nonfunctional; now that the challenge was on him, he was 
holding steady. Emerald had been good for him these past few years. "In fact, I 
would like to accompany you myself."
"This may be closer to the action than you like," I warned him. "There is no 
need for you to expose yourself to this."
"Yes there is, sir. My wife will be exposed."
His wife, my former wife. I knew what a woman Emerald was. I was proof from 
love, but evidently it was a different case with Mondy. He did not want to live 
if Emerald didn't. She had married him because our unit needed him, and he had 
proved his value to us many times. But he had needs of his own. Our unit was 
bound together in special ways. "Come along, Peat Bog," I said. His 
song-nickname, no affront.
"And stay out of mischief!" Spirit called as we entered the linked airlocks, 
transferring to the Discovered Check.
"We know where we're going," Emerald called back, paraphrasing Spirit's song. 
Songs became more important as tension mounted.
The destroyer was a nice ship. Commander Phist had requisitioned some very 
special equipment for her, which was one reason we were using the Discovered 
Check. She was the fastest of our ships, capable of an astonishing 4.5-gee 
acceleration in her upgraded condition, which meant she could probably outrun 
any ship in the Belt. Her torpedoes were of the most modern type, fifty percent 
faster than standard, with magnetic repulsion fields that made physical 
interception of them in flight almost impossible. When they homed in on their 
target, the magnetism was programmed to reverse. Her hull was plated with 
laser-resistant alloy, and her own laser cannon was oriented by computer to 
destroy any oncoming missile. She was also armed with "depth" bombsthat were 
hurled by catapult slowly through space, but so powerful that they could disable 
a small ship by a proximity explosion. This was, in short, one potent ship, and 
about as safe as a destroyer could be. Commander Phist had taken a great deal of 
pride in it, justifiably. He had not been able to upgrade the other destroyers 
similarly; most were not designed for such changes, and as a unit we had already 
pushed our luck about as far as we could. Had the officers in charge of these 
matters possessed Phist's insight into performance, quality, and costs, they 
would never have let us get away with many of our requisitions. But these 
officers, like much of the Jupiter Navy, were essentially asleep at the helm.
The problem with the Asteroid Belt is that it obscures things. Much of it is 
sparse, and, of course, the orbiting rocks are readily avoided by ships that 
travel outside the Solar Ecliptic, the plane in which most of the planets 
revolve. But there are more small chunks than large ones, and there is 
considerable sand. In some regions there are whole clouds of dust. This 
interferes with radar and makes it easy for ships to hide; the radar can't 
readily distinguish between rocks and ships. It was in this manner that we 
sailed into the pirate ambush.
We were advancing toward the main Caroline base on a half-mile-diameter 
planetoid. Because of the debris in the area, we were strung out along a natural 
channel that the pirates normally used. There really wasn't any other way; the 
Belt was constantly changing its configuration as planetoids ellipsed in and 
out, stirring up sand and throwing dust about in their wakes. Maps had to be 
constantly updated, and, of course, we lacked the latest. Only the pirates 
themselves knew the latest details, and they weren't giving out that information 
to the Navy. So we used the main channel, watching for pirate ships, but we had 
underestimated the care with which their ambush had been laid. Or so the pirates 
believed.
All six of their destroyers materialized from the debris, bare light-seconds 
from the center of our fleet. In that region we had only two destroyers, a 
frigate, two sloops, and half a dozen gunboats. Our fleet had started in compact 
order but had become dispersed because of the differing accelerations of the 
various types of ships. Our battleship was at the head with two destroyers and 
several escorts, while our carrier was far to the rear, with two more destroyers 
and a cruiser. The center was by far the weakest region, lacking either the 
firepower of the Sawfish or the drones of the Hempstone Crater, without even a 
cruiser to bolster its striking force. The pirate fleet of six destroyers was 
much more than a match for our widely spaced eight ships, and, of course, the 
second pirate cruiser, the battle-fit one, was waiting in their rear. They could 
cut our column in two, and then concentrate their remaining ships, which were 
surely deploying invisibly in the debris of the Belt. When our carrier arrived, 
they could mass against it. We could lose half our force before we got properly 
organized. Then they would retreat, escaping retaliation, awaiting a new 
opportunity to strike.
Emerald showed her teeth in no friendly smile. What I have described is the way 
it was supposed to seem to the piratesand now they had taken the bait. Kadesh, 
when the Hittites had pounced on the Egyptians' weak center as the Egyptian 
forces marched in columns. Perhaps the Egyptians had not planned it that way, 
but we had. Our vulnerability was a good deal more apparent than actual.
Our light cruiser, the Inverness, thirteen thousand tons, had already rotated in 
space and commenced acceleration back toward our center as the enemy destroyers 
made their move. Our radar wasn't good in this region, but we had known what to 
expect, so had been able to track their ships approximately. The Inverness was 
armed with a dozen six-inch guns and another dozen five-inch lasers, compared to 
the four five-inch guns of each enemy destroyer, and her acceleration of 3.5 gee 
matched theirs. Of course, she was really decelerating, reducing her inertial 
velocity, but in the situation that was a quibble. When everything is moving at 
a given velocity, that becomes your basis for orientation in space, and it is 
convenient to treat your formation as if it is at rest. The enemy craft were 
matching our velocity, and the Inverness was rapidly closing the distance, and 
she was a considerably more potent fighting piece than they. Her six-inchers had 
greater muzzle velocity and accuracy, which translated into greater effective 
range.
One of our two destroyers in the region was the Discovered Check. She was not 
here to fight, of course; she was the temporary command ship. If things got 
difficult, she could outrun any of the enemy destroyers, but it wouldn't come to 
that. And our frigate was another upgraded ship, as were two of our corvettes. 
In fact, our supposedly weak center was a good deal stronger than it appeared.
"Corvettes, evasive maneuvers," Emerald was saying into her scrambled radio 
connection. "Frigate, fire on your nearest." She glanced up at me, the light and 
delight of battle in her eyes. "It's only a pair of three-inchers she can orient 
without changing course, but they may not know that." The problem, of course, 
was that small ships could not fire effectively sidewise; their heavy guns were 
oriented forward, since their spin made side-oriented guns highly inaccurate. 
The larger ships had special independent artillery belts, which did not spin 
with the rest of the ship; that was another reason our battleship was like a 
chess queen, while the destroyers were like deadly pawns. Versatility in 
firepower was critical in battle!
Of course, normally attacking ships simply matched velocities, then rotated to 
point at their targets; destroyers were highly maneuverable this way. But it did 
take a few minutes, and they were vulnerable while correcting their attitude, as 
it was called. The enemy destroyers were closing on our ships at an angle so 
they could fire forward at us, but that meant they presented a larger and 
steadier target for return fire by any ships in our column that could fire 
sidewise. That was why the frigate's effort should be slightly unnerving to 
them, until they discovered that only two three-inch guns were involved. 
Theoretically one three-incher was enough to score, but it was unlikely at this 
range.
The Caroline destroyers were coming within effective range of their 
five-inchers. Our corvettes, not daring to drift in space while changing their 
attitudes, were maneuvering by irregular acceleration. When a shell approaches 
at an angle to the target ship, the rate of the target's acceleration has to be 
taken into consideration. If the target accelerates faster than allowed for, the 
shell will miss to the rear; if it accelerates slower, the shot will miss to the 
front. So the attacker has to get close enough to increase its accuracy and to 
read the acceleration of the target correctly. Even so, the chances of any one 
shell scoring, even when correctly aimed and timed, are only about one in four 
at close range, and close range is dangerous when a number of ships are 
involved.
You may be wondering why ships don't simply loop about, the way ancient Earth 
vehicles did. Certainly I wondered, at first. The answer is that they can't. Not 
when they are spinning for internal gee and external stability. They can change 
course a little, but any sharp turn at speed would encounter precessional 
resistance that would tear the ship apart before the maneuver could be 
completed. Those old stories of spaceships making neat loops in space to engage 
their opponents, on a scale of seconds, are fantasy; any loop they might 
reasonably make, unless they are almost stationary in space, would be so big as 
to be useless in a close encounter. Here in the confined channel of the Belt, 
the attempt would be disastrous. So maneuvers of this sort are sharply limited, 
and the keys become proximity and rate of acceleration.
Now the Inverness came in range. Immediately her six-inchers opened up, and the 
Caroline destroyers were in trouble. They had to refocus on the cruiser, because 
otherwise she would concentrate her firepower and pick them off one by one. The 
chances of a single shot scoring, in ideal conditions, may be one in four, but 
our destroyer would fire hundreds of shells. That shifted the odds.
Actually, six destroyers could normally take on a single cruiser. The cruiser 
would probably knock out a couple, but then the rest would be within their 
effective range and would be able to fire so many shells that the cruiser's 
lasers would not be able to handle them all. Saturation shelling was an 
excellent tactic. So they ignored our lesser ships and oriented carefully on the 
Inverness.
Meanwhile, however, the Sawfish, our battleship, was decelerating to approach 
the battle region from the front, and the carrier HC was accelerating at her 
maximum gee to get within drone range from the rear, accompanied by our second 
cruiser, the Brooksville. Our pincers were closing. I really had to admire 
Emerald's strategy; it was working exactly as she had outlined it to us. Soon we 
would enclose the enemy destroyers and go after their backup cruiser, which was 
now approaching in order to take on ours. Our trap was slamming shut on the 
pirates.
But the best-laid plans, as it has been said, can go astray. A destroyer made a 
lucky hit on the Inverness and knocked out her communications turret, and 
perhaps more. Her radio contact with us ceased and so did her acceleration. She 
had not been holed, but she was in trouble. She would be a sitting target for 
the enemy ships if she didn't get her drive back soon. Free-fall is for 
traveling, not for battling.
"Damn!" Emerald swore. "It'll be too long before our wings close; we'll lose 
her!" She bit her lip fretfully.
I realized that her inexperience had betrayed us. A veteran strategist would 
have a backup plan in case of the unexpected. Emerald's strategy had been 
goodgood enough to win the battlebut she had not allowed sufficiently for 
chance. I wondered if the Egyptian king, of the Kadesh battle, had suffered 
similarly.
"We've got to help the Inverness!" Mondy said.
"We aren't supposed to get into the action," I said, as if I were not the 
commander.
"If they take out that cruiser," Mondy pointed out, "we'll be next."
I had to agree. "Unless we outrun them."
Emerald nodded. "Can't risk the Expedition Commander," she said without irony. 
The commander is generally considered more valuable than any single ship, and, 
of course, our strategist and intelligence officer were also at risk. If the 
Task Force were considered as an organism, we represented its brain. I had been 
foolish to permit such a grouping of key personnel to occur at the battle site. 
In addition, Emerald and I both knew that Mondy, with his susceptibility to 
battle stress, was now a risk to himself and this ship. There was no way to 
predict how he might react.
But we had misjudged him. "We barely have the force to do our job now," he said. 
"Without the Inverness we'll be so short we'll have to send for a replacement 
ship, and that will take too long." He seemed less nervous now, oddly.
"Way too long," I agreed. What was he getting at? I had always read the deep 
disquiet in him before; now I sensed a strange purpose.
"This is a fighting ship; let's use it," he said.
I exchanged a glance with Emerald. She was as surprised as I was.
Mondy grinned, now at ease. "Give the order, and I'll explain."
Emerald shrugged. "Sure thing, Peat Bog. We do need that cruiser."
"Captain," I said into the ship's intercom. I was not, of course, commanding 
this ship; I commanded the Task Force, a different matter. Captain was my rank, 
but the one who commands a particular ship is captain of that ship, whatever his 
rank, and he has final authority on that ship.
"Sir," he responded.
"We are joining the battle. Act in the manner you deem best to protect the 
Inverness, subject to the overriding directives of Commander Sheller."
"Yes, sir." There was a pause, then: "Secure for hi-gee."
We felt the change immediately. We were pacing the frigate; now our acceleration 
jumped to about two gee as the ship sought to close on the cruiser. The 
Discovered Check was turning, too, despite the spin; we felt the sheer. Our 
acceleration couches shifted position, their clamps holding us secure, as the 
gee of the thrust exceeded that of the spin.
Even at double-gee, a maneuver takes time. We had to wait, watching the slow 
change on our screens. It wasn't comfortable in either the physical or the 
emotional sense, but we were in shape for itand so, it seemed, was Mondy. I 
realized now that his original potbelly had slimmed down; he was more fit 
physically than I had pictured him. "If it is not indiscreet to ask," I said 
cautiously, resisting the gee pressure, "how is it that you are having no more 
trouble now than we are?"
"This is reality," he said. "Here I have some personal control over my destiny. 
In my dreams I don't."
"That's not enough, Peat," Emerald said. "I've got more control here than you 
do, because I can dictate to the captain of this ship, in the name of tactics. 
But there's a hand squeezing my heart. There's none squeezing yours at the 
moment."
Mondy smiled. "I saw action in the Saturn Incident," he said, speaking in brief 
bursts as the gee squeezed more than our hearts. "We were behind enemy lines and 
short of rations, especially oxygen; we could not afford to take prisoners. Our 
lasers were low, so we used knives. We infiltrated an observation bubble, knifed 
their communication operators, and planted timed bombs. That was our job. After 
we vacated the bubble, the bombs would detonate, killing the remaining 
personnel. It went like clockwork; we took out five different bubbles that way 
and watched each blow behind us. 'Lovely!' I exclaimed. Then I realized that it 
wasn't lovely; it was awful. Those people were fighting to defend their system, 
just as we were; they were decent, hardworking people who just happened to speak 
a different language. Their blood was on my hands, some of it literally. I 
remembered how one of them had been a young woman; her blood had flowed over my 
knife as she dropped, and onto my fingers. Somehow it hadn't bothered me at the 
time, but in retrospect that blood was horrible, so hot and thick, her life 
spilled across my hand. My associates thought it was humorous. 'You really got 
it into her!' one quipped. He liked it, liked the killing, the gore of it, the 
sexual analogy: to ram a thing into the warm body of a woman, drawing blood. And 
suddenly I realized that I didn't like itbut it was too late. I was already 
responsible for the deaths of over a hundred human beings.
"When we reported back to base, I got a commendation and a promotion: my reward 
for murdering all those people. And yet in the end, we withdrew from Saturn and 
the other side took over; all our killing had accomplished nothing. I was left 
with no justification at all. And since then, I have relived those murders I 
committed, especially of that young womana woman very like you." He turned his 
head briefly toward Emerald, the gee drawing down his jowls, making him 
artificially haggard. "Sometimes in my dreams I think she's alive again, that 
all of them are alive, that perhaps I meet her living, and love her, for love 
was what she deserved, not that cruel knife. But I know it isn't so, and I can't 
face it, and I scream."
Now he turned to me. "You assumed I was afraid of action, but it is myself I 
fear. I don't want to murder anyone else, though I do it again every night. But 
this" He paused again. "My companion of the quip, who liked killing, he 
couldn't get enough of it in the Navy when peace came, so he deserted and became 
a pirate. I know what pirates do. Them I can kill. They are like the sinister 
aspect of myself; they need to be extirpated. I cannot undo what I have done, 
but I can, to a certain extent, atone for it by abolishing the other killers. 
Only when I am actively atoning does my conscience feel at ease."
"I understand," I said. "I also killed"
"Pirates," he finished for me. "And children. And a young woman you loved. I 
know you understand, but your guilt is less than mine, and your strength is 
greater. Your system protects your sanity, as it protects you from 
hallucinogens."
I had never thought of it that way. Could there be antibodies against 
destructive emotion? Surely I had suffered events that drove others mad, but I 
survivedand so did Spirit, who was of my blood. We felt the impact at first but 
learned to cope, exactly as I had with the hallucinogen. Mondy had provided me 
another insight into myself. "Yes," I agreed.
"But now the Inverness is in trouble. If I don't act, many good lives will be 
lost. So I must act, to pay another installment on my debt."
And now, for the time being, he was at ease and fully competent. I had thought I 
understood him before, but my judgment had been imperfect because I had not 
allowed for the potential change in him brought about by circumstance.
Emerald, too, was looking at Mondy, her husband. She had suffered, taking care 
of him. Perhaps she had felt contempt for him. This was no longer the case. His 
insights into the nature of the Navy had brought us all promotion and success, 
and now his very suffering spoke eloquently for the state of his conscience. He 
had never accepted or forgotten the evil he had done. She had married me and 
then him; I had left evil behind me and had left her when it was expedient to do 
so. Mondy would never do either. I could almost see the wheels clicking to new 
settings in her head. What woman, granted the choice, would choose a truly 
independent man instead of a dependent one? Only a foolish woman...
We watched the action on our screens while Emerald continued to direct the 
overall battle. I now appreciated much better the distinction between strategy 
and tactics. We were now immersed in tactics. We veered abruptly to orient on an 
enemy destroyer. The change hardly showed on the screen, for our actual shift 
was small; but the gee was awful, triple normal, and our couches swung about 
like carnival carriages. At our velocity the slightest deviation from 
straight-line-forward translated to considerable actual shift, and the 
acceleration itself was fierce. Slowly we closed on the enemy craft. We could 
not fire at it, and it could not fire at us; one of us had to turn our guns on 
the other.
We took the chance. We cut acceleration, damped our spin, and used our attitude 
jets to rotate in space. This took several minutes, but soon we would be able to 
launch a torpedo at the other. We resumed spin, stabilizing ourselves....
And the Caroline cruiser, alert to the pressure of a sitting duck, made a 
beautiful, or lucky, long-range shot and scored glancingly on our nose. Our 
torpedo tubes were jammed, and we were knocked out of attitude, our precession 
causing us to rotate slowly in space, end over end. Our hull was tight, but we 
did not dare use our acceleration jet until we recovered stability. We were, for 
the moment, effectively dead in space.
"Guide jets damaged," a technician reported. "Unable to correct."
Worse yet. We would have to have a repair crew work on the hull, and that was 
treacherous in battle.
There was a flare of light on the screen. For an instant I thought another shell 
had scored on us, but that was not so; an enemy destroyer had blown up. One of 
our ships had taken it out. The battle was continuing, but we ourselves could no 
longer fight.
Now the enemy destroyers were reorienting. "They're going to hole us," Emerald 
said grimly. Her face was drawn; she had never been in true battle before. There 
were tears of fear or frustration on her face. I think she feared death less 
than she feared the disaster this represented to her career. This was the stuff 
from which future nightmares were made.
But Mondy was unaffected. "No," he said. "They're going to board us."
"How do you know?" she demanded sharply.
"That is the nature of pirates. They're looters. They want this ship, and if 
they can't salvage it, they'll pillage it, rape the women, and maybe take them 
as slaves."
All true, as I well knew. We had many young female personnel in our fleet and on 
this ship, and Emerald herself was one. There was ugly business coming, but 
Mondy and I would probably not live to see much of it.
"See, they're not shooting at the Inverness anymore, either," Mondy said. "That 
would be a real prize for them."
"They can't hope to take over a cruiser!" Emerald protested.
"Certainly they can," he said. "They've got pacifiers."
Pacifiers: the electronic devices that caused all unprotected people in their 
range to lose personal volition. I had had devastating experience with one, as a 
refugee. "But we're protected from that," I said.
Mondy smiled grimly. "Of course. But they don't know that. I saw to it that 
accurate information did not get out. I believe our best strategy is to play 
deadrather, to play pacifiedand then take over their ship. Our men are well 
prepared for hand-to-hand combat."
"I don't like this," Emerald said. "Nobody ever tried to rape me before." 
Indeed, she was as pale as her dark skin permitted.
"It will not come to that, my dear," he assured her. "I have been in this type 
of situation before. We shall surprise them."
"You've had dreams about it!" she said. "You scream in the night! I've had to 
hold your hand! How can you fight them, even if you nullify the pacifier?"
"As I mentioned, reality is less severe than my dreams. My conscience is clear, 
for this. This time I am on the side of the victim." He turned to me. "Captain, 
I suggest we plan our strategy in the few minutes remaining before they board 
us."
"Agreed." I spoke to the Discovered Check's captain, and we entered a 
four-person dialogue and set our new trap. This ship was aptly named for this 
ploy!
The ship shuddered as the pirate came into contact. A warning light signaled the 
presence of a pacifier field. We all had pacifier null-units in our uniforms; 
our staff had agreed this was essential equipment. But we all slowed our paces, 
as if caught by surprise, playing the game. The three of us had gone to the 
ship's main hall, hoping to serve as a preliminary distraction for the pirates, 
so that they would not be too careful. We wanted as many as possible to board 
before we acted. The two ships were now in free-fall, neither accelerating nor 
spinning; the pirate's contact had served to steady us.
The pirates operated the linked airlocks and entered. The first three were big, 
dirty bruisers, exactly the way we had imagined them. They carried hand-lasers 
and were alert for trouble, but when they saw Emerald floating there, they 
relaxed.
"Look at the braid on that black doll!" the party leader exclaimed. "A light 
commanderthat's pretty high!"
"Come here, Commander Doll," the second ordered.
Emerald slowly looked at them, then caught a handhold and hauled herself toward 
the one who had called her. The pacifier field did not make people dim-witted or 
physically slow, it merely robbed them of volition. Emerald obeyed the direct 
order she had been given; Mondy and I remained where we were, supposedly lacking 
the initiative to act.
Such inaction may seem incredible to people who have not experienced the 
pacifier's effect, but a pacifier had caused me to watch passively while my 
father was brutally slain.
"Hey, this one's full captain!" the first pirate cried, as more of them crowded 
in from the airlock. "He must be the big boss! What a find!"
"What's he doing in this little ship?"
"Ask him, dodo!"
So the second pirate asked me: "Who are you, Navy man? Why are you here?"
"I am Captain Hubris, Commander of this task force," I said carefully. The field 
tended to interfere somewhat with speech, so I spoke slowly and with seeming 
concentration, though I was in fact unaffected. "I wanted to be close to the 
battle."
He laughed coarsely. "You sure got your wish, Navy man! Now you're our prisoner. 
You'll fetch a good ransom!"
Emerald arrived before him. Eagerly the man grabbed her. "I never had a Navy 
officer before," he said, hauling her in for a rough kiss. She did not resist, 
and still Mondy and I did nothing; we were waiting for the other pirates to 
board.
"Who gave you the rights to her?" the pirate leader demanded. "Chick like that's 
for the top man!"
"You got your own woman," the second protested.
"So? I got a share of any I wantand I never had a Navy officer gal either, 
'specially not a young, sleek creature like this. How old are you, doll?"
"Twenty-eight," Emerald replied. That reminded me that we had both been 
twenty-two when we met; how fast six years had passed!
The second pirate had to compromise. "Not as young as I thought. So we'll share 
her. Let's strip her first."
They went at it, yanking Emerald's sturdy uniform off piece by piece, cutting it 
where it snagged. The others gathered around to watch. Soon there were thirty of 
them crowding the chamber, apparently all that were going to board. We waited, 
making sure, while Emerald was stripped. All the pirates were running their 
hands over her exposed body, delighting in her healthy flesh. Mondy did not 
react overtly; we both knew that Emerald was not sensitive about exposure, and 
that she was buying time.
But there was no need to acquiesce to rape. I reached slowly into a pocket and 
brought out a small device with a bulb. It was a light grenade.
I snapped my fingers. Emerald and Mondyand the hidden personnel we had 
placedclosed their eyes tightly. I closed mine and activated the grenade.
The flash was so bright it seemed to burn right through my flesh. It was gone in 
an instant, but it took a moment for my protected eyes to recover. Slowly I 
opened them.
There was chaos in the chamber. All the pirates had been temporarily blinded. It 
did not matter which way they had been facing when the grenade went off; the 
reflections sufficed.
"Get out of there, Emerald!" I called. But she was already moving, floating for 
the center passage, getting out of the line of fire. Mondy and I retreated 
similarly, putting metal between us and the floating pirates.
Sure enough, one of them drew his laser and fired. The beam scorched into the 
side of another, causing him to scream with pain. Believing they were under 
attack, several more pirates drew and fired, randomly.
The carnage was terrible. The pirates were destroying each other, because of 
their blindness, suspicion, and panic. In moments only four were functional, and 
as they caught on to what had happened, we took them out with stunners.
"Now we move on their ship," I said.
"I'll do it, sir," Heller said. I had kept him clear of the prior action, but 
now he was back bodyguarding. He carried a gas bomb. He launched for the lock, 
hurled the bomb through, and slammed the panel closed.
We waited fifteen minutes, meanwhile sending out our repair crew to work on our 
own hull. Emerald borrowed a uniform and dressed herself, unselfconsciously. 
Then we opened the lock. The gas had dissipated and neutralized itself as it was 
designed to do, and the pirate ship was silent.
"Let's see whether we can crew this thing and use it ourselves," Emerald said. 
She was evidently somewhat shaken by the slaughter among the pirates but was in 
control. Certainly her understanding of what Mondy and I had been through in the 
past had broadened.
Captain Undermeyer of the Discovered Check joined us, as he was more savvy about 
destroyers than we were. He glanced about dispassionately as we entered the 
pirate ship. "She's been sloppily treated, but she's space-worthy," he said. 
"Let's see what the bridge is like."
There were pirates scattered about their stations; all were unconscious. Our gas 
bombs were effective, the gas being odorless and invisible as it diffused; our 
strategy and drill were paying off. We had successfully reversed the pirates' 
boarding attempt and had a number of captives and a serviceable ship for our 
effort. Emerald had done much to make it possible, by allowing her attractive 
body to serve as a distraction while the trap fell into place.
We came to the bulkhead sealing off the bridge. Captain Undermeyer opened it and 
stepped through, and into the arms of a husky pirate. "Hold it there, men," the 
pirate said. "This brass is hostage."
"Fool!" Emerald cursed. "Why didn't I think of that?"
"You? It was my business to anticipate this," Mondy said.
"Not to mention mine," I agreed ruefully. I had encountered such a trap before, 
when rescuing Spirit. We had all become as overconfident as the pirates.
"Get in here," the pirate snapped. "Drop your weapons."
We started to move, and Captain Undermeyer elbowed the pirate. The pirate's 
laser fired, Undermeyer cried out, and Sergeant Heller launched himself through 
the air as the pirate brought his weapon around for a shot at me. The laser beam 
burned past his head as I flung myself aside; then Heller was on the pirate, 
pulping his face with several blows of his right fist as he grasped the man's 
jacket with his left hand.
All of us dived for our discarded weaponsthey had, of course, not dropped but 
floated freebut there were no other active pirates. This one, perhaps the 
captain, had been lucky enough to avoid the gas until it nullified itself, so 
had been alert. We should have been on guard.
"You're a good bodyguard," I told Heller.
"I haven't saved your life yet, Cap'n," he said. "You got out of the way of that 
beam on your own."
Still, he had tried. My decision in giving him the position seemed justified.
Captain Undermeyer was not as fortunate. The beam had seared across his neck and 
the side of his face, nicking a vein; now he held his hand on the raw gouge to 
slow the bleeding. Already a medic was arriving, but I knew the good man would 
be in sick bay awhile. No chance now to activate the pirate ship; I was no 
pilot, and neither were Mondy or Emerald. But we would hold the ship for future 
use. We returned to the Discovered Check.
The situation had changed in the larger battle. The pirates' delay to plunder 
ships had given the Sawfish time to come on the scene at one side, and the 
Hempstone Crater on the other; already a number of drones from the carrier were 
aloft, chasing down pirate ships. Our pincers-trap had closed and all that 
remained was mopping up.
We had won our first battle, but had almost flubbed it by losing our top 
personnel, and two of our destroyers and a corvette were gone. We had gained 
back one destroyer, but that was only a ship and could not make up for the 
trained personnel who had died in the others.
"Sir, you can have my resignation," Emerald said to me.
"Take this woman away and talk to her," I told Mondy. He smiled; in the 
aftermath of battle, he retained his positive outlook. Emerald's inexperience 
had allowed us to be drawn into peril, but this first blood would toughen her 
and help her to become the strategist she could be. I knew Mondy would make her 
understand. He was a good officer and a good man, and now his qualities were 
showing. He had not lost competence under stress, he had gained it.
We advanced on the Caroline base, and it surrendered without resistance. One of 
the six major pirate bands had been dealt with.
But it wasn't quite over. There was one chore the Commander had to perform, and 
I did not feel free to delegate it to any subordinate, though I did not relish 
it myself. This was notifying the kin of our dead.
We organized our lists, I reviewed the backgrounds, and Juana started placing my 
calls. It is too painful for me to go into detail here, so I will provide a 
nightmare interview.
"Mrs. X? I am Captain Hubris, of the Jupiter Navy Task Force on a mission to the 
Asteroid Belt. I regret to inform"
"Oh, no! Something's happened to Jonathan!"
"He died in honorable performance of his duty, and"
"No! It can't be! He was such a good boy!"
"We regret that we are unable to return his remains to you, because"
But the rest is drowned out by her screaming.
In actuality it was my own screaming; Spirit was holding my hand when I woke. As 
I said, this was a nightmare; no such interview occurred in reality. We were in 
the Belt, about thirty light minutes from Jupiter; a true exchange would take an 
hour between sentences. So I simply sent messages of condolence; my imagination 
provided the rest. Still it hurt.
"I was on similar duty when I started," Commander Repro said.
When he started on the drug. Now I could understand that, too! I longed to 
deaden my mind to the horror of these notices but could not, for my system would 
soon throw off the drug. In any event, I would not. I understood too well the 
suffering of family loss; I had to suffer with these families, for the fleet and 
all its personnel were my responsibility.
We glory in war, in the shedding of human blood. What fools we are!
 
Chapter 9  SURRENDER
We wasted no time organizing for our encounter with the next pirate band, for 
those pirates were considerably stronger than the Carolines, and we did not want 
to give them much time to prepare. They were the Solomons, whose specialty was 
gambling. Their leader had adopted the name Straight, evidently relating to one 
of the winning configurations of the card game of poker, but he had the 
reputation of being straight in his dealings, too. This was essential for his 
business, for the gamblers had to have the trust of their clients, and the 
violation of understandings was not conducive to that. Straight was a pirate, 
and he had killed ruthlessly in the defense of his turf, but he kept his word. 
Mondy's research indicated that though the Solomons were one of the weaker bands 
in terms of hardware, they were perhaps the most competently led.
"Damn, I feel him." Emerald muttered. "I feel Straight taking my measure, and I 
don't mean my bust line! He's getting set to make a real fool of me in battle. 
I've got to come up with something good!"
"He shouldn't know it's you he's dealing with," I said. "I'm the Task Force 
Commander, and there's no hint of strategic or tactical genius in my evaluation. 
He should hold my ability in righteous contempt, especially since that last 
battle seemed like sheer chance."
Emerald bit her lip, "More truth to that last than I like! One thing's sure: I'm 
not going to put us in a ship in the battle! In fact, I'm not going to risk any 
ships if I can help it."
How nice it would be to win a battle and not have to notify the families of our 
losses! "How can you fight a battle without ships?" I asked.
"With drones," she said firmly. "They are the space-age analogue of the ancient 
airplanes, and in many respects their operation is similar. They are short 
range, so must have either a planetary basebetter, a planetoid base, to avoid a 
punishing gravity wellor a carrier ship. But given that base, their effect can 
be devastating. In fact, a sufficient force of drones can dominate a given 
sector of space."
"There's our answer," I suggested. "Send in the HC and wipe the Solomons out." I 
knew it couldn't be that simple, but I was curious what she planned. That prior 
battle had made me nervous. We could have taken much worse losses than we had, 
thanks to mischanceand mischance is part of war.
"Unh-uh! They've got drones, toomore than we do. We've got to nullify them so 
we can bring our ships into play, and they've got almost as many ships as we 
do."
"But you have a notion," I prompted her. I was familiar with her mannerisms, as 
with her body.
"I have a notion," she agreed. "If it works, we'll wipe them out. But if they 
catch on, it'll be an even battle."
"We can't afford an even battle," I reminded her. "We have four more bands to 
snap after this one."
"Don't I know it! That resupply fleet better not be late!"
She referred to the converted tanker coming from Jupiter on a secret schedule. 
It would bring food, ammunition, and CT fuel to restock what we had used. 
Supplies, as Commander Phist assured us, were the lifeline of a fleet in space. 
If anything happened to that ship, we would soon be hurting. In the bad old days 
of planetbound Earth, marching armies lived off the land, meaning they plundered 
the countryside. Sometimes they were more trouble to their friends than to their 
enemies. The Jupiter Navy paid its own way, as a matter of policy. But that 
meant we were dependent on our supply ships. The moment that tanker arrived, we 
would proceed to the battle with the Solomons. Meanwhile, we checked the 
situation in the Caroline notch of the Belt. The pirates had ruled it, but they 
were not the only residents. There were regular settlers who farmed and mined 
and worked, staking out individual planetoids, some no larger than boulders. A 
colonist would set up a bubble-tent for air and a solar-focusing lens for 
energyand presto: That boulder was halfway terraformed. Of course, it was a 
rough and ready and lonely frontier life with a relatively high rate of 
attrition; Belt colonists might not be physically impressive, but emotionally 
they were metal-hard. For a time, several planets had exiled their criminals to 
the Belt; it had been a handy way to get rid of them without having to go 
through the social awkwardness of killing them. Unfortunately those criminals 
had prospered and become the pirates that I was now attempting to eradicate.
If I speak of the Belt as if it is crowded with rocks, that is only relative; it 
would generally require a good telescope even to see the nearest neighboring 
rock from any one fragment. But though the Belt was actually a monstrous torus 
including more actual space than existed in all the Solar System inside the 
orbit of Mars, so that its thousands of planetoids and hundreds of thousands of 
motes were thinly spaced, they seemed much thicker to ships traveling at 
interplanetary velocities. A pirate ship could spring out from any one of them. 
Any rock at all is a nuisance to a spaceship, even if it's twenty light-seconds 
away, for it just might be on collision course.
The main base of the Carolines was a small city-bubble named Bright Hope. 
Perhaps that had been literal, at its founding; it had long since become cruel 
irony. The people there met us with fear, not joy of deliverance from the pirate 
yoke, and this perplexed me. Why should the sight of a Naval uniform cause them 
to retreat into tight-lipped silence?
At first we assumed they were afraid of reprisals, despite our reassurance. But 
ones we knew were victims of the pirates were the same. They did whatever we 
asked but would not speak. Impatient with this, I dressed in civilian clothes 
and took Isobel Brinker to the local free tavern.
The "free" did not refer to the beverages served; they were expensive. It 
referred to the human interactions. Anyone could speak freely here without 
consequence. It did not matter what he said, or whether it was true or false, 
serious or humorous, consequential or irrelevant; he had a right to utter it. No 
one had to listen, but no one had the right to bar him from talking or 
deliberately drown him out. People were armed but only with stunners. It was all 
right to take offense and to challenge a person to a duel, and victory with the 
stunner was considered vindication. But information presented in the free zone 
was privileged; a person could not carry a grudge or insult beyond this region. 
I realize this may sound ludicrous to a planetary person who has not seen it in 
action, and certainly there were violations, but it was a surprisingly effective 
system for the widely divergent personalities and cultures of the Belt. We had a 
variant of it in the Navy where enlisted personnel could let off steam by 
talking, bragging, or cussing out officers, and on occasion the officers were 
there and cussed them back, but it was all "off the record." Here among pirates 
it tended to be more violent, but we of the Navy were familiar with the 
principle. I knew this was the one place I could learn what I wanted. Here, 
people would talk without fear.
I took Brinker, the former pirate captain, because I needed a bodyguard. I was, 
after all, a potential target, and some pirates were less honorable than others. 
I also needed a woman. Not for sex; my interest in this older woman was hardly 
of that nature, and I had indeed seen to it that no man touched her. It was for 
appearance, so that I would not be solicited by local women for sex or by men 
for companionship. I wanted simply to talk and listen, without being unduly 
vulnerable. Brinker had agreed to serve me, and she was doing so; she had proved 
herself to be an extremely efficient computer technician and an intelligent 
woman. I still did not like her personally and had not forgiven her for the 
deaths of my refugee companions fourteen years before, but I respected her 
nature. She had blinding speed and unerring aim with laser or stunnerthat was 
the bodyguard aspectwithout seeming to be a bodyguard. She also was conversant 
with pirate ways, and that was important; I had such an inherent antipathy to 
pirates that I risked a blunder and needed spot advice. And as it happened, I 
did want to talk to her about a certain matter.
We took a shuttle to the dome of Bright Hope. It was anchored to a stone 
fragment hardly larger than itself, but, of course, far more massive. The 
planetoid spun, and the dome bestrode its axis. Thus this was a circular 
settlement, like those of Leda; the city floor was a band around its hull where 
centrifugal force was one gee. The dome was oriented on the sun, leaving the 
planetoid in shadow. Thus, inside, the focused sunlight came always from the 
seeming horizon, and there was no night. The residents simply shut off the light 
from their houses when it was time for night, and slept while the light 
continued to charge their home-energy reservoirs. It was a primitive system, but 
effective.
Sergeant Heller accompanied us but remained with the shuttle. I would signal if 
I needed him. Brinker and I walked to the tavern. She was in a dress that 
enhanced her spare figure appropriately, while I wore Jupiter civvieshardly 
more anonymous here than my captain's uniform. Anonymity was not the point; no 
stranger could be anonymous here. I was merely signaling that this was not an 
official trip.
The tavern was surprisingly large, and there were perhaps a hundred men and 
women in it. Evidently this was the main social nexus of Bright Hope. We showed 
our stunners to the clerk at the entry, whose eyes widened as he recognized me. 
"You know what you're getting into, Cap'n?" he asked.
I nodded, accepted back my stunner, and waited while he checked Blinker's. The 
point of the check was not to disarm customers but to make sure that their 
weapons could not harm the premises or precipitate blood feuds on the premises. 
Then we entered and found seats at a central table.
I looked around. This place could have been taken from a page of 
thousand-year-past history. There was no automation in view; the crude wooden 
tables were served by human waitresses, or more correctly, bar girls. The 
customers were informally, even raggedly, garbed in simple trousers, shirts, and 
boots, the women in low- and high-cut dresses. The beverage of choice was ale, 
foaming in big pewter mugs.
I concealed my reaction. In the Juclip, wood was a precious commodity, because 
of the space and time it required to grow it, and home-brewed intoxicants hardly 
existed, since the commercial processors were so much more efficient. Here in 
the Belt the sunlight was more concentrated and anchorages for domes common, so 
farming of all types, including tree farming, was relatively simple. Thus wood 
was cheaper than artificial material, and it showed.
A waitress arrived with steins of ale for us. We hadn't ordered; it seemed this 
was standard. We paid, and Brinker reminded me to pay a little extra; this was a 
"tip," a gratuity to the waitress for her service. I had heard of such a thing 
but never before experienced it; Brinker was already helping me.
The floor show commenced: dusky-skinned young women with full breasts and skirts 
formed of grass. Grass! Nowhere in the Juclip did grass like that grow! The 
girls were of Melanesian stock, as were many folk in the Belt, and they did 
their best to preserve fragments of the historical culture they identified with. 
Watching them move their bodies, I mentally applauded their cultural effort. I 
suppose the commander of a Jupiter Task Force is supposed to be above noticing 
such an elementary thing as sex appeal in natives, but I was between marriages 
and quite tired of the Tail. These local women were of course off limits to Navy 
personnel, by my own order, because venereal disease did indeed exist in this 
undisciplined region of space. But psychologically this made them forbidden 
fruit, and in any event there is something about a well-moved grass skirt....
I forced my attention, if not my eyes, to business. "As you know," I murmured to 
Brinker, "we have gained a ship."
"And lost two," she said. "You're lucky you didn't wipe yourself out."
"Yes. Inexperience was very nearly disastrous. I need an experienced captain for 
the new shipone I can trust."
She gazed at me. "You are asking for a recommendation?"
"No. Can I trust you with such a ship?"
"I am a pirate. You know that."
"My staff advised me to be open-minded about pirates," I said. "It is not easy. 
I did not want to hire you, but you have served well. You could serve better. I 
am prepared to provide you with the means to escape my command and revert to 
your old waysif you undertake not to do so. Will you serve me as the captain of 
a fighting ship?"
Brinker was a hard, controlled woman, but now her eyes shone with tears. "Yes," 
she said. "For such a commandbody, mind, and soul."
That, from this particular person, was the ultimate commitment. "I will settle 
for loyalty," I said. "The Navy way. Discipline by the book."
"Yes."
"And it ends when the mission does, without record. You are, after all, a 
civilian, without security clearance."
"Yes." Her secret past remained secret, officially.
"I will see to the assignment," I said.
She shook her head ruefully. "I think this is the first time in my life I have 
said yes to any man three times in succession."
"It is the first time I have given a fighting ship to a pirate." But my talent 
told me this was the proper gesture. It was command that lured Brinker, not 
piracy. And I knew she could do the job. This assignment could save many lives.
A tall, elegant man of about forty approached our table, trailing a woman and a 
girl. He paused, glancing at me. "May we join you, stranger?" he inquired 
politely in English.
"Happy to have you, stranger," I responded, aware that in this region stranger 
was equivalent to mister or sir. "If you don't find it crowded."
"Cozy, not crowded," he said with a smile, fetching chairs from the nearby 
tables and fitting them around ours. He and his companions sat down. It was 
tight but feasible. "I thought you might like information, and I possess the 
best."
"Yes," I agreed. "Let me introduce myself. I am"
"Let's keep it anonymous for the present," he interrupted with a smile. "Or at 
least on a first-name basis."
Already I was reading him. This was no casual encounter! He was a highly 
disciplined man who recognized me and had sought me out. "As you prefer, 
stranger. I am Hope, and my companion is Isobel."
"Charmed," he said. "I am Straight; this is my wife, Flush, and my daughter 
Roulette."
Straight! But I damped down my reaction. "How quaint," I said. "Your family is 
like mine, with symbolic names. I have sisters named Faith and Spirit."
Straight smiled pleasantly. "Indeed! I was certain we would get along."
The waitress arrived again. She glanced at Straight and almost dropped her tray 
of ale. "At ease, wench!" Roulette snapped. The waitress recovered herself and 
set down three new mugs. Straight paid her generously and with flair, as if long 
accustomed to this. Then he refocused on me. "I'm sure you have questions, Hope. 
Perhaps I can be of service."
Questions! An understatement! But still I kept it quiet. "As a matter of fact I 
do," I agreed. "I am concerned that the natives here seem hostile or fearful of 
the Navy, when it should be otherwise. But they won't say why."
"Elementary, Hope! The Navy is here only for a moment; the pirates are eternal. 
When the Navy departs, the pirates will returnand take reprisals against any 
colonists who collaborated with the enemy."
I knocked my forehead with the heel of my hand. "Of course! Why didn't I think 
of that?"
"Because you are not a pirate, Captain."
I nodded. "And you are." Yes, we knew each other's identities!
"Piracy has a long tradition in the Belt, Hope," he said blandly. "The Carolines 
are famous for their coconut-toddy orgiesanother tradition. There are other 
points of interest, such as the huge stone coins, or the ruins left by a 
mysterious alien civilization. Tradition is important, where law is not."
"Oh?" I asked, interested. "Nonhuman artifacts?" In the tavern, music was 
starting, and some couples were dancing.
"My daughter is fascinated by those ruins," he said.
"Tell him about them, Rue."
"I'd as soon kiss a snake," Roulette said.
I looked at her more carefully. She was stunningly beautiful, like a female 
jaguar, with red hair and deep gray eyes and fine lines, and righteous anger 
fairly radiated from her as she glared at me. She was not pretending; she hated 
me, and her father knew it.
"You don't like him?" Straight inquired mildly of his daughter. "How can that 
be, when you don't even know him?" My question exactly!
She made a facial gesture as of spitting. "I know what he is!"
"I doubt it," Straight said. "Ask him to dance with you."
"That isn't necessary," I said quickly.
"Ah, but it is," Straight said. "It is never wise to judge a person without 
proper knowledge of him. My daughter obeys me until another man breaks her 
will." He looked at, Roulette, and his face hardened abruptly.
Roulette flushed. She jumped up, her chair crashing to the floor behind her, her 
right hand flashing into her blouse and emerging with a small stunner. Then she 
froze, for Blinker's stunner was pointed at Roulette's left eye. None of the 
rest of us had moved.
Roulette's flush receded. Slowly she put away her weapon; it seemed she had a 
holster under her left armpit. "Would you care to dance, stranger?" she asked 
me.
Now I was thoroughly intrigued. "Certainly, Roulette," I agreed, standing. I 
knew that Brinker would cover my rear, as it were; I have never seen a faster 
draw or more accurate aim than hers.
Roulette turned abruptly and walked with me to the dance area. She was graceful 
indeed, in motion. Behind, I heard Straight say: "You did not learn that move in 
the Navy, Isobel."
"Perhaps not," Brinker agreed wryly.
We reached the dance floor, and Roulette turned to enter my arms. Her figure was 
like that of the proverbial hourglass, with a remarkably generous bosom and a 
waist so tiny I wondered whether she constricted it with a corset. But when I 
put my hand on it, her flesh was soft, not rigid, and her waist was supple. Her 
shape was genuine.
The so-called ballroom dancing was one of the arts I had mastered in Basic 
Training; the Navy did not leave such things to chance. I was familiar with the 
moves, and my talent enabled me to pick up her variations, but I hardly needed 
to, for she was skilled and light on her feet. I had danced with many women but 
none like this. She was caviar.
"Why do you hate me?" I asked into her fragrant hair.
"Because you come to destroy my father," she answered, her body tensing.
"Why, then, does he seek me out?"
"He is a clever man. He always understands his enemies."
More interesting yet! "Why does he throw us together?"
"That is too horrible to contemplate!" Again she tensed; she meant it.
"What horror is this?"
Her dance step did not falter, but she turned her lovely face to gaze into my 
eyes with such muted yet intense rage that I was daunted. Truly she hated me! 
"Your very touch appalls me," she murmured.
"I have no designs on you," I said. "We do not mix with the natives in that 
manner."
"I have killed two men who tried to, as you so quaintly put it, mix."
What continued to bother me was that she was serious. She spoke of murder as if 
it were justified, and she felt justified. "They tried to force it?" I asked.
"One thought I was bluffing; I gutted him with my knife. The other thought I was 
unconscious; I severed his spinal column at the neck."
"I saw my older sister raped," I said. "When she was as old as you are now. She 
was beautiful, as you arenot as pronounced of figure, but of a lovely face and 
an innocent mind. If I had had a knife, I would have done as you did. But the 
pirates had disarmed me and tied me. As it was, I swore to extirpate piracy from 
the system."
Her reaction surprised me. "Where was her own knife?"
"She didn't carry one. She regarded weapons as unfeminine. They held her down 
and did it."
She stiffened again. Her whole body reflected the swift passions of her mind. 
"Several? Who?"
"Pirates of the Juclip. Their leader was known as the Horse."
"Where is he now?"
"Dead, I believe. My younger sister blinded and castrated him, and probably his 
own men killed him. We set them adrift in space."
"I like your little sister." Then she shifted moods again, mercurially. Her left 
hand came up and clubbed me on the side of the head. Reading her blow, I shifted 
away from it, so the impact was less than it seemed.
"Damn you!" she cried as she struck. Then she tore away and strode back to the 
table.
There was a smattering of applause from the adjacent tables. "I saw you didn't 
goose her," a man said. "So it must've been what you whispered in her ear. 
What's your secret?"
"I have a certain way with words," I said wryly, and walked to the table. 
Roulette was strange indeed! She had killed men who had assaulted her, and 
approved my sister's mode of vengeance against a rapist. She had just begun to 
soften toward me, then reacted savagely, as angry at herself as at me.
Ah, there was the key! She didn't want to like me, or anything relating to me! 
She wanted to maintain her original hatred, and I had made that difficult. Her 
father was a pirate, and she hated all who opposed him. Yet her father evinced 
none of this emotion himself; to him, it was more like playing a game of skill 
with a respected opponent.
Ironically, I now understood Roulette's attitude well enough. I felt the same 
wayabout pirates. My situation, and my advisers, were requiring me to modify my 
rage against the breed, and I didn't like that. A prejudice is always most 
comfortable when undisturbed.
"I regret I upset your daughter," I said as I resumed my seat.
Straight smiled. "Few men stir Rue's emotion as you have."
"And the others are dead," I agreed.
"They were not worthy of her."
"So it seems." I changed the subject. "May we exchange introductions now?"
"By all means. I am the leader of the Solomons."
The pirate band we planned to tackle next. "And I am the Commander of the 
Jupiter Naval Task Force, whose mission it is to eliminate the piracy of the 
Belt."
"Not merely the incursion of the Marianas?"
"As you point out, a temporary presence at one location does not eliminate the 
threat to it. To protect Jupiter's long-term interests I must destroy all piracy 
here."
"So it seems we must do battle," Straight said. "I really prefer to conduct my 
business in peace."
"It is an illegal business."
"True. But that is because interplanetary law is not always responsive to the 
needs of the people. My organization serves such a need, and serves it well. We 
are, in fact, a legitimate business in every respect except for the technicality 
of an outdated law. Many of our clients are important figures in their 
governments, and few have cause to complain."
"Unfortunately, another band overstepped the bounds of interplanetary 
propriety," I pointed out. "It is foolish to spit in the face of the Colossus."
"Agreed. But that is the Marianas band, noted for arrogance and indiscretion. 
That band and its kindred perhaps require disciplining. But why move against 
others who have not overstepped and are not likely to do so?"
He was making uncomfortable sense. "Jupiter does not distinguish between 
pirates. Too often before, Jupiter has dealt with specific annoyances when, in 
fact, they were but symptoms of a larger malady. This time we propose to deal 
with the malady, though it may require the excision of some healthy flesh as 
well as the diseased."
"I perceive the logic." He shrugged regretfully. "Can you be sure that you are 
not placing your mission in peril by tackling more than you may need to? I do 
not seek this battle."
"You are too competent to leave at my rear," I said.
"Shall we then establish reasonable terms of encounter? There is no sense 
harming more people or wasting more hardware than necessary."
"I agree. How about a region of space outside the inhabited Belt, off the Solar 
Ecliptic, so that no settlements are affected?"
"Excellent. Two fleets in space, alone. Shall we say in forty-eight hours?"
"Agreed."
Straight glanced at his silent wife. I saw now that though she was more heavyset 
than her daughter, she had similar bones. She would have been a phenomenal 
figure, in her prime, but twenty years of comfortable living had fleshed her out 
too much. That offered an insight into Straight's family life. "Shall we go 
home, my dear? Our business here seems to have been concluded."
They departed. "That man is dangerous," Brinker said.
"So is his daughter! We'd better get back to the ship ourselves."
We did so. As we traveled, Brinker briefed me on another aspect of pirate 
diplomacy. "Straight is trying to vamp you with his daughter."
"I noticed. And she is having none of it."
"Not necessarily. You have to appreciate the pirate mode of courtship."
"Courtship? That girl hates men!"
"No. She is strongly attracted to you. She hates herself for it, because she 
perceives love as a weakness, a submission. Pirate men don't love, they rape; 
pirate women don't seduce, they fight. Sex is a battlefield."
"You are in a position to know," I said doubtfully. "Is that what turned you off 
it?"
She grimaced. "Partly. But mainly, my love of command was greater than my 
interest in sex or romance. It remains so."
"What are the details of pirate courtship?"
"The groom kidnaps the bride and rapes her. She is given a knife. If she doesn't 
kill him then, she is his. That's the essence. The details differ from clan to 
clan."
"Roulette says she has killed two suitors."
"Surely she has. That girl's a hellion."
"Why, then, would her father introduce her to me? I'm not going to kidnap her 
and rape her!"
"The courtship convention is often honored more in the forms than in the 
reality. If you defeat Straight in battle, his daughter might be worth a 
considerable price."
"I wouldn't buy her either!"
"But if you wanted her, you wouldn't kill her father. A pirate would, but not a 
Navy man. She's his life insurance."
"But I don't want her!"
She glanced sidelong at me. "Don't you?"
I reconsidered. "Damn it, I do want her. Sexually, at any rate. I never saw a 
better-formed woman, and I'm sick of the Tail. But that doesn't mean I'd let 
that affect my campaign strategy."
"Straight evidently is gambling that it will. Also, he may feel you are a good 
match for her. He doesn't want war, he wants legitimacy. Many pirates are 
similar. I am. He's covering all his bets."
I shook my head. "I don't like being covered."
"I know the feeling."
I was troubled, but at the moment I had pressing other matters to attend to. 
Soon we were consulting with my staff. "Brinker will command the captured pirate 
destroyer on a de facto basis," I told Sergeant Smith. "Cobble together a 
competent crew in a hurry."
"Yes, sir." He got on it, taking Brinker with him.
"We're going to meet the Solomons in battle in deep space in forty-eight hours," 
I said to the others. "Make the preparations." Actually, two days would not get 
us out of the Belt, but the principle of avoiding a settled region remained.
"But our supply ship arrives in thirty-six hours," Spirit protested. "That won't 
give us enough time to organize."
"We'll locate a vacant planetoid and use it as a temporary supply base," Emerald 
said. Obviously she had a specific planetoid in mind, as such things were not to 
be found just like that. If I seem to suggest that things fell into place for us 
conveniently, that is only because my staff arranged it so. "Our lesser ships 
will be able to protect that with the pincushion defense." She turned to me. 
"You agree, sir?"
I grasped for an answer, as I hadn't been paying full attention. "I suppose so."
"You have something more important on your mind, sir?"
"No," I said, embarrassed.
"A woman?"
"Ridiculous!"
"Tell us about her," Emerald urged mischievously. "You haven't had a really good 
woman since you had me." I saw Juana smile obliquely at that, but she said 
nothing.
I sighed. "It seems a pirate chief is trying to fix me up with his daughter, for 
political reasons. Covering his bets."
"A pirate wench?" Spirit asked. "Is she clean?"
"This one would be," I said. Then I reacted against the mere supposition. "It's 
ludicrous! She has killed two men who wanted her."
"That fatal appeal," Emerald said. "I must remember it."
"Not this marriage!" Mondy objected, and they laughed. The two of them had grown 
closer in the past few days.
They returned to the details of strategy while I tried to shake off my own 
foolishness. So Roulette had a body of amazing proportions; why should that 
matter to me? Juana was as pretty as anyone, andbut that wasn't the point. 
Juana was no longer supposed to be of interest to me in that way, and neither 
was Emerald. I was looking for novelty; and that, indeed, Roulette was. Novelty 
and forbidden fruit. A pirate wench was certainly not for a Navy captain!
Sergeant Smith returned with Brinker. "I have set it up, sir. If you will just 
sign this waiver"
"Waiver?"
"She's a civilian employee, sir. For her to command a Navy shipit's irregular."
"She will not command a Navy ship," I pointed out. "It is a captured pirate 
vessel; and anyway, this is to be mostly off the record." Nevertheless, I signed 
the waiver. If trouble came of this, the blame should be mine, not his.
Brinker started to go, but I stopped her. "Sit in on the strategy session, 
Captain. You may have input."
"Yes, sir," she said gratefully.
Emerald leaned toward her. "What does she look like?"
Brinker was startled, glancing at me. "My staff has will and mischief of its 
own, Little Foot," I said with resignation. That was Brinker's song-nickname: 
the foot with no man to shoe it. "Satisfy their curiosity, so we can get on with 
business."
Brinker nodded. Then she made a gesture with her two hands, the classic 
hourglass shape. "Eighteen. Fire-hair. Face would launch a thousand ships. 
Imperious. Deadly."
There was appreciative laughter. "No wonder he wants her!" Mondy exclaimed. 
"There's nothing like that in this task force!"
Emerald slammed a backhand into his chest. It was her way of showing affection. 
She was not ashamed to show it, now.
 
We met the Solomon fleet at the designated spot in space. Emerald had planned 
carefully, protecting each major ship with several escorts. She knew from 
Mondy's research that the Solomons had three cruisers and a carrier with fifty 
drones, and a number of support ships; unless we used our battleship, we would 
be overmatched. But their ships were old, not as fast as ours, and their 
observation equipment was obsolete; at any reasonable distance, they would be 
able to detect our ships only as shapeless blips. Since we were doing battle in 
open space, this seemed to be no disadvantage; they did not need to track from 
any distance or to distinguish ships from possible Belt fragments; they could 
use visual identification up close. With their superior force of drones, they 
could saturate our defense and put us in immediate difficulty. Yet Emerald, 
instead of concentrating our force to overpower them, split it in two. She sent 
one cruiser, three destroyers, the carrier, and all six of our tugs to meet the 
enemy fleet, keeping the rest of our fleet back.
I did not want to interfere, but I could not make sense of this. "Why split the 
fleet?" I demanded.
"The supply convoy is late," she explained. "That leaves us all right on food 
and fuel, since the battle with the Carolines was brief and there was not much 
maneuvering. But after this battle we'll be low on ammunition, so"
"Low on ammunition? We should have plenty!"
"Not after double-loading the drones. So we'll have to establish a defensive 
base for them, where the supply tanker comes."
"Double-loading the drones? They'll be too heavy to accelerate properly!"
"Yes. That's why we're clustering them with the tugs. The tugs can goose them up 
to speed."
"Clustered? Those drones can only fire straight forward! If you cluster five of 
them together, they'll fire five shots at the same target when one is enough! No 
wonder we'll run short of ammunition! And what of the tugs? They aren't fighting 
ships! The enemy drones will come up on them and destroy them the moment our 
drones leave them behind."
"I don't think so," she said with a smile. "They'll be boosting our drones 
backward, so ours will be able to cover what's behind."
"Backward! Are you sure you know what you're doing?"
"I'd better," she said wryly. "Your career depends on it."
I turned away, ill at ease. I was no strategist, which was why she had the job, 
but this certainly seemed like nonsense to me. Nevertheless, I shut my mouth and 
watched my screen. The Sawfish had set course for the projected supply-base 
planetoid; we would arrive there soon after the battle commenced. The supply 
ship, behind schedulesuch delays were endemic in the Navy!would arrive twelve 
hours later. I hoped our backward drones had not been blasted out of space by 
then, and the Hempstone Crater with them. I had never heard of a battle order as 
strange as this!
The Solomons' fleet was ready, but evidently Straight was as perplexed as I 
about the lineup. The pirates seemed to hesitate; then their fleet, too, 
divided, half of it going to meet ours, the other half moving slowly to 
intercept our battleship where they perceived it to be heading, beyond the 
planetoid. "Good enough," Emerald remarked.
"But if we land on that deserted rock while they remain in space," I said, 
"we'll be unable to get spaceborne without getting blasted!" Now I wished we had 
arranged to do battle in true deep space, a few light-days out of the Belt. "But 
they will be unable to come in after us there," she said. "The pincushion is 
virtually impregnable when the fleets are nearly even."
I retreated to silence again. Emerald was supposed to be a strategic genius, but 
little of that had shown so far, and this arrangement seemed nonsensical. Why 
allow ourselves to be pinned on a planetoid? It was like a position in the game 
of checkers, with one king pinning the enemy's king to the edge of the board; 
the pinned king was indeed impregnable in its bastion, but it could not escape 
it. It was better to be in the center of the board with free movement; this was 
elementary.
But I had not paid proper attention to the strategy discussion and did not want 
to ask too many ignorant questions. The rest of the staff seemed high on this 
plan, so there had to be something to it. I was, in effect, a casualty of the 
pirate's daughter Roulette; I had been distracted by foolish thoughts of her 
when I should have been paying individual, undivided attention to the staff 
meeting. If I had been planning strategy myself, my fleet would be in a bad 
situation now, and it did not please me to realize that the cunning pirate 
Straight had probably planned it exactly that way. Damn that divinely shaped 
girl! And damn me for being distracted by that shape. I had been too long 
between wives.
Now the pirate half-fleet swerved at low velocity, coming around behind our 
fleet. Good God, we were already giving them the advantage of position! The 
cruisers could fire in any direction, but the drones were far more limited. The 
drones were now taking off in clusters, angling out from the carrier, and the 
superior force of drones from the larger pirate carrier was starting in pursuit. 
What did Emerald think she was doing?
The essence of the problem was this: Drones and small ships, destroyers 
included, had to fire forward, for their drive jets were in the rear, and their 
stabilizing spin prevented side firing. So in order to fire at a craft coming up 
from behind, a drone had to cut its acceleration, damp its spin, rotate in 
place, point backward, resume its stabilizing spin, resume its acceleration, and 
fire. The process required several minutes, and, of course, it made the ship a 
sitting duck for that period. That had been our problem in the Discovered Check, 
during the last battle. Our drones, double loaded, would be clumsier, and take 
longer to turn. So they would have to flee instead, and once they were well away 
from the rest of the fleet, the enemy drones could perform their own turning 
maneuver and orient directly on our fleet.
This, too, about drones: They were remote controlled. They were expendable. So 
they could be sent charging in to swamp a ship's defenses. Half of them might be 
shot down, but if just one of them scored on a cruiser, the pirates would be 
ahead, for a hundred drones were not worth more than one cruiser. The cruiser 
was crewed with living, trained people, while the drones were merely machines, 
operated by trained personnel in the carrier, one to a drone. To the operator, 
it was like being aboard the drone; his control was immediate, but when the 
drone was destroyed, the operator survived. Thus drones were very popular battle 
instruments, but they used a lot of fuel and required a lot of upkeep, so the 
Navy used them sparingly. Carriers were vulnerable when their drones were lost, 
so had to have strong escort fleets. And if a carrier was taken out, all its 
drones went dead in space. One lucky shot could completely reverse the progress 
of a battle. So the fact was, the age of carriers was passing as planet-sited 
missiles became more sophisticated; the Navy just didn't feel it expedient to 
recognize that yet. The old order of "carrier admirals" remained in power but 
perhaps not for much longer.
However, for this limited action against the pirate band, the drones of a 
carrier were a potent force, if properly managed. Things were suitably primitive 
in the Belt.
Still, Emerald's effort worried me. If the enemy took our drones out of 
commission, our whole fleet would be in trouble.
The pirates closed on our drones from behind, accelerating at higher gee, coming 
near firing range. I winced. "Now," I heard Emerald murmur.
Then our drone clusters separated into their component drones and leaped 
backward at the enemy drones. Abruptly, the region blossomed with explosions: 
The enemy drones were being blasted out of space.
Then I remembered: those tugs, accelerating our clusters backward. When our 
drones separated and accelerated on their own, they were already aimed at the 
enemy. No delay for turning. Suddenly it all made sense.
"Sixty percent casualty to enemy craft, estimated," a technician reported.
Spirit stood, stretching her arms. "Congratulations, Emerald; you've done it. We 
now have a sufficient advantage in drones."
Emerald was obviously pleased but suppressed it. "The battle is not yet over."
Maybe not, but the Solomons' striking arm had been truncated. Their fifty drones 
had been reduced to twenty without loss of any of our twenty-eight. We could now 
go after their carrier and quite possibly take it out before their remaining 
drones could turn and return.
Juana arrived. "News, sir."
"What is it?" I asked.
"New pirate fleet has been sighted. Estimated time of arrival: 2200 hours."
"Another fleet?" I demanded. "Whose?"
"Fiji. Two cruisers, ten destroyers."
"No carrier?"
"No carrier, sir. It appears to be a fast-moving raider force."
I pondered. We had more large ships but fewer destroyers. We could probably stop 
the Fiji pirate raid, but not while we were locked in battle with the Solomons. 
As it was, this new fleet meant disaster.
I consulted hastily with Emerald. "Damn!" she swore. "We can't handle two fleets 
together! We'll have to go into the pincushion defense with our whole fleet. 
That's the only way we can hold them off."
"Do it, then," I agreed. First we had to save our hides, then tackle new 
pirates.
As it happened, we were already headed for the planetoid, and so were our 
drones. We could complete our landing on it before the Solomons could prevent 
us.
But Straight, canny tactician that he was, found a way to nullify part of our 
effort. He diverted part of his force to intercept our incoming supply ship. We 
couldn't go to its rescue without becoming vulnerable to the Fiji fleet 
approaching from the other direction.
The supply ship and its escorts decelerated, staying clear; the pirates couldn't 
catch it without exposing their flank to us, but they had effectively balked its 
rendezvous with the planetoid. It was a kind of impasse.
We held a hasty staff meeting to consider the new situation. "We need those 
supplies," Commander Phist said, concerned. "We're low on ammunition and fuel 
now."
"We can't get them," Emerald said. "I had something in mind for the Solomons, 
but we aren't set up to deal with a fleet at our rear."
"You're making what may be an unwarranted assumption," Commander Repro said. 
"How do you know the Fijis are coming to help the Solomons?"
Mondy's eyes widened. "You're right! The Fijis are the scum of the Belt; they 
don't ally to anyone! They come in to pick up the pieces."
Now Emerald came alive. "Of course! They saw us gearing for battle with the 
Solomons, so they figure whoever wins will be so weakened that they can mop up 
the remainder. They're probably right."
Repro turned to me. "Sir, we have a difficult decision. I believe it would 
facilitate our discussion if you would let us thrash it out alone."
Startled, I glanced around at the others. "You don't want me participating?"
"You high again?" Emerald demanded of Repro. "You don't just kick the Task Force 
Commander out of a staff meeting!"
Repro waved a hand. "My mind is sharp enough at the moment, thank you, Rising 
Moon." He turned to me. "Indulge me, sir, if you will."
He was up to something. He was the one who had literally dreamed up this present 
organization; behind the addiction he retained a devious and penetrating mind. 
He understood people as well as I did, albeit in a different fashion. "I shall 
return in half an hour," I said, rising and departing.
I was curious what was afoot, but it was my policy to allow my officers to 
function in their own manner whenever possible. I knew I was no genius in any of 
their specialties; if they could plan a campaign better without me, so be it. I 
trusted them to do what they honestly deemed appropriate. Yet I wondered what 
insight Repro, a psychologist and propagandist, could have on a battle in space.
I made a routine inspection of the ship, verifying that things were in order. I 
like to think that my seeming unconcern lent confidence to the personnel; they 
knew that something was going on but could not believe it was serious when I 
wasn't bothering with the staff meeting. I wondered whether that could have been 
what Repro had in mind; he was, after all, also the Morale Officer. I decided 
that could not be it; why have a staff meeting at all, if reassurance was the 
only purpose? Beautiful Dreamer had something specific to present.
Meanwhile, we were rendezvousing with the planetoid, decelerating for our 
landing. A ship the mass of the Sawfish could not land on a true planet; the 
stress of gee would break it up. But a planetoid like this had so little gee 
that we would have to anchor our ships to it. The pirates would not dare 
approach until they got into a solid formation, and by that time we'd have our 
landing. The pincushion was what it sounded like: a ball of rock with ships 
sticking out all around like pins, able to fire in every direction. Enemy 
approach was almost impossible because of the massed firepower of the anchored 
ships.
But that cutoff of our supply ship was worrisome indeed. The waging of war in 
space requires enormous amounts of CT fuel; the drones are especially demanding 
in that respect, because of their high acceleration. We could finish the battle 
we were in, but the Fiji fleet would find us virtually dead in space. Our 
lifeline had been cut. I couldn't really blame Emerald for this; no one could 
have predicted the intervention of a third fleet at this time, though it 
certainly made piratical sense in retrospect. There were sharks out here in the 
Belt, feeding on each other's wounded carcasses. We were suddenly in trouble, 
and I didn't like it at all. This was, after all, no practice exercise with 
rubber knives; our lives were on the line, not to mention our pride. We could be 
about to suffer the very fate projected for us by the politicians of Jupiter.
I returned to the staff meeting when my uneasy half-hour exile expired. "Have 
you worked everything out?" I inquired somewhat wryly.
They were serious and somewhat nervous; I picked up the emanations. It was as 
though they were the members of a jury about to deliver a verdict of guilty, and 
not easy about it. Strange indeed!
"Sir, we have thrashed this out," Spirit said, speaking with atypical formality. 
"We have concluded that our best course is to proffer our surrender to the 
Solomons' fleet."
I felt faint. I found my gee-couch and sank into it.
"Please say again?"
"Straight is a halfway decent man," Spirit continued. "He generally keeps his 
word, and he's not bloodthirsty. Go to him under flag of truce and present our 
situation. We could hold out here with the pincushion, leaving the Solomons to 
meet the Fiji fleet alone. If he will give us safe passage to our supply ship, 
we will vacate this base, which is the only usable one in this region, and allow 
him to take it. He will then be able to use the pincushion himself to hold off 
the Fijis, while we can return to Jupiter, having failed our mission. We'll have 
to provide him hostages, of course; he can choose among us for them, and ransom 
us back to Jupiter in due course."
I found my voice. "How can you recommend such a thing! We aren't even in serious 
trouble, as long as we hold this rock!"
Mondy spoke. "Sir, we have analyzed this to our satisfaction. We are not set up 
to withstand an extended siege, which is what we'll face after the Fijis drive 
the Solomons away. In the end we'll have to capitulate from hunger and power 
depletion, unless we can get our supplies, and it is much, much better to deal 
with Straight. We are being realistic. We can save all our lives and equipment 
this way."
At the expense of the mission! I looked at each in turn. All of them were 
serious, yet there was something they were concealing from me. "Now look," I 
said. "I'm not going to proffer surrender while you lay a trap! I don't like 
this notion at all, but I won't deal in dishonor."
"No trap, sir," Emerald said. "Commander Repro has made an excellent if unusual 
case, and we agree. You must go to Straight with our offer."
Again I looked at them. There was no banter, no nicknaming. I had never seen 
them, as a group, so nervous yet united. They definitely were not giving up, yet 
they really did want me to surrender to the pirate.
I had assembled this excellent staff, under Repro's guidance, and Repro himself 
was the agent here. I trusted his judgment of these officers. They knew better 
than I did what was required. I could overrule them, for I was the Commander; 
the final responsibility was mine. But I was reluctant to do that. "You won't 
explain?" I asked.
"After this crisis passes, sir, we will explain," Spirit said.
I sighed. "I hope you have not lost your collective wits! All of us will be 
court-martialed for pusillanimity when we are ransomed back to Jupiter. All of 
our careers will be finished."
"But we will suffer no further losses," Emerald said. "We are thinking not of 
pride but of the greatest good."
I turned away, unwilling to believe it. My staffunited in defeat when we had 
won the first part of the engagement? I had sworn to extirpate piracy from the 
face of the System; how could they expect me to capitulate? My whole will was 
toward the destruction of the pirate poweror death in the attempt. Simple 
surrender the moment the going got tough? Surrender?! There would not only be a 
court-martial, there would be a scandal; and I would be the leading witness for 
the prosecution.
Yet I had to do it. I could not go against their collective judgment without 
violating my belief in my own talent, and I knew my sister would not betray me. 
She, like the others, sincerely believed this was the best course. But I was 
angry and perplexed. This made no sense I could see.
I signaled the Solomons' command cruiser. "Captain Hubris requests clearance for 
one ship for personal parley."
There was some dickering with intermediaries, then Straight himself came 
onscreen. He was dressed informally, as if on vacation; I would not have figured 
him for either pirate or military commander if I had not encountered him before. 
"Parley, Captain?"
I was not going to do this thing on the air! "I will come to you under white 
flag. Just don't shoot my transport vessel out of space."
He considered briefly. "I'll send a ship to pick you up."
Smart counter! His own ship would not be booby-trapped. A pirate had to consider 
pirate devices. "Agreed."
I gave the order, so that our gunners would let his ship pass. It turned out to 
be a mere gunboat, hardly enough to threaten our battleship but surely a terror 
against farmers on the rock fragments of the Belt. I boarded alone; a bodyguard 
would have been pointless here.
In due course I arrived at the pirate cruiser. It was elaborate inside but not 
in the manner of a fighting ship. It was a gambling den with lush carpets and 
fancy lounges and games of chance of many kinds. It wouldn't be much use in 
battle, especially not against a competent Navy cruiser. The Solomons were not 
in as strong a position as it had seemed.
And my staff wanted me to surrender.
I was conducted to the gambler's office. "Parley?" Straight repeated.
I came immediately to the point. "My staff advises me that I must bargain with 
you on terms of surrender."
He smiled. "Captain, you pulled a very nice maneuver there with the drones. But 
we are hardly ready to surrender."
"Not you. Us."
An eyebrow elevated. "Youto me?"
"We're low on fuel and ammunition. You have blocked off our resupply ship. The 
Fiji fleet is approaching. We prefer to surrender to you, rather than be starved 
out by them. All we ask is safe passage for our ships through your line so they 
can return to Jupiter without losses."
He shook his head. "Surely you don't expect me to accept that at face value."
I grimaced. "I hardly accept it myself. But I trust my staff, and my staff 
informs me that this is the best way out of an untenable situation. If we do 
further battle, the Fijis will wipe out our remnants, and that would not be good 
for either of our fleets."
"True. But we could separate without fighting. I never sought this battle."
"If we could trust each other," I said. "My staff evidently feels we can't."
Straight shook his head. "There is little honor among pirates. If I lost power, 
the Solomons would quickly fragment, until some other leader arose, probably 
after a good deal of violence. And I would lose power if I made a suspicious 
deal with the Jupiter Navy. I can't retreat; the wolves I face in the Belt are 
worse than those of the Navy."
"My staff probably understands that." I made a gesture of impotence. "So it 
seems I must surrender. It is not of my choosing or liking. It means the end of 
my career, and the abrogation of my oath." I spoke bitterly; how could my staff 
do this to me?
Straight nodded. "I understand that. I think I would have preferred to finish 
our battle. You realize we would have to take hostages: you and your leading 
officers."
"Yes. And ransom us back to Jupiter."
"We could use the leverage of the hostages to force complete surrender of your 
ships."
"Would such honor as you have permit that?"
It was his turn to grimace. "No. I am regarded as a fool in some quarters. I am 
a businessman, and my business depends on the validity of my word. Otherwise my 
wealthy clients would desert me."
"So it is feasible for us to surrender to you, rather than to another band. I 
would have preferred some other course."
He looked at the ceiling. "I remember courting Flush. She was the most beautiful 
wench in the Belt in those days. I raided her dome and carried her away and 
raped her that night. Oh, how she fought! I bear the scars of her nails and 
teeth yet." He showed his forearm where indeed there were scars.
I looked at him, startled. What had this to do with the subject of surrender?
"My aunt, who never liked me, gave her a blade," he continued. "But when Flush 
had it at my throat, she did not use it. And so she was mine, in the pirate 
fashion, and I have trusted her with my life ever since."
"She had the knife, but surrendered to you," I said, not certain I had made the 
correct connection. He was definitely telling me something important, but I 
could not yet fathom what.
"And her clan joined mine when they saw she was mine, and they have been loyal 
throughout. I never raped her again, never had to. Of course, we put out word 
that she fought me for two years, in the bedroom, until she was gravid with Rue, 
but that was a matter of protocol, so there was no dishonor on her clan."
"You seem like a happy family," I said, somewhat taken aback. This was not the 
sort of news one gave an enemy.
"As such things go. We honor the tradition."
I shook my head. "No offense intended, but that tradition is foreign to me."
"It is best to understand your enemy." He shrugged. "Give me a little time to 
ponder your offer. Roulette will entertain you in the interim."
"I don't gamble," I said.
"You are gambling now."
Touch! He smiled as he touched a button on his desk. In a moment his daughter 
appeared. She wore a bright red blouse and dark red skirt. The combination 
reminded me of fresh blood and old blood. Yet she was as strikingly beautiful as 
ever, and though I condemned my masculine foolishness, I knew I wanted her. 
"Entertain our guest for a while," Straight told her.
Roulette fired a glance of anger at me but indicated the door. I followed her 
out, my emotions mixed. Again, Straight was putting me with his daughter, again 
against her will. But to what point? He no longer needed to dangle such bait or 
to evoke my interest in her to protect his situation. There could be no future 
in our relationship. The situation had already given Straight victory.
She led me to a game room. It was filled with gambling machines of every type. 
Some were old-fashioned pinballs, a staple for centuries, in which a ball rolled 
and bounced around in a chamber, causing ascending numeric scores. Others were 
the historical one-armed bandits, whose windows showed simple designs of fruits 
and objects; the correct combination resulted in a payoff of coins. Still others 
were electronic video games, with all manner of trick devices of animation and 
challenge. We took one that showed two space fleets about to engage in battle. 
Roulette took one fleet, I the other. The fleets charged each other, under our 
control, and the dexterity and strategy of the players determined their success.
Sad to say, Roulette tromped me. "You must have been practicing this!" I 
protested.
"Haven't you?" she asked acerbically.
That stopped me. I was a Naval fleet commander; couldn't I manage my mock fleet 
adequately? Yet I was here to surrender; perhaps that was answer enough. "The 
truth is, I am not expert in tactics," I said. "It is my position to command the 
officers who are expert, so that we form an efficient team. I'm really a 
figurehead,"
She gazed at me with mixed surprise and contempt. "My father's no figurehead! He 
is our team. He directs the battle. He supervises everything. And he has trained 
me to do it, too."
Now I was surprised. "You can direct a fleet in battlea real fleet, not just a 
game fleet?"
"I was directing our fleet when our drones met yours." She grimaced. "You 
decimated us. Who directed that ploy?"
"Her name is Lieutenant Commander Emerald Sheller. She"
"She?"
"Yes. She is our strategist, my former wife."
"You use women in positions of power?"
"Of course. We go by qualification and competence, not sex."
"Not sex? But you cast her aside when you tired of her."
"No. The situation separated us. We remain friends."
Something changed in her. "I'd like to meet her."
"You will. Your father will surely select her as a hostage."
"A hostage." She considered a moment, then turned on me a look of absolute fury 
as sudden and inexplicable as the one she had made the last time we met. I could 
read emotions but not always the causes of them. "God, I should kill you now!"
Anyone would have been surprised by this. She was sincere. She did not strike me 
as emotionally unbalanced, though she was certainly volatile. She believed she 
had reason to hate me.
So I inquired, as I usually do. "Why?"
She strode off without answer. I followed, covertly admiring her figure and her 
movements. Intellectually I knew it was ridiculous to desire this fiery 
creature, eleven years my junior, but intellect was not the motivating force. 
Straight met us at his office door. "I have decided," he said. "We shall not 
accept your surrender."
"You insist on fighting? It is pointless while the Fijis"
"As is flight; they would merely pursue, knowing us to be in a weakened state 
because of the decimation of our drones. It is necessary to deal with the Fijis 
firmly." His lips twitched, and I knew he was thinking of the manner he dealt 
with all things. "Firm" could mean anything from an admonition to destruction in 
space. "So we shall surrender to you."
"What?"
"You lack fuel and ammunition, but your supply ship is bringing those. We lack 
ammunition and food; we were not able to supply our fleet on short notice for an 
extended campaign. Feed us, and we'll surrender."
"No food?" I asked, bemused.
"I'll send my daughter with you as the first hostage. You may select others in 
due course. Just so long as we get it done before the Fijis arrive."
"Butwhy?"
"You have honor," Straight said. "We can trust you not to murder us. That's a 
good deal more than we can say for the Fijis."
"But you wouldn't have to face them if"
"If we had your surrender? No, as I explained, we cannot retreat, and we don't 
have enough power at the moment to defeat them. We might get the supplies we 
need from you, but we could not use your hardware against them; your surrender 
is basically a device for safe conduct, not a commitment to fight a battle for a 
pirate band. But if the authority is yours, you will fight them, and we may be 
able to save our skins."
"II'll have to consult my staff," I said.
"By all means. Our boat will take you and Rue back now. But I'm sure your staff 
already knows."
I had never felt this stupid before. "They knew?"
"That's why they sent you. They knew I would not yield to any demand for 
surrender, so they reversed it, forcing my hand. They didn't tell you, because 
it had to be an honest offer; I can tell the difference. They outplayed me, just 
as they outplayed my daughter on the drone encounter. You must have one hell of 
a team, and one hell of a psychologist among them."
I looked at Roulette. "You knew!" I said, almost accusingly. "That's why you 
were so angry!"
"I guessed," she said grimly. "I can read signals, too, and I know my father. 
He'd never let surrender interfere with his larger plans." She shrugged 
beautifully. "Well, come on, Captain; the damned thing's done and I'm hoist."
And so the surrender was arranged, and a mind-bendingly beautiful girl came into 
my power.
 
Chapter 10  RAPE
Rue behaved like a confined jaguar on the trip back. She remained hostile but 
seemed to accept her fate. I did not try to talk to her, though I was highly 
conscious of her presence. Yet again I wondered: Why had her father put her into 
my hands? He had to be aware of the effect she had on me, for he was a shrewd 
judge of character and she was a figure to dazzle any man. The Solomons had not 
had to surrender; that had come entirely too readily, though I knew it was 
genuine. The Fiji threat had been only a pretext to justify an action I now 
realized Straight had contemplated from the outset. It was almost as if he were 
collaborating with my staff to unify our forces. But his daughter was irrelevant 
to that.
We connected with the Sawfish. My sister met us just inside the lock. For a 
moment the two women studied each other, Roulette's gaze flicking down to 
Spirit's four-fingered left hand. I knew she was thinking of what I had told her 
about Spirit's experience with pirates, and the vengeance she had taken against 
them. And, before a word was spoken, Roulette's attitude modified subtly. She 
might hate me, but she did not hate Spirit.
"This is Rouletteour hostage for the Solomons' surrender," I said somewhat 
lamely.
Spirit didn't even seem surprised. "I recognized the figure. I'll see her to a 
cabin."
"You knew," I said.
"We thought it likely," she agreed. "We showed Straight our power, and he 
responded."
"The game is not over yet," Roulette said.
I nodded ruefullywhich term may be appropriate in more than one sense. I had 
served as an ignorant messenger between two maneuvering forces. My staff had 
sent a message of surrender, and Straight had responded with his daughter as 
hostage. Move and countermove, neither what it seemed. I felt like a pawn in the 
middle of the board, watching while one side proffered the sacrifice of a knight 
and the other countered with the sacrifice of a bishop. The true significance 
lay not in what was done but in what was declined.
"Arrange for rendezvous with our supply ship and for transfer of food to the 
Solomons fleet," I said. "Establish liaison for working out the fine print of 
the surrender. And quickly; the Fijis"
"I can help," Roulette said. "I know the personnel to contact in our fleet, and 
what they need."
There was one reason Straight had sent her! Her cooperation would greatly 
facilitate the process.
Spirit glanced at her appraisingly. "You have practical training?"
"I'm my father's S-3." S-3 is the Operations section, vital.
"At your age?"
Rue smiled. "Pirates aren't subject to Naval regulations. I've been an officer 
since birth. It's a family corporation."
"We shall test you." Spirit took Rue away with her. I watched them go. I 
remained amazed at recent developments. I was a virtual spectator of a game of 
strategy I could not quite comprehend. I saw that Spirit and Roulette understood 
it, though. I wish I could present what follows in this narrative as a brilliant 
and successful ploy on my part, but really it wasn't. I was merely a pawn in the 
guise of a king. Or perhaps I was the kingbut in chess, the king is the most 
restricted and protected of pieces, though he is the focus of the game. My sole 
power was in the judgment of people and the delegation of power to them. Now 
they were using that power.
I went to the bridge to discover what was going on in space. The Fiji fleet was 
bearing down, heedless of the Navy-Solomons negotiations; we were not going to 
be able to rendezvous with our supply ship, organize our supervision of the 
Solomons, and establish our pincushion defense on the planetoid before the new 
enemy arrived.
"We'll vacate the base," Emerald said. "The supplies are more important."
"But we can't set up for battle in space in time," I protested. "The Fijis are 
in formation, while we're caught in maneuvers."
"Bad luck for us," she said with a smile.
"There's something you're not telling me," I accused her.
She turned a wide-eyed mock-innocent gaze on me. "Why, sir! Don't you trust me? 
Has any part of me ever been secret from you? I am but the rising moon; you are 
the sun."
I was annoyed but played along. "Just see that my trust is not misplaced. You 
supposedly subordinate officers have been very free with my command and career 
recently."
"We only want what's best for you, sir," she said contritely.
We vacated the planetoid, though I could see that in our haste we had to 
sacrifice some equipment and precious ammunition that had been in transfer 
between anchored ships. Reloading in a vacuum is not a rapid thing, because of 
the limitation of airlocks. Much better to establish temporary pressurized tents 
on the base. Already the Fijis were gaining booty!
Meanwhile Spirit and Roulette handled the ongoing negotiations with the 
Solomons. Rue was as good as her word; she knew every officer of their fleet by 
name, and when she spoke, they jumped. Spirit simply named the ship she wanted 
to contact, and Rue did the rest.
"This is Roulette, hostage aboard the Navy flagship," she said to the screen as 
we addressed one ship. "They have food for us, and time is short. Get me Cap'n 
Snake-eyes on the double." The pirate ship captain appeared in seconds. 
"Snake-eyes, clear a channel through our fleet for the Navy supply ship, and 
detach a tug to pick up their pod as they pass. What your ship needs has already 
been allocated. Then stand by for further orders from this ship. Commander 
Spirit Hubris will contact you, and you will obey her implicitly."
"Yes, sir," Snake-eyes agreed nervously.
"And relieve Seven-up of command of your forward battery. If that trigger-happy 
bastard fires one shot during this maneuver, my father will fire a shot at you."
Evidently that threat had meaning, for Snake-eyes blanched.
So it went. Spirit turned her head to look at me behind Rue's head, nodding 
affirmatively. The pirate wench was testing out competent.
Then Rue herself turned her head and shot me another glare of hate. I turned 
away, ashamed of myself for not being able to face her down. She was doing the 
job her father had dictated; none of this was for my pleasure.
What was it about her that so unmanned me? She was a striking figure of a woman, 
truebut so were others I had known, if to lesser degrees. Mere physical 
appearance was not overwhelmingly important to me. She was young; but again, I 
could have youth in the Officers' Tail anytime I felt the inclination, and 
generally I preferred to associate with women my own age. She was fiery, but so 
was Emerald; there was no longer much novelty in that. "Forbidden fruit, sir."
I jumped. I was in the passage, and Juana was coming up behind me, evidently on 
some mission for another officer. She was my secretary but had become common 
property in this crisis. "What?"
"She's a pirate wench, sir. You're a Navy officer. You always did prefer 
forbidden fruit. You know you can't have her, so you want her. It's perfectly 
natural."
She was surely correct. I was having difficulty perceiving such things for 
myself because my own emotion was involved, nullifying much of my objectivity. 
As I gazed at Juana, the melody of her song passed through my mind. O don't 
deceive me, O never leave me, how could you use a poor maiden so? A lovely and 
sad refrain, of love no longer requited. Juana had a roommate but only to avoid 
the Tail; she had formed no close attachment since I deserted her by becoming an 
officer. She knew about the desire for the forbidden.
I glanced about. We were alone for the moment. "Anybody looking?"
"No, sir. We're all pretty busy now."
I grabbed her and kissed her. Juana wasn't even surprised; she knew me of old. 
She clung to me, showing more passion than she ever had when we were roommates. 
She remained a marvelous person. I remembered how she had taken me in hand, so 
to speak, during the drug episode. She did not love sex, but perhaps she loved 
me.
I drew back. "You're right. Forbidden fruit is best."
Her eyes were moist. "God, I miss you. Sir."
"You could go to Officer's School." If she became an officer, I could room with 
her again.
She smiled, shifting the mood. "I don't miss you that much!"
I had to laugh. "Thank you."
She started on down the passage. "You're welcome, sir."
I stood and watched her go, experiencing that special poignancy of remembrance. 
We had seldom been separated in the physical sense; she missed our original 
camaraderie as equals. Juana and Iwe had been the first, for each other, in the 
Navy fashion, and that private bond would always remain. I had her secretarial 
competence, her understanding, and her friendship, but as an officer I was in a 
different world, and there was a certain pain in that.
And she was right. I had perhaps become somewhat jaded over the years, since I 
could have almost any woman I chose, through channels. The girls of the 
Officers' Tail were commissioned but never served as officers beyond the Tail; 
it was an arranged thing, and enlisted women could volunteer for that 
commission, bypassing Officer's Training. Some tried it for a while, then chose 
to revert to regular enlisted status. The same was true for enlisted men; if a 
female officer had a hankering for a sergeant, and he was interested, this was 
the route.
So I had had a fair variety of women in the Tail but had loved none of them. 
Love was only for Helse, my dead fiance. But I could be attracted, and Roulette 
was indeed the most forbidden of creatures, for I could not truly accept any 
pirate. Only Spirit's wish and Repro's intercession had enabled me to hire 
Brinker, right as that decision had turned out to be, because I had known her as 
a pirate. Sex appeal in a pirate: That did indeed set an internal conflict 
going. That understanding relieved me; now I could handle my mixed feeling for 
Rue.
But the mystery of her antipathy to me remained. I intended Rue no harm, and she 
knew that. Her father had thrown us together, and perhaps she had cause to 
resent that, but I would hardly force my attentions on her. Yet she acted as if 
I offended her in some unforgivable manner. As if my mere existence was an 
affront to her.
I shrugged and moved on. All would come clear in due course. Meanwhile we had a 
maneuver to complete.
We completed it, getting clear of the base and conveying pods of food to the 
hungry pirates and restocking our own supplies of fuel and ammunition. But the 
Fijis, perceiving that we were not after all locked in battle with the Solomons, 
hesitated, then pounced on our abandoned planetoid base. Now they could scavenge 
among our leavings, and with their pincushion defense, we would not be able to 
touch them once we got our fighting formation back in order.
"Call them, sir," Spirit told me. "Give the Fijis an ultimatum of immediate 
surrenderor destruction."
"But that would be foolish!" I protested. "We have no"
"Or delegate someone to do it."
"But"
"Roulette, maybe. She'll enjoy this."
I spread my hands. "You delegate it."
She smiled knowingly. "Rue, would you like to deliver the Navy's ultimatum to 
the Fijis?"
Roulette came over to the screen. "I hate the Fijis almost as bad as I hate the 
Navy. But a bluff's no good. They're smugglers, and lying is their pride. 
Bloodstone would laugh in my face."
"Is there any redeeming quality about the Fiji?" Spirit inquired.
"You ask a pirate that? No, the colonists and settlers are decent, but 
Bloodstone's a brute. We Solomons are in business and we honor our given word, 
but the Fiji pirates honor nothing but power. They don't kill for victory, they 
kill for pleasurean inch at a time. They captured one of our parties once, and 
sent us back their hands, one finger at a time, each one flayed. Our biolab said 
the skin had been pulled off while the fingers were still attached and alive."
I stiffened, and so did Spirit. Slowly, Spirit raised her left hand, showing her 
missing finger. "We have met that kind," she said. "The Horse didn't flay my 
flesh, though."
"I noticed. But you settled the score." Roulette settled herself before the 
screen. "Is this a bluff?"
"No," Spirit said.
"Then I'll do it." She went to work, and in a moment she was in touch with the 
Fiji operator. "Get me Bloodstone," she snapped imperiously.
"Who the hell wants Bloodstone?" the man demanded.
"Roulette."
Another face came on: grizzled, grim, with earrings in the classic pirate style. 
"What you want, you luscious tart?"
"Surrender this instant, or be destroyed."
Bloodstone bellowed out his laughter. "Listen, you juvenile slut, when I clean 
up Straight's mess I'll screw you to the damn bulkhead. You never had a real man 
before."
"I never had a man at all," she responded. "Only with my knife."
"Yeah, I heard. You don't rate a knife with me. I'll cut your tongue out before 
I take you; then each of my men'll take a finger or toe as a memento when they 
have you. After that we'll get serious. So powder up your plush a"
"You have one minute to surrender to the Jupiter Navy," Roulette said evenly.
Bloodstone laughed again. "The Jupe Navy! Go stick it up your puckered, rosy 
red"
"Thirty seconds."
"God, I'll enjoy plunging you, wench! Right before I plug your ma and bugger 
your"
"You won't surrender?"
Bloodstone just laughed coarsely, making obscene gestures with his hands.
The minute finished. Spirit signaled a technician.
The planetoid exploded.
I gaped. "What?"
"We mined it," Spirit said. "We had expected the Solomons to take it over, but 
after the surrender, this seemed better."
Roulette watched the expanding ring of debris in the screen. "Beautiful," she 
murmured, licking her red lips. "You really don't bluff, do you!"
"No," Spirit agreed.
I was horrified. "But the whole fleet"
"They aren't all dead, of course," Spirit said. "You don't kill ships simply by 
propelling them through space. We'll have to round them up and administer first 
aid."
Rue snorted, a sound that surprised me. "Some first aid! Their casualties will 
be thirty percent, and the rest you'll be able to lead about by the hand."
"But better than the carnage of a battle," Spirit said.
"I'd have chosen battle," Roulette said. "But it was a nice ploy. My father 
wouldn't have fallen for it, but Bloodstone's a sucker. Look, before I get 
locked up, may I meet your strategist?"
"This way," Spirit said, leading her toward Emerald's site. I could see that Rue 
had developed quick respect and even some awe of my sister.
It followed as Spirit had said: We chased down the semiderelict Fiji ships and 
made them captive without resistance. Bloodstone was dead, one of the unlucky 
percentage, though perhaps it made no difference, since we would have executed 
him, anyway.
We put the survivors on trial. We lacked time or facilities for a full-blown 
legal process, but we were as fair as was feasible in military doctrine. Each 
pirate was interviewed separately by a legal specialist from Spirit's S-1 
Adjutant staff, since that was concerned with personnel, and allowed to present 
his case before the panel of judges with the help of the specialist. This 
process can take months or years in the civilian society; it was jammed into 
days or even hours here, very much the assembly line. But we did try to be fair 
as we performed our triage. The established criminals were summarily executed; 
Spirit supervised that aspect, as it was a function of her office and I lacked 
the stomach for it despite my hatred of piracy. My sister had always been 
tougher than I was; now it showed. The doubtful cases were put aboard a patched 
pirate ship and sent home under suspended sentence; if we ever encountered them 
active in space again, they would be executed without trial. We branded them, 
literally, for future identification. I suffered a qualm about this, too; in 
fact, my antipathy toward pirates was suffering some attrition, as it came to 
the cruel mechanics of implementing it. I realized I had been unrealistic; I had 
wanted to abolish piracy without actually hurting any pirates. But we were far 
from Jupiter now, and reality was stern.
The third group of processed pirates concerned me directly. Spirit sent me a 
number of men who were prospects for induction into the Navy. I discovered I did 
not like this, either. But Commander Repro braced me on this subject, and he was 
again correct. We did need to salvage what we could, and that included men as 
well as equipment. Otherwise we would find ourselves with a number of ships we 
could not properly man. So I girded myself to these necessary chores of attitude 
and interviewed the prospects, using my talent to separate the sheep from the 
goats. The goats were shipped out, unbranded; these were noncriminal pirates. I 
proffered employment to the sheep, provided they would swear allegiance to the 
Jupiter Navy. Some would and some would not; we kept the first and shipped the 
second.
With one exception: Shrapnel. He was a tough, smart man of about my own age, an 
experienced commander of men. His dossier informed me he had served in the 
military force of one of the Uranian nations and deserted when lured by the wife 
of a superior. He had turned her down, and the vengeful female had accused him 
of what she had tempted him with, forcing him to flee the wrath of the 
prospective cuckold. Shrapnel was an honest man, forced to piracy by 
circumstance; there was a price on his head on Uranus, and any legitimate 
government would have extradited him to Uranus. He had acted with honor, even in 
the Fiji band, holding his place there because of his competence and the fact 
that Bloodstone trusted him as a lieutenant. Bloodstone had not liked him but 
had known Shrapnel would not betray him, which was more than could be said for 
most Fiji pirates. The men of Shrapnel's command had not raped or pillaged 
wantonly, in sharp contrast to the Fiji norm. I knew that if Shrapnel swore 
allegiance to me, he would be an excellent officer. We needed him, for now we 
had several new ships to fill.
But he would not so swear. The Fijis had been defeated, and Shrapnel had been 
injured and unconscious when captured, but he had not yielded. He came before me 
in chains, for he was a powerful man, and versed in martial arts; he had tried 
to make a break for it as soon as he recovered consciousness.
"I can offer you security for the duration of this campaign," I told him. "I can 
release you to a region of your choice when we return to Jupiter. All I ask is 
that you serve me for this campaign."
"I serve Bloodstone," he said firmly.
"Bloodstone is dead."
"Then I serve the current leader of the Fiji."
"The Fiji band has been destroyed."
"Then I serve whatever band takes over the Fiji territory."
I smiled. "That will probably be the Solomons. They have surrendered to us, and 
we are freeing them provided they no longer oppose us and stay within 
interplanetary law in all matters except the technicality of gambling. No 
murders, no raids on innocent ships, just business with voluntary clients."
"Straight has always been that way," Shrapnel said. "If he moves in, I will 
serve him. But you are the representative of a planetary navy, the kind that 
honors extradition. I will not serve you."
I sighed. I wanted this man, pirate though he was, but that same quality of 
honor that made him worthwhile also barred him from the Navy. "Swear, then, that 
if I free you, you will practice no piracy and will not oppose the Jupiter 
Navy."
He stood silent, refusing.
"Then I cannot free you," I said regretfully. "You are too competent to set 
loose. It seems a waste."
"That's war."
I thought of another angle. "Will you accept hostage status and obey the 
officer's code as a prisoner?"
He considered. This code granted a high-ranking prisoner freedom of person, on 
his bond not to abuse the privilege. It allowed the prevailing power to treat 
honorable prisoners as hostages rather than felons. Roulette had that status and 
was honoring it; she had not been "locked up." It was a considerable convenience 
for both victor and vanquished.
"Does that permit extradition?"
"No extradition for hostages," I said.
"Then I will accept it."
I turned to Spirit. "Free this man on his own recognizance. Assign him a hammock 
and an officer's pass for facilities."
She nodded. This was an expedient compromise, and it offered a lot: lodging, 
meals, courtesy, and use of the Tail.
Even in active war, there are periods of inertia. The processing of pirates, 
rushed as it was, still took time. Unfortunately, this also gave the other 
pirate bands a chance to analyze what had happened and to make their plans and 
build up their forces for defense. The next band we planned to tackle was the 
Marianas, the strongest in the Belt, the pirates who had taken over the Jupiter 
base. They dealt in human slavery, and they were absolutely ruthless. They had 
no intention of being wiped out by my task force. They had three battleships and 
a good support fleet, and they knew how to use them. The plain fact was that the 
Marianas were stronger than we were, despite our acquisition of a number of new 
ships.
About the time this came clear, we suffered another blow. Somehow, someone had 
pulled a string and gotten our mission reduced in importance. Spirit was first 
to learn of this. She came to me in such a fury as I had not seen in her since 
our childhood years. "Those black-hole admirals!" she swore. "They cut off our 
supplies!"
"They what?" I tend to react somewhat inadequately when surprised, which is one 
reason I don't enjoy being surprised.
"They couldn't recall our task force, because that would suggest the Jupe Navy 
was giving up," she explained. "But we haven't performed the way they 
anticipated"
"We've been winning, not losing," I filled in.
"Precisely. So they have deleted the authorization for supply convoys on the 
pretext of cost-cutting. We're supposed to make do with what we have."
"What we have will disappear in the first battle!"
"Which will force us to close shop and come home before we starve, even if we 
win."
We held a council-of-war staff meeting. All our officers were angry, but it was 
Emerald who had most positive suggestion. "We can forage from the land. The real 
Carolines and Solomons and Fijis are not pirates; they are decent, hardworking 
colonists. We can get what we need from them."
"That sort of thing alienates the populace," Mondy warned. "We can't afford to 
act like pirates ourselves."
"We don't have to act like pirates," Phist pointed out. "We can pay for our 
purchases."
"Up to a point," Spirit said. "We don't have surplus funds for an extended 
stay."
"Unless we borrow from the payroll," he said.
There was a pause. Tampering with the payroll was extremely irregular business.
"If the men authorized it" Spirit said.
We put it to the men, i.e., the enlisted personnel, male and female, and allowed 
three days to debate the issue. Abort the Belt mission or borrow from their pay 
in order to extend the mission. Victory over the Belt pirates would lead to some 
legitimate plunder that would be used to reimburse the payroll in kind. It was 
awkward and risky but feasible in theory. It was also un-Navy.
They hashed it out and voted, and decided by a clear if not overwhelming 
majority to extend the mission.
But this did tighten our time. We had to meet and defeat the Marianas soon, and 
we still lacked the fleet strength to defeat them, unless Emerald could come up 
with some phenomenal ploy.
"Mohi Heath," she said. "The Mongol commander Subedei was outmanned and far from 
home in 1241, but he used a daring tactic to overwhelm the Europeans. I think it 
would work for us. But it's risky. We really need more ships."
"Jupiter won't send more," Spirit said. She remained angry.
"We could get more," Mondy said.
"How?"
"The Solomons."
"The Solomons won't fight for us," Spirit said. "They won't fight against us, 
because Straight surrendered and we retain their hostages, but they certainly 
aren't with us."
"But that would change," Mondy said, "if we took the proper step."
Emerald's eyes seemed to develop an internal glow. "You conniving bastard! Are 
you planning what I think you're planning?"
"Just moving up the schedule a little, on the inevitable."
Now Spirit caught on. "Would it work, so soon?"
"What are you talking about?" I demanded.
Juana, the ever-present secretary, was standing beside Spirit. "Don't ask, sir."
"Fetch Brinker; she'll know," Emerald said smugly.
"When you girls start acting mysterious," Phist said, his voice carrying the 
same baffled annoyance I felt, "it's time for us men to beware."
Juana hurried out to fetch Brinker. "I think Straight had this in mind from the 
outset," Emerald said. "It was tacit in the surrender. He knew all along it 
would come to this."
"Knew what?" I asked.
Emerald exchanged a dark glance with Spirit. Both smiled. Neither answered me.
Brinker arrived with Juana. Ordinarily Brinker would have been aboard her own 
ship, the destroyer we had captured from the Carolines, but she was on the 
Sawfish now to help interview pirates and ascertain their competencies. As a 
former pirate herself, she had excellent insight in this regard. Now she was 
smiling grimly; evidently Juana had told her what was up.
"Will it work, Little Foot?" Emerald asked.
"It should, Rising Moon," Brinker agreed. "That's the pirate psychology."
"Of course it is," Repro said. "But there's one problem you vixens may not have 
considered."
"Peat Bog's no vixen!" Emerald retorted, reaching across to take Mondy's hand 
affectionately. "He's as cunning, underhanded, sinister, devious, and scheming 
as any of us."
"Haven't you been playing keep-away long enough?" Phist asked.
"Must have," Emerald agreed. "Who's going to tell him?"
Now the women were serious. None of them wanted to tell.
"I'll do it," Mondy said. He faced me formally. "Sir, if the men must sacrifice 
their pay, you must sacrifice also. You will have to marry the pirate wench."
"What?" I believe I have mentioned my stupidity when surprised.
"Roulette," he clarified, as if I didn't know. "Straight's hourglass daughter. 
The creature you've had your eye on. Now you can have her."
I remained baffled. "Why?"
"Because, sir, the pirates will only follow one of their own. Marry her, and the 
Solomons will form an alliance with us and help us fight the Marianas. With the 
Solomons actively on our side, our force will be equivalent to that of the 
enemy. And if the enemy doesn't know about that alliance, the element of 
surprise could be our crucial advantage."
"I'll say!" Emerald agreed. "We need them, sir."
"But Roulette hates me!" I protested weakly.
"That depends on how you look at it, Worry," Emerald said. "She knows her father 
intends her for you. She hates the idea of submitting, especially the way it has 
to happen."
"The way"
"The one small problem," Repro said with heavy irony.
"You will have to rape her, sir," Mondy explained.
"I what?"
"That is the pirate way," Repro said. "These forms are important; they must be 
honored."
Appalled, I looked at the women, as different from each other as they could be: 
Emerald, Spirit, Juana, and Brinker. Surely they could not approve. Slowly, in 
unison, all four nodded affirmatively.
"But I wouldn't" I protested faintly. "I couldn't"
"We shall just have to teach you how, sir," Emerald said with a metallically 
brilliant smile.
Now, at last, the reason for Rue's rage toward me was clear. She had known. She 
had cause.
Yet the cold equations of this situation were also clear. This was, indeed, a 
thing I had to do. I could not escape it.
They taught me with a certain vicious pleasure. Commander Phist, a genuinely 
decent man, absented himself from the proceedings, and Isobel Brinker pleaded 
the press of other business, but the others pitched in with what I felt was a 
bit more enthusiasm than was strictly warranted. They required Brinker to write 
out a summary of the pirate marriage convention before she departed, and this 
helped clarify what Straight had said about his marriage to Flush, and why he 
had told me that.
It seemed it was not mere abduction and rape; it was an intricately structured 
program, almost a play, with the words and actions virtually choreographed. The 
groom raided the bride's shipin theory, pirates always lived aboard their 
ships, even when comfortable planetoid facilities were availablecarried her 
away bound and gagged so that her screams would not alert her male relations, 
and brought her to his own ship. Obviously, today, this had to occur with the 
tacit cooperation of the bride's family, as it was just about impossible for an 
enemy to infiltrate a ship undiscovered unless he used a gas bomb. He would have 
to wear a space suit and put her in one, making the business immensely awkward. 
So in practice the bride was generally turned over to the groom's ship 
peaceably, and the abduction occurred from her private chamber. Terrified, she 
was not supposed to resist effectively. But later, when she realized what her 
fate was to be
We rehearsed it. Juana served in lieu of the bride, for this stage. We set her 
up in the stateroom, and it was my task to carry her to the far end of the ship, 
the groom's quarters. I dressed in combat fatigues, armed, with a laser-proof 
vest, and sneaked up on her door. I felt like a thiefor worse, a rapist. The 
others of my staff would move about the passages randomly; all lesser personnel 
had been cleared from the region, as we did not want news of this program to 
become fleet gossip. My bodyguard Heller remained at the border of the groom's 
territory; once I passed him, I was through the first stage.
I tried the door panel. It was locked. Naturally someone had thought to include 
this unnecessary trifle of realism! I had to use my Captain's key to release 
itnever mind how a raider from another ship would have accomplished that!and 
there was a little sound. That "woke" Juana; as I entered, she sat up with 
alarm, turning on her hammock-side light.
She was in a low-bodiced pink nightie that revealed rather more of her lush 
torso than I was entitled to see, and the light was behind her, making much of 
the material become translucent. Juana had always been a fine figure of a woman, 
and I had always liked her, and we had some intimate mutual memories; the sight 
of her this way really did excite me. I realized that my loyal staff had its 
fiendishly apt hand in this; they had presented me with a model who was 
guaranteed to turn me on, while being forbidden. Realismah, yes. Probably this 
particular touch was Emerald's doing; she had a pointed sense of humor. But so 
did Spirit. Women tend to think that a man's easily stimulated reactions to 
flesh and setting are amusing; I was not amused.
"Who's there?" Juana asked, alarmed, leaning forward. I wish she hadn't done 
that; her exposed breasts were true marvels of shadowed rondure. I had always 
been partial to breasts like that, ever since Helse had unbound
That brought me back to business. I drew my rubber knife and menaced her with it 
as I approached. "One peep and I'll gut you, wench!" I hissed.
Juana gazed at me wide-eyed. She began to quiver with laughter. That did more 
things to her exposed bosom. God forgive me, I wanted to dive into that hammock 
and take her right then and there, though she was in no sense mine to take, and 
hammocks are terrible locales for sex; the Tail uses bunks. I was turgid for 
her, and surely she knew it; we still liked each other more than military 
propriety condoned, and I think women adapt less readily than do men to the 
sexual and social requirements of the Navy. She had me, at this moment, pretty 
much where she wanted me: hot with desire and unable to implement.
I grabbed her by one arm and hauled her out of the hammock. The covering sheet 
fell away, exposing her fine legs. She was in a shortie-nightie with nothing 
beneaththe kind of outfit correctly calculated to madden men's minds. I could 
almost hear Emerald laughing, and as I hauled Juana in to me and picked her up 
by the shoulders and legs, I knew she was laughing, too. First she took the 
rubber knife out of my hand, so it wouldn't get in the way; then she put her 
right arm around my neck, holding herself close, making it easier to carry her. 
My left hand came around, almost touching her left breast, while my right hand 
lay against her left thigh. Her nightie, naturally, slid up to bunch at her 
hips; she might as well have been naked. She tried ineffectively to draw it back 
down with the point of the rubber knife. She surely had not selected that outfit 
herself; she was not that kind. But she was enjoying it now.
I carried her out into the passage and down toward the groom's quarters. 
Suddenly she perked up, remembering something. "I'm supposed to try one scream," 
she whispered.
Well, conventions differed on that. "Scream, and I'll gut you!" I said through 
clenched teeth.
"How?" she inquired, delicately chewing on the rubber blade.
She had a point, literally. My error! "I should have gagged you," I said 
sheepishly.
"Too bad!" She inflated, getting ready to scream a good scream. I had to stop 
her, though well-nigh dazzled by the sight, for I was still in bride territory. 
Hastily I clenched her in to me and reached my head around to meet hers. She met 
me halfway, and we kisseddeeply and long. But meanwhile I kept moving down the 
hall.
In due course she broke, having to expel her chestful of air. "That wasn't 
fair," she whispered.
"All's fair in love and war," I reminded her smugly.
She offered no further resistance, and in due course we made it to Heller's 
checkpoint. His eyes rounded, then narrowed appreciatively as he spied Juana's 
dishabille. "With that in your arms, what do you want with any pirate wench, 
sir?" he inquired.
"Officers don't rape enlisted personnel," I answered gruffly, averting my eyes. 
"She's just a standin, a dummy."
Juana forced a frown. "A dummy? I'll have you know I'm just as smart as the next 
abducted preravished innocent maiden!"
Repro appeared. "Very good so far, sir," he said. "But you made several errors"
"Damn it, no one told me she was going to be dressed like this!" I exploded, 
carefully setting her down. Gravely she returned my knife to me, while Repro 
frowned.
"Roulette will be dressed like that," he pointed out. "If you allow her body to 
distract you prematurely, you're dead."
"Point taken," I agreed grudgingly. "I'll gag her."
"And tie her wrists and ankles," he advised. "That pirate lass would use her 
legs to put you in a headlock."
"In this sort of outfit?" I demanded, indicating Juana.
"I'd like to see that headlock!" Heller chortled. I glanced at him, and he 
added: "Sir." Which hadn't been the point, as he knew.
Repro nodded. "She surely knows all the tricks, sir, and will use them." He 
glanced on down the hall. "Very well, let's get on to the hard part. According 
to the script, a female relative of the groom sneaks the bride a knife"
"That's after the rape," I said.
"No, the Solomons do it the hard way. She has the knife during the rape."
"She'll cut my heart out!"
"Not your heart, precisely; there will be a more accessible target," Repro said. 
That did not encourage me. "You must disarm her, of course, for the act. 
Afterward, you return the knife to her, and if she remains upset"
I changed the subject. "Which relative gives her the"
Spirit appeared. "I am the one. Hope, give me that weapon."
I handed the rubber knife to her. She turned. "Emerald, take over."
"Emerald?" I asked.
Emerald appeared. "You didn't think we'd let you rape a nice girl like Juana, 
did you? I'll handle this chore."
"I think I'd be better off with the pirate wench," I said.
Spirit slipped the knife to Emerald. "You poor, innocent damsel," she said in 
honey-drip tone. "I cannot stop my evil brother from this cruel assault, for I 
am only a woman, but at least I can give you some chance to defend your 
treasure."
"Bless you, sister," Emerald said, smiling maliciously. "I'll disembowel him!"
"Hey!" I protested.
"Roulette will," Spirit reminded me. "Don't trust her for a moment, Hope; that's 
how she got her other two suitors. She's your enemyuntil you conquer her."
"And thereafter," I muttered.
"Not so," Repro said. "She'll love you, in her fashion, once you prove you're 
worthy of her. That's the pirate way. But you must indeed prove it, the hard 
way."
The hard wayin a double sense. But now I was soft, in the same sense. The 
reality behind this game was anathema.
We went to the groom's chamber. Emerald sat on the bunkno hammock for this 
scene!knife in hand. She was dressed in a tan wet suit, normally used for 
planetary water action. She might as well have been nude, for the suit cleaved 
to every intimate contour of her body; perhaps that was the point. She had been 
slender to the point of lankiness when I had first met her; in seven years she 
had fleshed out somewhat in breast and thigh and was, if anything, more 
seductive than before. She was a married woman, and the suit protected her 
sanctity; it was literally impossible to rape her without first removing it, 
and, of course, I would not do that. But she looked vulnerable. She was not as 
lush as Juana, but she was definitely healthy and femaleand for her, too, I 
retained the masculine hankering, remembering the joys of her nocturnal 
athleticism. It is said in the Navy Book that sex and love are things apart, 
independent of each other, but for me the separation has never been perfect. I 
have loved no woman entirely since Helse; but I have loved each sexual partner a 
little, even those anonymous professionals of the Tail. I knew that Emerald, 
like Juana, had not forgotten our private shared experience and had perhaps not 
forgiven its termination.
I shed my outer apparel and stood in brief trunks with an armored crotch. If 
Emerald scored there with knife or knee, I lost, but this was, after all, only a 
rehearsal. For the real event I would have to be naked. Perhaps it is fitting 
that a man bent on rape must leave himself vulnerable to this type of injury.
"Remember," Repro warned. "In the normal pirate course, the bride offers only 
token resistance, just enough to whet the groom's appetite. But there are 
degrees, and sometimes she really does fight. Roulette is of the old school; she 
will be savage. So, to be safe, you will have to knock her out first. Make sure 
she isn't faking unconsciousness, too. In fact, bind her arms together and her 
legs apart. But for this practice session"
"Faking will do," Emerald finished. "Mondy will call the points."
Nothing like having her husband on hand for rape! "Let's get it over," I said, 
freshly disquieted.
I came at her weaponless. Theoretically I was here for love, not war; this was 
the nuptial night. The bride was supposed to be attractively garbed, ready for 
the conclusion, but under her gown she carried the secret knife, her last 
defense against the indignity of rape. Theoretically the groom did not know 
this, but, of course, he did, because it was scripted. Still, some prospective 
grooms did die, and when that happened, the relative who had provided the knife 
was required to conduct the ex-bride safely back to her own people. There was no 
penalty for a woman defending herself from rape; the crime was the man's, for 
failing to accomplish his mission.
However, if through some mischance of violence the bride died, there could be 
war between clans. It was better to suffer the humiliation of an escaped bride 
than to kill her in the attempt.
Actually, I could appreciate aspects of this system. It did have its checks and 
balances, and it was a fair compromise between violence and cooperation. Pirates 
needed to preserve their image of barbarism, even when they were halfway 
civilized. It seemed that the women supported this system as much as the men.
"Stay away from me, you monster!" Emerald hissed with a fighting smile. She was 
enjoying this a good deal more than I was!
"Remember," Repro reminded me. "Don't fool with her. First knock her out. It's 
the only safe way. Pull your shot for this, of course; it will count."
"I don't like striking women," I said.
"That's a pirate with a knife aimed at your groin," he said. "Think of her as a 
panther who has killed twice and is going for three. This is an arena, man! It's 
you or her."
I understood all that, but still I hesitated. I came up to the bunk, hoping to 
catch her and pin her to it.
Emerald reacted the moment I touched her. One hand clawed at my face, and one 
knee came at my groin. I dodged aside, my military training serving me well, and 
she missed both shots. "No score," Mondy murmured from the far side of the bed. 
A referee for a rape!
I approached her again, more carefully. This time she brought out the rubber 
knife, making a vicious slash at my arm. It touched the skin as I jerked away. 
"First blood: bride," Mondy reported.
But already I was bringing my other hand about, catching her wrist. I exerted 
leverage, twisting her arm uncomfortably. Small leverage against a particular 
joint at the right angle can be immediately effective. She was at a disadvantage 
on the bed. In a moment I forced my wrist down, till she dropped the knife. 
"Bride disarmed," Mondy announced.
Emerald jackknifed, her feet coming up to strike at my face, but my continuing 
leverage on her arm prevented her from getting at me. I moved onto the bunk, 
getting on top of her, using my body to pin her upper body down. Her legs 
remained free but had no purchase; she could not escape. "Bride pinned," Mondy 
said dispassionately.
Pinned but not conquered. I could not rape her in this position. I tried to get 
my legs on hers but could not; I would have lost my leverage. It wasn't all that 
easy to rape a resistant woman!
Repro was right: I would have to knock her out. Half-measures just wouldn't do. 
I closed my right fist and struck at her head, pulling the blow so it wouldn't 
really hurt her. But she was ready for this and lifted her head as I moved to 
fall inside my swing. My forearm touched her ear instead of my fist. "No score," 
Mondy said.
She bared her teeth. Her own left arm was free now. She grabbed a handful of my 
hair and hauled my head down to hers. I feared her teeth and resisted, and in 
that distraction she got a knee into my side and shoved me away. But this gave 
me an opening; I flung myself on her, pinning her knee under me, getting between 
her legs at last.
"Oh, hell!" she whispered. Then she yanked my head down again, turning her face 
to meet mine; I no longer had the position to avoid her.
But I didn't need to. I had her in the rape position. I jammed my armored crotch 
against hers, to make the point.
Her mouth met mine and merged with a savage kiss. She was trying to distract me, 
but I refused to let my victory go that readily. I jammed at her nether section 
again, determined to receive credit for the point.
Her tongue came through our kiss to touch mine. Her hips moved against mine. Her 
hand let go of my hair and rested on my neck instead. I felt the softness of her 
breasts pressing against me as she breathed. Again I remembered how she had been 
in the days of our marriage. Often our lovemaking had been violent, like this, 
and always exciting.
I am not sure by what stages our struggle converted from opposition to love, but 
the rest of the universe tuned out and we found ourselves thrusting desperately 
against each other, our tongues performing what our torsos could not. We rolled 
on the bunk, her legs twined about mine, our arms clasping each other. Our 
breathing became savage, but our lips did not separate. For a moment it was like 
mutual resuscitation: I breathed into her lungs, and she breathed into mine. 
Then we shifted; obviously, God gave man a nose so he would not have to break a 
kiss to breathe. Then my urgency overwhelmed me, and she shuddered in my 
embrace, and our mouths pressed together so hard there was sharp pain on our 
lips. For a timeless instant we remained in a tension of passion, saliva 
squeezing past our lips to smear our faces. Then slowly, we relaxed.
I realized that I had climaxed in my steel crotch-guard, and she in her wet 
suit. We had not touched, physically, technically, anywhere but at face and 
hands, but we had in fact made love.
My recovering gaze traveled past Emerald's head to spy Spirit and Mondy standing 
silently beside the bunk. Did they know? They had to!
"I told you I'd get even," Emerald said, and I realized she was addressing 
Spirit, not me. But I was too preoccupied with my own embarrassment to analyze 
that. I just wanted to get out of my trunks and take a shower.
In this manner I trained for my wedding night. But though I perfected the 
mechanics of it, my mind and emotion did not proceed apace. "I'm just not 
constituted to rape anyone in reality!" I protested.
They tried to reason with me. "It is necessary," Phist pointed out. "We must 
have the resources of the Solomons, both human and material, if we are to 
conclude the Belt campaign successfully. I assure you that without replacement 
for our supplies from Jupiter, we cannot prevail. With the money Straight is 
prepared to provide"
"Money?" I asked.
"We need it to continue purchasing food from the colonists. Straight deals in 
money; he has huge amounts. What he lacks is legitimacy, and a formal alliance 
with us would give him that."
"It's his daughter I'm raping!" I exclaimed. "How can he give us money?" I was 
talking foolishly, trying to cover my inadequacy, but Phist was answering 
seriously.
"I have talked with him and with his Logistics officer. The understanding is as 
I have described. This is the way the Bands of the Belt make alliances: not by 
treaty but by marriage. This is his desire."
"Shoving his daughter at me!" I snapped.
"It was necessary to show you what he had to offer, just as you did when you 
sent your sister to me. This is not so different from what our unit has been 
practicing, sir."
Damn his logic! Of course he was correct.
"It's a good offer, sir," he continued. "She is esthetically desirableI doubt 
there is a prettier woman in the Beltand a good officer despite her age. You 
will have to appoint her S-3, of course"
"What!?"
"Sir, we have a vacancy at Operations, and she is qualified. Sergeant Smith is 
competent, but an enlisted man can never officially assume the office. Straight 
saw immediately that the position was open...."
I am so accustomed to my talent that I tend to forget that others have talents 
of their own. Obviously Straight had a fine eye for the exploitation of 
potentially profitable situations and was willing to gamble for gain. He had 
noted the authority of women in my unit, so had played his trump card early, and 
I, perhaps dazzled by the stunning body and fierce temperament of the girl, had 
not realized.
"But she hates me," I objected weakly, knowing that this argument would be shot 
down as effortlessly as before.
It was. "Talk again with Repro. He says hate is akin to love. But you have to 
win her her way."
"How could I trust her as an officer?"
"Marry her and she's yours," he assured me. "She will be as loyal to you as she 
has been to her father, even if she hates you. Accept the judgment of those of 
us whose talents are not blocked by private emotion: She can be trusted in this 
respect. She is well worth your effort."
"But rapeit's just not my way! I saw"
"One moment, sir, while we switch specialty teams." And in a moment Phist was 
gone and Repro was present. "You were saying?"
"I saw my older sister Faith gang-raped," I said. "At the time she was beautiful 
and just eighteen" I broke off. "My God! Rue is beautiful and eighteen!"
"Yes, of course," he agreed smoothly. "Naturally you do not wish to put yourself 
in the position of raping your sister."
"Roulette isn't my sister!" I protested.
"But she is, as you pointed out, virtually the same"
"No! She's entirely different! She's Saxon!"
"You have prejudice against Saxons?"
"No! But Roulette's fiery; Faith was quiet. And Faith was no"
"Go on," he said calmly.
"No pirate," I finished somewhat lamely, realizing that I was wading into a 
quagmire.
"So the situations are reversed," Repro said. "The pirate is not raping the 
innocent; the innocent is raping the pirate."
"Damn you!" I exclaimed.
"Why don't we explore the implications?" he suggested in his best psychiatric 
manner. The bastard was competent! "Pirates wronged you by raping your sister. 
Isn't it only fair that"
"No!"
"But a long-standing grievance could be"
"Rape is evil! I never want to be part of it!"
He frowned. "Would you want to be part of an affair with another man's wife?"
Ouch! "Rising Moon! I never intended to"
"Of course. It was merely a rehearsal for your coming marriage to the woman for 
which Rising Moon stood in lieu. Peat Bog understands that."
"Damn you!" I repeated. "You're saying I have to follow through with this rape, 
or"
Repro spread his hands. "I'm not saying anything, sir."
For sure! I was accusing myself. How could I face Mondy? I should never have let 
that rehearsal get out of hand! What I had donewas it any better than rape?
Someone cleared his throat. I looked up, startled. There was the one I dreaded: 
small, middle-aged, brilliant Mondy. How could I even apologize to him?
"Something I must tell you, sir," he said.
I tried to speak and could not.
"You gave her up to bring me into the unit," he said. "It was understood at the 
outset. I was the interloper"
"No! A deal's a deal!"
"Yes. And you honored it, sir. Never once did you reproach me in any oblique 
manner for sleeping with your woman."
"She's not my woman!"
"She was, sir. She loved you"
"There was no love!"
"And so, for you, she gave you up. And for the good of the unit. I was more 
selfish; I took payment in flesh for coming in. As time passed, I regretted that 
increasingly. I knew this unit was where I belonged, where I had always 
belonged. It is, as you promised, a family. I thought at first that the singing 
was foolish, but now my song gives me a sense of identity within the community I 
never had before. The unit has become my life; the nightmares are gone. I can no 
longer justify keeping Rising Moon; her purpose has been served. I was seeking 
the courage to do what was right, to return her to you"
"No, Peat Bog! She"
"She loved you. She gave me all I asked, more than any woman before, and I loved 
her from the outset, but I knew the sacrifice she was making. It was wrong of me 
to use her. But I was addicted to her. I couldn't give her up. I could not 
afford the luxury of generosity the way you could. I"
I shook my head. "Damn it, Mondy, you've got it all wrong! I never loved her 
with my heart, only with my body. I never really loved any woman since my 
beloved died. I used Rising Moon myself; that's how I brought her into the unit. 
Because I needed her strategic skill. I bought herand then I sold her. To you, 
for your skill."
"But after the rehearsal," he continued without seeming to hear me, "something 
changed. She had thought of you, even in my arms; this time she"
"Damn it, Mondy, I'm sorry! I had no right to"
"She had you, as she had in the old days. And" he shrugged"this time it 
changed. Maybe she felt guilty. She came to me contrite, and for the first time 
in our relationship, I had her, body and soul." He smiled wistfully. "I'd have 
given my life for that, for the reality instead of the courtesyand instead you 
gave it to me free. She's mine now. She just had to try it again with you, to 
discover that. She's a good woman once she knows her mind."
"Yes," I said, relieved and amazed.
He smiled. "So go get your own woman, sir." He turned and went to the door, and 
Emerald entered, passing him with a quick kiss.
"I suppose I knew it when we were in trouble in the Discovered Check," she said, 
coming to me. "But now I am sure of it. He truly understands me, as you never 
did, sir."
I nodded affirmatively; evidently it was so.
"Now you've got a woman of your own to catch. You can't treat her the way you 
did me. She'll use her teeth, for one thing; don't even try to kiss her. And 
she's fast with that knife; she'll make a feint at your face, then cut out your 
crotch. Don't fool with her at all, sir; first foil that blade, then club her on 
the head. Make sure she's out, then do it, fast and furious and hard. Bruise her 
inside. When she wakes and knows you've been into her, she'll have to yield. She 
won't use the knife, because it'll be too late; her treasure will be gone. Next 
time you take her, she'll fight, of course, but she won't have the knife and she 
won't try to kill or maim; it'll be much easier for you to rape her and easier 
yet each succeeding time until she can drop the pretense."
"Each time I!" I protested.
She flashed her metallic smile again. "Pirates always rape. Their wenches expect 
it. It'll be long before you tame her in bed. But in public she'll serve you 
loyally, and that's what counts. The alliance. But on the wedding night, don't 
take any chances at all. This bitch is deadly!"
"Emerald, I couldn't bring myself to rape anyone!"
"Oh, come on, Worry! What do you think you did to me?"
"But you"
"I respondedafter you pinned me. That's the way it is. A girl fights as long as 
she can; then she relaxes and enjoys it."
"I don't believe that!"
She laughed. "I'm speaking mythically, you idiot! Of course it's male 
propaganda! But with the pirates, it's more than a myth. They believe it. 
Roulette will fight you tooth and nail, literally, until you conquer her; then 
she'll accept you, exactly as her mother did her father. It's in their culture, 
Hope; you've got to play the game their way."
"I don't think I could even get an"
"Next to a shape like hers? Who you kidding, sir! You'll be bursting to get into 
her."
"Thanks for the encouragement," I said wanly.
"Same's it was with me. You never intended to do me; in fact, you didn't think 
it was possible, with the crotch-guard and wet suit. But you got into the spirit 
of it, and" She broke off. "Spirit, that's right. I'm overstaying my turn. Good 
luck, sir." And she was gone.
Spirit entered. "All right, Hope, it's all set. I slipped her the knife this 
morning, and the news about the S-3 slot. So now she knows what she'll lose if 
she kills you."
"But"
"Repro advised me on that. Rue is tough; she really will fight you. None of this 
token stuff. But after you take her, and she wakes and has the knifeshe's 
allowed her strike then, and you can't resist; that's when this will weaken her 
resolve. She knows her father wants this alliance, wants legitimacy more than 
anything else, and what she personally will gain from itmuch more than the 
average pirate brideand that you keep your word. She has a good life coming up 
if she spares you in the aftermath. I think she will. But first you have to beat 
her and take her maidenhead; there'll be no gift there! Tonight."
"Tonight! I'm not ready!"
"Repro said it had to be soon, before you lost your nerve."
"I never got up my nerve for this! Spirit, do you realize what this is? You saw 
Faith raped!"
"And I saw how Faith recovered from it, too. But this isn't the same, Hope. 
Roulette is a pirate. This is the only way she'll ever marry, and she knows it, 
and wouldn't have it otherwise. She likes you"
"She hates me!"
"I think we've been over that before. She hates you to protect herself from 
loving you before it is time. All that emotion will flip 180 degrees once you 
take her. Once you savage her. And she's a lot of young woman, Hope; don't sell 
her short. Her father raised her for this from birth: to be too much for any 
ordinary pirate to take. I think we've set up a pretty good bride for you, and 
she does have a body you'll enjoy." She smiled knowingly, and in that instant I 
saw her as she had been as a child of twelve, not exactly a child even then.
"You know I believe in gentle love," I said weakly.
She put one arm about my shoulders and squeezed. "I know, Hope. But think of 
this as a battle. A competition. If you win, you both win; if she wins, you both 
lose. You both know it. She may even help you unconsciously; she may not slash 
as hard as she can, or she may give you an opening to knock her out. Take it, 
Hope! Knock her out, rape her, and be done with it. We'll have the cameras on 
you, of course"
"The what?"
"In case something goes wrong. A complete record of the proceedings, EMPTY HAND 
style. So everyone can see she has the knife, that you're naked and unarmed, and 
that she fights for her honor and you rape her fair and square. Her father may 
want to review that tape before he recognizes the marriage."
"Her father!"
"And we of the staff will be present personally"
"What?"
She smiled. "It's the pirate way, Hope. The groom's clan has to witness the 
victory, so that no one can claim he didn't perform. And if anything happens to 
the bride, I will be obliged to seek revenge"
"You?" My staff had ganged up on me, hitting me with point after point; now my 
sister was putting me away.
"I gave her the knife, Hope. It's real; no rubber one this time. I'm responsible 
for her until you win her. So whatever you do, don't kill her, because if she 
dies and I don't kill you, her clan will be honor-bound to do it, and"
I stared at her, suddenly knowing that she would do it. She would kill when she 
had to, to honor whatever commitment she had, even if she had to kill me. She 
had survived among pirates; she was made of sterner stuff than I was. There was 
no one she loved more than me, but she would do it. And then probably kill 
herself. I had to perform.
I forced my voice to be calm. "I see the complication. I have no intention of 
killing her. Or of hurting her. Spirit, I just can't do this thing, no matter 
how all of you insist on sugar-coating it! It's primitive, it's brutal"
"Hope, you've got to. We need that alliance just as much as Straight does, and 
you need that woman. You've been too long on the Tail. Just pretend she's a 
warrior, trying to kill youbecause sure as hell she is! It's you or her, and 
there's only one way to beat her. Focus on that and everything else will fall 
into place. This is the way it has to be, Hope. If I could rape her for you, I 
would. But I can't."
The way it had to be. Yes, I understood that, intellectually, not emotionally. 
What I understood emotionally was that my sister was requiring this of me. 
Anything else that I could not handle, she would handle for me, such as the 
overseeing of the necessary executions, but this I had to do myself.
I realized that it would be easier to perform the rape than to balk Spirit.
 
The dreadful nuptial was scheduled for the evening. Already they were setting up 
the gallery and cameras. I had several hours to prepare myself, and I knew it 
wasn't enough. Eternity would not be enough! How could I school myself to rape a 
lovely eighteen-year-old girl?
I struggled like a fish on the hook, in the lake of a fishing-resort bubble, 
only I was not the fish but the fisherman, and the line was pulling me in and I 
was drowning. I was committed, yet I flopped on the ground as if seeking escape.
I talked to Isobel Brinker, she of the unshoed Little Foot who needed no man, 
but she did not support me. "Were I in your place, I would do it," she said. 
"That's what Spirit said. But how can you, a woman"
"I am also a pirate. I share the culture."
"If you married, you would expect to be raped?"
She laughed. "He'd damn well have to rape me!"
"But you masqueraded as a man, avoiding that."
"And would again, if I returned to piracy."
"I see more merit in your position than I once did."
"Oh, I approve of the system. I just don't happen to like the role."
"Neither do I!"
"I never enjoyed killing, either, but I did what was necessaryas did you."
Yes, I had probably killed more people than she had. But never dispassionately. 
Rape was more personal, and more ugly, to me. It was the brutalization of the 
act of love. Helse had taught me the true nature of sex as a function of love, 
and I did not see how I could go against that.
"You keep thinking of her as a pretty girl," Brinker said. "She's not. She's a 
pirate. She can kill as readily as I can. If you don't get that straight in your 
head, she'll kill youand all that you have worked for will be lost."
Brinker was a pirate, telling me my business. Of course, she was correct. I knew 
and yet still could not accept it. The abhorrence of rape was as deep in me as 
anything. I would not be the person I am, were this not so.
I called Straight, half-expecting him to refuse my call, but he accepted. "You 
know what I contemplate?"
"Certainly, Captain. It is scheduled for tonight, your time. Do you want my 
advice?"
The victim's fatherpreferring advice! "Yes."
"Strike swiftly and hard. Parry the knife, score on the jaw. Grab her hair and 
lock her head down so she can't slip free. Don't let it drag out. If you don't 
succeed in the first minute, back off and send her back to me; that's the only 
safe course. Don't delude yourself with any notion of fair play; that will only 
make you the third notch on her blade."
I remained amazed that he could speak this way of his daughter. "If I backed 
off, would there be a treaty then?"
"No. My men would not serve. My power exists only so long as I honor the 
necessary conventions."
I shook my head. "You actually want this to happen to your child?"
"What I might want, in a more civilized situation, is beside the point. It has 
to happen, Hubris. I want my daughter to be well married; I have exerted my 
influence only to select the proper man, after making two mistakes."
"What of your wife? Does she approve?"
"Ask her." The screen divided to include Flush's face.
"I never would have respected Straight if he hadn't tamed me," Flush said.
"But rape"
"Do you think he would have respected me if I'd submitted without struggle? What 
man wants an easy woman?"
"Isuppose that's true," I mumbled.
"And what would my clan have thought?" she demanded, making her point. "I want 
my daughter to have the same respect I have had. Only one man ever touched me, 
and he had to fight."
Defeated again, I cut the connection. I sought out Shrapnel, the Fiji prisoner 
who refused allegiance. "A question, if you would," I said.
"It's your time, Cap'n."
"Have you ever married?"
He was surprised. "Sureonce. Didn't last, though."
"And you raped her?"
"Of course. She liked that. But six months later she found a rougher man."
"She left you for a more violent pirate?" I asked, amazed again.
"That's right. I retained some of those old civilized ways, and they turned her 
off. She didn't respect me. She didn't have a mark on her when she left. I like 
it better now, with your Tail; they don't mind if it's not violent."
"Thank you," I said dispiritedly. I turned away. There was simply no getting 
away from it. I was the only one who wasn't in step.
"Cap'n," he said.
I turned back. "Yes?"
"I know this isn't much, but Miss Roulette's a pirate. I would serve her."
"Even if she became our Navy S-3?"
He spread his hands. "A man's got to compromise a little, sometimes. I'd give 
her something special for a wedding present."
"Thank you," I said, and turned away again.
I returned to my chamber and lay in my hammock, seeking sleep or inspiration or 
a new outlook. None came. I stared at the ceiling. It was blank. I tried to 
think of a better approach. None offered. I was stuck with a job I knew I would 
botch, perhaps at the cost of my life and mission.
Someone entered. "Go away," I said, my eyes closed.
The intruder ignored that. A hand touched my shoulder. I shook it off, opening 
my eyes. I saw a boy of about fifteen, in civilian clothes; by his complexion I 
judged him to be Hispanic. What was he doing here?
"I think you need me, Hope," he said. His voice was adolescently high and 
somehow familiar.
"Do I know you?" I asked.
"I think so," he said with a smile. "You were going to marry me."
Startled, I looked at him more carefully. He wore a close cap that concealed 
most of his hair, and his face was smooth and without beard or blemish. His arms 
were thin; he had not graduated from any military training program.
I reached up and took hold of his cap, drawing it loose. His brown hair fell 
out, flowing to his shoulders.
His? Her shoulders. "Helse!" I cried.
My beloved smiled. "When you call, Hope, I am here."
"But you're dead!"
"For a time, yes. But I will live for you when you ask me to."
"Oh, Helse, I love you, but I can't believe in you!"
"I know." She removed her masculine shirt, showing the binding about her chest 
that masked her bosom. She unwound that, letting her breasts free. They were not 
the splendors that Juana or Roulette possessed, but they were the first I had 
loved. Helse was, after all, only sixteen, still maturing.
"You're lovely," I told her.
"I know." She stripped down her trousers and panties and stood naked for a 
moment, appraising herself. Then she joined me in the hammock. It was a squeeze, 
but I welcomed it.
Hungrily I kissed her. But then I paused. "The last time I was with you, Helse, 
it turned out to be"
"But I can't come to you in my own body, Hope," she protested.
"I can't love you through a substitute!"
"Yes you can. Megan"
Megan, the girl of the picture who had looked so much like Helse. The 
scientist's niece. The one QYV had promised me for the key. For an instant I was 
tempted; then I rebelled. "No! I want youonly you!"
"You wouldn't like me now, Hope," she warned.
"Yes, I would!" I insisted foolishly. It was as if I were a boy of fifteen 
again, heedless of reality in the flush of first love.
She sighed. "I must do what you want." She began to change. Her clear complexion 
became rough; then her skin flaked away. Her hair came out in tufts. Her lovely 
breasts shrank like dehydrating fruits and fell off. Soon there was no more than 
an ancient corpse beside me, with the bones beginning to show.
I realized I had been a fool. Of course this was her physical nature now; she 
had died fourteen years ago. "Oh, Helse! I'm sorry!"
"But you will join me," the awful skull said. "When the pirate wench slays you." 
She tried to laugh but lacked the wind for it.
I woke, shuddering. I was alone in the hammock. Neither living nor dead flesh 
had visited me physically; it had been a vision.
In my visions I can believe almost anything, but in the waking state I am more 
cynical. I did not believe that my death would bring me to Helse; it would only 
extinguish me. I would be absolutely foolish to let myself be killed.
Which perhaps was Helse's point. She had always known when my feelings were 
going astray.
"Thank you, Helse," I said to the empty room.
 
It was the hour of decision. I went to Roulette's chamber. For this I was 
dressed, and I had a knife.
I stood before the door panel. Something nagged me, and I paused until I had it. 
This was a play, of course, a choreographed ritual, but aspects were real. The 
pirate wench knew I was coming, and she was pledged to fight me; would she 
simply remain in her hammock?
I tried one of the oldest tricks in the business. I removed my shirt, opened the 
door, and tossed the shirt into the darkened room. It flared, ballooning in the 
breeze of its motion before falling to the floor.
Something leaped at it. Immediately I jumped in, catching her from behind. She 
had stabbed the shirt. I put her in a neck strangle, expertly squeezing so that 
her carotid arteries were constricted in their deep locations. In five seconds 
she was unconscious, because the blood flow to her brain had been cut off. She 
never had a chance, because she had been too eager to strike and had fallen for 
my countertrap.
Quickly I laid her down and used my shirt to bind her wrists, and the sheet from 
the hammock to secure her legs. I had not forgotten the lessons of the 
rehearsal! I tore off a section of sheet to gag her, then picked her up and 
draped her over my shoulder. The abduction was in progress.
I carried her to the groom's chamberactually, for this special occasion, a 
converted recreation roomand laid her on the bed.
The groom's team was present, seated in chairs near the walls. Repro, Phist, 
Mondy, Emerald, and Spirit. Brinker operated the video camera, and Juana was in 
a corner making shorthand notes. Seven people in the gallery. It was time for 
the second act. I remained uncertain I was up to it.
I stripped until I was naked, disposing of clothing and knife, preparing for the 
nuptial rape. At the same time, Spirit untied Roulette, who had, of course, 
recovered consciousness; a proper blood strangle puts the victim out only 
briefly. Had I not tied the bride, she would have come suddenly alive at the 
least convenient moment. Now she was ready for me.
She wore a pale blue negligee that offset her red hair dramatically. Her tresses 
were artfully wild, making her resemble in my mind a waiting jaguar. Her eyes 
blazed out at me defiantly. Perhaps it was her striking beauty and softness of 
form, merged with her evident readiness to explode with tooth and claw that 
enhanced the feline impression; or maybe it was a carryover from my drug-vision 
of some time back. Whichever, I found this alarmingly sexy.
Sexy? Well, that was, after all, what I was here for.
I was naked now, and Roulette was clothed. It didn't help that three men and 
four women were watching, and that I had had sexual relations with two or three 
of those women. The moment I experienced the masculine reaction, fourteen eyes 
would be on it in addition to those of the bride; that daunted me. If I did not 
experience that reaction, I could not complete my mission. What ignominy it 
would be to render her helpless and then be unable to complete the act.
It is said that a watched pot never boils, and that the main cause of impotence 
is the fear of impotence. That seemed to be true. I was defeated before I 
started.
Roulette stared at my face with her blazing hate. Then her eyes traveled down my 
torso, and she smirked.
That was a tactical error on her part. Shame converts readily enough to anger, 
and it was so with me. The audience faded somewhat from my awareness, as if 
fogged out by technical means to enhance the foreground. Flushed with reaction, 
I advanced on her. I was supposed to brutalize her; that much I could do!
And with that realization I felt a tug at my groin. Ouch! The thought of hurting 
a beautiful young woman gave me a sexual reaction! I was, to some extent, a 
pirate!
That, in turn, cooled me. But now I was at the bed, and I had to act or retreat. 
I almost retreated, but then she made her second error. She struck at me, 
swinging her small fist at my groin. Automatically I blocked her arm, and then 
her other hand swung out, bearing the knife, the blade driving directly at my 
face.
Now the battle was joined, truly! My head moved aside before I even realized, 
consciously, the nature of the thrust. Her hand passed by my ear, and in that 
moment she was vulnerable. There are ways in which a weapon handicaps a person, 
for it limits the variety of attack. I knew how to handle a knife-fighter. 
Before she could bring her blade back, I had her arm in a pain lock.
"Oh!" she cried involuntarily. She tried to fight it but could not; I could 
readily have broken her elbow. She tried to retain her hold on her knife, but 
slowly I increased my pressure, and she had to let it drop.
She relaxed. "I guess you've got me, Captain," she said.
I let her go, and instantly she arched off that bed and leaped at me, claws and 
teeth flashing. A jaguar indeed! But I had not been deceived; I caught her by 
shoulder and thigh and lifted her as I might a mannequin, and flung her down 
onto the bed. It was a hard fall she took, and part of the air of her lungs 
whooshed out. I dropped with her, pinning her with a judo hold down, my right 
wrist angled to press at the back of her neck, my head close to hers. She 
struggled, but when she did, the cutting edge of my wrist brought pain that 
forced her to desist. That is part of the technique of a hold down; it is not 
strength or weight alone that makes it effective. A midget could have pinned a 
giant with this one.
I murmured almost in her ear: "The wife of an officer of the Jupiter Navy is 
exempt from civilian prosecution. She can travel with him anywhere in the 
Jupiter Sphere. Wherever she goes, she will be treated with the deference due 
her husband's position. She must, of course, entertain visiting officers in a 
formal manner, but she has a maid for the busywork. She dresses prettily and 
listens politely to their droll stories, while their wives eye her jealously. I 
can't say it's much of a life for a women as lovely and talented as you, yet 
perhaps it has its appeal."
I let her go. Again she sprang up like a released steel spring, grabbing for my 
hair while her two knees came up. Had her move been successful, she could have 
caved in my face with those knees. But, ready for this, I simply lifted my head 
clear, caught her rising right leg, and gripped her right buttock through the 
negligee. With that leverage I turned her over. Before she could react, I caught 
her negligee and hauled it up toward her head. Then I grabbed for her nightgown 
beneath it and hauled it up likewise, exposing her classic bottom. I spanked it 
smartly.
She seemed virtually to spin in air, outraged. But her elevated skirts hampered 
her, and the material started to tear. I grabbed it again and swept it over her 
head, stifling her with two layers of cloth while her body was exposed to the 
breasts.
She was helpless again for the moment, head and arms entangled. I stared at 
those perfect breasts; half-dazed, I had never seen a better pair of structures 
in my life. Now I had the male response. Suddenly I wanted to fling myself on 
her and do what I had come to do. But caution prevailed.
I gazed and spoke to her again. "There are sights to be seen in the Jupiter 
System that few pirates are privileged to experience," I told her covered face. 
"One day I mean to see them myself. The great city-bubbles, some of the largest 
in the Solar System, floating the massive atmospheric currents of the Colossus, 
laid out with streets and parks and small lakes. I understand the freshwater 
fishing-bubbles are fun for the honeymooners; the water is in a channel-river 
that makes a spiral loop several times around the bubble before reaching the 
lake at the equator. Couples float down it in canoes and keep any fish they 
catch. I think that would be fun, especially with the right company."
She finally burst out of her confinement. "You can stare at my naked body and 
talk of fish?" she demanded. "You're supposed to be ravishing me!"
"But I don't believe in rape," I said innocently.
She wrenched about, striking at my face with her fists. I swung clear of her 
blows, and she sat up and pushed me farther away, causing me to lose my balance 
and fall on the bed. Her knees came up; I jerked my head up, and she spread her 
legs and caught me in a head-scissors. My error; I had been warned about this 
very thing. I knew I should have knocked her out when I had her entangled. A 
head-scissors is not the most serious situation, but it can be awkward to break, 
because the legs have more power than the neck. She had me pinned, and my arms 
could not pry her knees apart.
Furthermore, I was facing into her naked split. Supposedly this is a position to 
inflame a man's passion. Actually, I don't regard the genital region as the most 
esthetic part of a man or woman, and I was desperate to free my head before she 
found some more deadly way to capitalize on her advantage, but every part of Rue 
was a marvel of rondure and symmetry, and I was indeed impressed by what I saw.
She shifted position, and I gained leverage, and got my arm between her thighs. 
There are nerve complexes there, and I jammed my thumb into one, and the sudden 
pain forced her legs apart. I yanked my head out, sat up, and discovered that 
she was reaching to the floor to recover her knife.
I grabbed for her arm, but it was too late; she had the knife. She blocked my 
hand with her left arm while her right hand raised the blade.
I disengaged and threw myself to the floor as the knife plunged forward. I 
wasn't quite fast enough, and she grazed my leg. I felt it only as sensation, 
not pain, but the blood was welling out of my calf. That knife was sharp!
I paused, but she knew better than to pursue me. The bed was her bastion. She 
awaited my next attack, her blade poised. She might not be expert at unarmed 
combat, but she did know how to use that knife.
A portion of her negligee trailed over the side of the bunk. I dived and caught 
it, feinting at her knife hand as I did so, to conceal my purpose. Then I stood 
back and yanked on the material.
No good; it simply tore loose, leaving her with a ragged but sufficient 
covering. But I realized I had a device here; she could not protect both her 
knife and her clothing. I made another pass at the knife and got another handful 
of cloth. I tore it free. After several such sallies, I had her halfway naked; 
after several more, I had stripped the rest of her.
I had thought this would at least disgruntle her. It did not. She remained 
poised, her blade awaiting its opening. She had come close to scoring on me 
again as I tore away her apparel, and now none remained to distract her. She was 
one lovely, firm-fleshed young woman, and knew it; it was harder than ever to 
concentrate on what I was doing.
What was I doing? I should be trying to knock her out so I could rape her in 
peace, and my own weapon was hardly ready. It was dangerous to let this drag on 
like this; sooner or later she would score with her blade. Every adviser, 
including her own father, had told me to finish it quickly.
But now, having suffered first blood, I knew emotionally as well as 
intellectually that this was a serious fight. She would stab me if I didn't stab 
her. Yet still I clung to my idiotic notion that she would somehow submit 
without violence, once she saw the light, so that it wouldn't be rape. I knew 
better, but it prevented me from undertaking the brutality I was supposed to 
practice.
"An Operations officer has status in her own right," I said. "She does not have 
to play hostess for her husband if she chooses not to. She exerts significant 
power, organizing the operation of the command, answering only to the commander 
himself. She salutes only him. This is not ordinarily a prerogative of marriage 
to the commander, but in this case the marriage is required for legitimacy, and 
the office can only be assumed while this mission exists. But for that limited 
period, it's about as much power as any woman can have." I knew, now, that she 
craved legitimacy and power beyond all else, as some women do. Her father had 
encouraged this attitude in her, making her his heir in nature as well as in 
office.
"Damn you!" she flared. "Shut your mouth!"
"Just thought you'd be interested," I remarked innocently. "You did very well 
when you organized the arrangements with the Solomons. I appreciate competence 
wherever I find it."
"You're not fighting fair!" she protested.
"Well, as they say, all's fair in love and"
"Next you'll tell me you love me!" she cried indignantly.
"No. I could never love a pirate. I merely want to use you."
"Well, get on with it, then! You won't use me by talking at me!"
All too true. Her knife had never wavered. There was no easy way to conquer this 
hellion, certainly not by words.
I became aware again of the audience sitting around the chamber, making no sound 
or motion. I certainly wasn't following their advice. It was evident to all that 
I simply wasn't ready, physically or emotionally, to finish this business. Even 
the victim was getting disgusted. Probably I should retreat, giving up the 
effort. No rape, no marriage, no loss of life. But also no alliance, and no 
continuation of my mission in the Belt. That was no good, either.
I studied Roulette, trying to fathom an opening so I could disarm her again. 
Once I got the knife away and held her struggling body close, I thought I could 
do the rest. But I wasn't sure. If I still couldn't perform
I looked into her eyes. Was there a pleading there? She knew what I had to do, 
and why, and knew what it would mean for her. She knew that if she killed me, or 
even escaped me, all would come to naught. If ever a woman could be said to want 
to be raped, this would be the occasion. I knew I had to do it, and she knew she 
had to be the victim, but neither of us was able to overcome our aversion to it. 
I could not force her, and she could not accede without violence, however much 
we both might desire the consummation. An impasse of a sort, like that Juana and 
I had suffered in the Tail, and I did not know the solution. We were locked in a 
situation neither of us wanted.
Then I looked through her eyes, and her face changed. The jaguar aura faded, and 
her features became rounder, older, and beautiful in a different way. Her naked 
body became less pronounced but just as feminine. AndI loved her.
"Helse," I whispered.
"No," she said.
"Who, then?" For now I saw that she was not precisely Helse, who was dead, but 
another woman very like her in appearance, though older. The woman Helse might 
have become, had she lived to her thirties. Had she been Saxon.
"Megan," she said.
And so she was. The one other woman I could love, perhaps, though I had never 
met her. I stepped toward her. "I hardly know you," I said. "Only through your 
picture, that I glimpsed with my beloved."
"I am older than you," she said.
"I know. I could never love a younger woman." I moved in to kiss her. A part of 
me was surprised to see this ready acceptance of a woman I had never met, yet I 
also knew she was as close to Helse as I could ever come. For even the 
suggestion of Helse, I would give up virtually everything else I valued.
She met me partway. I felt a sting at my left shoulder; I shrugged it off. There 
was another. I ignored it and brought my lips to hers. The kiss was sharp, 
almost painful, but wonderfully sweet. I felt her body tight against mine, 
gradually relaxing. What a woman she was!
We drew apart, a little. She gazed at me wide-eyed. "Oh, Hope, I'm sorry!" she 
said.
"Sorry?" I asked, surprised.
Then her lovely features clouded and changed and reformed to those of the jaguar 
maiden. A smear of bright red was on her chin. My lower lip hurt; I brought my 
left hand up to check it, and discovered I was wounded in the shoulder. Pain 
stabbed through me, and I saw there was blood down along my arm from two deep 
knife wounds. An artery had been punctured.
"You stabbed me!" I exclaimed. "And you bit me!"
"Well, you hugged and kissed me!" she retorted.
"And you're not Megan." That, more than anything else, I could not forgive her.
"Who the hell is Megan?"
I struck her, a slashing openhanded blow across the side of the head. Her head 
rocked back, her mouth open, but I caught her again on the other side with my 
backhand. She fell on the bed, blinking. "Who the hell are you?" I demanded.
Her right hand swung up, bearing the blood-tipped knife. My own right hand moved 
so quickly my eyes did not follow it and caught her wrist. I stared into her 
eyes as I brought her knife hand down to her own face. Strength for strength, 
she could not compete with me. "You prefer sadism?" I inquired. "Shall I make 
you slit your nose? Men would not find you so pretty, then."
She fought, but she could not budge the knife except by letting it go. She did 
so, and it fell flat across her mouth, not cutting her, and slid to the bed. "I 
never saw you like this!" she gasped.
"You never saw me at all, you arrogant bitch!" I snapped. "You like me better 
now?" I jerked my right hand and forced her right hand to strike her face. 
"Suppose you chew off your finger while I watch?"
"You brute!" But it was neither fear nor horror that governed her now. Her tone 
was one of discovery and admiration. "Kiss me again, I won't bite!"
I released her hand, moved my face close to hers, and spat in it. Blood and 
saliva splatted against her cheek. "I'd as soon kiss a snake!"
She shuddered, not with anger but with rapture. She spread her arms and her 
legs. "Do it now!" she breathed. "I can't fight you when you're like this! 
You're a real man after all!"
I drew away from her and stood by the bunk. "Look at me," I said. "I don't want 
you. You're not Helse, you're not Megan. What good are you?"
"Revile me!" she whispered. "Hit me! Make me scream!"
"You aren't paying attention, you pirate slut," I said. "Look at my member. You 
don't turn me on at all."
Now she looked. She saw I was not bluffing.
"I can't believe it. You brutalized me; you must want me."
"You have failed as a woman," I told her.
She snatched the knife from the bed beside her. She pointed it at my groin. 
"I'll cut it off!"
"Go ahead." I raised my arms and set my hands behind my head, not retreating 
from her.
She thrust and aborted, making a feint. I did not budge. I had called her bluff. 
She knew that if she castrated me she would lose the only man who had broken her 
will.
Slowly she brought the blade to her own throat. "If you won't have me, no one 
will," she said.
"Spirit," I said.
My sister rose from her chair. "Yes, Hope."
"If she dies, you are bound by honor to kill me."
Spirit hesitated. I had been in awe of her before; she was in awe of me now. 
"Yes," she whispered.
"I can't hear you," I said.
"Yes!" she screamed.
"Set the laser."
Slowly she brought out her laser pistol, adjusted it, and aimed it at my face.
My eyes had never left Rue's. "You see we honor the pirate convention. Do you 
believe Spirit will kill me?"
Roulette turned her head a moment to gaze at Spirit's face. "Yes," she breathed. 
"She doesn't bluff."
"So you may safely kill yourself," I continued. "You know you will be 
immediately avenged, and there will be no onus for your father to bear, no 
embarrassment to your clan."
Roulette flung the knife away. "You bastard, you have mastered me! Finish it!"
"Why should I?" I demanded cruelly as Spirit lowered the laser and returned to 
her chair.
Rue considered momentarily. "May I touch you?"
"You may do what you like with me."
She leaned forward and reached for my member, but she was inexperienced and did 
not know how to force a reaction. Observing her defeat, she dropped to her knees 
before me, flung her arms about my legs, and pressed her face to my torso. I 
felt the moisture of her hot tears, and that brought on the masculine reaction. 
In humiliation she had won what she had lost in her arrogance.
She returned to the bed and lay back, legs spread. "Now do it!"
I stood still, in two senses. "Do what?"
"You know what!" she flared.
"Why?"
"Oh, Godmust I beg for it?"
"Yes."
She stiffened, then forced herself to relax. "Please."
"I can't hear you."
"Please!" she cried.
"Address the camera," I said.
She faced the camera. "Please rape me! I beg you!"
I glanced at the audience. All of their eyes were glowing, and their jaws were 
set. They were embarrassed and angry. There are reasonable limits to all things, 
even sadism. I realized that I did not like what had been evoked in me.
I looked back at Roulette. She lay there, spread, waiting. Her bosom was 
heaving, and her face and neck were flushed.
It had to be violent; that was important. I owed her that.
I got on her, and as my member touched her flesh, I felt the climax on its way. 
I thrust savagely, not to hurt her but because I had only about three quarters 
of a second to get into her before exploding.
She clung to me, relishing it, climaxing instantly as I tore through her virgin 
membrane. She kissed me passionately. My blood was on her lips, her blood on my 
member. My essence pumped into her with the most urgent pleasure I have 
experienced.
"Promise me one thing," she whispered as it subsided.
"One thing," I agreed into her soft, fragrant hair.
"Never make me beg again."
"I promise." I had raped her spirit rather than her body; I would never again 
need to humiliate her like that.
 
Chapter 11  PRISONER
She had stabbed me twice in the left shoulder, severing an artery, but in my 
vision-trance I had exerted control over the autonomic system and closed the 
wounds with minimum loss of blood. She had bitten right through my lip, but 
again I had sealed it off. The holo-tape showed it perfectly. That was what had 
cowed her: I had seemed like other than a man, a creature she could neither hurt 
nor resist. At that point it had become psychologically necessary for her to 
prove I was a man and that she could make me respond to her appeal. That she was 
a woman. The more I demurred, the more important it became for her.
The rest was routine. I took her back to her father's ship. The holo of the 
proceedings was not necessary; indeed, Roulette insisted that it not be shown, 
and that none of the witnesses speak of the nuptial night in any except the most 
general terms. As far as outsiders were concerned, I had charged in, gotten 
stabbed, disarmed her, knocked her semiconscious, and raped her while she bit 
through my lip: exactly the way it should be. Now she was mine, and she stayed 
close by my side and limped a little and obeyed my every word without protest, 
demonstrating the extent to which she had been tamed. It was a matter of pride 
for her to do this, to make it absolutely clear. Her father glanced at her and 
nodded, satisfied. He glanced at my bandaged shoulder and swollen lip and nodded 
again. Obviously it had been a good fight....
Now the alliance was made. It had, in fact, been sealed the instant I penetrated 
Roulette. The fleet of the Solomons became a division of ours, their stores of 
money became ours, and their men saluted our officers. We could now afford to 
purchase all the supplies we needed, without holding back on our pay roster. We 
integrated our commands, and I interviewed key Solomons personnel, making sure 
there were none who would betray our effort. There were none; whatever their 
nature, they were loyal to Straightand to his daughter. Roulette was now our 
S-3 Operations officer and my wife, and that was good enough. And the Navy made 
no further issue of the Solomons' business interests. Straight had his 
legitimacy. I realize this may appear to be an accommodation with mischief, but 
my objection was not to gambling but to criminal activity. In the real world, 
such distinctions and compromises have to be made.
It took time, of course, for fleets are not integrated in a day. Or in a week. 
But we now had time, thanks to this alliance. We organized our forces, trained 
themSergeant Smith had his work cut out!and prepared for the next battle. We 
had our Navy fleet, the Solomons fleet, and the remnants of the Fiji fleet, but 
our next encounter was to be with the Marianas, the most formidable of the 
pirate bands, and they were organizing, too. The fate of the Belt would hinge on 
this next battle.
There was one gratifying consequence of the marriage in another respect. My 
staff had been debating what song to give Roulette when she joined us, and 
factions were forming in support of one song or another. Spirit favored "Wheel 
of Fortune," which describes a man's glimpse at the body of a fabulously 
beautiful young woman and his dazzlement thereof, while Emerald preferred 
something relating to the ravishing of maidens. Our community was split; they 
referred to Roulette as "The Ravished" while humming "Wheel of Fortune." We 
needed to settle this, but neither Spirit nor Emerald would yield, their rivalry 
finding expression in the naming of a new officer.
Shrapnel, our hostage-status pirate, made petition to address my staff. I 
granted it immediately, knowing what was on his mind. He stood before us and 
spoke his piece:
"I hereby offer my service and my loyalty to Rue, if she accepts."
Roulette, annoyed by this familiar use of her name, frowned. "Why the hell 
should I want it, Fiji?"
Oops! I tried to catch her eye, but she arranged not to let it be caught. She 
remained imperious in little ways.
"I bring a gift that will please you," Shrapnel said.
"I need nothing from you!"
"Um, Rue..." Spirit murmured.
"Oh, all right," Roulette snapped. "You think you can please me, Shrap? Show me 
your power."
For answer, Shrapnel began singing. We listened, amazed, for he had the finest 
tenor voice any of us had heard, and complete control. Obviously he had had 
training in this, somewhere along the way; there was magic in his delivery.
Come all ye fair and tender maids
Who flourish in your prime, prime:
Beware, beware! Make your garden fair
Let no man steal your thyme, thyme
Let no man steal your thyme.
 
For when your thyme is past and gone
He'll care no more for you, you;
And every day that your garden is waste
Will spread all o'er with rue, rue
Will spread all o'er with rue.
 
A woman is a branching tree
A man a singing wynd, wynd;
And from her branches, carelessly,
He'll take what he can find, find
He'll take what he can find.
 
It was the loveliest, saddest song I had ever heard, and the feeling came 
through with an impact that smote us all. The allegory was potent: a woman like 
a garden, with fragrant herbs growing, like thyme, that would be replaced by the 
bitter medicinal plant rue, if not properly kept up. But thyme is pronounced 
"time" and rue is also regret, and wynd is wind; when the wind carelessly plucks 
what it wishes and departs, the garden may be destroyed. For a woman to leave 
herself open to that is to invite heartbreak.
And the name of the song was "Rue."
Emerald and Spirit exchanged a glance and nodded. Rue sat stricken, not moving 
at all. The song was apt in so many ways, and so beautiful; there was no 
question it was hers. Shrapnel had done more than show her his power; he had 
named her. And her name was Rue.
Now Shrapnel saluted, sharply and cleanly, and held it until Rue, moving as in a 
trance, returned it. "Welcome to the S-3 staff, Shrapnel," I said.
In an hour the song was all over the fleet. But no one could lead it but Rue. 
She had to go from ship to ship, to sing it for each company; it was, in fact, 
her initiation.
 
In due course we arrived at the Marianas' segment of the Belt. My Navy fleet led 
the way with the Solomons auxiliary taking an alternate route through a channel 
in the Belt debris. We were to rendezvous at the Marianas capital region; then 
we would tackle the main pirate force in one definitive battle.
"I'm using the Mongol strategy for this one," Emerald said at our staff meeting. 
"I trust you all are familiar with it?"
Phist coughed. Spirit smiled. Naturally none of us were familiar with it. "I'm 
just a ravished pirate wench," Rue said. "What do I know of history?"
"Pirates do not study history?" Emerald inquired.
"We're too busy with the present."
"The Marianas won't be familiar with the tactics of the ancient Earthly Mongols, 
then?"
"What the hell do the Mongols have to do with us?" Rue demanded. "Of course, 
they don't know about that stuff."
"That's what I thought. Those who will not heed history are doomed to repeat it. 
Perhaps you would be willing to play the devil's advocate here."
"The what?"
"I'll do it," I said quickly. I had learned already that Roulette had a prickly 
temper, especially where her areas of ignorance were concerned.
"Good enough," Emerald said. "You'll play the part of King Bela of Hungary. You 
have a force equivalent to that of the invading Mongols, and you are established 
west of the River Danube, while the Mongols, having destroyed Russia, are 
advancing southwestward toward you. What do you do?"
"Hold on, Rising Moon!" I protested. "I've got to know more than that! What kind 
of armament do the Mongols have? How does it compare to mine? Whose side are the 
natives on? What about supply lines?"
She smiled. "You're learning, sir. The Mongols are a real terror. The force they 
send against you is a spin-off from the greatest land empire ever conquered, but 
now their supply lines are so extended they must forage from the land. They are 
lightly armed horsemen, highly mobile, who tend to attack swiftly and retreat, 
then attack again. They have destroyed all enemies so far, including your 
associates, who underestimated them. But you are on your home territory, and the 
local people support you. In addition, it is winter, with deep snow all about, 
hindering their mobility and making it impossible for them to steal or destroy 
your crops. You have your secure bases, with ample supplies, while they are 
traveling in the open, lean and hungry. They're coming fast."
"Well, then, I'll just sit tight and wait for them," I decided. "And I'll attack 
them as soon as they cross the Danube, catching them with their formations 
unformed and their backs to the river, while they're tired from traveling. I'll 
probably pulverize them."
"One branch of their force splits off, attacking your allies to the north," 
Emerald continued. "The Mongols are successful, so you can't depend on help from 
your allies, but it is plain that this side campaign will prevent that smaller 
Mongol force from rejoining their main force in time to fight you. So in that 
respect their diversion seems to have backfired; you now face a slightly 
inferior force."
"I'll polish them off before their other unit gets here," I said. "It's my 
golden opportunity." I paused. "Unless they have a secret weapon?"
"Nothing physical," she assured me. "But strategically they're sharp."
"Like boosting drones backward," Roulette muttered. "Or mining their own bases." 
The other officers chuckled. The Solomons had been able to replenish their lost 
drones from the Fiji reserve force that had not come against us, but it had been 
an effective lesson.
"Well, you won't catch me with any of those cheap tricks!" I said, enjoying 
this. "I'm canny old King Bela, and I know my troops and my territory, and I'll 
follow sound strategic and tactical principles. The Mongols can't budge me by 
anything less than a full-scale attack, and I'm well prepared for that."
Rue cocked her head at Emerald. "Those Hungarians look pretty secure to me. How 
are the Mongols going to take them?"
"I think this is useful," Repro interposed. "Captain Hubris makes a good enemy 
commander. Why don't we continue him in that role, so he can provide an insight 
into the most likely course of the Marianas?"
Rue clapped her hands in a girlish gesture that startled me. She was, indeed, 
still young. "He'll make a great enemy! He's already a rapist! I won't tell him 
a thing, no matter how hard he beats me!"
She certainly loved that wife-brutalizing image! I had, of course, made love to 
her again, since the first night, but she had insisted on being violenced. This 
tended to put me off; I had risen somehow to the occasion the first time, but 
despite Repro's warning, I had hoped for the more normal, gentle procedure 
thereafter. This woman, it seemed, actually wanted to be sexually savaged. She 
referred to my rape of her not with horror but with pride. But that was another 
matter; right now I had to decide whether to remove myself from the strategy of 
this important upcoming battle. "Very well, I'll try it this time," I agreed. 
"You have made me play the role of a rapist; the role of an ancient king can't 
be worse than that. I hope I don't regret it." Little did I know!
"It will be your finest campaign, sir!" Emerald promised me, her eyes assuming 
that dangerous glitter.
And so I removed myself from the active planning of our strategy, becoming 
instead the enemy commander. For obvious reasons we never publicized this 
aspect; on the record I was the man in charge throughout. As a figurehead I was 
a success.
We crossed the river some distance from the main Marianas base. I must clarify 
this, lest the narrative become confused. The Mongol/Hungarian battle of 1241 
had occurred on the land mass of the Eurasian continent on Earth, with the 
flowing water of great rivers representing significant barriers to the passage 
of armies, especially when those rivers were guarded by enemy forces. The 
Marianas from which the pirates took their name were a chain of islands in 
Earth's huge Pacific ocean. There the barriers were not water but land, often in 
the form of submerged reefs, limiting the passage of sea-traveling ships. But 
here in space there was neither land nor water, neither ocean nor reef. Yet the 
analogy held, for there were indeed rivers and islands. The islands were the 
countless planetoids, few of which were large enough to anchor a ship, but many 
of which presented problems for navigation at cruising velocities. In some 
regions there were extended bands of dust and sand that stretched interminably 
through the Belt, almost invisible from a distance, but highly abrasive and 
awkward for passing ships. A single particle of spaceborne sand could not 
significantly damage a ship, but a thousand particles could wear down the finish 
and weaken the metal, and a million could make that ship unreliable for extended 
use. In a river of sand there were many millions of particles, and their force 
could be felt beating against the hull, scouring it. No ship's captain could 
feel easy about that, so unless it was an emergency, he would not trust his ship 
in it. Certainly we did not; we sent drones out to scout the river in detail, 
recording all details of its curvature and thickness and density. Then we 
fumbled through a ford, a narrow section of the river that was relatively free 
of sand. Such fords were not necessarily obvious, as they slanted and twisted 
through the convoluted rivers, impossible to spy from afar, but this one was 
large and clear. It was evidently in common use, for it was marked by radio 
buoys. The enemy had not even thought to set a guard on it, perhaps because it 
was several days' travel from the base. So what could have been a delay for us 
was not; we hardly slowed our progress, since we had spaced our formations to 
provide sequential access to the ford. Mongols were smart about travel 
arrangements.
We proceeded at reduced velocity toward the Marianas. We were now in their 
territory, but there were few planetoids and there was no resistance. As the 
"Enemy King" I could appreciate why; all my forces had been gathered in to the 
central fleet, where they would be most effective. It would have been pointless 
to put up token resistance to the might of the onrushing Mongol horde. Even 
unimpeded, our journey took several more days, for space is vast.
By day Roulette shared the ongoing preparations for the encounter. I knew she 
had extensive knowledge of pirate ways, and that she was sharing her information 
with the other officers; she was invaluable in this respect. Shrapnel, too, was 
working with Sergeant Smith to train special forces; the two got along well 
together, and there was a lot to do. One good man can be worth as much as a 
cruiser! Like the Mongols, we were alert to the ways of the enemy. My use of the 
term horde above is, in part, facetious; we were no horde, and neither were the 
original Mongols. We were a disciplined, potent fighting machine, as they had 
been. Battles are seldom won by hordes.
By night Rue was mine, in her fashion. I have stressed that emotional love was 
no part of my military experience, yet to the extent I was able, I was smitten 
by her. It was not merely that she was the loveliest creature I had encountered, 
in every physical way the personification of beauty and sex appeal, though that 
was certainly a significant part of it. It was not that she was intelligent and 
spirited, though I liked that, too. It was no longer that she was forbidden 
fruit; now that fruit was in my possession. It was not that she was a nice 
person, for she was not; she was a tempestuous, strong-willed, sharp-tongued 
wench with redeeming qualities to balance it out. I think mainly it was the 
challenge that she represented; specifically, the emotional challenge. For if I 
did not love her, neither did she love me. She understood, as well as I did, the 
nature of this marriage; it was a necessary device to facilitate a necessary 
alliance. I had already made and broken one marriage for the benefit of the unit 
and might do so again; she had no absolute security. Yet I could not think of 
any man-woman relationship as purely political, not when it involved sex. Not 
when the woman was as vibrant and desirable as Rue. And I think she had some 
similar reservations.
She was in some ways a wild creature, controlled but not tamed. I wanted to tame 
her, specifically, in bed. I wanted sex my way. Gentle and loving and mutual. 
And she simply didn't understand. "You promised not to make me beg," she 
reproached me.
"Nonviolence is not begging!" I protested. "I want you to respond without 
humiliation or pain."
She looked at me as if I were uttering something disgusting. She had been raised 
to believe that rape was the natural order, and that a woman could only enjoy 
sex as an adjunct to some sort of distress. Anything else was obscene. She 
literally could not turn on unless treated roughly. If I refused to be rough, 
she simply lay there and tolerated me; her code did not permit her to resist me 
anymore, whatever she implied in public. The code varied from band to band and 
clan to clan, but she was true to her variant. Inevitably I found I had to 
strike her, or revile her verbally, to make her happy.
And so it seemed I had won the sexual battle, on the nuptial night, but lost the 
war. I had raped Roulette but could never share any other kind of sex with her. 
This promised to become a minor private hell, for I desperately wanted that 
other kind of relationship. I was a prisoner of her nature.
On one occasion, when we had come to an unsatisfactory culmination, I heard her 
singing faintly: "And every day that your garden is waste, / Will spread all 
o'er with rue, rue..." In a fury of embarrassment, I left the chamber. But on 
the next occasion, when she started the song, I struck her on the shoulder with 
what minimal roughness I could get away with, and she stopped, and it was 
better. She was training me.
Our fleet arrived at what we code-named the Danube: the larger, denser river of 
sand that sheltered the Marianas' base. We had split into three groups with the 
wings proceeding first, scouting the territory for resistance or ambush. When it 
turned out there was none, our center group accelerated at 1.5 gee and closed 
the gap rapidly. All three arrived at the Danube together, perfectly 
coordinated. My staff was competent about maneuvers.
But observing this in my role as King Bela of Hungary, I refused to be tempted 
by the seeming delay of the Mongol center. I remained safely ensconced beyond 
the river. Let the Mongols cross the single ford; I would mow them down while 
they were vulnerable, and if they did manage to cross, they would still be 
fighting with their backs to the river: an uncomfortable situation. The 
advantage was all mine, as long as I waited and forced them to come to me.
Indeed, my assessment was accurate, for the Marianas did not come out to meet 
us. Mondy's sources informed us that they had a fine and ready fleet, well 
disciplined and well supplied, probably able to defeat ours in open battle. But 
they were canny, waiting for us to commit ourselves, knowing that it would be 
ten or twelve days before our unit under Straight could join us, and that they 
could choose to attack us at any time before then. They could afford to wait 
while our supplies diminished.
I was of mixed emotions. I knew we had to beat the pirates and that Emerald had 
a strategy to do this that the others believed would work. But as King Bela I 
could not see how a Mongol victory was possible. The Mongols had to cross the 
Danubeand be vulnerable.
"I'm glad I'm not on your side," Rue remarked smugly. I whammed her on her 
delightful derriere, and things proceeded from there. I hated to admit it, but 
there was a certain pleasure in roughness. I had never had as intense an 
experience as the nuptial rape. Could her way be right?
Emerald muttered something about the situation being wrong and ordered a 
strategic retreat. The Mongols had made no effort to cross the Danube but went 
back the way they had come.
What? As King Bela I gaped, then realized that once the Mongols had realized 
that they faced a superior force in an impregnable position, they had known that 
combat would be disastrous. So they had to back off, stalling for time until 
their missing unit caught up.
Did I want them to do that? I decided that was not in King Bela's best interest. 
Cautiously I deployed some of my forces across the Danube, ready to back off if 
this turned out to be a ruse. But it wasn't; my advance only hastened the 
retreat of the Mongols, who were no longer in fighting formation. It hadn't 
occurred to them that I might advance at this stage; their horses were pointed 
the wrong way.
In space, my strategy was echoed by the Marianas. Suddenly our fleet was in 
genuine retreat. Whatever Emerald had planned had gone wrong; the Marianas had 
stuck to conventional strategy, refusing to be spooked or cowed, and it had paid 
off. Conventional ways are conventional because they are basically sound; one 
deviates from them at one's risk.
Emerald seemed disgruntled when I met her. "Well, it just didn't make sense to 
cross the Danube in the face of a prepared, alert enemy force," she said 
defensively. "So we moved back to give you some room; we can fight better in 
clear space, away from the river."
"But you can't turn a formation on a dime in space," I pointed out. "I'm coming 
out in forward-facing battle order, my van on your tail. If you pause to reform 
your formation, I'll tear you up. It's similar to the problem of a small ship 
trying to turn about in space, during pursuit."
"You won't follow that close," she said. "All we need is enough leeway to turn."
"I won't give you that leeway."
"You'll have to. We have faster ships than you do."
"Not all of them," I countered. "Any that lag will be lost, so you have to slow 
the main fleet to accommodate them. My own slower vessels can afford to trail; 
there's no foe behind us."
Grim-faced, she turned away.
I had my victory, but it tasted of ashes, for I was in real life the commander 
of the fleeing force. We would probably survive this debacle, for the Marianas 
could not force us to fight, but we certainly couldn't win a battle we never 
fought. Our reputation would suffer, and the remaining pirates of the Belt would 
hold us in contempt. Our fleet would be intact, but my mission would become 
impossible.
We accelerated but so did the Marianas fleet, keeping pace, nipping at our 
stragglers. My assessment was correct; our fleet velocity was limited not by the 
acceleration of our fastest ships, but by that of our slowest ships, while the 
enemy's pursuit was the opposite. Their fastest harrying our slowest; that was 
the awful reality of an extended retreat.
Our strategic one-day withdrawal became a nonstrategic flight in the second day, 
and a virtual rout in the third. There was no longer any pretense of 
orderliness; our destroyers hung back only to protect our rear, and in this 
position they weren't too effective at that. We held our losses to a minimum, 
but the retreat continued; there was simply no way to turn it. On into the 
fourth day it went, back along the route we had come. Disaster!
We were now closer to the other river we had crossed, dubbed the Sajo. Beyond 
that was the Mohi Heath, after which this historic rout had been named. I did 
not know the details of it, but I knew the Mongols had not gone on to destroy 
Earth's Europe, so the outcome was clear. How could Emerald have chosen this as 
a model!
If only Straight had wrapped up his side campaign earlier! But his diversion had 
been necessary, Emerald had explained, to protect our flank from attack by the 
pirates' allies. Also, it provided our pirate ally with some excellent 
opportunity for plunder; that had been a tacit understanding. He was to plunder 
only pirate resources and leave the colonists alone, and I trusted his 
commitment on thatbut the delay had proved deadly for us!
And what would we do when we came up against the River Sajo? We could not turn 
south along it for several reasons. First, we could not make the turn without 
getting torn up by the spearhead of the Marianas, and if we did complete the 
turn, our right flank would be exposed to their continuing attack. And if we 
staved off that, where would we go? The Sajo was part of a tributary system to 
the Danube, joining it to the south. That was a cul-de-sac, a dead end. If we 
turned north we faced similar problems and would be heading into the mountains; 
in this case, the larger planetoids that we would have to maneuver around while 
under fire from the pirate van. No, our only choice was to funnel through the 
ford again, then try to prevent them from following. We could probably succeed 
in that, but it hardly mattered, for they would remain the clear victors in this 
embarrassing encounter.
"I'm glad I'm not a Mongol," I muttered with something like gallows humor.
"Get it out of your system," Rue advised, for we were in our chamber. "Rape me 
really hard."
The awful thing was, she meant it. To her way of thinking, a major function of a 
married woman was to alleviate her husband's distress of any nature by serving 
as the violent object of his rage. He could beat her up and vent his passions on 
her body and be at ease with himself, all tensions abated.
I looked at her, standing there in her translucent negligee. She was so 
stunningly beautiful! Oh, I wanted her, but not this way. "I almost liked it 
better when you hated me," I said.
She smiled sweetly. "I still hate you, Captain."
I shouldn't have been surprised or shocked, but I was. My illusions about the 
nature of this marriage had taken another jolt. Suddenly it was too much. I was 
in humiliating retreat on both the military and romantic fronts, and here was my 
ultimate defeat: her continuing antipathy.
Something crumbled inside me. I dropped facedown on the bed and sobbed.
Dimly I heard her disgusted voice. "What the hell's the matter with you? No man 
does that, not even when he's dying of a gut wound. Stop it this instant!"
But I was overwhelmed by defeat. I continued to cry into the pillow.
"You damned gutless wonder!" she swore. "Quit it!" And she struck me on the back 
with her petite fist. "I can't stand to see a man cry!"
I ignored her. She got on the bed, dug her hands into my side, and rolled me 
over. Through blurred eyes I saw her sitting beside me, absolutely helpless and 
furious. "You cursed baby!" she exclaimed. "What do I have to do to make you 
stop, treat you like a damned infant?"
"Yes," I blubbered.
"Shit!" she said.
But after a moment she reconsidered. "Okay, jellyfish! You want it, you got it. 
Come here, baby." And she lay down beside me, stripped her night clothing, and 
hauled my head roughly into her bare bosom. "That better, you sniveling 
weakling?"
I turned my head, and my cheek slid across her smooth, full breast. I closed my 
eyes, imagining it was Helse's breast. Suddenly I was at peace. "Yes."
"Oh, for God's sake!" she muttered, her efforts to shame me having failed. "I 
should smother you!" And she brought her free hand up to press her other breast 
at my mouth, preventing me from breathing through it.
I took her nipple into my mouth and sucked on it, a baby indeed.
"You bastard!" she swore, shuddering with outrage. "You spineless, ludicrous 
excuse for a man! That's disgusting! What the hell do you think I am?"
I closed my teeth, biting gently on her nipple. "Oh!" she exclaimed, but she did 
not draw away. "You're hurting me!"
Then she paused, evidently struck by a realization. "Do it again."
I bit her again, lightly. "You sadistic brute!" she murmured, and pressed her 
breast closer in to my face.
Then it was my turn to pause in realization. She did not have to be truly hurt 
or degraded; she only needed a pretext. We were playing at the game of "baby," 
and now she was getting into it. Perhaps we had found a compromise.
I held her close, and she held me close, and I worked on her divine breast. In 
due course she heated, physically, and became all soft and shivery against me. 
"Oh, God." she whispered. "Oh, God..."
And so, in our askew fashion, we made peaceful and mutually satisfying love for 
the first time. Out of defeat had come a kind of victory.
 
Our fleet did funnel through the ford. Emerald did a masterful job of 
integrating our dispositions so that the Marianas were unable to capitalize on 
our constriction. We shot through the river pass at relatively high velocity, 
decelerating, so that our ships would be in position to defend the ford. Here, 
at last, was where our six-day retreat ended.
The Marianas had to decelerate also, for they did not care to subject their 
ships to the rigors of the river of sand and were unable to use the ford while 
our ships guarded it. They had no other way to cross, so were at a loss. Balked, 
they drew up before the ford, ready but unable to attack. Almost, I shared their 
frustration; it was not pleasant to have the prey escape. What should have been 
a phenomenal victory for King Bela had been reduced to a mere advance, owing to 
the accident of terrain.
The Sawfish, facing back in order to decelerate, braked all the way to a halt, 
then proceeded back toward the ford. "What are you doing?" I demanded of Spirit, 
the first member of my staff I located.
"Attacking the enemy, sir," she said. "Now we have successfully re-formed; we 
can meet them face-to-face. What do you say to that?"
"I say I'll pulverize you!" I said as King Bela. "You're just as bad off here as 
you would have been at the Danube, and tired from a six-day flight, and shorter 
of supplies than ever."
"So you'll commit all your forces to wipe us out," she said.
"Of course. I'm certainly not going to back off now."
"Well, may the best fighting force win," she said.
She was up to something. But the Mongol course still seemed foolhardy to me. If 
they wanted to fight with their back to the river, they could have done that at 
the Danube. Here, if they won the battle, they would have nothing to exploit, 
for this was an uninhabited region. By the time they reached and crossed the 
Danube, the Hungarians could organize another effective defense. But the Mongols 
were unlikely to win, trying to fight out from the cramped formation 
necessitated by the bottleneck of the ford.
But I kept my silence. Evidently Emerald and my staff knew something I didn't. 
Whatever it was, I hoped the Marianas didn't know it, either.
The Sawfish crossed the Sajo and emerged from the ford. There, ranged in full 
battle order before us, was the entire Marianas fleet: a battleship; two small 
carriers; and ten destroyers, buttressed by numerous escort ships. They were 
poised, waiting for us to get clear of the river, so that we could not 
conveniently retreat again. This time they intended to be sure of us.
Our lesser vessels spread out around us. Our own carrier, the Hempstone Crater, 
was beside us, protected by the big guns of the battleship. But against the 
plainly superior force of the Marianas, what use was this?
The gap between us closed. The guns of the Sawfish fired; the unequal battle was 
on. The enemy ships advanced, eager to finish this campaign. They certainly 
seemed to be unstoppable. We could put up a decent fight but could not win. 
There just was not time enough to get all our ships through the ford and into 
play before the first ones were overwhelmed.
Then from our right appeared another fleet of ships. Peripheral dust around the 
River Sajo had concealed their approach, but now they were too close to hide. 
"What's that?" I demanded, alarmed.
"That's Emerald," Spirit informed me blithely.
"But she's here on the Sawfish!"
"No. The Rising Moon transferred to the Inverness last nightshe's a nocturnal 
person, you knowand led two-thirds of our force to the other ford."
"What other ford?"
"The one our scouts located when we crossed the Sajo the first time. It's a 
subtle passage, and it seems the Marianas don't know about it."
"Don't know about it!" I exclaimed. "Are they fools?"
She shrugged. "Dear brother, you're King Bela. Did you know about it?"
"No, but"
"Did you even think of the possibility?"
"I had other things on my mind!"
"The prosecution rests."
"Is that what happened at the real battle of Mohi Heath?"
"You got it. Bela's soldiers panicked, finding themselves attacked on flank and 
rear. The Mongols left the Hungarians an avenue of escape, and mowed them down 
in pursuit. In three days, about two-thirds of them were killed. It was one of 
the Mongols' most convincing victories."
I shook my head. "Next time someone else can play the role of the enemy 
commander! I don't like losing battles."
Roulette came up beside me. "Oh, I don't know. I can think of one a couple of 
nights ago"
"Bitch," I told her. I had learned the hard way how much she liked that sort of 
appellation. But there, as in the space battle, my retreat was over.
 
It was indeed a massacre. The discipline of the pirate fleet dissolved, and it 
was each ship for itself. I saw the wisdom of the Mongol strategy: Had the enemy 
been completely surrounded, the ships would have fought with the courage of 
desperation. But since they had a route to flee, they turned and fled, and our 
faster ships had no trouble running them down singly.
We did not destroy their ships unless we had to. We closed on the best prizes 
and forced their individual surrender and took them over for our fleet. Those 
that refused to surrender were infiltrated by our commandoes, using the 
technique we had drilled on and that I had used to fight Sergeant (then 
Corporal) Heller. Now this preparation paid off. We took some losses, of course; 
these are inevitable in battle. But these were offset by much greater gains.
Roulette and I amused ourselves by transferring to the carrier and piloting a 
pair of drones. This was really an adventurous minimal-risk pursuit, since we 
never left the carrier. Each of us was ensconced in a framework of remote 
controls, the headsets feeding the drones' perceptions directly to our eyes and 
ears, our hands and feet operating the electronic directives. Both of us had had 
our prior practice in dronesmanship, of course, but never in a genuine battle 
situation. Our assignment now was to scout out the location and defenses of 
particular fleeing enemy ships, so that our destroyers could zero in on them 
efficiently. Efficiency was the watchword; we wanted to nullify as many of these 
ships as possible before they reached the Danube. Thus all trained hands were 
pressed into service, ours included, so that the drones would operate in shifts.
It was easy to get into the feel of it. The moment my drone was launched by the 
ship's catapult, its lenses became my eyes and its code signals my ears. It was 
almost as if I had sprouted a jet and a cannon and was flying in spaceor riding 
a fine, fast horse across a plain. It was an exhilarating experience; though I 
was bound to my machinery, I felt free in space.
Beside me was Drone number 18, the one my eighteen-year-old bride had chosen. 
Though she was conversant with the mechanism, she had not before handled a Navy 
drone, so I would keep her in sight and advise her when she needed it. It seemed 
as if we were radioing each other in space, but the mechanism was simpler than 
that: Our natural voices carried readily across the two-foot distance separating 
our control sets. Soon we were singing in space, "...takes a worried man...", 
"...make your garden fair...", making a kind of harmony where none belonged, 
exactly as was the case with our marriage.
It would be nice if I could claim we accomplished some heroic, or at least 
significant, deed. But we did not; we were simply small elements in the massive 
salvage effort made by our fleet. We spotted a handsome corvette and covered it 
with our guns until one of our destroyers approached and forced its surrender. 
What was perhaps more significant, as I view it in retrospect, was our 
conversation while we waited for the destroyer to arrive.
"Hope?"
She seldom called me that! "Yes, Rue?"
"We have defeated the Marianas and soon will free your Jupiter base. Your 
mission to the Belt is accomplished. There will be no further need for the 
alliance between your fleet and the Solomons."
Now I grasped her concern. "And no further need of our marriage," I finished.
"Yes."
I sighed. "It was never my intent to hold you against your will, Rue. You have 
always been free to return to your father."
"A man is a singing wynd."
"But I do not take any marriage lightly," I said, nettled at the implication. 
"Many pirate and military marriages may be mainly matters of mutual convenience, 
and certainly ours has been, but I think you make an excellent S-3 officer and a 
fair wife. I don't want to lose you, Rue; I want the marriage to continue."
I half-expected an expletive of negation in response, but she was silent a 
moment. Then: "But you must return to Jupiter."
"I will take you with me, if you want to go," I said. "As a ranking officer I 
have certain privileges, among them the right to appoint whom I please to 
positions within my command, and to marry whom I please, in or out of the Navy. 
You are technically a civilian, but as long as you remain married to an officer 
of the Jupiter Navy, you will have status in the Navy. I remain ready to take 
you on a tour to Jupiter."
"You are not dumping me the moment my use to you is over?"
"That is not my way, Rue. I have made and broken a liaison and a marriage in the 
Servicebut only for solid, mutually agreed reason. You are welcome to check 
with Juana and Emerald."
"The Used Maiden still loves you."
"So her song says. But does she say I wronged her?"
Rue sighed. "No. She speaks no evil of you."
"It's not a casual matter with me. I married you for the alliance with your 
father, but my commitment is not limited to the alliance. Not unless you wish it 
to be."
Again there was a pause. "What of Helse?"
"I did not promise you love. Your body delights me, but"
"She's, dead, Hope!"
"Yes. But I love her."
"What of Megan?"
"What do you know of Megan?"
"You called to her, just before you raped me."
"It was a vision. I do not know her."
"But she will be the next woman you love."
I was silent, and the conversation terminated there. It would be nice if all 
conversations led neatly to significant conclusions, but few do. Our lives are 
not so neatly organized. But I believe this interchange marked another turning 
point in our relationship. Roulette was coming to terms with my nature.
We wrapped up the drone mission, and our fleet wrapped up the capture of the 
enemy ships. Some Marianas did escapethe fastest shipsbut the enemy losses 
were about seventy percent, as it had been with the Hungarians in the thirteenth 
century A.D. of Earth. The pirates, who had not heeded history, had indeed 
repeated it.
Roulette found pretexts to be with Emerald as much as possible. Her purpose was 
plainly positive: She was highly impressed with the strategic victories we had 
had, and wanted to learn at the feet of the master (mistress). Emerald was 
gruffly flattered; she liked having a disciple, especially one who was a 
subsequent wife of mine. Perhaps not all of what they discussed was military.
I found myself associating more with Mondy, who was busy interrogating new 
prisoners, seeking information on the remaining pirate forces. Since he could 
not necessarily trust what they told him, he had me interview the key ones. I 
informed him who was lying and who was telling the truth, and that enabled him 
to assemble reliable data. This was important, as Emerald's strategy was based 
on the nature of the enemy as defined by her husband. Mondy had informed her 
that the Marianas' chief was prone to go for the big play, eager to capture 
quality slaves; he would be conservative until he believed he had the advantage, 
then sweep in for the kill. Exactly as he had done. Her ploy of Mongol retreat 
would not have worked against the more canny Straight. But this routine work 
required several days, and by the time it was done, we had crossed the Danube 
and laid siege to the Marianas' home base.
At this point I had better dissolve what remains of the historical analogy. This 
was not medieval Europe, and not the twentieth-century Pacific; it was 
twenty-seventh-century space, with aspects unique to itself. In this day, 
winning a battle was not the whole story; it was the necessary prerequisite to 
the proper completion of our mission. Now we had to ascertain what damage the 
pirates had done to the Jupiter base and get that base functioning properly 
again. That could take some time.
Mondy, chronically paranoid about enemy activity, urged me not to go personally 
to the freed Jupiter base until his men had checked it out carefully. Ordinarily 
I would have heeded his caution, but events prevented. Another pirate band, the 
Society, whose business was fencing pirated goods to reputable markets, was 
approaching with three carriers. I knew we would be far better off if we secured 
our main base before engaging the Society band. For one thing, we had many 
thousands of prisoners that we needed to park under guard, and the base had 
facilities for this that our ships lacked. There also should be substantial 
supplies there, to restore our fleet vitality. So I had to rush it, against 
Mondy's better judgment.
We sent in pacification troops in the guise of a liberation force. They were 
welcomed as saviors by the base personnel. Spirit ran rosters of names through 
her computer section, checking them against those of the base's original 
complement of officers. They checked. Apparently, the base personnel had been 
treated with temperance by the occupying piratesat least until the outcome of 
the campaign was known. Mondy remained suspicious but had to admit it seemed all 
right.
"Look," I told him. "If I go there, and nothing happens, then we'll know it's 
all right. I can serve as a lightning rod; I'm the mission figurehead. We only 
have a couple of days to settle this before we have to meet the Society; this is 
the only way to do it in time."
"Take adequate guards," he said grudgingly.
"An openly armed force is no good," I pointed out. "I must seem satisfied, 
relaxed, unsuspecting." The truth was, I was sure it was all right. The pirates 
knew they had no future at the base and could only invite retaliation if they 
pulled any tricks at this point. "I'll go there on recreation liberty with my 
beautiful bride. But I'll bring my routine bodyguard."
"Not enough," he objected. "At least take Brinker and Shrapnel. They know the 
pirate ways."
That made sense. Brinker, in a dress, looked innocent enough, and once Shrapnel 
had sworn allegiance to The Ravished, he had proved to be extremely useful. He 
did indeed know the ways and faces of the local pirates. In addition, a picked 
squad of sharpshooters was assigned to keep an eye on us at all times, just in 
case. But we planned to act as if we believed we were mostly unobserved.
The physical premises were impressive. Several good-sized devices were anchored 
to the planetoid, much as they were on the moon Leda, and indeed this complex 
was on a similar scale. One reason the pirates had not killed the regular 
personnel was that it would have been impossible for them to maintain it 
themselves; they had to rely on the trained base personnel, both military and 
civilian. They had, of course, confined the base commander and his officers but 
had otherwise been satisfied with benign enslavement of the working personnel. 
Ships had been looted and supplies rifled, of course, and the base was in a 
state of general disrepair. Most of the young women had been raped; in fact, 
they had been converted as a class to a gigantic Tail for the pleasure of the 
pirates. But military women know how to handle rape; it is part of their 
training; these ones survived their months of captivityactually, it had been 
just about a yearwith only a trace of the trauma experienced by civilian women. 
Mainly, they were angry, very angry. The men, conversely, had been denied sex; 
the pirates hadn't wanted any others impinging on their assumed prerogatives. 
That was the first thing the Base personnel asked for when we took over: 
resumption of legitimate sexual activity. Roulette, as Operations officer, 
arranged for that with the mischievous malice of a pirate: She assigned the 
captive pirate women to Tail duty for the initial rush.
The Belt was nearer the sun than was Jupiter, so the energy of the sun was 
easier to come by. Jupiter-scale lenses had been set up here, however, in a 
typical snafu, so that there was too much concentration, making the domes so hot 
that surplus heat had to be vented. Water was circulated through the bed of the 
planetoid, heating the rock as it cooled, and the planetoid thus served as a 
giant dissipator of energy.
This made for the warmest water in captivity. Our small party quickly deserted 
the housed area and went to the wilderness training area dome, where a band of 
sandy beach paralleled a torus-shaped lake pretty much as I had described the 
phenomenon to Rue during our wedding struggle. She was delighted. We admired the 
lush tropical vegetation that had survived the inattention of the pirates, then 
stripped naked and plunged into the warm water and splashed each other like 
children while our more conservative companions sat on the hot sand in the sun 
and chatted idly.
But as we got deeper in the water, Rue turned serious. "I don't know how to 
swim," she said. "I've never been in water over my head."
"I'll show you how," I volunteered. God, she was beautiful this way!
"Noyou'd hold me under, drowning me until I submitted."
"Now there's a notion!" I agreed, grabbing for her.
She didn't scream; even in play, she wasn't the type. "But I don't want to 
drown!"
"Then submit, slut! I've never had a woman in water."
"But I know you won't really drown me," she protested in a typically female 
reversal.
I got hold of her. "Pretend, damn it!" I drew her luscious, slippery body into 
mine.
"Pretend?" She seemed genuinely baffled.
"It's a game," I explained. "Like the mock space-battle game on your father's 
ship: a representation of something that is, in fact, more serious. I'm the 
violent man, and you're the innocent maiden from the garden of thyme. I will 
drown you if you even hint at resistance. You must do whatever I say, and it is 
rape because you are coerced by the terror of drowning."
"I suppose so," she agreed uncertainly.
"Hug me, wench!" I commanded. "Or I'll hold your head under."
She embraced me. The water lapped around the contours of our touching chests.
"Kiss me," I said. "Or..."
She kissed meand with real feeling. She had always been good at game playing; 
she just hadn't played this particular game before. I realized that this was a 
way to tame her for gentle love: making a game of it, the actual rape replaced 
by the mere threat of violence. This had real possibilities!
"Wrap your legs about my" I began.
"Alert!" Heller cried on the beach.
I broke the posture reluctantly and looked toward shore. Six men were charging 
across the sand, waving huge curved swords.
Our three on the beach had their lasers out, but they were not firing. I 
realized that there was a suppressor field on; we had been effectively disarmed. 
We had indeed walked into a trap.
Heller turned toward me. "Swim away, sir!" he called. "We'll hold them until the 
troops arrive. Stay clear!"
But Rue couldn't swim, so would be left victim to the pirates. Also, I did not 
relish leaving three unarmed people to fight six sword-slashing men. I forged on 
out of the water, and Rue followed me. "Should have known!" she was muttering in 
disgust. "I let a man kiss me, and this happens!"
"You stay out of it!" I snapped back at her.
"Like hell!"
The first two pirates came at Heller and Shrapnel, their curved swords slicing 
violently down. But both my men were conversant with this sort of combat. Both 
dodged and dropped, blocking the pirates at knee level, sending them flying to 
the sand. But as I watched the action, not yet able to reach them, I saw that 
the two were now vulnerable to the following two pirates. The swords slashed 
down before our two men could get to their feet.
Now Rue and I were on the sand, running, but traveling in my imagination in slow 
motion. I saw Shrapnel rolling out of the way, avoiding the worst of the cut 
aimed at him; but Heller slipped in the sand and was caught, and the blade 
sliced into his back. I suffered dj vu: watching my father cut by a pirate 
sword. As then, I could not prevent it. Meanwhile, the two remaining pirates 
were converging on Brinker. She did not try to flee; she stepped into one with 
what seemed like an ineffective punch to his belly, but he groaned and dropped 
to the sand. She had knifed him! But the second caught her in his arms from 
behind, and her strength was no match for his.
At this point Rue and I arrived. Rue's shoulder crashed into the side of the 
pirate holding Brinker while I dived to wrest the sword away from the nearest 
fallen man. He hung on; I kneed him in the nose and he let go. Then I lifted the 
blade and clubbed him on the head with the hilt, knocking him out.
I looked up and saw that the other thrown pirate was on Rue, poking at her with 
his sword. Evidently her stunning figure had made him pause but not hold back 
entirely. She cried out as the edge sliced into her right arm.
Then it was as though a cloud formed around mea cloud of horror and outrage. I 
saw the fallen body of Helse, crying to me, "Do it!" Helsejust before she died. 
"Not again!" I cried.
Then the sword was singing in my hand. A pirate came at me, his own sword 
raised; I dodged it and jumped past him and whirled, my sword swishing in an arc 
that intersected the back of his neck. The blade hung up on his vertebrae, but 
it didn't matter. I could tell as I yanked it free that he was dead.
I dived at the pirate attacking Rue and skewered him from behind My point 
entered his back and must have passed through his kidney; he dropped as I braced 
my bare foot against his buttock and hauled my weapon out.
I whirled to face the next, but he was already starting a two-handed chop at my 
head that I could not avoid.
Then he lost balance, and his stroke missed. Heller, supposedly dead, had 
reached out and grabbed his ankle and yanked it out. Now my own blade came 
around, slashing the pirate across the chest, and the blood welled out as he 
fell back.
One other pirate remained standing, and he was pawing at his face. Brinker, 
keeping her poise, had hurled sand in his eyes.
Now, at last, after these interminable few seconds, the security squad arrived. 
The sharpshooters had been caught by surprise by the nullification of their 
laser rifles. But now the pirates were done for. I picked up my shirt to wrap 
around Rue's cruelly wounded arm and staunch the flow of blood.
"You're a berserker!" she exclaimed faintly through pale lips. "You went crazy, 
tearing up those men!"
"I lost my bride to pirates once," I said. "I would not let that happen again."
"You did it to protect me?"
"Well, I value you; you know that," I said awkwardly, knowing she did not 
appreciate mushy sentiments.
She turned away. The security force took charge, and the brief, violent 
interlude was over.
Heller was dead. His last act in life must have been the one he took to save my 
life. He had fulfilled his vow, and I had no way to thank him. Except to leave 
him with a clean record and a commendation.
The pirate remnant had indeed set a trap for us. The six had been a suicide 
squad, hiding when the others vacated, waiting for the opportunity to catch us 
alone. They had intended to kill me or Rue or both of us, to deprive our force 
of its leadership and its basis for the alliance with the Solomons. The 
personnel of the base were innocent; they had known nothing of this.
Now we turned our attention to the Society fleet. Perhaps I should say that I 
turned my attention to it; my staff had been setting up for it all along. The 
Society band was not a strong one, but it had a lot of dronestwice as many as 
we could field at the moment. Mondy's information indicated that theirs was a 
suicide mission; they would send their drones at our ships and base without 
regard for their losses. In fact, their carriers were already decelerating, 
making ready to retreat; their drones would not even try to return to their 
bases.
This was awkward, because drones are hard to stop. They're small and fast, 
particularly when jammed up to top velocity, and they pack a considerable punch, 
and kamikaze drones have nothing to lose. We could try to shoot them all down, 
but probably they would loose their torpedoes the moment they came in range, and 
it is almost impossible to pick a traveling torpedo out of space. With targets 
as big as our battleship and the domes of the base itself, those torpedoes could 
hardly miss, and could wreak incalculable havoc.
This time I insisted on knowing Emerald's strategy. It was simple enough. "We've 
got to take out those drones before they fire, and that means sending ours out 
to intercept them."
"But they outnumber ours!" I protested. "Even if we trade off even, many of 
theirs will remain to attack us. They won't fall for the trick you used on the 
Solomons."
"Our drones will just have to take them all out," she said.
"We have how many drones now?" I asked.
"Thirty-three, on one and a half carriers."
"And they have?"
"Sixty-eight, on three carriers."
"And when drone meets drone in open space, what are the odds?"
"One drone can take out one drone in a given pass, if it shoots first and 
accurately. But the odds are about even which one wins, assuming the two are of 
equivalent sophistication."
"And is this the case here?"
"It is."
"Then how?"
"I'm going to have ours fire on the bias."
"But drones can only fire directly forward."
"They fire in the direction they are pointed."
"Isn't that the same thing?"
"Not necessarily."
I gave it up; she was unable or unwilling to make her strategy comprehensible to 
me. But I made sure to watch, for though this was theoretically a minor 
engagement, the consequences of a loss would be horrendous. We had to stop those 
drones!
I watched our carriers go out. The "half" carrier was a damaged one captured 
from the Marianas; spot reconditioning had proceeded only to the point of 
allowing a dozen drones to be launched from it, and only eight were actually 
available. With more time we could have done much better, which was probably why 
the Society was making its play now.
The carriers went out to the sides, so as to launch their drones at right angles 
to the path of the enemy drones. The ideal, in drone versus drone combat, is to 
"cross the T"; that is, to fire at your enemy from the side, so that he can't 
fire back. In fact, a formation ranged in even rows would be highly vulnerable 
to multiply placed shots from the side. That was one way a few drones could 
indeed take out many. The type of loading made a difference, too; the Society 
drones carried heavy torpedoes, while ours were loaded with explosive shells. We 
could fire four shells for every one torpedo they fired. Of course, we couldn't 
take out their ships very well, but we didn't need to, for a carrier without 
drones is like a panther without teeth. Had we been able to go for their 
carriers before their drones got within torpedo range of our targets, that would 
have been worthwhile; but their tactic of launch and retreat had obviated that. 
So we had to deal directly with the drones.
A more popular analogy, perhaps, is to the planetary aircraft: Some are bombers, 
able to damage landscape, while others are fighters, able to damage other 
aircraft. It does make a difference. Theirs were bombers, ours fighters. We had 
a better chance than I had first thought. Still, I was uneasy.
The enemy drones came on in staggered wave formation, somewhat like nestled 
flying-goose Vees, so that crossing the T became ineffective for more than one 
or perhaps two ships at a time. This was a standard precaution, and a good one. 
Each drone stood behind and to the side of its neighbor, as it were; the overall 
effect was that of a huge flying arrowhead. Nine drones were in the leading 
wing, four trailing to each side of the point. Seven wings and a wedge of five 
filling out the tail section. Each was positioned so that it could launch its 
torpedoes forward without being blocked by the drones in front; the wings were 
also staggered vertically, to add another margin of safety from interference, 
and to broaden the coverage of the target. Sixty-eight deadly missiles, headed 
for our base!
The enemy was aware of our defensive formation, of course, but ignored it. The 
Society knew we would take out some of their drones but also knew that with only 
thirty-three of ours in service, and their staggered formation, the very best we 
could hope for was a kill total of thirty-three. That would leave thirty-five of 
theirs to charge the base, for there would not be time for more than one pass. 
Our drones could not decelerate, turn, and reaccelerate to catch theirs, which 
were already traveling at speed. Our base guns would take out perhaps half the 
remainder, but the odds against getting them all were prohibitive. And if even 
one drone got close enough to launch its torpedo, a base-dome would be holed, 
and that would finish it. The sudden holing of a dome is more disastrous than 
that of a ship, for a dome is not a space vessel. The explosive decompression 
tears it apart, and even those people inside who are fully suited and ready are 
unlikely to survive, because of the violence of the destruction. We could not 
afford to let that one torpedo get through.
Emerald had said she expected to solve the problem by firing on the bias. I 
still could make no sense of this. Our drones were now accelerating toward the 
enemy formation at right angles. They would intersect the Society drones just 
outside torpedo-launching range. Our formation would be as plain on their radar 
as it was on ours: a completely conventional array, incapable of taking out more 
than its own number of enemy drones.
Well, at least our fire would be accurate. Emerald had tied it to our master 
firing computer after our pilots had positioned their drones. That computer was 
now orienting each drone to place its shots in a specific pattern. This wasn't 
really too complicated, since all shots went in exactly the direction the drone 
was pointed; several would be fired in rapid order, their shells timed to 
explode at diminishing intervals, so that the detonations would occur 
simultaneously along the firing line. If there were six drones in that line, all 
could be hit. But, of course, there were only one or two in any line. That was 
the problem.
The intersection of drones could be tricky. Since it was an advantage to be the 
second drone on the spot, so as to be able to fire on the first and destroy it, 
drones were given to abrupt cessations of acceleration near the point of 
intersection, to change their moment of arrival and foil the timed shells. They 
could also increase acceleration, to leave the shells behind. Even with 
light-speed tracking, there was a brief delay in corrections, and the tolerance 
was narrow, so there was only about one chance in three that a computer-placed 
shot would score. This was normally compensated for by having the defensive 
drones (that is, the drone-fighting drones) fire in formation, placing three 
shots in a line before the enemy drone. If all the spots the enemy could be were 
covered by exploding shells, then the likelihood of destroying it became total. 
But that used up a lot of ammunition. Each of our drones carried six shells, so 
could take out only two enemy drones on that basisif it had time to orient on 
two. And if the formation was correct, since it actually required three drones 
to place a line of shells in front of any enemy drone traveling at right angles. 
So, in the very best of circumstances, we could take out only sixty-six enemy 
drones, and the two remaining would have a clear shot at the base. Our best was 
not good enough.
The two fleets moved close together. On the radar screen the blips were on the 
verge of merging. The moment of decision was at hand. I dreaded it.
Suddenly the Society blips were obscured. All across the formation they were 
breaking up.
"One hundred percent, sir," a technician reported, interpreting the radar image.
Emerald relaxed. "That's it, then."
"They're gone?" I asked, bewildered. "But the flights didn't even intersect!"
She sighed, pleased. "Must I draw you a picture, sir?"
"That might help."
She grabbed a note pad. She drew a pattern of dots. "Here is the enemy's nestled 
V-formation," she explained. "Note how no two drones are on the same horizontal 
line."
"Yes, of course. So we couldn't"
"Note how they happen to fall into bias lines, five ships per line."
"But that's no good to us," I protested. "We were proceeding at right angles."
"We were coasting at right angles," she said. "But the orientation of our drones 
changed. We oriented on their lines and fired"
"On the bias!" I exclaimed, catching on at last. "Slantwise, early, so as to 
catch five ships per line!"
"Well, some of their lines are partial," she said. "But we caught them before 
they made their evasive acceleration, so they were sitting ducks. Some of our 
ships took out five, and some only took out one, but we were able to cover them 
all in a single sweep. The Society threat is over. Now all we have to do is 
round up their fleeing carriers for salvage."
"It's so obvious in retrospect," I said. "Why didn't they anticipate this?"
"Why didn't you, Worry?"
I shrugged. I had indeed been worrying! "I suppose I'm just a conventional 
thinker."
"Well, you'll have credit for one more brilliant victory, figurehead." There was 
no bitterness in this statement; she knew that scholars of this campaign would 
quickly catch on to the truth. The Rising Moon had proven herselfagain.
But already we had to plan for another battle, for the Samoans, the drug dealers 
of the Belt, were organizing. We had eliminated, in order, the pornographers, 
the gamblers (well...), the smugglers, the slavers, and the fencers, but 
Commander Repro and I had personal reasons to get the druggers. In addition, we 
knew that if we did not destroy the last of the major bands, Samoa would simply 
move in and restore the prior order of piracy.
At this point I was satisfied to leave our strategy to Emerald. I had to plan 
for the time beyond that last battle, our departure from the Belt. We had fences 
to mend back at Jupiter. I discussed it with my wife.
"We shall have to leave soon, Rue," I said. "My task force was commissioned only 
to clean up this mess in the Belt; the moment that's done, I must bring the 
fleet home. Once again I must remind you that you are free to"
"That game," she said. "The one in the water. I think I know how to play it 
better now."
"I'm sure you do," I agreed, putting off whatever she had in mind until I had 
established my position. "There are certain problems, either way. If you choose 
to come to Jupiter, you will have to leave your family and band, and it may be 
your father will need you here. The organization of the supplementary fleet we 
have developed from salvage will fall to him"
"Just tell me you will drown me," she said.
"On the other hand, if you come with me, as you are welcome to do, you will 
always be dependent on me for your status, for you will have none of your own at 
Jupiter. You must remain married to an officer of my level. So you should 
consider very carefully whether"
"Please don't drown me, sir!" she cried. "I'll do anything you say!" She flung 
her mass of red hair about fetchingly.
"And, too, you must appreciate that you can no longer be my Operations officer 
there. The assignment has force only during this mission, in my task force. So I 
really cannot offer you much"
She clutched my shoulders, drew me in, and kissed me. If this was feigned 
passion, it was an excellent feign. "Okay, kiss me," I murmured after the fact.
She reached up and tore open her own blouse. "Oh, sirplease don't rape me 
violently! I'll submit peacefully!"
"But I don't like submission," I protested. "I prefer mutual"
"I'll pretend! I'll pretend!" she cried, bearing me back upon the bed.
This was getting quite interesting! "How well can you feign it?"
"About as well as you feigned fighting for me, there on the beach when you 
berserked."
"Rue, I wasn't feigning tha"
She shut me up with another kiss. I shrugged mentally and proceeded to it. She 
was, after all, an incandescently attractive young woman, and this was the 
closest yet she had come to the sort of passion I preferred.
But as the climactic moment approached, she paused, suddenly sober. "Hope"
"Don't tell me!" I said. "I don't want to be reminded of the pretense. You're 
doing great!"
"Would you hit me, please."
For an instant I froze. Then I realized that this was the one pretext she still 
requiredreduced to a token, but still necessary. I brought up my hand and 
slapped her cheek hard enough to sting but not to hurt her. "Bitch!" I murmured.
Then she was all mine, or I was all hers, and it was good indeed. There is at 
times great joy in young flesh. But I realized that this was about as far as she 
could go toward my type of love. I had to be thankful that she tried so hard to 
reach this point. She really did want to please me, and had met me more than 
halfway, and I was deeply flattered by her effort. She did indeed please me.
As we lay there in relaxed dishevelment, there was a knock on the door. That had 
to be one of my staff; only they sought personal contact at this hour.
"Go away!" Rue called languidly.
But the knock repeated. Angrily, she flounced off the bed and proceeded naked to 
the door. She flung it open. "Go away, creep! I'm getting raped!"
Gerald Phist stood there, somewhat abashed. "I regret"
"You want to rape me, too?" Rue demanded, hands on hips.
"Not exactly, attractive as you are. Something has come up"
I knew Phist wouldn't interrupt like this without solid reason. "What is it, 
Commander?" I called.
"Sir, I regret to inform you that orders from Jupiter"
"Jupiter wants to rape somebody?" Rue demanded.
"I'm afraid so," Phist said, evidently embarrassed by more than her spectacular 
nudity. "I am directed by the duly constituted authority, in accordance with 
article"
"What's the gist?" I interrupted, alarmed.
"Sir," he said miserably. "I must remove you from command of the Task Force, 
and"
"What?" Rue cried, her breasts quivering with indignation.
"place you under arrest," he finished.
"You can't do that!" Rue cried, outraged.
"He can do it, and he has to, or he wouldn't be here," I told her. Then, to 
Phist: "What pretext?"
"Insubordination, sir. Consorting with pirates. Cowardice in battle." He 
grimaced. "I want you to know, sir, I support none of these charges. But"
"No, I understand, Gerald," I said. "Do your duty."
"I must confine you to quarters. And your sister."
"She's your wife, imbecile!" Roulette snapped.
"Yes," he said soberly. "And I must ground the fleet."
"But we have to fight the Samoans!" Rue said.
"No. The directive is most specific. No further combat."
"This close to finishing it?" she demanded. "I smell a"
Phist nodded, agreeing. "But the directive is clear. I'm sorry, sir."
"May I make a call out?" I asked, numbed.
"No, sir. You are to be incommunicado."
They were closing the net suddenly and tight! Which was of course the way such 
dirt had to be done. "Roulettesurely she is permitted to call her father?"
Phist hesitated. "It is true she is not Navy."
"Go call your father," I told her. "Tell him I have been deposed and arrested, 
so must void our marriage."
"Void our marriage!" she exclaimed, shocked.
"You are better off now with your father."
"No," Phist said. "I cannot permit her to leave our custody. She is privy to too 
much Navy information. She may inform her father but cannot join him."
"But she's a civilian!" I protested.
"She is a pirate. She must be interned."
I sighed. "Go make your call, Rue."
"Like hell! None of this shit is"
I lashed out with my hand, catching her cheek with a backhand blow. "You 
understand me, wench? Tell your father!"
She stared at me, rubbing her face. I had never before struck her that hard. 
"Iunderstand you, sir." She fetched her clothing and donned it while Phist 
waited, ill at ease.
"I wish you hadn't hit her," he muttered.
"I had to make my point." Of course, I hadn't liked doing it but had to show her 
that I was serious, pirate fashion. There was more to her message for her father 
than the spoken part.
In short order Roulette was ready and left with Phist to make her call. Phist 
would monitor it, of course, and cut off the call if she said anything more than 
was proper in the circumstance. He would follow the book precisely.
Rue turned briefly at the doorway and glanced back at me. Already a mark was 
beginning to show on her cheek. It was, ironically, the mark of my affection. 
Then she moved on out. Phist closed the panel behind them, and I heard the lock 
click. I was a prisoner.
 
Chapter 12  FINAL BATTLE
Gerald Phist was an honest man; he followed the directive to the letter. He 
proceeded to an efficient reorganization of all properties of the Task Force, 
preparatory to the voyage back to Jupiter, and disposed of all non-Navy 
equipment. We were permitted to monitor these preparations on the interfleet 
video system, since the directive covered only what we were allowed to 
communicate out, not what we received. Thus we knew what was going on without in 
any way affecting it.
Mondy and Emerald were allowed to visit me at will, and Spirit and Repro, for 
all were under similar arrest. Our section of the ship was simply cordoned off, 
and only service personnel on specific business were permitted to enter. Phist 
himself stayed clear, not even communicating with us; in no way could he be said 
to be in violation of any aspect whatever of the letter or spirit of the 
directive.
Rue, interned with us, seethed. "The bastard's mutinied!" she exclaimed. "He's 
taken over your command!"
"Commander Phist is a good man and a fine officer," I said. "He is doing his 
duty, nothing else, as he always has, regardless of personal considerations. I 
can't fault him."
"But he's torpedoing the whole mission! The Samoans will take over!"
Mondy smiled. On this occasion we were all seated around my chamber, which, as 
the Captain's quarters, was the largest and best furnished. "May I, sir?"
"By all means, Peat Bog," I agreed.
"Perhaps you have not paid proper attention to the incoming data, Roulette," he 
said. "It tells a story of probable success despite adversity."
"All I've seen are ships being mothballed and our plunder ditched," she said.
"The Jupiter Navy does not plunder," Mondy said. "The pirate ships we captured 
and recommissioned are being sold to the highest bidder, in accordance with 
regulations. The proceeds will be used to liquidate all outstanding Navy debts 
in this region."
"What about all the money you borrowed from my father to buy supplies?" she 
demanded.
"Precisely. That debt is in the process of being settled."
"And who the hell is buying these ships?" she continued. "Those aren't just 
scrap metal, you know! Those are functioning carriers and cruisers and 
destroyers; in fact, they now amount to more than half the fleet! Any pirate who 
gets hold of those ships can dominate the Belt, or whatever part of it the 
Samoans don't take over." She paused, alarmed at her own assessment. "Who is 
buying those ships?" she repeated.
"Your father."
That stopped her for a moment. "What does he want with a battle fleet? All he 
wants is a legitimate gambling empire."
"I believe he plans to engage the Samoans," Mondy said, innocently.
"He can't! They have more hardware. The full Task Force could have tromped them, 
but not half of it, with no Navy crews and no genius strategy. It'll be 
suicide!"
"Those ships do have crews," Mondy said mildly. "The pirates who have joined us 
have been released, as there is no future for them at Jupiter, and they are not 
prisoners. There is no longer an alliance between the Navy and the Solomons 
band, so their allegiance devolves on Straight, the dominant pirate leader."
"No alliance? My father's a pirate, but he keeps his word!"
"He kept it," Mondy said. "The Navy broke off the alliance, with Captain 
Hubris's deposition and the voiding of your marriage."
"There's no voiding! I never agreed to that!"
"But you did relay Captain Hubris's message to your father."
"Yes. But my father knew that wasn't real."
"Why not?" Mondy asked, knowing the answer.
She touched her cheek, which showed a bruise. "Because Hope hit me. Hard enough 
to show. He never did that before, not since the wedding. My father saw that 
mark."
"And so your father knew that the Captain still laid claim to you," Mondy said. 
"Yet his message was that the marriage was voided. Didn't that seem strange to 
you?"
"It meant he still wants me as a concubine," Rue said, her lower lip trembling. 
"I'll settle for that."
I started to speak, but Mondy wasn't finished. "But without formal marriage," he 
pointed out, "the alliance between your two groups has no basis. Straight's on 
his own now, owing nothing to the Navy."
"And he's fool enough to fight the Samoans for you!"
"You misunderstand," Spirit said. "That mark on your face belied the captain's 
words. Officially he was terminating the alliance, but in reality he was 
continuing it. That's why your father is acting. He knows he must do what the 
Navy will not do, and that we are backing him in the manner we are able."
Rue nodded, brightening. "Still, my father doesn't have to"
"Well, it is a question who will be the dominant power in the Belt, once the 
Navy presence is vacated," Mondy said. "Evidently Straight prefers to assume 
that mantel himself. It does seem reasonable in the circumstance."
"But he can't take Samoa! Not without her." She gestured to Emerald. "You know 
she's the reason the Navy has been so successful in the Belt."
"One of the reasons," Mondy agreed. "I could be inclined to give credit also to 
the accurate intelligence provided by my department, the superior logistical 
performance of Commander Phist, and the inspiring leadership of Captain Hubris."
"But my father has none of that! He doesn't even have me to command his fleet! 
He's a gambler, not a warrior!"
"Well, he may have some of it. It seems that the civilian employee Isobel 
Brinker elected to take employment with Straight, rather than remain as a clerk 
in the Navy; I gather he offered her command of a cruiser. She happened to have 
in her possession a dossier I had prepared on the Samoan pirates, including the 
most recent and accurate intelligence estimates of their strength and 
dispositions, and a tentative plan of battle worked out by my wife"
Rue stared at him. "You slimy dog!" she exclaimed admiringly. "You could be hung 
for that!"
"I really don't know how she got hold of that dossier," Mondy said innocently. 
"It was securely locked in my file."
"She's a pirate! She knows how to get into a locked file!"
"So it seems. I shall, of course, accept responsibility for the oversight; no 
doubt I shall receive a stern reprimand." He shrugged. "But it was a standard 
Navy security file cabinet, and the material was not relevant to Naval interests 
following Captain Hubris's deposition, since we have no intention of engaging 
the Samoans, so I doubt there will be very much of an issue made. In any event, 
it is useless to bemoan the loss now; the damage is done." Somehow Mondy did not 
look regretful.
Roulette's brow wrinkled. "How could all this just happen so fast, with no 
meeting or discussion? How could my father know? I didn't tell him! I had no 
inkling!"
Mondy spread his hands deprecatingly. "A smart commander prepares contingency 
plans, in case of surprise developments. In the course of exchanging 
information, in order to ensure proper liaison between our fleets, I may have 
mentioned something about surprises. Casually, of course; it would not have been 
my place to make any official statements. But I believe it is generally known 
that on occasion there are unforeseen consequences for the proper performance of 
one's job, as was the case with Commander Phist some years back, and Sergeant 
Smith." His lips quirked wryly.
"You told my father the Navy would bust my husband for doing his job?"
"Naturally not! I merely reminisced about past events. I have had a certain 
experience with the ways of the Navy. Your father is an intelligent man, master 
of the finesse. Possibly he drew a conclusion that should have seemed 
unwarranted at the time. Certainly I am paranoid about things that no longer 
exist. I even dream about them."
"I always wonder what Rising Moon saw in you," Rue said. "Why she holds your 
hand at night. I'm beginning to get a glimmer. You have an obscenely suspicious 
mind."
Emerald took Mondy's hand. "Isn't it awful!"
"But Commander Phisthe doesn't know? He's not stupid"
"There is nothing stupid about Old King Cole," I said. "He knows what's going 
on. He is simply following the letter of the law, as he always has."
"But he could scotch this transfer of ships and personnel and information 
anytime!" she said.
"He has not been directed to do so. He has been directed to reorganize the Task 
Force for prompt return to Jupiter, purging it of foreign elements. I'm afraid 
you have lost Shrapnel, Rue; he'll probably command a ship for your father."
"Shrapnel," she murmured. "I wonder what his song was?" Then she reverted to the 
more vital matter. "But Phist knows what's happening! All he has to do is tell 
Jupiter"
"To blow the whistle?" Spirit asked. We all laughed.
"What would he tell them?" I asked after a moment. "About conjectures? Hearsay? 
Paranoia? Scuttlebutt?" I shook my head. "He would not stoop to that sort of 
thing. The admirals back home are not interested in sordid pirate gossip."
Rue nodded. "I guess Phist is more man than I figured, too. He's making it all 
work out right."
"A man can be honest and gentle," Spirit said, "and still be worthwhile. I 
married him for other reasons, but I would have chosen him for love, had I 
known."
Rue pondered, considering that. She had been learning a lot about gentle men 
recently. Then her gaze turned on me. "What will become of you, Hope?"
"I'll be court-martialed," I said. "The responsibility is mine; my officers 
simply obeyed my orders. They are clean, but there's not much question of my 
guilt. This has been a remarkably un-Navy campaign."
"But you didn't do it! You're a figurehead!"
"All was done in my name. I take the creditand the blame. I would not have it 
otherwise. The record shows that I have indeed pursued my mission beyond my 
authority and did indeed flee before the enemy for six days"
"But that was strategic!" she protested. "And you turned around and destroyed 
them when a conventional approach would have decimated your forces!"
"But it looks like cowardice, and that is bad for the Navy image. Appearance is 
more important than reality at times. And I have certainly consorted with 
pirates."
"Such as my fatherand me."
"I'm afraid so. So I will be found guilty of at least one count and probably 
stripped of my commission, or at least be reduced in rank."
"But you've done everything they wanted! You wiped out the pirates of the Belt 
with few losses, and freed the base"
"Captain Hubris has done more than they wanted," Mondy said. "There's the key."
The key. That reminded me of the one I carried, that QYV still wanted.
"But if they didn't really want the Belt cleaned up, why did they send him?" 
Roulette was still having trouble with the background.
"They thought he would fail," Mondy explained. "As he would have, had he 
insisted on planning strategy himself, as most commanders do. Hope has no 
special talent for that. He is intelligent and motivated, and his men are 
devoted to himI'm sure Sergeant Smith has his hands full, now, keeping them in 
linebut he is no strategist."
"But"
"But the salient quality he does have does not show well on the standard tests," 
Mondy continued. "Hope is a born leader, not by rhetoric or force of personality 
or ruthless application of power, but by his inordinate talent to grasp the true 
nature of men and thereby to inspire their loyalty. Thus he lacks the overt 
abilities of a conqueror but has established those abilities in his staff."
"He hasn't shown much understanding of me!"
Emerald laughed. "His talent fails when his emotion gets in the way. I was 
always able to fool him."
Rue's eyes narrowed, then relaxed. "I told him I hated him"
"And he believed you," Emerald said, nodding knowingly. It was as if I wasn't 
there.
"My father had it figured," Rue said. "He had Hope picked out for me from the 
moment the fleet set out from Jupiter. God, I was angry!"
"Your father sought the best possible match for you," Mondy agreed. "He knew you 
would submit to no ordinary man either in body or emotion, but Hope has the 
ability to"
"To conquer unruly women," Rue concluded, glancing at Emerald. "But I still 
don't see why Jupiter wanted the mission to fail. First they sent a man they 
thought couldn't do the job. When he started doing it, they cut off his 
supplies. When he fled before the enemy, they let him be. But when he turned 
about and beat the pirates, they deposed himright before final success. Why?"
"They had to act when they did," Mondy said. "The other pirates are expendable, 
but the Samoans control the drug trade."
"Which is why they must be destroyed," Repro put in. "The drug trade is more 
insidious and damaging to our society than piracy itself. It does to the society 
what the drug does to me."
Now Rue focused on Repro. "My father said if he had wanted to destroy the true 
threat to piracy in the Belt, he'd have sent an assassin after you. But you're 
the least effective officer in this bunch! You're slowly dying!"
"True," Repro agreed. "I'm only a dreamer."
"Whose dream almost came true," I murmured.
"I still don't get it," Roulette said. "Why does Jupiter want the drug trade to 
continue?"
"You see, many legitimate elements of the Jupiter society use those illegal 
drugs," Mondy said. "They can't afford to have their major source of supply cut 
off. So while public pressure required that the Marianas be punished for 
stepping on our base, it was never intended that piracy itselfparticularly the 
Samoansbe extirpated from the Belt. Had Hope gone straight to the Marianas and 
liberated the base, or had he bungled the job, all would have been well. But 
when he forced their hand by succeeding too well, the powers that be acted."
"Seems to me there are worse pirates in Jupiter than in the Belt," Rue muttered 
darkly, and I was surprised to see the others nod agreement. "But now my father 
will do the job, anyway. He has no truck with drugs."
"So it seems," Mondy agreed. "The Jupiter authorities will be furious, but 
fortunately our fleet will be safely out of it before the final battle occurs. 
They will not be able to blame us for that."
"They'll try, though!" she said. "They'll crucify Hope!"
Mondy shrugged. "Hope always knew thatas did we all, including Phist. Phist 
more than any of us! Now it is Hope Hubris's turn, and Phist, ironically, will 
achieve honor for delivering Hope into their hands."
"And so Hope tried to void our marriage before he got canned."
"He gave you that last chance, knowing you would have been better off with your 
father, in the Belt, though he knew we still needed you for the alliance."
Rue turned to me. "Hope, I have a gift for you."
Mondy stood up. "We'll be leaving now."
"No!" Rue said sharply. "All of you were witnesses to my rape; you must be 
witness to this, too."
Mondy sat down again. "None of us liked what we had to do then. We are not of 
your culture."
"But I am joining yours." Rue took my hands in hers. "For you, Hope. My tears."
I was startled. "Your what? You never cry, Rue" Actually, I had felt her tears 
during the wedding rape, but those had been of frustration, not grief or love.
"I never had reason before." Already they were starting, brimming at her 
beautiful eyes as if the tide had risen in her body, overflowing to her cheeks, 
and down to her mouth and chin.
"I don't understand," I said, hesitating to take her into my arms; she was not 
necessarily partial to open gestures of affection. "I haven't really voided our 
relationship; I'll never do that without your consent."
"You raped me and won my body," she said through her tears. "But you never 
conquered me. I swore no man would do that. I knew I could take or leave any 
man, and never love him. But you"
Now I took her in my arms. "I never required your love, Rue."
"Well, you got it." And she sobbed into my shoulder. "You tamed the shrew, you 
monster."
Mondy stood again. "Congratulations," he said to us both, and led the way out.
Yes, we made love, and she was able to respond without even token violence. I 
would never have to hit her again. She had indeed given me a rare gift.
Yet what would I have for her when I was stripped of my rank and perhaps my 
freedom? She still would be better off returning to the Belt. But she could 
notand I knew that if she could, she would not. The loyalty of a pantheress is 
not easy to obtainor to end.
 
We were well on our way back to Jupiter when the final battle was fought. We 
were able to follow it only approximately, by monitoring erratic news reports 
from the Belt. I reconstruct here in minutes what we learned piecemeal in the 
course of many hours. The rest of us had no notion of Emerald's strategy, and 
she refused to tell; she wanted it to be a surprise. Well, it was certainly an 
adequate distraction for the occasion.
The fleet of Samoa was ensconced within the shelter of a great, curving, 
cup-shaped cloud of debris from a defunct comet or fragment of an ancient 
supernova. They had mined the cloud, using a camouflaged variety of mine that 
looked exactly like space refuse; it was impossible to tell with the equipment 
available in the field which chunks of rock were natural and which were mines. 
Any ship attempting to pass through this region would contact a mine; if the 
explosion did not hole it, the attention attracted by the detonation would set 
it up for a shot from the battleship at the fringe of the cloud. A ship inside 
the cloud would be practically invisible; the dust and debris interfered with 
radar. But an explosion emitted radiation that penetrated the rocks and was 
readily detectable from nearby. Thus the cloud was considered impassable, and 
the ships in the cup were secure from any flank or rear attack.
With that protection, the Samoans needed only to cover the region of space in 
front of their fleet. It was like the pincushion defense without any planetoid 
for the pins to anchor to; thus it was more versatile. Since this was the only 
feasible channel through the Belt leading to their main base, they seemed 
secure. The Solomons fleet could not occupy the Samoan base without traveling 
this channel, and the cloud-backed Samoan fleet guarded it. But the Solomons 
could not afford to ignore the base; Samoa was far from the Solomons' home 
region, and the moment Straight departed for home, as he had to do before long, 
the Samoans would come out and take over whatever they wanted. More frustrating 
to us, they would continue their drug trade, the worst of the pirate activities 
in the Belt.
Oh, I realize that some people would question that, suggesting that the slave 
trade was worse. But slavery was limited, with very specialized markets, while 
drugs penetrated to the heart of the leading governments of the Solar System, 
corrupting themas our present situation showed. The power of the drug trade was 
much greater than showed in the Belt; the Samoans were only the visible 
projection of it. Only now was I coming to appreciate the sinister magnitude of 
that business. Even the Jupiter Navy danced to its tune!
So now we watched, hoping Straight could do what we could not. Oh, there would 
be an outcry in private circles if he managed it, but what could they do? 
Court-martial him? He was technically a pirate, beyond their jurisdiction. No, 
they would have to deal with him, his way; a new power was forming in the Belt. 
Straight would probably obtain the legitimacy he craved. Provided he took out 
Samoa.
Would Emerald's strategy work without Emerald there to oversee it? A battle was 
not something one set up and let fall, like a row of dominoes; proper 
implementation was critical. Could Straight provide the proper tactics? I was 
not at all easy.
The Solomons fleet came straight down the channel, decelerated, and drifted just 
beyond combat range. It seemed that Straight was hoping the Samoans would come 
forward to fight, deserting their cloud-cup rear protection. That, of course, 
was foolish. The Samoans had an excellent defensive position, their guns 
covering the full breadth of the channel, and they were surely stocked for a 
siege. Straight, with his makeshift fleet and skeletal crews, could not wait 
them out; he had to win quickly, or give it up. He could not even restock at the 
Jupiter base, for the alliance was off and the commander there was no longer 
permitted to associate with pirates.
There they waited for a day in seeming indecision. Straight made some feints, 
but these were unsuccessful. The Samoans, though their fleet was as strong as 
Straight's, were too canny to budge. They were forcing him to attack their 
prepared position and suffer ruinous losses, or to retreat and suffer similarly.
Then news of another fleet came. The remnants of the other pirate bands were 
sending their ships to support the Samoans, and in two days these would come 
down the channel behind the Solomons' fleet. That was trouble indeed; Straight 
would have to commence withdrawal immediately if he was to avoid being caught in 
the middle. Obviously things had started to go wrong the moment Emerald was 
disassociated from the effort.
Our fleet's night came, and I slept, holding Rue's hand. I still had much joy in 
her final gift to methe gift of her tears, her unrestrained emotionbut I 
feared for her father, and for her if she lost him to battle just when she was 
losing me to Navy discipline. She had given herself at last, to me, but. at what 
cost to herself and her band?
I dreamed, in that special fashion I sometimes do when under stress. Rue and I 
were in space, in the Beltan impossibly crowded section. We were perched on 
boulders, carrying pugil sticks. All around us were other members of our crew, 
each person riding a rock and bearing a pugil stick. Sergeant Smith, and 
Shrapnel, and Juana, and Brinker, and all the other Hispanics and Saxons and 
just plain, good people. We waved cheerily to each other, but no one deserted 
his rock.
Then something floated toward us, huge and cylindrical. It was a spaceshipa 
cruiser! There is no good reason for spaceships to be rounded or cylindrical, 
apart from the convenience of construction, since there is no atmospheric 
friction in space, but the Navy somehow never felt free to deviate far from the 
streamlined form. The cruiser nudged so close to my rock I could touch it, and, 
indeed, I did touch it, reaching out with the padded end of my pugil stick to 
shove the huge hull away. Of course, the mass of the cruiser was much greater 
than mine, even including the rock I perched on and braced against; all I 
accomplished was to shove my platform away. I retreated from the cruiser, waving 
my stick, and now I saw that on the hull were hundreds of other people, each 
with a similar stick, and all of them waved cheerily back at me. We seemed to be 
having one big, crazy party in space, the rockworms and the hullnuts pushing 
each other away. Odd game!
But now I was drifting away also from Rue. She stood on her stone, gesturing 
helplessly, proffering respect and love but unable to reach me or draw me back. 
I knew, with the certainty that only a dream provides, that neither of us could 
leave our rocks, lest some horrendous disaster occur. We were bound to go with 
our pieces of real estate, wherever that might be.
"Rue!" I cried.
"Hope!" she cried back. The vacuum of space was all about us, yet our voices 
carried.
"I'm worried about you!" I called.
"My garden is waste!" she replied.
"Thank you for your tears!" I cried. But our boulders were rotating, and hers 
had turned to face her away from me, or maybe mine had spun, and we were lost to 
each other. And now I cried, inheriting her tears.
I woke, and she woke, and we hugged each other. We were together after all! But 
still I felt the premonition of the dream, and the chill of outer space seeped 
through my bones. This lovely girl, not yet out of her teens, would surely be 
lost to me, and I could do nothing to prevent it. There was a knock. I 
recognized the touch of my sister and called her in. "It's happening," she said. 
"Turn on your vid." But she did it for me, then sat down on the edge of the 
bunk. There was plenty of room, this being the outsize nuptial bed. Now it 
reminded me of a space boulder. A Jupiter-Network news spot was in progress. Of 
course, reception was poor, this being several light-minutes distant from the 
source, but we were used to that. "...activity behind the Samoan battleship," 
the announcer was saying.
Emerald arrived. "Hear that, Worry? They did it!"
"Did what?" Rue demanded, not bothering to cover herself.
"Sneaked through that cloud with a cruiser," Emerald explained. "Fired 
point-blank into the Samoan battleship, taking it out. Now the cruiser commands 
the field. Those lesser Samoan ships are pointed the wrong way; they're sitting 
ducks!"
"Through the cloud?" I asked. "Your plan, did it include setting men on space 
boulders with pugil sticks?"
"Oh, you found out!" she said, annoyed.
"I think I was there," I said.
"Where?" Rue asked.
"You were there, too."
"That's nice. Does this mean my father's all right?"
"He's in control," Emerald assured her. "My plan was to infiltrate the mined 
cloud by moving very slowly, matching the velocity of its internal currents and 
posting men on every rock in the path of the ship. It didn't matter whether any 
given rock was natural or a mine; none were allowed to touch. So the cruiser did 
what the enemy thought was impossible: It ambushed their battleship from 
behind."
"God, I'm glad to hear that!" Rue said. "But what will the drug merchandisers do 
now?"
"First they'll have Hope's head," Spirit said, taking my free hand. "Then 
they'll set about developing other avenues of supply. But it will be much harder 
for them to operate now."
Rue pulled me back down with her and enfolded my head in a bosomy embrace. "They 
can't have his head," she said. "It's mine!"
I liked this new mannerism of hers very well. But I suspected the colder vision 
of my dreams was closer to reality. Powerful external forces were bearing us 
apart, and we could not resist them.
 
Commander Phist brought the fleet safely back to the Jupiter System and duly 
turned us all over to the military authorities. It was a measure of his 
integrity that he had never met privately with Spirit since the directive came, 
though she was his wife and he loved her. In this respect his ordeal was harsher 
than ours, but it would have been an abuse of his position to socialize with any 
of those who were under arrest, and this he would not do.
We were separately interned; there was no more camaraderie in captivity. I had a 
good month in virtual solitary confinement while they prepared their case 
against me. Here I was denied access to external news, and that was almost as 
painful as the separation from my staff and friends.
I put that time to use: I commenced writing this narrative of my military 
career. There is nothing like solitary confinement to sharpen one's appreciation 
for past experience! I have written this in Spanish, to refresh my skill in my 
native language and to protect its privacy at least somewhat from my 
English-speaking jailors. They don't care what I do, but they do peer over my 
shoulder, As it were.
I fear I have focused too much on personal aspects, neglecting the technical 
ones, but in this time of isolation and loneliness, it is these personal 
experiences that assume the greatest meaning. The officers of the prosecution 
will surely be assembling many volumes of technical data; I cannot do better 
than they in that respect. But when I write of Juana, Emerald, and Rue, they 
seem to be with me again, and I can almost believe that I loved them each. Yes, 
surely I did!
Before I completed my narrative, I was interrupted. Without explanation I was 
conducted to a mortuary section. For a moment I feared I was to be summarily 
executed without hearing or trial; but, of course, that is not the way the Navy 
works.
The reality was almost as bad. I was here for the stark private funeral service 
for Lieutenant Commander Repro, who had suffered a circulatory failure. Ha! I 
knew what had killed him: deprivation of the drug to which he was addicted. 
Naturally they had not provided him with it in prison. Whether there was 
specific malice in this I cannot be sure, but they must have realized that he, 
more than any other person, was responsible for the campaign that cut off the 
major source of supply for most of the illicit drugs, and there were those in 
the anonymous echelons who were angry and perhaps hurting privately. The fact 
that Repro had been slowly dying, anyway, did not much alleviate the ugly shock; 
he had been the guiding genius behind the unit I had formed and commanded. It 
was his vision, more than my own, that I had implemented. Now Beautiful Dreamer 
was gone. What was his reward? An anonymous extinction. No mention was made in 
the spoken service of his addiction, for theoretically no officer of the Jupiter 
Navy indulged in drugs. At least they had had the grace to see him out with the 
honor befitting his rank. Poor Repro! He had wrought so well, from the depths of 
his own captivity by the drug, and had so effectively struck back at it. He had 
had the immense courage to dream and to shape reality to that dream, all the 
while slowly dying. He was truly a great man, doomed to be unrecognized for his 
most singular accomplishment.
The other officers of my staff were there. I stood beside them for the somber 
service, glad for their company, sad that this had to be the occasion for it. I 
knew they shared my emotion, and that they were crying, too.
Afterward, we were permitted a brief grace period of reacquaintance. First to 
come to me was Captain Phist, at long last promoted for his sterling service to 
the Navy, who had the privilege of rank, though he seemed almost ashamed of it. 
Gravely he shook my hand. "Your work will continue, sir," he said. "And his." 
His eyes flicked toward the coffin. "If we can just preserve the liaison with 
Straight, on whatever basis..."
Yeshere was an important element. Straight now controlled the Belt, and if 
Phist retained command of the unit, as seemed to be the case, he could preserve 
what remained of our nucleus unit and hold the loyal lower officers and enlisted 
men. He was not Hispanic, but they knew him and trusted him, knowing that he had 
done what he had done because he had had to. But only my marriage to Straight's 
daughter had secured our uncertain and unwritten treaty of alliance; without 
that, the cooperation would be lost. I knew, now, that the Navy would never let 
me resume command, of this unit or anything. The Navy never forgave a 
transgression of this nature. Only Phist, who had obeyed their directive so 
perfectly, could retain his power. How could he relate to Straight?
Next came Mondy. "But there is a way," he murmured as if reading my thoughts. 
"You know they will never let your sister return, any more than you, sir. So 
Phist loses his wife, too. He loves her, but he is a realist. If Rue is 
willing..."
I understood him. Trust Mondy to see the vital connection!
Roulette came next, her eyes brimming with those tears she reserved for me. 
"They are making you the scapegoat this time, Hope," she said. "Everyone else 
gets off, except The Dear, if you"
"Yes, of course," I agreed gently. "My sister and I are finished in the Navy. 
But you need not be. Rue, for the sake of the unit and the mission, will you let 
Old King Cole tend the garden?" Naturally the Navy guards did not grasp the 
significance of what I was saying; our songs became our code.
She looked startled. "Him? After what he?"
"He obeyed orders," I reminded her. "By so doing, he made it possible to 
complete our mission, help your father, and preserve the unit. King Cole had 
loved The Dear, he could love the Ravished. If your father accedes to the 
connection"
Her chin lifted. "Yes, of course. Now I understand. I will... facilitate the 
alliance. But I won't cry for Cole."
"Don't expect him to lay waste the garden, either," I said. "He is a gentle 
man."
She smiled wanly. "I know the type. Don't worry, Hope; you tamed me. I can play 
the game. I will serve the post."
"Thank you. I believe you will find the game worthwhile, for yourself and your 
father. You are the only way this alliance can be held. I wish I could have been 
the one..."
Her tears began to spill. Slowly I leaned toward her, and we kissed a chaste 
kiss. That was all we could get away with here.
Before we separated, she whispered: "Hope, would youwould youone last time?"
I glanced around. The guards weren't watching us at the moment. I brought my 
right fist up in a short, concealed uppercut and clipped her on the chin. 
Somehow she bit her lip in the process, and blood welled out. She backed away, 
her eyes shining with more than tears.
Emerald came up, blocking the view of the nearest guard who had thought he had 
seen something. "That was a nice thing you did, Hope," she murmured.
"She won't cry for any other man," I said. "I won't strike any other woman." No 
one outside this unit would grasp the significance. If I had tamed Rue, she had 
taught me her way, too.
"Your tactical position is better than you might think, sir," Emerald continued. 
"The news had been full of the Hero of the Belt, the Hispanic Scourge of Piracy. 
The Navy has been stalling, waiting to bring you to trial until the notoriety 
dies down; they don't want to make a martyr of you. But it hasn't died down; 
you're becoming a cult figure. In fact, there are growing rumblings about their 
failure to give you a medal and promote you to admiral."
"Admiral!" I stifled a laugh.
"Just don't give in, Hope; you can win the final battle."
I hadn't thought of it as a battle, but perhaps it was. "Thanks, Rising Moon," I 
said with feeling.
"And I bring a message from Used Maiden," she said. She took my head in both 
hands, set her mouth against mine, and gave me a kiss that sent me right back to 
that first session in the Tail. That was from Juana, all right, who was not 
privileged to attend this officer's funeral. Sweet Juana!
Last came Spirit, who had just completed an impassioned parting with Captain 
Phist, the severance of their marriage. I held her and she held me, and we did 
not speak.
As I started back to my cell, an anonymous officer gave me a box. "The Deceased 
bequeathed this to you," he said curtly.
Back in my cell, I opened the box. It was the structure with the five steel 
balls. I put my head down and cried.
In due course I resumed my narrative manuscript, feeling somewhat better. 
Between bouts of writing I knocked the balls about, grateful to Beautiful 
Dreamer for this remembrance. He had made of his life a better thing than others 
knew. He had understood force and counterforce.
Perhaps a week later I had a visitor: Reba Ward of QYV. "The forces are finely 
balanced at the moment, Captain," she said, setting on the table a device I knew 
was there to guarantee security from electronic surveillance. "A small nudge at 
the correct nexus can change history. Will you deal now?"
"You!" I exclaimed with angry revelation. "You had me deposed and recalled, just 
when victory was at hand!"
She shook her head in negation. "A natural suspicion, Hubris, but unfounded. We 
oppose the drug trade as strongly as you do."
"You tried to addict me!"
"I do not condone my predecessor's acts. The end does not justify the means. 
Otherwise I would have had your item long ago."
I saw that she was speaking truly. "Kife did not?"
"We hoped you would succeed. The Navy acceded to our nudge and gave you the 
command because it thought you would fail. We protected you as long as we could, 
but in the end your success was too great and we could not act without exposing 
our interest. But we did do this: We had one of your officers assume the 
command, instead of the martinet they planned to appoint. That enabled you to do 
what you did to the Samoans, and to avoid a mutiny by your loyalists."
Still she spoke truth. QYV was on my side now. "Go on."
"We can't restore your command, but we can engineer a compromise. If you will 
agree to resign from the Navy, with your sister, with no adverse publicity, you 
will be granted a medal, full Jupiter citizenship, and a perfect military 
record. You will retire a documented hero."
I did not quite trust this. "And my unit?"
"Captain Phist will retain command. But there will be no more pirate fighting; 
he will have a mission elsewhere."
I realized that it would indeed be expecting too much to have my unit returned 
to the Belt. "And the Solomons?"
"They have delegated the chief's daughter, Roulette Phist, to be liaison to 
Jupiter. The Navy is interested in peace in the Belt. As long as no outbreaks of 
violence against Jupiter interests occur, the existing order will not be 
challenged."
It seemed a fair offer. Slowly I reached down to my left shin, where flesh tape 
bound the key invisibly. As a ranking officer I had never been subjected to a 
physical shakedown. I separated the key and handed it to her. The terms of this 
deal had been set before I went to the Belt; now I had to accept them.
Reba smiled as if this were a routine formality. "When you arrive at Jupiter, 
our representative will provide you with the background on Megan. She is, at 
this point, exactly what you need."
"Need for what?"
"To become a politician."
"Why would I want to go into politics?"
"That is the only way to pursue your life mission. We want you to succeed."
So it seemed I had gained an ally in QYV. But I had lost my last physical 
memento of Helse, my love. That cut me deeply. Yet I knew that loss had been 
replaced by the prospect of finding new love, in the form of the one woman in 
the Solar System who could replace the old one. My emotions were mixed.
 
Editorial Epilogue
This manuscript, unlike the prior one, titled Refugee, survived complete. 
Perhaps Hope Hubris intended to write a few more paragraphs, since he never 
quite caught up to the present tense, but he did not.
As is, of course, well known to history, he did resign from the Navy, together 
with his sister Spirit, and came to the planet Jupiter as a hero. That is just 
about the only particular in which the official Navy record of the event 
coincides with the presentation by this manuscript. Readers are now free to 
choose which version to credit. Certainly this manuscript helps clarify the 
passion and determination with which the Tyrant pursued piracy and drug dealing 
throughout his later career, and the unfailing support he received from the 
rising echelons of the Jupiter Navy. Probably never in history have these evils 
been as thoroughly suppressed as during the Tyrancy. But as the following 
manuscript shows, Hope Hubris had an extraordinary account to settle with these 
forces.
Note the continuing influence of the Tyrant's sister Spirit. Hope himself was 
courageous in his dealings with others, whether they were his erring superior 
officers or fleets of pirates, and he had more personal magnetism than he 
credits himself with. His men respected him, and his women loved him. But when 
Spirit was not with him, he had very little initiative; he simply survived, 
taking things as they came, responding to the passions of the moment. But once 
he discovered that Spirit was alive, his whole ambition was to recover her. 
That, rather than any initial interest in ascending the military ladder, was 
what caused him to cooperate with Commander Repro's grand design. Once Hope had 
Spirit, who sometimes seems more like a lover than a sister, he pursued other 
interests, but she was always there to implement them. She was in many respects 
the true leader of his outfit, having subtle but enormous power. He gives credit 
freely to the other officers of his staff, and certainly they deserve it, but it 
is literally true that he could not have run the unit without Spirit. He needed 
her, in both the business and emotional senses; she was his better half, the 
competent reality behind his figurehead. The failure of others properly to 
appreciate this reality turned out to be critical to the Tyrant's career, as 
will be seen. It was to Spirit's wordless embrace that Hope went last, at the 
funeral; no words were needed.
Hope Hubris, at the age of thirty, professed to have only two loves: Helse in 
the past and Megan in the futurebut, in fact, he had one: Spirit in the 
present.
Hopie Megan Hubris, daughter of the Tyrant
January 4, 2671
 
Copyright  1984 by Piers Anthony
ISBN: 0-380-87221-8